see you when Lin Shen

The entire consultation process lasted only seven or eight minutes, and Sang Yunzhi went in and out almost no one noticed.

The next second, the patient who was called got up from the bench and walked in. Everyone was in a hurry.

The hospital where the threshold has been broken has never been short of patients. She went back to the calling hall on this floor and found a corner seat to sit down and wait.

It's just after four o'clock in the afternoon, if you want to wait for Lin Lu to get off work, I'm afraid it will take another hour or two.

The edge of the cotton-like mask rubbed against the skin on her face, causing a slight itchiness. Sang Yunzhi wrinkled the tip of her nose, feeling uncomfortable, but thinking about the awkward concern of the other party when she just went out, she finally just raised her hand to adjust I checked the position of the mask, but did not take it off.

Inexplicably well-behaved, it can be regarded as "following the doctor's advice".

The waiting time is always long and boring. Sang Yunzhi is not a person who loves to play with mobile phones. After holding the device in his hand and fiddled with it twice, he loses interest. One hour and six 10 minutes, every minute is long and difficult, as It was the same when Lin Lu took apart 1 hours and counted them.

She didn't know that she also experienced the other party's discomfort invisibly.

As time passed, people in the side seats got up one by one, and there were fewer and fewer people in the hall.

Meditation, ecstasy, I don't know how long it has been like this...

"Why are you still here?" A tepid voice came from behind.

Sang Yunzhi turned his head and looked back, only to see Lin Lu standing behind his chair. The iconic coat on the other party had already been taken off, and he looked like he had already left work.

She raised her eyes and glanced at the digital clock on the hospital wall, and found that the number on it had jumped to "17:45" unconsciously.

"Didn't you tell me to wait for you to get off work?" Sang Yunzhi asked back, pretending not to know what Lin Lu meant.

People can be divided into really stupid and pretending to be stupid, and Sang Yunzhi is obviously the latter.

Now that it is installed, of course it will be installed to the end.

Sure enough, after hearing her words, Lin Lu fell silent.

Strike while the iron is hot, Sang Yunzhi also took the opportunity to slowly get up from the seat and said again the purpose of his visit today: "Let's have a meal together, the location I ordered from the private kitchen is not too far from the hospital, it's okay after eating Let's go back together."

Sang Yunzhi lowered his posture time and time again, which made Lin Lu feel better.

She decided to go down the perfectly paved steps.

The car is still being repaired at 4S, and because of Sang Yunzhi, Lin Lu was spared another experience of taking a taxi during the evening rush hour, but even so, the road was still congested, and it took half an hour to drive for seven or eight kilometers.

Lin Lu leaned on the co-pilot's seat, hungry and tired, his eyelids were heavy and fighting.

When she arrived at the place, she was in a trance, but she became very sober the moment she walked into the store—the air was full of tempting aromas, and her appetite awakened her spirit.

Lin Lu had eaten the taste of this restaurant once, and Sang Yunzhi ordered this restaurant when she fell ill and had a fever.

Times have changed, and at that time, I didn't expect that it would be more than half a year later, and a deep gully was formed between them to separate each other.

Did they have a close relationship for a while, and Sang Yunzhi is still sure about Lin Lu's taste. The two of them spent almost no time in the process of ordering food, but the time alone after the waiter left made people feel troubled up.

Lin Lu was always the hot guy when we were together in the past, and he had endless things to say to Sang Yunzhi, but now he can't.

She had nothing to say, she was the one invited today, and it was Sang Yunzhi who needed to take the initiative.

Sure enough, after a while, Sang Yunzhi naturally acted as a "tour guide" and explained to Lin Lu the history of the store's fortune and the exquisite decoration.

For example, the owner of this store is not a local.

For another example, the name of the store is taken from which words in the article.

Some good literary skills and narrative logic will not make people feel bored after listening, but the chat will always wander outside the theme until...

"Sang Yunzhi, did you take the trouble to invite me out just to introduce this store to me?" Lin Lu raised his elbows, rested his chin and looked straight at the person across the table.

The warm light above his head illuminates Sang Yunzhi's exquisite facial features more three-dimensionally, no matter from which angle he looks at it, it is too perfect.

"No," Sang Yunzhi said abruptly, meeting Lin Lu's bright eyes, "Lin Lu, are you still single now?"

She asked.

Sang Yunzhi thought about how to ask this question for a long time, but he didn't want to be so straightforward in the end, and it was also thanks to Lin Lu for not being around the corner.

The few seconds when the two looked at each other seemed extremely long, and it was enlarged and divided into countless subsections.

Lin Lu suddenly smiled: "I'm single."

What then?

This is no longer a hint, so straightforward.

She wanted to hear what Sang Yunzhi would say next.

Xu has seen Sang Yunzhi clearly through the previous events, so that when she discusses these topics with the other party, she will no longer be ashamed and heartbroken like a girl in Huaichun.

Lin Lu thought that no matter what the other party said next, she would remain unmoved.

