Mastery of "Rebirth"

"You have to remember that you were born to be the best housekeeper of the Gu family. This is your responsibility and obligation, and it will be the only job in your life." The father, who knew what warmth was, whipped the whip and repeated the most repeated words to Shi Yu.

Ever since I was a child, I knew that I was born by my mother to repay the favor. As a tool for repaying the favor, I will send it to the mansion belonging to the Gu family when he is full. Too old to work, and then quietly waiting for death.His life has never belonged to his parents, nor to himself, but only to the Gu family, a member who will die there even if he dies.If the master wants him to get married, he must get married, and if he wants him to perform the duties of warming the bed in addition to being a housekeeper, he must be willing to wash himself from the inside out and put him on the bed.As long as his master speaks, he has no choice.

What a terrible fate, he was very unwilling, but he couldn't break free like a small flying insect stuck on a spider's web, and in the end he was powerless to break free.Because he was chosen to be the housekeeper of a large family, his father invited tutors to teach him his homework, and put him in the kind of closed school that gave him the best education, taught him etiquette, and taught him how to be a A most excellent family butler.

He needs to learn too much. In the eyes of his classmates, he is versatile, handsome and has a good family background. He is the envy of everyone. He is the prince charming in the eyes of girls.But only he and his brothers and sisters know how much suffering, how much blood and tears are behind this.He really hated the education he received, because he felt so painful when he came into contact with the lives of normal people.If his father had allowed him nothing but slavishness from the beginning, he might have accepted it submissively without falling into this painful struggle.But there are too many people who can find such a slavish housekeeper for that man, no matter how good the gift is, it can only attract the man's short attention for his father, - for that special, That lunatic regarded him as the best raw material.

Because it is the second son, there is no need to care about the issue of family succession, and the sister who is one year younger than me was originally intended to be used as a lover for that person or that person's child, but the person refused, because He is not a child lover, and his son does not need such an older bride.As a result, the younger sister has a life like a normal person. As long as she wants, she can marry and have children like other girls, and be with the one she loves, and her parents will prepare a generous dowry for her.And the failure of this idea made his father put all his energy on his cultivation. He had already lost a daughter who could be used to win favor, so he needed an impeccable housekeeper son even more.As a gift of his gratitude, it was devoutly given to the man he regarded as a god.

Maybe it's not the man's fault, he's just too crazy, so crazy that he can easily treat his own child as a gift, lunatics are not worth being blamed, because they don't need to be forgiven.He stood next to his father's whip, gritted his teeth, and endured the pain of being bruised and bruised, but his eyes were indifferent. Who can blame this, maybe the man who agreed to this ridiculous way of repaying gratitude, and the man who gave birth to himself down woman.She was a woman who was extremely docile, relying on her husband wholeheartedly like a weak wisteria. The man's strong body and strong chest were her only reliance. She was so docile and obedient, because of her love for her husband, and You can ignore the suffering of your children completely.

A man like a lunatic, and a woman like a wisteria, they are his biological parents, he doesn't want it, but he can't escape.

It's not that he didn't think about running away, and it's not that he didn't think about seeking death, but all the endings would be failure, and the only thing he got in exchange was that life would be worse than death.His father is really a smart and terrifying man, he is strong enough, not only knows how to manage a family, knows how to turn a proud and arrogant woman into a wholehearted attachment to Wisteria, but also knows how to make him feel heartbroken, but Leave no marks on this body.He is a gift to that man, a perfect housekeeper, and may also become a plaything. His body does not belong to him or his father. He only belongs to the man who is worshiped as a god. His crazy father dare not Leave a little bit of damage on it.

What a wonderful thing, he thought he had finally found the best way to take revenge on that lunatic, he began to self-mutilate, using lighters and cigarettes borrowed from his classmates, leaving ugly spots on his body scar.Yes, it's ugly and it hurts.But he felt joyful, like those addicts who finally inhaled white powder, the feeling of ecstasy was really good, and he couldn't quit it.As he wished, he saw the frightened and angry expression of the man he called his father, while the weak woman was crying beside him.

