Why aren't people raising me

There is such a rumor on the Internet recently.

[As long as you pray sincerely, you may really get the favor of the gods. 】

The title of this post is: [Good God].

"Good God?" Gotjo Satoru just sneered disdainfully when he heard the news, "I'm afraid that some imaginary magic spirit is about to be born, saying that if you pray sincerely, you will be rescued, what if you are full of expectations but fail? , At that time, all positive emotions will turn into negative emotions.”

Just a few days after he got out of the confinement, he heard Nitrate talk about the latest trend, but Jiajin Nitzi responded flatly, "I don't feel anything, but they are quite high."

"The Internet is fleeting, but this kind of hot post will only have more and more influence. It is best to find someone to delete it."

"But it seems to be true." Jiarui Nitzi frowned, "Because there are many successful examples, most of which were critical situations that turned danger into safety, such as being tripped and just avoiding a falling object, or avoiding a rainstorm caused by a collapse of the ground. mudslides, or buying stocks with a trembling hand and missing two zeros, resulting in a small loss... Anyway, it sounds pretty bluffing."

"Glass, do you believe it?"

"Just curious."

"Have you tried?"

Jia Ruozi shrugged, "I wanted to get involved, but my wish was not sincere enough. The kind god didn't patronize me."

"Heh." Gojo Satoru chuckled, "It's better to be self-reliant than to believe in some false gods."

Jia Ruozi was a little silent: "..."

Gojo Satoru also felt a little strange.

It is impossible for everything to be strange and unfounded, there should be traces to follow.

Gojo Satoru remembered this and stood up.

"Okay, that's it." He waved his hand, "I'll go find Jie. I don't know where this guy went..."

Then, after a fight with Jie, Gojo Satoru meets Akashi Masaharu.

… Could it be that he was favored by a kind God?

Do not,

Gojo Satoru intuitively came up with a strange idea,

The kind god is the monster in front of you.

Can do things that human beings can't do, surround people without being seen or heard by people, and can always save people in distress in unexpected ways without leaving a trace.

Isn't it Masaharu Akashi who has such a long-cherished wish?

Why does Akashi Masaharu exist in the world, not because of resentment and becoming a curse spirit, but because of a wish that has not been fulfilled, so he became a monster with that unique and persistent wish?

There are many types of monsters, except for the ghost master’s hundred monsters, which are not fully recorded. There are also many kinds of monsters. They are born from the mountains and forests, born from people’s beautiful beliefs, or they may be transformed from various things. Yes, it can have various forms, animals such as cats and dogs, or...human beings.

The human soul has substance and becomes a monster.

This monster can't let go of the obsessions of his life, even if he doesn't remember anything, he still wants to give others peace with his kindness that has nowhere to rest.

In this way... everything works.

"Masaji, I remember that most monsters live in seclusion. Do you like staying in the city?"

Natsume Masaharu felt that he should prove that he was harmless and useful, "I am more willing to help others."

Yes... this is indeed Masaharu.

good god...

Gojo Satoru reached out his hand to Natsume Masaharu, "Come here, Masaharu."

Just like he did to his father and mother who were confused and looking for, to hold these difficult and unstable things in the palm of his hand,

Ah... yes, father and mother, the curse spirit was temporarily sealed by him, because the double-faced nuo would appear from time to time, and the father and mother who lost their children lost the source of stimulation, so it was difficult to suppress the curse so strongly King, when it can be domesticated successfully, can change the sky, when it can be released.

Looking at the outstretched hand, Natsume Masaharu took a step back,

Gojo Gojo paused, "Oh, I forgot, you can't touch humans, it's your taboo."

He smiled, but not with much sincerity, "But you can rest assured, you can't touch me, what you touch is the distance between the two of us that is close to zero, even if we hug each other False and true."

……what happened?

Natsume Masaharu stared at Gojo Satoru's smile, feeling a subtle discord,

It was clearly a smile, but it rarely gave people a slightly dark and dangerous feeling.

"Wu." Xia Youjie blocked Gojo Wu's hand, "Calm down."

"I'm quite calm."

"You obviously have a terrible idea." Xia Youjie looked at him seriously, "But I will not allow that kind of thing to happen."

Forcibly keep Masaji by his side, no matter if it is a monster or something, regardless of whether he has memory or not.

Conjurers are madmen.

And conjurers who face the blow of the death of their companions will have all the negative emotions that the emotional threshold can reach.

Don't they have the desire to destroy?

Didn't they have even a momentary thought of letting the darkness boil?

However, they also know how to control themselves and understand rare warmth better than ordinary people.

