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The sun is in full bloom in midsummer, and waking up after a short nap makes people feel groggy and lazy.

Lin Lu opened his eyes and lay on the bed in a daze for a while, then propped up the bed with his hands, and sat up slowly.

It doesn't matter if you sit this time, the soft silk quilt slipped from the upper body, revealing the loose suspenders hanging on the shoulders, crooked, revealing a large area of ​​snow-white skin, and there is a faint pink in the slightly sunken place of the collarbone, like the red blooming in the snow plum.

It is easy to get tired after lunch, and the two of them took a nap together, and played around for a while before going to bed.

Just making a fuss, the atmosphere changed, and some things followed the trend.

But Lin Lu didn't understand one thing. Afterwards, Sang Yunzhi was lying down with her for an afternoon nap, but now the other side of the bed was empty and no one was there. When he reached out to touch it, he found that the bed was cool, and it didn't look like he had just woken up. .

She shook her sleep-swollen head and lifted the quilt out of bed.

On the bay window, there was another cat sleeping in the dark, sprawled all over, and didn't seem to wake up at all.

The whole house is so big, people are not in the living room, they can only be in the second bedroom converted into a study.

Sure enough, just as Lin Lu walked out of the bedroom and reached the corner, he caught a glimpse of the thin figure lazily leaning on the newly installed small recliner on the balcony, reading a book with half-closed eyes.

Sang Yunzhi reads all types of books, and the style spans a lot, which sometimes makes Lin Lu very confused.

She actually didn't make any noise when she got up, even the sound of walking was very small, but the people on the balcony seemed to feel it. Lin Lu just stood here for a while, and saw a line of sight looking towards him.

Sang Yunzhi saw her.

So he put down the book in his hand, and sat up a little from the reclining chair.

When Lin Lu approached, she stretched out her hand and led him over: "Have you been awake for a long time?"

Two people, one chair, Lin Lu naturally bent down, supported the armrests on both sides of the recliner with both hands, and sat down on Sang Yunzhi's lap: "Just woke up, when did you get up?"

"I didn't sleep at all. I went to bed too early last night and I didn't feel sleepy. I couldn't fall asleep." While speaking, Sang Yunzhi folded his hands behind his girlfriend's waist, and gently supported her to make her immobilized. As for the risk of leaning back.

Every movement reveals a sense of skillful intimacy, as if it has been repeated countless times, it is very natural.

Lin Lu, who just woke up, was full of laziness, and his whole body was in a daze. There was a thin layer of mist in his deer eyes. Sang Yunzhi raised his face slightly, and gently rubbed the tip of the opponent's nose with his lips.

No matter how long the relationship lasts, for her, being with Lin Lu seems to be a period of passionate love forever.

After maintaining this posture for a while, Lin Lu got up and turned his attention elsewhere.

For example, the pot of mimosa still growing green on Sang Yunzhi's desk.

A small one, with crystal water droplets on the leaves, a ray of sunlight that came in unexpectedly from the gap between the curtains just sprinkled on it, shining brightly.

Lin Lu stood in front of the table and played with the leaf petals with his fingertips for a while, when a voice came from behind: "You just woke up, if I sleep longer, I might have to go out."

"I forgot to tell you yesterday, I made an appointment with Dr. Li for a follow-up visit, at three o'clock this afternoon."

Sang Yunzhi's voice fell slowly, and when the ending of the last word disappeared, Lin Lu also stopped what he was doing, and turned around.

"Then I'm going too." Her lips were pursed into a straight line, and she blinked.

His eyes lingered on his lover's cold face for a while, and finally fell on the old mimosa plant with newly opened leaves.

The mimosa was given by the doctor who had been seeing Sang Yunzhi, she knew.

Having been together for so long, Sang Yunzhi still occasionally wakes up from the nightmare of losing his parents when he was young, but the number of dreams is gradually decreasing, so regular follow-up visits to check his mental state have become a must.

But the time cycle is lengthening, from once a week at the beginning, to once a month, and now once every two months.

Lin Lu suddenly became interested today, and also wanted to see what kind of doctor this doctor who has been treating his girlfriend is like.

After all, she is also considered a half-matchmaker for the two of them.

"Okay, then you change your clothes and we'll go out later." Sang Yunzhi responded without any hesitation, and soon stood up from the reclining chair.

In her opinion, Lin Lu should have proposed to go and see it with her early in the morning, but she didn't expect it to be so long late.

The psychological counseling institution was the same as before, and the fee was not low, but it also opened a branch in another area of ​​Yuncheng a year ago. According to Dr. Li herself, she even bought shares in that branch.

Visited this place for the third time this year.

Every time I come here, the mood is different.