He knew that this anger was full of pain, not for him to hurt himself, but for the ruined perfect skin.How happy he was to let that man show such an expression, and soon, the long whip that had not been used for a long time because of his obedience began to wave the sound of piercing the air again.The whip hit his back in excruciating pain. He felt that his back should be bloody, but it wasn't. He finally passed out from the pain, but soon woke up again after being splashed with ice water to endure the torture.Just die like this, when he lost consciousness again, such a thought floated in his mind.From the beginning to the end, he stubbornly raised his head, bit his lips tightly, and refused to admit his mistake. What's wrong with him, he just hurt himself.This is the only way of entertainment he has left. Isn't it okay for a person to entertain himself in a way that doesn't cost money? He doesn't admit it, because he is not wrong at all.

But soon, he knew he was wrong.He really underestimated his father and forgot that he was a lunatic, and an extremely smart lunatic.He can turn a spoiled woman into a boneless dog, but how can he not see through the little tricks played by his young son.He has a lot of ways to make this disobedient little son obediently admit his mistakes to him, and let him break his pride.Yes, proud.What an ironic word, but it appeared on him, who should have no arrogance at all. Because it is difficult to tame, it is the best material, and it is qualified to be used as a gift of gratitude, and sent to the hidden mountain like a sacrifice. to the mansion here.

His father threw the whip into the fire, and when he was in a high fever, he sent for doctors to see him, and let them try to heal the scars on his body.He didn't die as he thought, just as the doctor said, his desire to survive was very strong, he hated this kind of life, but he was also reluctant to die, darkness was always what he feared the most, he wanted to live, not Sleep forever.

The cooling treatment done by the doctor was really timely, and he failed to turn into a fool who didn't understand anything as he wished.He thought he would face more cruel punishment, but his life seemed to be changed drastically. His lunatic father seemed to have become a normal person, and his mother also showed great joy, celebrating him with tears of joy. wake up.Father didn't even emphasize to himself the words that had been repeated countless times since he was born, he thought his resistance was successful, but he still couldn't believe how easy it was.In order to test, he even accepted a love letter from a female classmate and promised to associate with her.His father watched coldly, indifferent to this.

However, just when he was about to relax his vigilance, he finally ushered in his punishment for being late.No matter what mistakes he made, his elder brother will accept the double punishment instead of him, and his younger sister, who was spoiled and raised, almost didn't destroy her ear because of her father's slap. Although she is not deaf, she is also left unbearable sequelae.His father told them that all this stemmed from the disobedience of your younger brother (elder brother). He took too many responsibilities by himself, and you should learn to share them for him.

Then what can I do, his cowardly elder brother and his beautiful younger sister came to him one after another.The eyes of the young man who was always gloomy were full of pain, dodging, and pleading. As an elder brother, he was really too cowardly.He is not as strong as his younger brother, he is afraid of pain and has responsibility.So he knelt down in front of his younger brother, weeping the most precious tears of a man, and begged his younger brother to bow his head to his father, so that he would not suffer such pain again.

Her younger sister also came to him, wearing a pure white dress, as beautiful as a flawless gardenia, and as fragile as that beautiful flower.How innocent and weak her eyes are, she is a little flower spoiled and raised by her parents, unable to bear the thunderous anger of her father, she sympathizes with her elder brother, but she cannot use her immature body to share his responsibility She was really scared, afraid that she would become a poor person who could not hear anything. Her tears were hot, but they were like sharp knives, falling drop by drop, cutting out one after another in her brother's heart. the wound.

What can Shiyu do? !What else could he think of? ! !He could only lower his high head and admit defeat to his crazy father.He could endure those pains, but he couldn't resist his brother's pleading and his sister's tears.When he was fined not to eat, it was his elder brother who secretly gave him an apple. After he was whipped, it was his sister who shed tears and prescribed medicine for him, saying that she would beg his father not to let him suffer like this.These faint family ties are the brightest light in his life. How can he, who is so afraid of the dark, endure the pain of being cut off from the light? This is more uncomfortable than telling him to die.

Seeing the complacency on his father's face, he finally felt tired. From the very beginning, his father indulged his elder brother and sister just to let him be bound, because once he lost the bound, he would have no way to be tamed again. possible.What a horrible man, he should have known, it never ends well fighting a madman, especially one who doesn't care about family affection.He began to admit defeat, and broke up with his first girlfriend in a ruthless way. Looking at the back of the little girl crying and running away, he could only sigh in his heart.

Because he was in the juvenile class, he completed all the courses in the university beforehand as his father wished.On the second day of his 18th birthday, he put on a well-fitting butler uniform, followed his father into the mansion that he would serve for his whole life, and also saw the mansion that his father had always been tortured by in his memory. A man who can be called a god.

