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After falling from the Zong poplar tree, Song Ruowei often stayed in the Song family's yard in a daze after the omega level dropped by one level.

There are many Song families, and the house is built big.There are fountains and rockeries in the yard. In midsummer, when the weather is hot, there will be hazy water vapor steaming when the fountain is on. Song Ruowei likes to hide in the water vapor.

Because the water vapor is steaming, others will think that the moisture on his face is soaked in the water vapor and has nothing to do with tears.

In fact, he didn't cry so much, but since his gland was injured and Zhao Minghan got a call to quit the engagement, his whole body was like being locked in a closed cage of sadness, nothing but sadness.

This sadness tugged at him, and kept tugging at him.

It was okay at the beginning, but within two days a voice came up in my heart, saying that I should die, and I would not be sad if I died.

He knew it wasn't right, but he couldn't help thinking like this.After thinking about it for a long time, it seems that this idea is not so wrong——

Everyone in the family can take care of themselves. His absence just relieves the burden on the brothers and saves them from having to worry about him after work. Friends also have their own families, so it doesn’t make much difference whether he is there or not...

The more I think about it, the more I feel that this is the case, he is not important, and it's okay to leave.But there was a faint feeling that something was wrong.

The physiological changes caused by the gland injury made him indulge in grief, and the instinct of survival dragged him to keep a little doubt.In such a split that tends to be negative and a little questioning negative, while maintaining his normal behavior, he quietly revealed something abnormal.

Thank him for having a sensitive friend, and thank him for noticing his abnormality.The summer night was full of stars, two glasses of wine, and a word of forgiveness, he was saved.

After being saved and returning to God, I realized how narrow-minded he was.

Why focus on love?He has always been nourished by family, friendship, and nostalgia.

After returning from relaxing at her grandmother's house in the countryside, she sank the last letter into Lao Yu's fish pond. Song Ruowei went to the Shanlin Cemetery in Sang City to see Zhao Mingrui.

He wanted to tell Ah Rui that he did it - he had made an agreement with Ah Rui that if Ah Rui was gone and he hadn't succeeded in confessing his love to Zhao Minghan, he would continue to work hard on his own.

He is going to tell Ah Rui that he has worked hard.I have worked hard for a long, long time.

But not all efforts have good results, Ah Rui, it's a good thing I didn't make an agreement with you to be with your brother, Song Ruowei stood in front of Zhao Mingrui's tombstone and said in his heart.

A photo of Zhao Mingrui was pasted on the tombstone, his eyes were clear and his face was a little immature, forever stuck in his childhood.Song Ruowei smiled at the friend in the photo.

There was a wind in Shanlin Cemetery, and the straight fir trees were rustling.Song Ruowei couldn't remember exactly how many times he had come to Shanlin Cemetery.Ever since he once saw Zhao Minghan who came to worship in Shanlin Cemetery, he often ran to the cemetery.

He and Zhao Minghan are both students. Although Zangdong Town School doesn't pay much attention to the enrollment rate, the holidays are generally the same as other schools.Except for the first time when he skipped class to come to Shanlin Cemetery, he came on vacation the rest of the time, so strictly speaking, the chance of meeting Zhao Minghan is actually quite high.

Song Ruowei knew.

He really likes Zhao Minghan, his not-so-clever mind is very good at calculating in these matters.

He knew that Ah Rui didn't mind.When Ah Rui was there, he had already helped him spread the letter, and when Ah Rui was gone, he probably didn't mind him peeking at his brother while visiting him.

Song Ruowei basically figured out the timing of Zhao Minghan's coming to worship, and his not-so-clever mind is really good at calculating in this matter.

Zhao Minghan usually comes here in school uniform, sometimes with flowers, sometimes with nothing.Knows how to carry a schoolbag, which contains his homework and gadgets he brought to A Rui.

Basically, Zhao Minghan didn't talk much, and often he even sat by the tombstone and did his homework.

Song Ruowei hid behind a cedar tree not far from him.

The fir tree was tall and the trunk was thick. Song Ruowei was young and thin at that time, and the silent fir tree could easily cover his figure.He just hid behind the cedar tree and carefully propped his head up, watching the slight breeze blowing Zhao Minghan's short hair, watching the cedar leaves fall on the pages of Zhao Minghan's book, which he picked up and put on the ground.

