Duan Jingtang subconsciously wanted to deny it.

In TV dramas, terminally ill people are always kept in the dark by their relatives and friends.They lied to him and told him it's okay, you just have a cold and you'll be fine soon.

When I saw it in the past, I just felt that this kind of behavior was really stupid. It not only deprived the person concerned of the right to know, but also deprived him of the opportunity to cherish the rest of his life.

But until today, when Duan Jingtang tried to make the same decision as those people, he didn't understand.

They are stupid, they are stupid because they love and care.

They try to weave a shaky dreamscape to make each day as happy as possible for a loved one.Although I know that there is always a time to wake up from a dream, I still hope that this dream can last a little longer, a little longer.

I want you to be happy, I don't want you to be hurt.

I don't even want to lose you.

Duan Jingtang suddenly felt that he was so selfish, or perhaps, this was his nature.

"How did I become like this?"

Wei Zhi looked at his hand, as if looking at a monster.

"How could I do such a thing..."

Duan Jingtang hugged the person in his arms tightly, "That's not you, Wei Zhi, those have nothing to do with you."

"But I remember it all!"

Wei Zhi's voice was already crying, "I remember, I remembered, I wanted to attack those two girls, I wanted to kill them! And last time, Su Wen... was also me..."

Wei Zhiquan remembered.

This feeling is terrible, as if there is another self living in the body, a gloomy and terrifying self, ready to attack others at any time.

"Duan Jingtang, I, I might really be a monster."

"You're not, Wei Zhi, don't think about it..."

"I am!" Wei Zhi yelled suddenly, and tears finally welled up in his eyes, "If I am a normal child, why would my biological parents abandon me?!"

said it.

Finally said it.

A secret that has been buried deep in my heart for more than ten years, Wei Zhi asked herself the same question every night when she couldn't help questioning and examining herself repeatedly.

why?

Why is that the abandoned child, him?

The children in the orphanage are either disabled, stupid, or have congenital diseases that cannot be cured, and he is the only one.

He has sound limbs, good health, and even an IQ that is beyond the reach of ordinary people.

So, why?

Because of poverty?

It seems that there is only one reason.

Yes, this is the reason Wei Zhi tried his best to find for his biological parents who did not know where they were.

Why not hold on to it.

He is healthy and well fed.

As long as he has a bite to eat, he can grow up well, and he hasn't even been sick.

Wait until he's 12, no, ten years old.He can participate in competitions, he will win prizes, and get many, many bonuses... Even, it doesn’t matter if he is not required to study, he is very strong, and he can do a lot of work.

He will always make money.

So, don't abandon him.

"this is not your fault."

Duan Jingtang's eyes were terribly red, he squeezed Wei Zhi's chin, forcing him to look at him.

"Listen, Wei Zhi, it's not your fault. It's their sin, and sooner or later they have to spend their lives to atone for it."

No matter what the reason is, it is an original sin of being a parent to live without raising.

Fate reincarnation, good and evil cause and effect, no one can escape.

"When I was a child in the orphanage, for a while, I only dared to eat half of my meals every day. Do you know why?"

"Because I feel guilty."

"I am the only healthy child in the orphanage. I feel that I am eating free food. I have robbed other younger brothers and sisters of food. I feel guilty."

Wei Zhi closed her eyes, her face was full of tears.

"I know I'm lucky. I'm really lucky that I met the parents and the cubs."

"I may be sorry for Ms. Lian and Lao Wei, but I really, I can't forget."

"I can't forget the memory before I was six years old. I still like to sleep on a hard bed. When I wake up in the middle of the night when it rains, I will subconsciously touch the side of the bed to see if there is any rain. I even woke up from sleepwalking a few times. Stuffing stuff into your mouth in front of the fridge in the kitchen."

Wei Zhi rubbed against Duan Jingtang's arms, rubbing her snot and tears on his chest.

"I said this, I don't want to hate anyone, I'm happy enough. And people can live with gratitude and love, don't they?"

"I just don't understand why...why did they abandon me?"

"But now I understand."

Wei Zhi raised her small face, showing a bitter smile with tears in her eyes.

"Because I'm a monster."

Not disease, not disability, not poverty, but because he was a monster himself.

An evil, murderous, undeserved monster.

Wei Zhi took a few deep breaths quickly, feeling like she was about to cry again.

At this time, there was a pain on the cheek.

"what--"

Just as Wei Zhi was about to speak, the soft flesh on both sides of his cheeks was pinched, and then he pulled it away forcefully.

Squeeze after pulling, pull again after squeezing, up and down, kneading and pinching, almost treating Wei Zhi's little face as soft plasticine.

"You... ah... oh..."

With kneading, Wei Zhi was forced to make various mouth shapes, sometimes it was a grinning smirk boy, and sometimes it was a pouting little octopus.

"Don't speak."