Contrary to what he had imagined, this man looked very young, his brows and eyes were stern, and his edges and corners were as sharp as a statue.Sitting there in an extremely elegant posture, like an emperor who has been sitting in court for a long time, people dare not even raise their heads without any threats.

This was the first time he saw the man he called his father so flattering, as if he was born with a slavish face, and he couldn't wait to present the treasure he found to his master.The man looked him over from top to bottom, his eyes were indifferent as if he was looking at a lifeless cargo. "Not bad, you can stay." He heard the man say so.At the end of that day, he stood at the door of the Gu family's mansion and watched his father leave in the car with a happy face, and he didn't even give him a guilty expression.That's right, in the eyes of that person, this job is extremely important, and he should be honored to get it, and there is nothing to feel guilty about.The door was slowly closed, and it was closed together with his own heart door leading to the emotions and desires of human beings. Looking at this magnificent building, he walked in without hesitation, and he was destined to never step out again.

He began to use all the knowledge and skills he had learned to take good care of the mansion, and soon, out of appreciation for his work, the man he called the master of the house began to gradually change the daily affairs of the house from the old housekeeper's The body was transferred to him, until finally, he finally became the veritable steward of the mansion.The conscientious old housekeeper committed suicide by taking medicine when he was declared completely liberated. The kind old man died with a smile on his face.Maybe he was in pain, but because the mask was worn for too long, there was nothing but this expression.

The old butler's funeral was handled by Shi Yu at his discretion. The old man had no relatives, so the funeral was naturally simple. The small urn was randomly buried under a tree in the back mountain on a rainy day. The soil layer on the surface of the box was still intact. Scatter some tenacious grass seeds, and in the second spring, this slightly arched mound will be covered with lush greenery, and there is no trace of it.It would be his fate, too, to be replaced by new life as he grows old, and to end his own life because he cannot bear the suffocating emptiness.

He gradually got used to the strict rules of survival in this mansion. Trivial daily affairs grabbed all his attention, repeated day after day, and completed all his work meticulously like a machine. The beast in his heart was forcibly suppressed. Under the thick layer of ice, it roared and struggled. It even almost broke through the solid ice but was injured just as soon as it took a head. It was sealed in a thicker layer before it even had time to lick In the ice, and then fell into a deep sleep.With the passage of time, the ice is getting thicker and thicker, and the sun is not seen all year round, and there will never be a day when it will melt.Until the owner of this house entrusted him with a special task, that day a thin ray of sunlight shone into the darkest space deep in his heart, shining persistently, and melting the corner of the ice.

When he was very young, he knew that the head of the Gu family had three children through his father.He also knew who the man married as his wife and what the name of the child he gave birth to.The two days when the two women died were the happiest of his father's life, the two of his happiest, but those were over.Now he doesn't need to know all this through his father, he can know more by staying with a man, including knowing such a secret that belongs to the head of the family: this man who is as noble as an emperor actually has a fourth child.

During the Gu family spring festival, he had seen Gu Yi who was known as a child prodigy, that sickly but extremely delicate boy, a future heir of the Gu family who did not receive the attention of the patriarch.Yes, the heir, even though he doesn't want to admit it, his father, like everyone else, thinks that this gloomy little boy is the only heir of Gu Fanhan and will be the one who takes on the heavy responsibility of the Gu family. man.

Who would know that the boy who pinned the hopes of the two families was just a cover set up by that man. From the beginning, the seat of heir was destined to belong to Gu Juneyue who lived carefree in another small place, photo The boy on the bed is five points similar to the owner of the house, but his eyes are clear that do not belong to this place. He is a child who has never suffered and is born without ambition.

The information began to flow from his hand to the Patriarch's. If it is said that the person he knows best in the world is Gu Fanhan, whom he needs to serve, then the second person he knows is Gu Liu, whom he has been growing up with. moon.Whether it is the cowardly Gu Xian sisters or the gloomy and pale Gu Yi, they are all derivatives of this family, but Gu Liuyue is a creature belonging to another world. He is clean, bright, and not suitable for such an environment. Survive.The sunlight that is not strong enough is finally swallowed by the boundless darkness, the white jade is turbid, and finally rejected by the superior monarch.He couldn't guess the specific development of the future, but he had foreseen the end of the child.