It was the hand that led him through the rows of classmates and sent him to his seat safely.

Not far away, so Song Ruowei could see clearly.The nails on that hand were neatly trimmed, the knuckles were obviously bent when holding the pen, and there was a small black mole on the tiger's mouth.

Song Ruowei looked down at his hand, and Kong Kong grasped it a little. He still remembered the feeling of being held by Zhao Minghan's hand.

Because she made an agreement with Ah Rui not to tell Zhao Minghan the truth, Song Ruowei didn't dare to run out, but stood secretly behind the cedar tree.One stop is quite a few years.He has always been passionate about things for 3 minutes, and he would give up on writing songs if he didn't get off to a good start. Only in this matter is his patience getting better day by day.

Zhao Minghan was so pretty, he sighed quietly while standing behind the cedar tree.

Not without danger.

Once, when he was standing behind a fir tree peeking at Zhao Minghan as usual, someone else happened to pass by, and the passer-by asked, kid, what are you doing here.Song Ruowei was so scared that he ran away.

It was windy when he ran, and then he waited for Zhao Minghan to leave, and ran to Ah Rui's grave and asked if the gust of wind that Ah Rui just blew past me had not blown your brother?After asking myself a silly smile.

He really likes Zhao Minghan.

The great holding hands when he was young was the bud of his heart, and this small bud gradually grew into a towering tree in the serious letters, which was taller than the cedar tree that Shanlin Cemetery gave him to hide.

But just a strong liking is not enough.

Zhao Minghan doesn't like him.

Never liked him from the beginning to the end.

His brothers told him two days ago that the original confession letter that Zhao Minghan would agree to was because of the Song family.The brothers even asked him if he wanted the Song family to do it again.

How dare he.

I didn't know that my "effort" would bring him such a big trouble. If I knew, I would have stopped working hard.When he came to worship A Rui again, Song Ruowei said in his heart to A Rui's eyes on the photo of the tombstone.

Really, Ah Rui, I can't even think about how your brother feels every time he writes back to me after agreeing to my confession.I'm sorry that my self-righteous strong liking has brought him so much trouble for so long.

Song Ruowei lowered his eyes, and there was a silent bluestone slab under his feet.

Today, I came to Sang City not only to visit Zhao Mingrui's grave, but Song Ruowei was also planning to cut down trees. He and Zhao Minghan had planted an acacia tree together in the activity organized by the music class.

Song Ruo's only thought was that when he and Zhao Minghan got married, he would go to that place to get that tree and plant it in his and Zhao Minghan's new home.

Now it seems that there is no need for it. He has used the Song family to persecute Zhao Minghan for so many years in ignorance. Zhao Minghan must never want to have any existence related to him in this world.

Erasing all these things related to him is his sincere apology.Of course, the one who should be erased most is himself, but he was pulled back from the death line by Ye Yue with great difficulty, and death cannot die.

So he had to forget about Zhao Minghan.

Forgetting him is really letting him go completely, and really obliterating what Zhao Minghan most wants to get rid of.

Song Ruowei didn't expect to meet Ye Yue in the cemetery.

What's more, he didn't expect to hear a question like "Have you ever thought that maybe Zhao Minghan thought you liked A Rui" from Ye Yue's mouth.

He is really good at calculating these things, just this one sentence, Song Ruowei guessed what Zhao Minghan said to Ye Yue - probably because he thought he liked the content of A Rui.

But so what if Zhao Minghan misunderstood?

The confession that was agreed at the beginning was indeed persecuted by his Song family.He still doesn't know if there has been any new persecution by the Song family in these years.

Such an ugly and sticky beginning, such an ugly and sticky process, how could he have the cheek to have such a good Zhao Minghan.

Forget him, let him go.Be free with him, bless him, let him fully have the beautiful relationship that should belong to him from the beginning of the good, instead of entangled with Song Ruowei in the Stockholm style here.

"So it's not important anymore, Yueyue." Song Ruowei said.

The albizia julibrissin tree was still not cut down, because when Song Ruowei looked for it, he found that the place where the music class was held had moved, and it had been changed into a new commercial district, and the trees that had been planted did not know that they had been moved. Where did you go.

Maybe dead early.

But he still couldn't forget Zhao Minghan.

