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Lin Lu still can't hate Sang Yunzhi, even though the other party has told her "I won't be with you" in a clear manner.

It was probably because Sang Yunzhi never told her that he liked her.

Some things have never been promised to be given, so it is not lost.

It's just that she was the first to be moved in this confrontation, and the first to lose herself, which made a grand self-indulgence.

Resentment is always there.

Especially Sang Yunzhi never came back after leaving that door, and she cried for a long time by herself.

It's like falling in love, but not falling in love.

For Lin Lu, all these were deeply cut wounds that needed to heal slowly, but Sang Yunzhi went out for a trip as if nothing had happened not long after.

Looking at the bright scenery and tempting food in those photos, Lin Lu suffered from insomnia all night.

She finally understood that the moon is the moon, and the moon in the water is a flower in the mirror, but she was blinded by the illusion and thought she was very close.

All living beings love Mount Fuji, but no one can privately own Mount Fuji out of love.

Lin Lu didn't delete Sang Yunzhi's contact information. It's no big deal to look back after the temporary sadness calms down.

Already a 25-year-old adult, she can't learn from those teenagers who delete and blackmail one-stop, and finally have to announce the clockwork status all day, which is too ugly and too naive.

Their relationship began with mutual acquiescence and ended quietly, which is the best.

Lin Lu adjusted his state, and quickly put all his thoughts into his work.

Relationships will disappoint, work never will.

Lin Lu is a newcomer to the department. He usually has a humble attitude and is pretty and pleasing. In addition, he performed outstandingly during the period of frequent flu outbreaks last time. she.

Only in this way, there will be less leisure time.

Lin Lu was busy with it but felt that it was very good, at least he wouldn't let his mind go elsewhere.

The emergency department of the hospital works in three shifts, which is the most exercising and tiring place. The hospital does not have a dedicated doctor for the emergency department. Except for a few resident doctors, the night shift basically consists of shifting doctors from various departments to ensure normal operation.

From summer to autumn, the director visited Lin Lu alone before winter, and hinted that he wanted to put her on the emergency rotation list.

Lin Lu didn't hesitate at all, and responded directly.

She felt that she should also have the ability to be alone.

At the beginning, I was not very familiar with the additional work, but the number of times I received patients alone, Lin Lu felt that it was the same, and it was not much different from seeing a doctor during the day, but the condition was probably a little more serious, and I couldn’t consult my colleagues and seniors in many cases. Need to judge for yourself.

Without Sang Yunzhi, her life began to become monotonous, and her night life no longer needed to be carefully arranged. After returning home from get off work every day, she would be a conscientious excrement shoveler and play with cats.

There are losses and gains, after half a year, Maomao has become much more attached to her.

It's just that after a long time, Lin Lu will feel a little regretful when he thinks about the scene of the collapse that day - if it wasn't for his greedy desire to possess this person after his heartbeat, they might have a follow-up.

Lin Lu knew well that Sang Yunzhi was a perfect lover in every way, except that he didn't like her.

Not long after, Yuncheng began to quietly enter the old winter, and the temperature dropped sharply.

At the same time, Tao Shu also brought her a new news: Yu Ning is back.

Half a year ago, when Lin Lu went to the hospital for an infusion, he heard about Yu Ning from Tao Shu, and now it is again.

She didn't give the other party too much reaction, and she jumped off the topic and talked about other things in the next sentence.

In the past, Tao Shu and Yu Ning had a good relationship when they were still in school. Later, when they learned that the two had broken up, they regretted for a while, and felt that it was a pity that the news came suddenly. Now that the other party has returned to Yuncheng, Lin Lu is not sure about Tao Shu's relationship with Yu Ning. Does Shu still want to be a matchmaker in the middle and pull the strings?

All in all, she didn't have this intention, she just felt bored.

If you don't want to be in love...

That fuzzy face flashed through Lin Lu's mind.

After a while, he sneered and shook his head.