Day by day, reading Gu Juneyue's latest news has become the only happiest thing every day. He watched Gu Juneyue grow up little by little, fell in love for the first time, kissed for the first time, and lived with a man. Then they separated because of certain things...Those trivial things should have turned that child into an ugly, hostile young man who hated the rich, but it was beyond his expectations. He has never seen this kind of thing, although he is becoming more and more unable to see through those eyes, but he feels that this child has not changed from the beginning to the end.After all, there is still too little experience, he thought so, quietly waiting for the day when Gu Fanhan would pick him up.When he learned of Gu Juneyue's existence, he knew that the head of the family would take Gu Liuyue back sooner or later. After all, the meaning of this child's existence was too special. It is impossible for Fan Han to remove all obstacles before bringing people into the house.It's just that he never thought that this meeting would come so quickly.

That kid was in a car accident!

The news struck him like a thunderbolt from the blue, and the hot tea splashed out from the shattered teapot. The man sitting by the side didn't blame him for the momentary miss, and calmly gave an order to the other end of the phone. Take the injured person in the car accident to the best local hospital immediately.After waiting anxiously for three hours, the news about Gu Liuyue came from City B again: After several hours of rescue, the patient was out of danger, but was still in a coma because the brain was still intact. Residual congestion still needs to be hospitalized for observation.

A few days later, the news came out that the car accident in city B, the driver and passengers of the hit vehicle died due to the failure of rescue, and the helicopter landed at Gu's mansion, and the strong nurse carefully lifted the stretcher down.The patient above, with bandages wrapped around the injured head and legs, appears to be a man and quite young.Shi Yu, who was watching from a distance, still had a smiling expression on his face. With an extremely perfect posture, he directed the medical staff to place the person on the stretcher in the most suitable room for patients to recuperate in the Gu family mansion, and watched them treat the person carefully. Put it on the bed, and hang the bracket and glucose water.

In addition to dealing with those trivial matters every day, he began to spend all his time in this room. In the name of patients waking up and needing services at any time, he often sat there for several hours.In order to avoid muscle atrophy caused by patients lying in bed for too long, he has to massage the people on the bed several times a day. For the first time, he thanked the crazy father who forced him to learn medical knowledge. Without him, how would he have a chance? It's justifiable to sit here.When no one was around, he still maintained his facial expression, but his eyes couldn't help revealing his obsession with the person on the bed. The little boy with red lips and white teeth has now grown into a handsome young man, with the tragic appearance in the car accident It has been cleaned up, except for the bandage, this face can be said to be extremely handsome.

Blood relationship is really a wonderful thing. Even though he didn't grow up in this house, his face still looks five points similar to that of the Patriarch.The man's slender, white fingers lightly brushed the white bandage, the long and curly eyelashes, from the closed eyes to the high bridge of the nose, and finally stopped on the thin, red lips.The fickle lips were a little chapped, he used a clean cloth towel and dabbed some water to carefully smear the chapped place, little by little, stubbornly and patiently, until it regained its moist color.He had to stay in this room for at least three hours every day until Gu June woke up.

He started to be his own responsible housekeeper again, and he was in front of the microphone between the two fathers and sons.Watching Gu Juneyue return to City B, she grew up little by little, and gradually developed the ambition to replace that man.

The ending was always beyond his expectation. Gu Liuyue won the position of Patriarch, but returned the right to Gu Fanhan as a winner.The child was finally able to get the freedom he wanted, put on the suitcase and left this place.And he was still left in this cold mansion, watching the direction the child left, smiling, waiting for his death.He doesn't love Gu June, nor has he ever loved anyone. He just regards that child with a different life as his sustenance.No matter who Gu Liuyue loves, he doesn't care, as long as he still lives there and never changes, it will always be his best sustenance.

When he was replaced by a new housekeeper, he did not commit suicide, but chose to stay and live in the same room as the previous person, without going anywhere, living a leisurely and comfortable life, as peaceful as a pool of stagnant water.His lunatic father died of illness more than ten years ago, while his elder brother became a mediocre man, his younger sister was married and became a married woman, and her children and grandchildren lived with each other. He has nothing to do.

There is a retired old butler in the Gu family's mansion. When the butler's surname is used, the servants know that this is an old man who is easy to talk. He has normal emotions, but he never, never smiles.

The author has something to say: Mr. Butler is also poor Yin, his spiritual sustenance is not love ╮(╯▽╰)╭