After all, Zhao Minghan is different from the manuscripts of the songs he threw away because he disliked the bad beginning. It only takes a while to forget those manuscripts, but it may take a lifetime to forget Zhao Minghan.

It doesn't matter, he just learns to do his own thing while forgetting.

Maybe love is not something everyone will have, he gave up the idea of ​​being someone's "Song Jiaojiao", quietly being his Song Ruowei.

But things turned around again, and Zhao Minghan wrote him a long letter, explaining the long truth about how he might be induced, saying that he should be allowed to chase him again.

It was a sunny morning when I received the letter, and the sun had already followed its eternal path and climbed high into the sky, high and bright.The fountain in the yard is still steaming, refreshing.

Song Ruowei couldn't describe how the heart of the dead pendant came alive in an instant, and couldn't describe how what he saw and heard became beautiful and pleasant in an instant...

Of course he allows it.

Song Ruowei went to find the Albizia Julibrissin tree again, thinking that this time, he should be able to plant that tree in his and Zhao Minghan's new home.

He found the tree, and it was transplanted to the new campus, but the school was full of Albizia julibrissin trees, and Song Ruowei couldn't confirm which tree it was after searching for a long time, so he had to point his mobile phone at the row of Albizia juliensis. The flower tree took a picture.

He wanted Zhao Minghan to show him when he came back.

·

Zhao Minghan finished today's letter work and walked from the park to his rental house.

It's a small abandoned park with almost no people.The park was left unattended, with grass, trees and broken walls scattered all over the place.

Considering that he had to repay the Dongzang Chamber of Commerce's money, Zhao Minghan lived relatively poorly, although his income was quite good.This little abandoned park was his free recreation—he used to come here for a walk.

There are advantages to being left unattended. The barren trees in the park are very gloomy, and the weeds and vines are also luxuriant and open. It is hard to imagine that in this prosperous country where even the air wants to be gilded, there is such a place full of people. Where nature is.

Nature always has a miraculous healing effect on people. Zhao Minghan needs this kind of healing very much, so he often comes here.

At the request of his parents, he pretended to be A Rui and agreed to Ruowei's confession. After knowing that he was no longer qualified to love Ruowei, Zhao Minghan felt a huge hole in his heart.

Over the years, as he got older, the hole got bigger and bigger.

He knows that he is not qualified, but love cannot be controlled by his reason, the more hopeless, the deeper the love——

He firmly remembered the bits and pieces expressed by Ruowei in the letter, carefully learned every dish that Ruowei loved to eat, and carefully selected gifts for Ruowei that would never be given out on every holiday and birthday .

In fact, it’s not just special holidays and birthdays. Occasionally, by chance, he will pass by certain windows, and he will buy what he thinks is suitable.Of course, if he bought a gift, he would deduct his living expenses for that month accordingly. After all, he still had to prepare to pay back the Dongzang Chamber of Commerce.

And of course, the purchases are never given away.Just like those letters he actually wrote to Ruowei, none of them were sent.

After Ah Rui left, he often went to the cemetery to visit Ah Rui's grave.He often wrote letters to Ruowei at the cemetery—in the name of the real Zhao Minghan.

He couldn't explain why he did it.Maybe he was replying to Ruowei in the name of Ah Rui, so the real letter should also be written in front of Ah Rui;

Maybe it was the hole in his heart that made him only able to draw a pen in front of Ah Rui's tomb, because only he and Ah Rui knew how much he liked Ruowei in this world...

Ah Rui's tomb is at the highest point of Shanlin Cemetery, and there is often wind, and Zhao Minghan always feels that there is Ruowei's breath in the wind.Of course, he knew that he was in a daze.But because of the breath he smelled in a daze, he ran to Ah Rui's cemetery more frequently.

He thought Ah Rui shouldn't mind.Ah Rui had encouraged him to confess to Ruowei before he was alive, and he probably wouldn't mind him looking at him while coveting Ruowei's breath in the air...

The fir leaves were blown by the wind and fell on the pages of his book-he wrote all the letters that could not be mailed.Zhao Minghan reached out to pick up the leaf and put it on the ground, remembering the days when he and Ruowei planted acacia trees together.

It was also windy at that time, and the saplings of the Albizia Julibrissin tree were transported to the place where the music class was given. Some of the leaves were damaged during the transportation. When the wind blew, they fell on the head of Ruowei who was squatting on the ground.