However, at this time, the waiter brought the ordered dishes to the table, and the topic was interrupted halfway through the conversation, and when he wanted to pick it up again, he had no way to start.

The atmosphere on the table was relaxed and happy, but also a little subtle, and the topic that was wandering elsewhere did not come back after all.

When leaving, the waiter also gave a few mints.

Lin Lu disassembled it and threw it into his mouth, only to feel a refreshing mint smell, comparable to the cold wind blowing in front of him.

The meal is over, but the matter is not finished yet.

On the way back, Lin Lu flicked her phone carelessly, but from the corner of her eye, she focused on the person who was driving in the driver's seat next to her—she knew Sang Yunzhi, the other person's body and temperament, and she was waiting.

As a passive person, she was waiting for what Sang Yunzhi had to say.

The scenery passing by outside the window was gradually replaced by familiar streets, and the car unexpectedly did not drive directly into the community.

Sang Yunzhi parked the car on the side of the road opposite the gate, turned off the engine, and without the sound of the car's engine, the car was eerily quiet for a while.

Lin Lu had a vague premonition in her heart. She turned her face and looked to the side first, just in time to see Sang Yunzhi leaning over half of his body after unfastening his seat belt, and opened the glove box in front of the co-pilot. A well-preserved book was taken out of it.

Seeing that the other party was holding the book in his palm, he raised his eyes and looked at himself: "I read the birthday present you gave me earlier, and I read it carefully."

"I don't know much about modern poets, and it's the first time I've read this kind of poetry collection. It's just that after reading one poem, I don't quite understand what the poet thinks. Can you explain it for me?"

Lin Lu's eyes slipped from Sang Yunzhi's face to the cover of the book, her eyes flickered.

This book was selected out of thousands of choices by herself at the time, and it carried too much expectation and excitement, but seeing her goodbye now made her feel a little complicated.

Lin Lu took the poetry collection from Sang Yunzhi and held it in his palm, flipping through it casually without raising his eyes: "What is it?"

"I don't promise to be able to answer, but you can talk about it." She paved the steps for herself in advance.

Whether to answer or not to answer is all in one's own mind.

However, Sang Yunzhi's determined voice sounded next to his ears: "You will definitely be able to answer."

These words made Lin Lu froze for a moment when she turned the pages. She didn't answer the words, her downcast eyes still fell on the pages under her hands, but after a while a slender hand reached out and turned over the pages under her hands. , page after page, and then precisely stopped at the corresponding position.

"This one." Sang Yunzhi tapped his fingertips and spoke softly.

It is already the last few pages of the poetry collection, and the words Lin Lu printed on the white backing paper are no strangers——

"Cutting Love"

I wanted to travel far this time

I can forget your beautiful eyes

You can cut the strands of affection

and the sorrow that cannot be blown away by the autumn wind

who ever thought

Mountains and rivers remain

love is still

your figure

Just behind and then to the front①

It is also a love poem, but compared to the one copied by Lin Lu on the title page, it is two different extremes... one is a girl's nostalgia for spring, and the other is a nostalgia for a past that has no end.

Lin Lu still has a good impression of the few lines in front of him, and it has been written twice.

The first time was when I discovered this collection of poems at the beginning of my college days, and the second time was about three or four months ago, on Sang Yunzhi’s Weibo—the author who hadn’t updated his news for a long time suddenly took a picture one night A photo of a book page came out without any text, and the content in the photo was this poem.

When Lin Lu saw it, he felt that Sang Yunzhi was implying something, but he didn't dare to confirm it.

The original suspicion has been verified today.

In other words, Sang Yunzhi was probably in an extremely contradictory state during that time, but he still didn't come to him in the end.

Take it out again today, it's still for testing.

"I don't think I'm very clear. How could I know what Mr. Wang was thinking when he wrote this poem? I'm not him." Lin Lu closed the page and raised his eyes to smile at Sang Yunzhi. The book was placed aside and commented casually, with a relaxed tone.

Sang Yunzhi: "Then do you think it is necessary to look back at the scenery that has been missed?"

"I don't know." Lin Lu lowered his voice, and the smile in his eyes halved.

The obvious resistance made Sang Yunzhi's eyes darken: "Is that so..."

Seeing her like this, Lin Lu's hardened heart softened again, and he rubbed his palm along the edge of the page, unable to hide his inner struggle, and finally changed his words: "How about this, Sang Yunzhi, I will think about it carefully after I go back, if I can figure out the answer I'll let you know when I get here, okay?"

Conversely, if there is no answer, there is nothing.

Lin Lu's old solo answer is not clear, but it makes people feel lucky.

Sang Yunzhi said yes in a low voice.

Someone opened the door and closed it again.

Seeing Lin Lu's figure crossing the road and entering the gate of the community, Sang Yunzhi sat in the driver's seat for a while before driving the car again and leaving.

She still has to see a psychiatrist.

