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Compared with a bed and a sofa, Makino definitely chooses a bed.But he still has the eyesight to see this kind of thing, Liu Yangming pretends not to want to sleep on the sofa, there is no need for him to fight with a high school student.

Walking up to Liu Yang and telling him to stand up, Mu Ye said, "Go to bed."

"Really?" Liu Yang regained his energy as soon as he hugged the blanket on his body. Just as he was about to run to the bedroom, Fang Xun dragged him back by hooking the collar of his pajamas.

Fang Xun didn't say anything extra, after pushing Liu Yang back to the sofa, he put his palm on Muye's back and pushed him to the bedroom door, then leaned against the bedroom door and said to Muye: "Go to bed, be obedient."

His voice was firm, and he couldn't allow Makino to say no.The word "obedient" that followed was very similar to coaxing a child, causing Makino's heart to skip a beat. He nodded and said obediently, "Okay."

In Liu Yang's view, Mu Ye is an outsider, while he is Fang Xun's younger brother.Now that Fang Xunming is turning his elbows outward, he is somewhat dissatisfied, and begins to scold Fang Xun: "Brother, I don't feel comfortable sleeping on the sofa, and my feet are hanging out. It's so uncomfortable. I've come here to join you, can you be nicer to me?" Son?"

"Am I not good enough for you?" Seeing Muye lying on the bed in the bedroom, Fang Xuncai went to Liu Yang and asked, "I didn't scold you for watching porn, I'm afraid I won't pass the college entrance examination and I will find you a remedial class soon. Think Raise a dog, I will take you to the rescue station after you finish your college entrance examination, what else do you want me to do for you?"

"Liu Yang, please let me relax." Fang Xun raised his foot and kicked Liu Yang's butt lightly, "I am your brother, not your father. If you make trouble again, I will immediately let Liu Yang Uncle comes and takes you away."

Liu Yang complained that Fang Xun's words just came out of his mouth, and he didn't think about it when he said it.Seeing that Fang Xun took these words seriously, he must also regret it in his heart.

If you regret it, you will be well-behaved. At this moment, Liu Yang tugged at Fang Xun's clothes like a puppy in Shunmao, and said, "Brother, don't take it to heart. I just want to see how nice you are to him. A little jealous."

"What's there to be jealous about?" Fang Xun reasoned with Liu Yang slowly, "He is a sick patient, shouldn't it be right to let him sleep on the bed to ensure his rest just after he came back from the hospital? Besides, you can sleep on the legs of the sofa If you can’t stretch it out, how do you let someone as tall as him sleep?”

Liu Yang is not short, although he is less than 1.8 meters, but recently he has grown rapidly, since Fang Xun saw him last time, he has jumped up a lot, and it will be sooner or later if he exceeds 1.8 meters.

Stretching his legs and shaking his dangling feet, Liu Yang said, "I'll just sleep on the sofa! Brother, you should go to sleep too, the sofa is actually quite comfortable."

Only then did Fang Xun nod his head, help Liu Yang turn off the light in the living room and then went to the bathroom to take a shower.After washing, he remembered that he forgot to take his underwear, so he had to wrap the towel around his waist and go to the closet in the bedroom to get it.

Makino hadn't slept all this time, when he heard the door open, he naturally looked towards the door.Fang Xun turned off the light in the bedroom long ago, and only the bathroom outside the house was lit.With the light from the outside, one could see the halo covering Fang Xun's naked upper body, as if a hazy veil was covering his body.

Broad shoulders, narrow waist, and Fang Xun's slender and straight legs that can be seen even if he is wearing a bath towel.Makino was in a daze as if he had been hit on the head with a mallet.

As a swimmer, he saw his teammates shirtless all day long, but Fang Xun's shirtless made him so nervous that he couldn't breathe.

This was the first time Makino encountered such a situation.

Not daring to take another look at Fang Xun, he turned his back on Fang Xun.But the movement of Fang Xun looking through things in the closet seemed to be a kind of torture to him.

It's really weird.

Makino didn't understand why he always had so many strange feelings when facing Fang Xun.

It took Fang Xun no more than half a minute to get his underwear from the closet, how could he know that such a short half minute would have such a big impact on Makino.He took his underwear to the bathroom and got dressed. He put on his pajamas and cleaned up the bathroom before returning to the bedroom to rest.

"Asleep?" Fang Xun looked at Makino who was lying on his side with his back facing outwards and asked softly. Seeing that Makino shook his head slightly, he lifted the quilt and lay next to Makino and said, "Do you still want to train?" What about it? So you can’t sleep?”

No, I was thinking of you.

Makino only dared to say this in his heart, but answered Fang Xun with his mouth: "I'm used to thinking about training before going to bed, and I can't stop thinking about it before going to bed."

Fang Xunquan understood what Muye said. In fact, when Fang Huiyun remarried and became pregnant with Liu Yang, his insomnia was no worse than that of Muye.At that time, when he went to bed at night, his mind was full of Fang Huiyun going to become someone else's mother, and he couldn't sleep all night.It continued until Fang Huiyun gave birth to Liu Yang, and even Liu Yang was four years old and was able to chase after Fang Xun and call him brother, but his insomnia symptoms did not improve.

At that time, Fang Xun always avoided Fang Huiyun and rarely saw her.He went so far as to say at his grandmother's birthday party that he would only be with her from now on, and he didn't want Fang Huiyun to make such rebellious remarks.

Fang Xun still remembers Fang Huiyun's eyes filled with tears, and he also remembers that Liu Zhanwei's hand, which was so angry that he wanted to slap him, stayed in the air for a long time, and then he sighed and told him: "You are the last person to slap him." Your mother said that kind of person."