Sang Yunzhi led his girlfriend into the lobby familiarly. Because he had an appointment, he just snorted at the front desk and went directly to Dr. Li's consulting room. Lin Lu came with the patient's family this time, so he naturally followed.

After knocking lightly on the door twice as a signal, Sang Yunzhi slowly pressed the doorknob: "Doctor Li."

The long relationship between patients and patients made Dr. Li familiar with Sang Yunzhi's voice. As soon as the other party spoke, she recognized who it was. She was facing the person cutting flowers and plants by the window and quickly turned around: "You come Yes, today we..."

As soon as he started talking, his eyes fell on the strange face next to Sang Yunzhi the moment he turned around.

She paused: "This is?"

"My girlfriend." The words were correct, and a simple identity introduction floated from her lips from Shanruliu.

After speaking, Sang Yunzhi reached out and closed the door of the consulting room.

After a while, the three of them sat down on the reception sofa set up in the consultation room. They did not rush to start the treatment. Dr. Li made a cup of tea for the two of them first: "My friend sent me the Dragon Well Tea before Yu, you can try it."

The dried tea leaves melt in the water, and smoky emerald green floats in the teacup.

Sang Yunzhi didn't move, but Lin Lu curiously brought the cup on the coffee table under the tip of his nose and sniffed it.

Dr. Li's smiling gaze fell on Lin Lu at the same time: "Really... When you came last time, I was still thinking that your illness is almost cured, and it's time to find someone to fall in love with. But I didn't expect it to be a girl."

At this point, Lin Lu raised his eyes and looked at her.

"Don't get me wrong, I don't mean anything else, I'm just surprised." Dr. Li explained with a smile, and looked at Sang Yunzhi again, "But after knowing it today, I take it for granted. I always feel that people with conditions like yours are very It's hard to imagine a man worthy of you." It's like a pure white snow lotus should not be defiled by the world.

But if you are both women, you won't feel "stained", but you will feel fresh and well-matched.

After chatting for a while, the two parties soon entered into the relevant treatment process.

It was said that it was treatment, but in fact it was just a targeted chat with the doctor, using the patient's reaction to judge whether the condition needed deeper treatment methods, such as hypnotic guidance, just like Sang Yunzhi did when he first came here.

When Sang Yunzhi was talking to the doctor, one question and one answer, Lin Lu sat by the side and listened carefully, without doing anything else, she would think about Sang Yunzhi's previous situation in the few words given by the doctor.

For example, when we were just together with her, or a little longer, before they were together.

The two stayed here for about an hour. When they left, the doctor said that they could come back for a visit every six months.

Undoubtedly, this is an affirmation of the direction of Sang Yunzhi's condition.

What he saw in front of him was all beautiful, and what was ahead was full of yearning for the future, but at such a time, Lin Lu couldn't help but look back.

She didn't see anything, and the road when she came was covered with gray fog, and she couldn't see the end at a glance.

Lin Lu suddenly remembered what the doctor said casually during the chat just now, "Actually, I'm not sure I can make you recover so well".

You know, this kind of mental illness that has been accompanied for many years is no different from a thorn in the blood, and it is very difficult to find it accurately.

Looking at the perfect appearance of the person standing beside him at the moment, I am afraid that anyone who sees it can't help but praise, but who knows how difficult it is to make up for that little flaw?

Sang Yunzhi took a few steps forward, turned around, and found that Lin Lu was frozen in place and did not move forward: "Why didn't you leave?" she asked.

The sun above the head is a bit dazzling, and it is also hot on the human body.

"Sang Yunzhi, I have a question." I saw Lin Lu fixedly looking at her. She was facing the light, like a person walking out of the shadows. "What were you thinking during the half a year when we didn't communicate Woolen cloth?"

In fact, even if Sang Yunzhi didn't mention Lin Lu, he could figure it out. During the chat just now, the doctor accidentally mentioned the time when the other party came to register for treatment for the first time. After a little calculation, he could know when it was.

Obviously, he had avoided it for so long before, but after breaking with himself, he decided to see a doctor.

One sentence brought Sang Yunzhi back to those gloomy days, she was stunned for a moment, and now she can still recall the state of mind at that time when she recalled it.

Sang Yunzhi knew what Lin Lu wanted to ask, and he also knew that Lin Lu was going around in circles, asking tactfully, and being sideways.

In view of the scorching sun, she decided to make a long story short, and the smile in her black eyes gradually faded, Sang Yunzhi opened her lips: "It's nothing, at that time it was indeed because of my own reasons that I didn't show mercy I rejected you face to face, but every day after those words were uttered, I regretted it."

"I'm thinking, if I can beat myself faster, will I still have a chance, and I won't miss you."

As it turns out, yes.

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