The course of treatment that was originally scheduled two days ago this week was postponed to tonight for some reasons.

In the past half a year, the treatment has continued without interruption. Fortunately, the most difficult time has passed.

There were not many people here at night, and Sang Yunzhi and the front desk were notified before being taken directly into the consultation room.

Like many times in the past, I communicated first and then hypnotized, but this time something unexpected happened to the picture that appeared in the dream.

Sang Yunzhi raised a beloved cat, and now, a vague figure appeared in the dream trying to take her cat away.

The treatment was not pleasant and I woke up half an hour earlier than normal.

After Sang Yunzhi woke up and briefly explained his dream to the doctor, the doctor quickly came to a conclusion: "There must be something in your life that made you tense recently, would you like to talk to me? "

Sang Yunzhi nodded: "Yes."

She knew better than the doctor what the reason for the sudden dream was, but she didn't want to elaborate.

The treatment process tonight was forced to be interrupted. Seeing that Sang Yunzhi had no intention of continuing to communicate, the doctor also let go of his mouth tactfully, and made an appointment with the other party next time.

"Let me check the time. Can Sunday be okay in a few days? It's two o'clock in the afternoon on Sunday." She turned around and walked to the computer to start making an appointment.

But Sang Yunzhi seemed to have never heard of it, and his attention was still concentrated on the mimosa plant in front of the table.

Pocket-sized leaves grow next to each other, and they are gathered at the moment you are about to meet, like a shy little girl.

Seeing that she was so serious about a plant, the doctor couldn't help laughing: "Mimosa, a very interesting plant, will automatically close itself to protect itself when touched by foreign objects. In other words, it can be said to be closed."

"Coincidentally, it is a bit similar to your symptoms." After finishing speaking, the doctor suddenly realized this. "If you like this pot of mimosa, I will give it to you. Green plants, like animals, can make people feel better." Soothes the mood and is of great help to the treatment.”

Sang Yunzhi went home with the pot of grass in his arms.

Put it on the shelf above the desk, you can see it when you look up when you are tired from typing, and occasionally move to the balcony to bask in the sun.

Both Mimosa and her are growing vigorously.

Two days passed in a blink of an eye.

Lin Lu said that if he had to think carefully, he really thought very carefully. It had been 48 hours since that night, and Sang Yunzhi had not received any news from the other party.

She suppressed her urgency and continued to wait patiently.

Saturday night should be the most suitable for a date, but she lost a partner, so she can only practice calligraphy at home and calm down.

One stroke was drawn on the white rice paper, and the hand holding the pen trembled slightly.

The heart was not calm at first, and the handwriting was not good-looking, so after trying this a few times, Sang Yunzhi simply put down his pen and went into the bathroom.

When I came out, my hair was wet, and before I could get a hair dryer to dry my hair, I heard the sound of rain coming from the window.

She went to the living room and closed the window.

The noisy sound of the rain was instantly isolated and became faint, and almost at the same time, there was a slight sound behind him.

The sound of the bottle being knocked down and falling to the floor came later, and Sang Yunzhi was startled to look back: "Lin Lu?"

The door at the entrance was half open, and the figure hiding in the shadow suddenly froze when he heard the soft call and moved forward.

Sang Yunzhi was half hesitant, half puzzled, and approached, until the distance gradually narrowed before she saw Lin Lu's slightly flushed face clearly.

The sparkling eyes looked at him with a glint of water, it was from drinking.

"I knocked on the door, but no one paid attention to me, so I came in by myself." A little annoyed and a little guilty, Lin Lu tangles his hands behind his back, "It shouldn't be considered trespassing, right? Password You haven't changed yourself."

It is possible to say such words with this appearance, and drink a lot.

It's been a long time since I saw such a soft deer, and Sang Yunzhi's eyes became soft.

She coaxed softly: "It doesn't count."

At this point in time, Lin Lu will appear here, which means that the answer to the question from the previous two days has already been figured out.

Thinking of this, Sang Yunzhi couldn't help feeling a little nervous.

She stared at the person in front of her from a distance of three or two steps, and said, "Then... do you come here so late, do you have anything to tell me?"

"Yes," Lin Lu said, and still took two steps forward with his hands behind his back until he stood still in front of Sang Yunzhi, "I have thought about the question you asked me, and the answer is... If the past The scenery is beautiful enough, so it’s okay to look back.”

The soft breath exhaled has a sweet wine smell.

Lin Lu blinked his wet eyes, and his eyes fell directly on Sang Yunzhi's face, naked and presumptuous.

Only go to bed, not love.

Since Sang Yunzhi can do it, why can't she?

Thinking of this, Lin Lu boldly approached, she quietly stood on her heels and raised her face to kiss Sang Yunzhi's lips.

It still feels the same as before, soft and cool.

The long eyelashes were shaking constantly, and her voice was soft: "Sang Yunzhi, do you want to sleep with me?"

The author says:

In the article, ① was written for Teacher Wang Guozhen: "The Unbroken Love"