Duan Jingtang was like a poker boy with a blank face, "I'm very angry now, don't mess with me."

Wei Zhi: "..."

Still, are you still angry? It's because he...

"It's unforgivable to say that my beloved little piggy is a monster."

Wei Zhi: "?"

For a moment, he didn't know whether to focus on "beloved" or "little pig".

After kneading for a while, Duan Jingtang finally stopped.

Wei Zhi cautiously asked, "Have you relieved your anger yet?"

Duan Jingtang looked at the red fingerprints on the human cub's face and reluctantly nodded.

Wei Zhi breathed a sigh of relief visibly.

Turning into a monster and being angry with Duan Jingtang, he seems to be more afraid of the latter.

"Wei Zhi, will you listen to me?"

The human cub nodded quickly, with a very obedient attitude, lest Duan Jingtang would carry out the evil act of pinching his face again.

"Then trust me."

Wei Zhi was taken aback.

"You don't have to worry about anything, and you are not allowed to think about anything, you just have to trust me."

Duan Jingtang imitated his elder brother's tone of voice in office, pretending to be a domineering president.

"One week, give me a week. I will prove to you that you are not the monster you said."

"You just have to trust me."

Wei Zhi looked into those eyes, the amber eyes were clear and honest, as if they could contain everything in the world.

Duan Jingtang said "trust me" three times just now.

Wei Zhi thought.

His fox is tense.

"……it is good."

How could he refuse.

It was quiet in the room, just the two of them.

Duan Jingtang was still so careful, and deliberately brought him to the most remote school doctor's office, and it was when the school doctor teacher here was going to participate in the relay race.

"Are you feeling unwell?"

Wei Zhi shrunk into a small ball, resting her head on Duan Jingtang's chest. When she shook her head, the curly hair on her forehead rubbed against his neck itching.

Duan Jingtang was slightly relieved.

Just now Wei Zhi has entered a state where he cannot easily interfere with force, he can only forcefully suppress Wei Zhi's heart veins with demon power to make him fall into a coma.

There are certain risks involved in doing so, especially for ordinary humans.

Fortunately.

The wind in the autumn evening rolled up the light blue curtains and gently brushed the boy's cheeks. Wei Zhi lay in Duan Jingtang's arms, breathing gradually steady.

a long time.

"Duan Jingtang, tell me, what am I?"

The sound was so soft that it was blown away in the wind almost instantly.

The fox-eared boy lowered his head and kissed the little hairpin.

"It's baby." He replied.

Baby, these two words are ordinary and simple, and in recent years because of certain people and things, they have gradually taken on a frivolous meaning.

But this word is so magical, when the love is deep and the love is strong, it is always blurted out.

You are my baby.

It belongs to me alone, a rare treasure.

"Do you really want this?"

When he walked to the gate of the community, Wei Zhi asked this question once, and when he walked to the gate of the house, he asked again.

Duan Jingtang was very firm, "It must be like this."

Wei Zhi hung his head and grabbed the corner of his clothes, "But will this be a little sudden? I'm not ready yet..."

Duan Jingtang directly pressed the password for him, "What should come will always come, this is not the first time, don't be nervous."

Wei Zhi sighed, yes.

The door opened, and Wei Zhi yelled into the room, "Mom! My deskmate was kicked out of the house, and I have to stay at our house for a few days—"

Duan Jingtang: "..."

Why use this reason, does he look so rebellious?

But anyway, he lived in Wei Zhi's house.

During this week, he will stay by Wei Zhi's side every step of the way, sticking together day and night.

On the Duan's side, the reason given by Duan Jingtang was tutoring.He prepared a speech of about [-] words, and just as he recited the first sentence, Duan Miansong said "no problem" to end it.

Luggage was prepared according to the amount of one month, and it was sent to Wei Zhi's house overnight.

"It's full in one go."

Wei Zhi looked at his cramped closet, and then at half of the luggage left, the human cub scratched his head.jpg.

"Throw it away."

Duan Jingtang piled the boxes in a corner.In the closet, his shirt and Wei Zhi's pajamas were hung together, which made Yao's heart itch.

"Actually, even if you don't come, I plan to stay in a hotel."

At night, Wei Zhi nestled under the quilt, wrapped herself like a small mushroom under the warm light of the night light.

"I'm afraid that if I lose control again... it will hurt my parents and the cub."

"No." Duan Jingtang rubbed the head of Little Mushroom, "I'm here, go to sleep."

Wei Zhi's eyelashes trembled, and she obediently closed her eyes.

The night is getting darker.

Duan Jingtang turned off the night light, and the room was plunged into darkness, and it seemed to be a cloudy sky outside the window, with dark clouds covering the moon.

At three o'clock in the morning, the leaves of the small green plants on the bedside are automatic without wind.

In the darkness, Duan Jingtang suddenly opened his eyes.

coming.

He has been waiting for a long time.

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