It has been more than half a year, and I still occasionally think of the details of getting along with each other, and I am a little dazed.

Not long after winter began, the temperature in the entire Yuncheng dropped extremely fast, especially in the evening when the sun sank below the horizon and the twilight gradually enveloped the earth, the coldness penetrated into the bones and made it hard to resist, and even fewer people went out for a walk at night up.

This day, it was Lin Lu's turn to be on emergency duty, so she figured out the time, put on her down jacket as usual, and hurried out the door.

After taking the elevator countless times, Lin Lu's eyes would always glance at the number "14" every time he stretched out his hand to press the bright floor button.

Humans always have thoughts about what they can't get.

Today, the main road is very smooth. Lin Lu drove all the way from the community to the hospital without any traffic jams. When he arrived at the hospital, it was only around [-]:[-], and it was not yet the time for shift shift at [-]:[-].

After she came in, she took off the down jacket to keep out the cold, put on the iconic white coat and started to "drive away people": "Okay, Doctor Liu, go home and spend time with your wife and children."

Sign and hand over.

The middle-aged man who got off work early was still a little embarrassed when he came to the door, but he was eager to go home. He promised gratefully: "If you have the opportunity to come to eat at home, let your sister-in-law cook you hot spicy chicken!"

"Okay," Lin Lu replied with curved eyes, the dimples on his cheeks looming, "I will definitely go if I have the chance."

The man didn't stay long, closed the door of the consulting room and left in a hurry.

A door separates the indoor from the outdoor, and the world seems to be quiet.

Lin Lu took out a duty record book from the drawer, picked up a pen, and wrote his name on it.

This is written by the doctor on duty every day.

The hospital she works in is a private hospital that has just been established less than ten years ago. It has mainly worked hard on equipment and services, and the registration fee for seeing a doctor will be a little bit higher. In addition, the general public is more psychologically inclined to public third-level hospitals. Therefore, there will be no particularly difficult problems in the emergency department at night without special circumstances.

The emergency room at night is usually very busy. If there is no accident, tonight will be another night without incident.

Lin Lu finished signing, got up, and went outside to make himself a cup of coffee.

When passing by the nurse's station, I greeted some familiar faces and chatted a little. The coffee just brewed with boiling water was still steaming in the cup, and the digital clock on the wall jumped to 20:15.

Suddenly, there was an abrupt movement at the end of the corridor.

"Doctor Lin, there is a patient in the emergency department, please go and have a look." Her name was passed along with her hurried steps.

Lin Lu turned his head away.

Although the nurse who came over was young, she was an experienced old man, so even if she was in a hurry, she would not appear too flustered.

Lin Lu watched the other party walk in front of him and stood still.

She suppressed the smile on her face when she was chatting with people just now, and she frowned slightly: "Isn't the doctor on duty in surgery today, Dr. Zhao?"

"It's Dr. Zhao, but Dr. Zhao is not in the consulting room. We couldn't find anyone for a while. The patient has been waiting for more than ten minutes... The wound has only been treated with a simple hemostasis." The nurse hesitated to speak, Even though half of his face was hidden behind the mask, Lin Lu could tell that the other party was indeed in a difficult situation.

Those who can't find a doctor during the shift hours may not guarantee that the patient will get angry when they are tired of waiting.

Lin Lu thought about it: "Then let me take a look first, please bring the person to me."

She notified the nurse, then put the mask on the side of her face behind her ears and put it on again, and went back to her consulting room along the way.

Non-professional surgeons can also deal with very limited wounds.

Although he has learned some relevant knowledge, it is limited to some simple trauma treatment. Now all Lin Lu can do is pray that the patient's wound will not be too troublesome.

Some gauze and iodophor were found in the medical equipment cabinet, and she took them to the table and put them away.

The next moment, the half-hidden door was pushed open from the outside, and the nurse who had just arrived led the people behind her in: "Doctor Lin, the patient is here."

Lin Lu looked past the nurse and looked behind her.

