I play the piano in the comprehensive world

"To pop what's yours."

Recently, the dog Juan Jing has been thinking about this problem, and gradually feels tied up by the problem.

what is my stuff

Emotions, emotions, ego...?

But which of these belong to me and which belong to others?

There is no clear division, no precise definition, ambiguous and vague like a palette, mixed with chaotic paints, it is difficult to define right and wrong, black and white.

Where is my individuality and my existence different from other individuals and other existences?

This question has been bothering him.

When Dagoujuan was walking near Xiaohonglou, he saw the poster of the art exhibition.I don’t know when someone here contracted a factory that had been shut down for a long time, and transformed the interior into a gathering place for large and small art exhibitions, attracting a large number of art lovers to come to watch.

In the past, Gou Juanjing certainly would not have cared about such an exhibition, but today he was attracted by one of the huge posters hanging on the outer wall. The title is very simple "Self-Impression" and the subtitle is "Who am I".

Goujuanjing bought a ticket and entered the venue.

After purchasing the tickets, you can freely visit the exhibitions in the whole building.The overall building is in a cool industrial architectural style, but exhibitors can add decorations and detachable decorations according to their own needs. In addition to paintings, there are also many installation art works and sculptures here. The exhibited dog Juanjuan is like a cat that is attracted by a butterfly halfway, and the toe of the shoe changes direction as it walks.

There are many interesting exhibits here, various themed exhibitions, and everyone pays attention to different parts.A student from the Tokyo University of the Arts made a woodcarving work with burnt wood and basswood. The burnt wood is in front, and the sculpture becomes a half-body struggle of a human being. There is no face, only the posture of struggling forward, which is very impactful.Basswood is behind, showing a female image, with a downcast posture, a gentle expression, and a soft and relaxed body language.

life and death.

Light and Shadow.

male and female.

Go forward and stay behind.

Humans and gods.

New life and past.

Fight and protect.

There are countless themes from different angles, but the one with the strongest intuitive impact is indeed——burnt wood.Naturally calcined burnt wood, pitch black, not yet fully carbonized, all the traces brought by the years are deeply and concretely reflected through the refining of fire, with criss-cross marks, the black wood presents a matte and brittle texture , and the varnish on the back forms an overly sharp contrast under the illumination of the light.

Gou Juanjing put his eyes on the work and couldn't get back to his senses for a long time.

"It's so beautiful, isn't it?" Gou Juanjing came back to his senses, standing beside a young man with two long braids.He smiled and said, "You are beautiful too."

"sexual harassment?"*

The other party showed a silly expression.

In order to prove his innocence, he took two steps to the side, still refusing to give up the conversation: "The main reason is that the way you stare at the wood carving is so beautiful, like an oil painting."

Gou Juanjing ignored him and moved around the sculpture on his own, trying to see it from different perspectives.

"Borrowing from mythological themes, the technique is immature, and there are still many details that can be further refined and filled, but..." He paused, looked around the work, and returned to the work itself, "But sure enough, It’s still the work that has the strongest impact on people.”

Gou Juanjing's eyes still fell on the wood carvings.

Youthful but not shy about showing himself, the artist projects himself onto the scorched wood.

There is an astonishing candor.

This is the first time he has seen an art exhibition, and it is also the first time he has received such a direct and intuitive impact.

Looking from Hashimoto Yuu's perspective, the light shining on the artwork also fell into his eyes, shining brightly like the only star in the night sky. When he stepped in with the first step, what he saw was not being A work of art shrouded in light, but the person watching the exhibition.

Curious, Hashida leaned closer.

Xiaojing glanced at him.

Just now, the three sonorous and powerful words "sexual harassment" came into play again, and Hashida Yu consciously moved aside. "I'm not a strange person. I'm Yu Hashida, an art student." He grabbed his two long braids: "Twin ponytails are a symbol of seriousness.*"

Gou Juanjing's eyes moved between the twin ponytails and the boy, pointed to his own hair that was bundled together: "This is a ponytail," and then pointed to his braid: "This is called a braid."

"Oh." Hashida Yu smiled and shook the two braids, "Don't get entangled in such a small place."

"I am Goujuanjing, a music student."

It took two seconds for Hashita to realize that he was answering his last question, and he laughed: "Mr. Goujuan, you are so funny hahaha..."

Gou Juanjing ignored him and continued watching the exhibition.

Hashida Yuu seemed to be very interested in him, and always watched with him not too far away, and occasionally said a few words of his own opinion, which made Gou Juanjing not so repulsive to get along with him.

"Most of the exhibitors here are wild artists, or students who come out to make money part-time." Hashida Yu said: "So most of their techniques are rough and immature, but at the same time they also have the vitality brought by non-major backgrounds. .”

Gou Juanjing: "There is also straightforward and undisguised love."