Liu Zhanwei told Fang Xun that he met Fang Huiyun at the glass factory.Fang Huiyun always worked overtime until midnight, and refused to ask for leave to go home for a day's rest even if her hands were cut by sharp glass.

Because Fang Huiyun is just such a child, she needs to earn money to support her family.She said that she couldn't find Fang a complete family with parents like other mothers, but she was willing to give everything to find Fang a childhood without worrying about food and clothing.

Fang Xun is Fang Huiyun's everything, and Liu Zhanwei also said that even if Fang Huiyun gave birth to Liu Yang now, the name she calls out in her dreams every day is still "Fang Xun".That day, Fang Xun realized what a jerk he was, he even wanted to kill himself.

He also knows that the knot in his heart is a hurdle, and it will be fine if he passes this hurdle.Later, Fang Xunmai recovered from his insomnia.But when he was in the third year of high school, both grandma and Tie Dan left him. He smoked and drank, fought with the students at school, and was depressed for more than a month.

Fang Xun didn't remember what grade Liu Yang was in at that time, but he only remembered that Liu Yang slipped into his room and said, "Mom like you will be worried. Recently, I can always see my mother crying secretly."

With just such a sentence, Fang Xun never dared to let himself down again.

So from Fang Xun's point of view, he can understand how painful Makino's insomnia is, and he also knows how much psychological pressure Makino has.People have too many bad things to do, so they can't sleep at night.

These things are all memories that Fang Xun doesn't want to go through in his mind again. It may be that Makino is lying next to him today, and he will inevitably think of himself when he is worried.

Turning his head to look at Makino, Fang Xun sighed in a slight voice.

"Muye, don't sleep on your side, you're stressing your heart." Reaching out his hand to break Makino's body to make him lie flat, Fang Xun asked him, "Did you tell your family about your insomnia and deafness due to stress?"

Makino shook his head: "I didn't say it, and I dare not say it."

From the day Muye was chosen by the coach to take him to the provincial team for training, his parents had great expectations of him.He was forced to give up his favorite music and could only swim in the pool every day.

It seems that since he practiced swimming, Makino no longer hears his parents' concern. Every day his parents ask "how are you doing?" ?”, “Why didn’t you enter the top three in the competition?” These words.

Sometimes Makino really doesn't want to swim any more, so he went back home on the day he moved out of the dormitory this time, and asked someone to transport the drum kit and guitar that he hadn't touched for a long time to his current residence.He really thought about it and let it go. Anyway, he won't be able to swim in the competition, so he might as well play his favorite music.

But Makino was afraid of disappointing his parents. After all, he knew that his parents had tried their best to cultivate him, so he couldn't be so selfish and careless and just feel happy.

After a long time, Makino tried his best to put away these thoughts, moved his lips, and suddenly said to Fang Xun, "Tired..."

It's strange if you're not tired.

Just by saying "Don't dare to say", Fang Xun can figure out what kind of character Mu Ye is.It must be the kind of person who grits his teeth and holds back his heart no matter what happens, and competes with himself.

"Take a good rest when you're tired." Fang Xun turned sideways, his eyes fixed on Mu Ye, "Do you want to take a day off tomorrow? Don't run in the morning, and stay in bed for a while. But tomorrow, take it easy and relax."

After Fang Xun finished speaking, he did not give Mu Ye a chance to answer, but continued: "People are most afraid of breaking that string, because there will always be a day when it breaks. You are returning to school from the provincial team to adjust your mentality. It's not to make you train every day, but to make yourself more and more anxious. Don't push yourself too hard, try to balance work with rest."

The truth is that Makino understands everything.If it were him in the past, whenever someone made him tired, he would take a good rest, and he would definitely not listen.

In addition, no one has said this to Makino, and he also clearly knows that the career of an athlete is very short, and everyone is afraid that if they relax, they will have no time to sprint.

So as long as he can run, Makino never walks slowly.

Maybe because Fang Xun was the first person to say this to him, or maybe because it was Fang Xun who said this, Makino suddenly wanted to follow Fang Xun's suggestion and slow down his pace so that he could catch his breath.

A soft "Yeah" came out of his throat, Makino nodded and said, "I will try to combine work and rest."

"That's right." Fang Xun felt relieved, and his tone became much more relaxed, "Go to bed early, even if you can't sleep, you have to close your eyes and squint."

After he finished speaking, he covered Makino's eyelids with his hands, and said softly again: "Be obedient, go to sleep now."

Fang Xun's palm was warm, and the temperature that stayed on Makino's eyes for less than ten seconds seemed to seep into Makino's heart little by little, filling all the cracks in Makino's heart.

He no longer thinks about training, but keeps looking for ways.Even if Fang Xun is by his side, Fang Xun is always on his mind.

In the darkness, Fang Xun turned over slightly, also lying flat, with his eyes staring at the ceiling in a daze.In his opinion, Makino tonight is like a puppy that needs to be healed, or that Makino has always been a puppy that needs to be healed.

Probably it was Makino's voice and expression that made Fang Xun feel uncomfortable, or it might be simply because of occupational diseases that Fang Xun wanted to try to cure the puppy.

He turned his head to look at Makino again. Although Makino's eyes were closed, Fang found out that Makino was not asleep.

Fang Xun touched Makino's arm with his fingertips, and Fang Xun squeezed it.His Adam's apple moved, and although his voice was very low, it could be heard that he really wanted to cheer up Muye.

He said: "Makino, in the future, if you are stressed and unhappy, or if you have any disturbing things, don't hold them in your heart and digest them yourself. You can try to talk to me."