Because someone was blocking her, she only saw the patient's turtleneck sweater and fleece pajama pants, and it seemed that she had hurried out of the house after being injured.

"Where is the wound, let me see."

"How did you get hurt?"

Asked as usual, after Lin Lu opened his mouth, the nurse turned sideways neatly to make room for the patient behind him.

"Cooking at home cuts hands." The patient replied.

The familiar voice, the lackluster tone of voice melted into a concise sentence and penetrated into Lin Lu's ears, and only then did she see clearly the plain face of the visitor.

Her brows were still cold, elegant and calm, and her light tone sounded as if the kitchen knife had cut her own hand.

Just like when the two met at the elevator entrance for the first time, Lin Lu also looked like this when he saw Sang Yunzhi.

Even if you are sick and uncomfortable, you still have to carry it.

She felt that the other party was like an elegant landscape painting, which was suitable for being framed and treasured. It could only be seen from a distance, not to be played with.

And she even once had a thought of wanting to take this exhibit as her own.

So, their relationship broke down.

"Doctor Lin?" Seeing that Lin Lu seemed to be in a daze, the nurse called out.

She thought that Lin Lu was not good at dealing with this kind of trauma, so she had a hard time: "Why don't you take a look at the patient's wound first?"

Lin Lu came back to his senses, and withdrew his thoughts: "Let me take a look."

Since I came to see a doctor, I shouldn't think about other things.

She took two steps forward, overtook the nurse and came to Sang Yunzhi's body, beckoning him to carefully remove the piece of gauze that had been soaked red and began to examine the wound.

The crumpled gauze was uncovered, revealing some hideous openings.

The blood stains around the wound had already solidified, and after removing the pressed gauze, the blood began to gush out again from the depths. Lin Lu carefully opened the wound and observed it, and saw that the pulp of the index finger was cut obliquely. It can be seen that The sharpness of the blade.

Fortunately, the knife does not cut very deep and does not require stitches.

She could handle this kind of not-very-tricky cut properly, and Lin Lu himself was relieved after confirming this.

It is also strange to say that it was not her hand that was cut.

Lin Lu looked at the nurse: "I can handle it. If Dr. Zhao comes back later, you can tell him that I will see the patient for him."

It was tantamount to taking over Sang Yunzhi's injury directly.

Lin Lu told herself that this was her duty as a doctor, not selfishness.

"That's good," the nurse was relieved to hear her say that. After all, private hospitals are most afraid of complaints. "Then I'll go out first. If you need anything, Dr. Lin, just stand at the door and call."

"Okay." Lin Lu agreed.

Her consulting room is not far from the nurse's station, just a few meters away from a corner.

The nurse carefully made room and left silently, leaving this small space for the doctor and her patients.

Lin Lu didn't have the time to pay attention to the other party's whereabouts. All her attention was on Sang Yunzhi's hand. The large pieces of bright red on the white gauze were too dazzling.

She placed Sang Yunzhi on the chair in front of her, and began to treat the wound carefully.Hemostasis, application of medicine, the whole treatment process has been done with utmost care, but the steps that should be painful are indispensable, Lin Lu knows this better than anyone else.

Sang Yunzhi just looked down at her movements without saying a word.

Even if the pain was unbearable, he just slightly locked his frowning eyebrows, as if it wasn't his own hand that was cut.

She has always been like this, Lin Lu has long known.

Even when they are in love with each other.

A moment's distraction caused his subordinates to lose control of their strength, and Sang Yunzhi rarely let out a "hiss".

"I'm sorry..." Lin Lu hurriedly apologized angrily, and the movements of his hands became much more gentle.

Once upon a time, she touched every inch of each other's skin like this.

Even now, every second of being alone is embarrassing and tormenting.

"It's okay, just do what you want." Sang Yunzhi said calmly, without any intention of blaming.

Obviously, she didn't know that Lin Lu was distracted just now.