Most of this kind of works have no funding. To describe it in one sentence, it is "power generation with love".The pure and sincere feelings conveyed through art, and the various bright and vivid colors presented on the canvas are the reasons why Gou Juan Jing attracts attention.He has no understanding of art at all, and knows nothing about techniques, but he can see the colorful colors attached to it, warm and straightforward, like a rainbow in his eyes.

The last time I saw such a color was in the former residence of Tsuda Yoki.

It's the color he lacks.

Hashida was stunned for a moment, then laughed out loud: "Indeed."

The more you learn, the more you think about it. When you write, you consider more factors such as techniques, techniques, and perspectives. Instead, the creator's heart takes a backseat.Hashida looked at the dog scroll, and the boy wearing a mask only showed a pair of eyes, but those eyes seemed to be able to see through the author's heart behind the painting.

Cherish, look forward to, and curious eyes.

The artist himself would be very happy to have such an audience appreciate it.

Hashida Yu thought.

Walking to the third floor, Goujuan finally saw the exhibition he wanted to see.

"The theme here is nude painting." Hashida Yu stood with him and looked up.

The number of works is not many, occupying only a small corner, the paintings are not even framed, and some are directly pasted on the wall.

Hashida Yuu: "Slightly, kind of interesting."

Gou Juanjing stood in front of a painting. The name of this painting is very simple. It is called "Self-Portrait".

Many famous painters who have left their names in history also have various self-portraits. People are always willing to find the spiritual state, life, changes and various undecipherable inner activities of the painter himself in the portraits.Trying to dissect the artist from all angles of color use and technique.

But for the living painter himself, self-painting is more a kind of self-examination and torture.

——Can you face the most original self?

The real, unfiltered, perhaps even ugly self.

Record such self with a brush in detail, and even show it to every audience.

This is something that takes a lot of courage.

Gou Juanjing stood in front of the "Self-Portrait".The person in the portrait is a middle-aged man with a beard. Years and paintings have brought him various marks. From the outside, he is not handsome, and his life does not seem to be successful when judged by universal values. The painter himself does not hide these traces, very faithfully depicts the details, the dirt of his nails, his slovenliness, his... not caring.

Standing in front of the painting, Gou Juanjing can even feel the characters in the painting staring at him.

Intense, presence and personality.

The title of this exhibition is so apt.

Self-Impression - Who Am I? "

This question is not asked by the painter himself, but by the audience.

Liszt said that he has nothing of his own and cannot play his own music.To solve this problem, the first prerequisite to be solved is - "Who am I?"

Only by distinguishing yourself from others can you have what is called "I" and find your place among all pianists.

Shocked by the painter's reality, Gou Juanjing began to dimly realize the existence of "self".

who am I?

I am Dog Juanjing.

A... person who loves the piano.

Gou Juan Jing asked Hashida, "Can I buy this painting?"

Hashida Yu was obviously a little surprised, but still answered him: "You can ask the organizer and let them contact the artist."

At this time, Jingwu Atobe reminded him that he must remember his agent's words when he had something to do, and finally it worked. Gou Juanjing did not choose to negotiate with the organizer by himself, but called his agent who had a very low sense of presence.Wearing a suit, the person who looked like a professional elite had heard the cause and effect, and then went to negotiate with the organizer.

Gou Juanjing stood in front of the painting, and Qiaotian was next to him, still smiling: "I really don't see anything special."

The dog Juanjing looked at him.

"Ah, sorry." Hashida said, "I didn't mean to belittle the painter and you. In my opinion, art is a very personal and private thing. Like food, everyone's tastes and hobbies are different. It can only be said that this painting is not to my liking.”

"But the mood and what you want to express makes them shine."

"...Ah, that's true."

Soon, the painter came.The same as his "Self-Portrait", he is a man with a messy appearance. Contrary to his appearance, he has a chic attitude. The first thing after hearing something is to ask: "Can I meet the buyer?"

So three people stood in front of his picture.

"You want to buy it." The man said, "I don't care, but why?"

Hashida heard his subtext: I don't care if I sell it or not.So whether this deal can be completed or not depends on Mr. Goujuan's answer.

"Because I think it is very beautiful." Gou Juanjing replied, "I think both you and the painting are very beautiful when you are painting."

"That's it." The man scratched his head, even standing in front of his "Self-Portrait", he didn't feel ashamed, and he didn't blush after hearing Gou Juanjing's straightforward praise, but the corners of his mouth slightly curled up, the unrestrained and unrestrained style of a wandering artist Then he revealed: "It sounds really embarrassing, but I am very happy, thank you."

Gou Juanjing also replied solemnly: "You're welcome."

After watching the exhibition, Gou Juanjing set foot on the way back to Xiaohonglou, walking more gracefully than the painter, only his agent stayed there to handle the rest of the formalities.

The painter stood with Hashida and gave him a strange look: "Aren't you friends with him?"

"what?"

"What, so you don't know." The painter said lazily: "You can find out after a search, Gou Juanjing, there are so many information about him on social networks, I didn't expect him to be such an interesting person."