Gojo Satoru pursed his lips, and slumped his shoulders as if giving up something, "I know, I know, don't look at me so seriously."

"Masaji, it doesn't matter if you don't remember, anyway, the good and bad half of the memory will be offset, and you just don't have to be some shit magician anymore."

Natsume Masaharu: "I used to be a magician?"

Xia Youjie replied, "Not only that, you are also the most powerful conjurer, a conjurer is... a profession that exorcises curse spirits and protects social stability."

Thinking that Yazhi didn't even know what the magic spirit was, and was in a pure white state, they explained the knowledge of the magic world casually and roughly, and finally ended with, "You don't need to remember this, we just explain it in response to your doubts. one time."

Natsume Masaharu was uncomfortable with their docile attitude, he hadn't spoken to a human being other than Natsume Takashi, let alone been cherished.

Just a few seconds after complimenting them, Gojo Satoru was eager to touch Masaharu, "It doesn't matter if the skin doesn't touch, I'll wrap my hands with a bandage, so..."

Xia Youjie: "Ah...my robe is quite roomy."

Their caution and slightly childish eagerness made Masaharu Natsume speechless for a while.

He opened his mouth, "...you can shake hands through the fabric."

"...so we're friends?"

It is Natsume Masaharu's desire to make friends with humans.

He has been observing human beings since he left Yayuan. From a half-knowledge of human beings, he is now completely mixed in human society, listening to human wishes and observing human life patterns, and consciously understands them very well.

Because...Natsume Masaharu is also human.

He is the soul of man, he is not a monster that came out of thin air.

He was supposed to survive in the human world, go to school, make friends, work, earn money, and start a family.

In the end, if he leaned on the recliner and left safely under the setting sun, that would be the most fulfilling life Natsume Masaharu felt.

It's a pity that he is a monster. From the period when he was unable to move freely, he was doomed not to become a human in this life.

***

But becoming friends with humans and intervening in their lives is what Natsume Masaharu wants to do most.

—Have I left anything behind?

——Who can remember me, remember what I have done, remember what I have said, be brought joy and touch by me, and then feel that life is precious.

In this way, Natsume Masaharu felt that being a monster was also meaningful.

That's not just the practical meaning of saving lives...but the more ethereal but warm, emotional meaning.

***

The beginnings of this delicate friendship are not acquaintances in the usual sense, but they are not false.

Natsume Masaharu suddenly has two more followers... Well, if they know this description, they should be angry.

But it's useless to be angry, the two of them couldn't bear to beat him at all.

Natsume Masaharu didn't see them every day, but he would see one of them, sometimes Xia Youjie, sometimes Gojo Satoru.

Ask why, and they will answer confidently,

"If your taboo is human beings, wouldn't it be dangerous for you to live in the city?"

"We are by your side, preventing humans from touching you."

It was eerily sweet.

Natsume Masaharu likes to sit on traffic lights in the morning and watch the busy traffic and rushing crowds. Under such a big environment, he will inevitably imagine that he is also one of them.

"But you have never been anxious about driving a car, you have always been picked up by a special car." Xia Youjie sat beside him, "You are also very punctual, you can only be said to be worthy of the training of an elite family, and you are so stuck... ...Of course, this has to exclude the time you go to the college, you like to be late when you are in the class of Teacher Noctua."

Instead, Natsume Masaharu focused on, "It doesn't matter if I sit on the signal light, you will disturb the traffic."

"It's okay." Xia Youjie calmly asked Manu Ling to hold the billboard, "The front and back are tightly blocked, no one can see me."

"The signal lights that have been bare all of a sudden have a huge billboard, which must be very conspicuous."

Xia Youjie: "Even if it is conspicuous, ordinary people can't find anything."

There was a smile in his voice, "It was hard for me to have the opportunity to experience the day of a monster... It turns out that I started by not taking the usual path."

"Then there are many ordinary paths you won't take in the future." Natsume Masaharu had a chat partner other than Yi Nan for the first time, so excited that he swung his legs, "Now, do you want to talk about your feelings?"

"Hmm... this perspective is very wide?"

"anything else?"

"You want to hear about people's dynamics, um..." He looked out from the billboard with two holes poked out, "It's just a sigh, people are really small."

"Hey?"

"It looks even smaller from a height, and I feel sad for their useless appearance."

"But I really want to be a part of it." Natsume Masaharu said lightly, "After all, the morning is just the beginning, there are many hours in a day, and the value of creation is unknown."

Xia Youjie opened his eyes wide.

He stared blankly at Yazhi, suddenly his eyes flickered,

"You really... No matter what, you won't change."