"If it hurts, tell me, I'll take it easy." Lin Lu spoke again in a soft tone, coaxing gently, the cotton swab in his hand was already tightly squeezed.

However, he got a different response.

"Are you so gentle with your patients?" Sang Yunzhi raised his eyes calmly.

She took the initiative to open the topic, and stared straight at Lin Lu with her bright eyes, which reflected a miniature version of Lin Lu.

The two hadn't communicated for too long, but even if they spoke like this, there was no sense of unfamiliarity.

Lin Lu looked up at the other party, hesitated for a moment and chose to answer with some official rhetoric: "Taking care of patients' feelings is also one of our responsibilities as doctors."

"Okay, Doctor Lin." Maybe it was on purpose, after hearing such an answer, Sang Yunzhi also chose such an unfamiliar and polite address.

She moved her body, and took the initiative to lean back on the back of the seat to distance herself from Lin Lu. Sang Yunzhi's eyes flashed a trace of annoyance at an angle that Lin Lu couldn't see.

The process of bandaging and treating the wound was not cumbersome, but because the object was a bit special, Lin Lu was extra careful in handling it, which took some time.

The originally slender fingers were wrapped in a circle of white gauze, which looked a little funny and cute.

"Okay, when you go back, remember not to touch the wound with water for 24 hours, and change the dressing on time..." After the bandage was done, Lin Lu's hand was still naturally placed near the other's wound, and she instructed the other party to pay attention according to the procedure.

Unexpectedly, before he finished speaking, Sang Yunzhi was caught off guard and turned his palm over to cover the back of her hand.

The cold and smooth touch made Lin Lu tremble, she was a little taken aback, and the other free hand unconsciously shook in the air, feeling powerless and hesitant.

But in the next moment, Lin Lu calmly withdrew his hand.

She frowned, and looked at Sang Yunzhi, as if scolding him for his rudeness.

"Your hands are very warm," Sang Yunzhi said, sounding like he was commenting, "much warmer than mine."

After she finished speaking, she gathered her five fingers together to hold the empty palm, and put her hand back on her lap, hiding her disappointment well.

For a second, it seemed like nothing happened.

"Is there anything else that needs attention?" Meeting Lin Lu's scrutinizing gaze, Sang Yunzhi took the initiative to bring the topic back to what he hadn't finished speaking, as if he hadn't interrupted on purpose just now.

Lin Lu raised her eyes to meet the open and natural eyes of the other party. She could not find any ambiguous emotions in these deep eyes.

That's right, that moment just now should be her illusion.

"There's nothing else, and I still need a tetanus shot just in case." She bent her eyes symbolically, and the smile didn't reach her eyes.

The identities of patients and doctors make them have to perfunctory each other here.

——Lin Lu thinks so.

Sang Yunzhi gave a faint "hmm", and soon rolled up her sleeves to reveal her upper arms very well. The blue blood vessels under her fair skin were very obvious, and the sharp needle pierced her into it, making her frown for a moment.

It was also at this time that she remembered that she seemed to have missed something.

"Lin Lu." Sang Yunzhi looked down, and called back Lin Lu's name.

Lin Lu didn't raise his eyes, but tilted his head: "Huh?"

"Since we happened to meet today, I still have something to tell you," Sang Yunzhi's voice was just like her own, clear and pleasant, and she lowered her eyes to stare at Lin Lu's half-exposed eyebrows , said in a low voice, "I'm sorry about what happened before, I..."

Before he finished speaking, the needle was pulled out.

"It's okay, I don't care anymore." Lin Lu put the empty needle tube into the utensil basin, looked up at her, with a slight alienation in his tone.

After finishing speaking, she smiled slightly at Sang Yunzhi, and then called the nurse outside the door: "It's all right, please take him to the hall to observe for half an hour, if there are no other reactions such as allergic rejection... "

She fixed her gaze on Sang Yunzhi: "You can go home now."

The author says:

Tomorrow is also midnight~