Zhao Minghan remembered that he stretched out his hand to take it off for him, but Ruowei was startled, blushed and backed away, and sat down on the ground.

Zhao Minghan knew how worried he was in pain from the fall, but he was afraid of scaring him again, so he tried to keep his tone as calm as possible and explained that there were fallen leaves on his head, and restrainedly stretched out his hand to pull him up.

He remembered that Ruowei shook his head and said it was okay, and then put his hand on his outstretched hand.He held that hand, and he firmly remembered the throbbing in his heart when he held that hand.

From the first time he took Ruowei's hand and sent him to the seat, Zhao Minghan firmly remembered the feeling of holding that hand and the throbbing in his heart.

He has thought about it countless times, one day in the future, how he will cherish that hand and walk through the long wedding red carpet.It's a pity that it can only be imagined, he is not qualified.

Zhao Minghan lowered his head, held the pen and continued to write.Without qualifications, he didn't allow himself to think about it anymore, he was so despicable, even thinking about it was a blasphemy to Ruowei.

He also wanted to move the Albizia julibrissin tree to his yard, but he was not qualified, so he could only watch silently.He saw the relocation of the place where the music class was held, and he was secretly concerned about where the Albizia julibrissin tree was moved.

Look at the tree being moved to the new school and planted in the middle of a row of albizia trees.

During the days when he was not abroad, Zhao Minghan often went to see that tree, which was one of the few things that he and Ruowei were related to.After going abroad, he would leave a message on the school's social home page from time to time, saying that he wanted to take a look at the Albizia julibrissin tree.

The school is very warm, and will always post some photos of the Albizia Julibrissin tree on the homepage. Zhao Minghan can find his tree at a glance.

He saw students who were the same age as they were when they planted the tree back then, shuttled under the shadow of the tree, and the students also looked up at the tree, but only Zhao Minghan knew who planted the tree and with what mood.

The hole in my heart opened wider and wider, and there was wind.

Every time I received a call from Ruowei, and every time I found an excuse to reject Ruowei on the phone, the wind blew harder.But he had to be steady and not leak a single word of wind.

It's nothing, it's all he, a despicable person, should bear.

After finally retiring the engagement, Ruowei can finally get rid of him as a despicable person.Zhao Minghan was sincerely happy for him amidst the whistling wind, the hole in his heart spread, and there was nothing left for Zhao Minghan amidst the whistling wind.

It's nothing, it's all he, a despicable person, should bear.

He thought that he would spend his whole life atoning for his despicableness in this emptiness, but he didn't expect that there would be a new turning point.

Zhao Minghan was surprised by Ye Yue's email, but after the accident, he also breathed a sigh of relief - only his parents and himself know all the despicable truths, and his parents will not judge him, only he himself will judge himself.

But he didn't know if this kind of trial was enough.

So he returned a long email to Ye Yue, explained all the facts he knew, and handed over the scepter of judgment to Ruowei's friend.

He is very despicable, he clearly knows that after the new trial, the guilt in his heart will be slightly relieved - Ruowei's good friend already knew, and punished me, I pleaded guilty.

But instead of waiting for a new trial, he waited for an email from Ye Yue to send him drinks.He tried to use Ruowei's friend's trial to alleviate his guilt, but the other party treated him like this.

Just like the apology email Ruowei sent him—apologizing for what the Song family did to the Zhao family.But he couldn't even tell Ruowei how he pretended to be A Rui.

The person he loves is so good, and so are the friends of the person he loves, only him... Zhao Minghan walked into the deserted Lonely Park again empty-handed.

He comes here often, and every time he comes here, he will bring letter paper. Sometimes he reads Ruowei's letters here, and sometimes he writes letters to Ruowei here that will not be sent.

The gentle breeze in the garden blows through the hollow under his heart, and also blows up the peaceful fallen leaves; the afterglow of the setting sun spreads silently, regardless of the noble or the humble; there are also those gloomy tall barren trees, they just stand there quietly, neither judging nor flattering , just stood there quietly.

Nature is silent and loves him equally and without despising him at all.

Zhao Minghan feels the indiscriminate breeze, sunshine and fallen leaves, can he become like this?He is not qualified to love Ruowei, but there is wind and sunshine, can he do this?

So he added a new research topic.

He has no qualifications, but the light of scientific research is there.

——As despicable as him, in fact, he never gave up loving Song Ruowei, but just changed his way.

Unexpectedly, things would have a new turning point—the id of "Finally One Leap", which used to have a deep connection with him, had such a deep secret behind it.

This id has indeed affirmed his "unqualified" remarks countless times, and actively supported his resignation.Ye Yue and the others said that he was guided at the beginning.

Zhao Minghan has no way of judging whether he is really being guided, but he also understands that the premise of being able to be guided is that he really has relevant thoughts in his heart. No matter what, the things are indeed done by himself.

The main reason is him.He admits.

But he also learned the fact that Song Ruowei almost died after being divorced, and only then did he know how wrong he was to hide the truth and then make his own arbitrary decision.

He feels inferior, so he wants Ruowei to stay away from him so as not to be tarnished, but Ruowei doesn't know the truth; he also underestimates Ruowei's love, thinking that the natural indifference of "exotic love" can wear away Ruowei's feelings... …

He is so arrogant.

Arrogantly deciding for Ruowei to stay away from him, arrogantly deciding for Ruowei that the foreign relationship will break up...

He was immersed in the mistake of not resisting the pressure of his parents and pretending to be Ah Rui to reply to Ruowei's letter. He thought he was punishing himself, but in fact he was using this mistake to punish Song Ruowei for the second time...

What kind of hypocritical and arrogant existence is he? His stomach constricted and churned, and Zhao Minghan was so disgusted by himself that he wanted to vomit.

A few crows flew out of the deserted park, their crows were bleak, it was the morning after the rain, the smell of vegetation and soil mixed with the moist air wrapped the head, making the mind clear.

Nature is silent and seems to say a lot.

Zhao Minghan wrote a long letter seriously in such a cold atmosphere, wrote all the reasons clearly, confessed his hypocrisy, arrogance, and mistakes, and bravely confessed in the name of Zhao Minghan, begging to give him another chance.

The mistake has already been made, and it is the right way to hand over the truth to the victim and let the other party punish him.

The mist in the deserted park cleared away, and the scorching sun was born, and the golden sun spread across the land.

Human growth is instantaneous, Zhao Minghan learns how to love others correctly at this moment.

He was lucky that the people he loved gave him a second chance.

·

On the day he arrived in Zangdong Town, Zhao Minghan packed a big suitcase.

Song Ruowei picked him up at the intersection of the town.

The suffering is over, and God fills them with sweetness from every little detail——

Those letters that were burned were completely filled by Zhao Minghan with the letters he wrote over the years and never sent;

The school did not agree to transplant the Albizia julibrissin tree, but they could adopt it, so their names were engraved on a small wooden plaque and hung on the albizia juliensis tree firmly;

When I went to visit Ah Rui’s grave, I was no longer alone. The two held hands and presented a bouquet in front of the grave together...

Differentiation, matching, marriage... everything is smooth and sweet.

Still retaining the small habit of correspondence, every night when Song Ruowei stays up late to create, Zhao Minghan will seriously write a letter saying that he is waiting for him, and come to sleep soon after writing.

A few short sentences were neatly packed in an envelope and stuffed in through the crack of the door. There was a little rustling sound, which hit Song Ruowei's eardrums, making his heart itch slightly.

The creative routine in the underworld that has not been corrected in the Song family for so many years was naturally adjusted to a healthy routine by small letters.

Coupled with Song Ruowei's favorite dishes that Zhao Minghan learned to cook, Song Ruowei's complexion improved visibly with the naked eye.

The two of them have covered all the big and small roads in Zangdong Town, and they have also climbed the large and small easy-to-climb mountains of Fengquan Mountain. There are also their footprints side by side on the white sandy beach, as well as Weiwan Sea and Fengwei Island... Zangdong Zhen's love is eternal, this love is Ye Yue and Li Yuebo, and it is also Song Ruowei and Zhao Minghan.The love in Zangdong Town is eternal. This love is Ye Yue and Li Yuebo, and it is also Song Ruowei and Zhao Minghan.The love in Zangdong Town is eternal. This love is Ye Yue and Li Yuebo, and it is also Song Ruowei and Zhao Minghan.The love in Zangdong Town is eternal. This love is Ye Yue and Li Yuebo, and it is also Song Ruowei and Zhao Minghan.