selling chili peppers in chronology

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"What's the matter with you?" Chen Xiangwu asked straight to the point.

As soon as these words came out, everyone became nervous.

Chen Chen knew that Chen Jiandang and the others must have told the family about this when they went home yesterday, otherwise everyone wouldn't have such an expression now.So Chen Chen admitted it very simply, "We're talking about a partner."

Even if they had heard about it yesterday, even if they had digested it all night, but now they heard Chen Chen admit it so personally, everyone still almost couldn't catch their breath, and the expectations in their hearts were completely shattered.

Li immediately cried, "Why are you doing this?!"

Chen Chen smiled lightly, "I told you the reason yesterday, didn't uncle and my dad tell you?"

Mrs. Li remembered what Chen Jiandang said to girls and women last night, and felt sad for a while, as if grabbing a life-saving straw, she suggested anxiously and at a loss, "We can see a doctor for treatment, we have Money can cure..."

Chen Chen smiled desolately, "Grandma, do you really think it can be cured?"

Mrs. Li cried as she spoke, "Why can't it be cured? Isn't that what Western medicine is powerful now? There are other medicines, which are very expensive, and many people can't afford them. But our family is rich, and our family is rich. Don't be afraid to spend money, you have to treat it..."

Chen Chen's eyes were also red, "I've tried it a long time ago."

Li's hands trembled, "What?"

"I said, if it can be cured, I won't be like this." Chen Chen really went for the treatment, before he put on the book.He went to various doctors and even suffered electric shocks, but nothing worked.He just responds to men, he just doesn't like women, he only likes men both physically and psychologically.

Chen Chen's voice was very soft, almost like a murmur, "I tried it, it didn't work."

Mrs. Li opened her mouth, completely speechless.

Although she has no education, but she has lived to this age and knows some things, that is, the one in the Lijiagou cowshed, just for the sake of treatment, but in the end, the treatment turned people into cripples. All the bones of the body were ruined, but even so, it could not be cured in the end.

Mrs. Li was reluctant for Chen Chen to suffer this, but she also didn't want Chen Chen to spend his whole life with a man in the future. What is this?Spit stars must not drown them?

But Chen Chen actually said that he tried it, he even saw a doctor!

But he was still talking to Du Xingwei.

She is obviously a shrewd old lady, but now Li Shi can only cry helplessly.

The faces of the other people in the room are also extremely complex, there is really no cure for this, so this is the way it should be?Really out of luck? !

Everyone felt out of breath.

At this time, Li Shi was about to cry, the others were also wiping away their tears, Chen Chen's eyes were red, and his heart was depressed.

Du Xingwei looked at the Chen family who came aggressively, but now they were exhausted by Chen Chen's words, and their faces were full of pain, and suddenly said: "Second Master Chen, Uncle Chen, and everyone... I know I have a bad reputation. , but I really like Chen Chen, I may not be able to stop everyone talking about him behind his back, but I can guarantee that there is not a word that reaches his ears that he doesn't like to hear, please believe me Once, okay?"

Chen Jianjun immediately scolded: "If it doesn't reach his ears, won't others say it behind his back?!"

"Why do we care about what other people say behind their backs?" Du Xingwei said: "I always feel that life is for myself, and the most important thing is whether I am comfortable or not. Everyone has a mouth, and never make irresponsible remarks. Even if it is someone who stole an egg from someone else’s house, they will be judged and scolded by others, or even just because they accidentally said a wrong sentence. If we have to pay attention to what everyone says behind their backs, then Isn’t it too tiring to live? Isn’t it enough for us to live our lives as well as possible?”

Chen Jianjun was blocked by Du Xingwei and could only choke out four words, "Slick tongue!"

"Second Uncle, I think so too." Chen Chen also said, "Actually, no one has been less talked about in a lifetime. In the past 20 years, have I been talked about less?"

Everyone froze.

Chen Chen pretended not to see the uneasiness on their faces, and continued: "Whether it's because I'm good at studying, or because I have such a... biological mother, in short, I have never been less talked about. What I say is so ugly to all of you In fact, I know very well in my heart that I could bear it at that time, and I can also bear it now."

"Then how can it be the same." Chen Jianjun hurriedly said: "Those things before were not your fault, and it's not you who everyone scolded!"

"Yes, they didn't scold me." Chen Chen looked at Chen Jianye, who was in pain, and told the truth cruelly, "They just said that I was a child without a mother, they just said that my mother didn't want me, they just said that I With a mother and without a mother..."

"Enough!" Chen Jianye roared with red eyes in pain.

"Dad, even if you don't like to hear these things, it's true, because that's how you came here." Chen Chen thought of his sensitive and inferior character, the chair that Chen Jianye threw over yesterday, and the fact that if Chen Jianye didn't let go, he wouldn't be able to The fact of being with Du Xingwei is very cruel to point out the truth, "In fact, since I was a child, I have been hurt by people with words. I can't stop it, and you can't stop it. None of us can care what others say. So, Then why should we care so much about something we can't stop? It's an inescapable fact."

Language is like a sharp thorn, it can pierce the flesh and blood into the heart of a person, and bruise the whole body; it can also pierce the veil of shame, and then expose the bloody truth hidden under it.

Chen Jianye held his head in pain and let out a desperate roar.

The atmosphere in the ward was oppressive and frightening, everyone's eyes were red, and no one wanted to continue this topic.

But Chen Chen still wanted to say: "Dad, there is nothing wrong with you wanting to marry and live with the person you like, and I am not accusing you by saying this, I just want to tell you that I have already trained myself to be an iron wall, it doesn't matter People's gossip can't hurt me at all. I only care about you, because you are my family, and I'm only afraid that you won't understand me from the beginning to the end."

Everyone's lungs were about to rot from Chen Chen's words. Li Shi couldn't hold on, she cried and said, "I support you, grandma supports you..."

Living with someone is not a matter of life, as long as he is happy, then do it.Besides, people have become like that, and it's not what he thinks that he can't do well with women, so what else can he do?

Don't you really recognize this grandson?

Lee can't do it.

What's more, they still owe Xiaochen!

Li cried and said, "Xiaochen, grandma supports you..."

Chen Chen laughed through his tears, "Thank you grandma."

Du Xingwei's heart was sour, astringent and distressed, but he still didn't show any signs of it on his face; Chen Ming felt that Chen Chen was really awesome, and he was able to convince grandma directly on the spot!

Chen Xiangwu looked at Chen Chen who was smiling a little, then at Chen Jianye who was holding his head in pain, finally sighed, and asked Chen Jiandang and Chen Jianjun to take Chen Jianye out first, and then drove the others out, including Du Xingwei Inside, none remained.

After everyone cleared up, Chen Xiangwu asked Chen Chen as calmly as possible, "Are you really thinking about it?"

Chen Chen smiled bitterly and said, "Grandpa, if I hadn't thought about it, I wouldn't have dated Du Xingwei back then."

Chen Xiangwu asked, "How long has it been?"

Chen Chen said: "It started last year."

Chen Xiangwu: "Why didn't you tell us?"

Chen Chen: "I'm afraid you'll be angry, I'm afraid you won't understand me, and I'm afraid you will be sad."

Chen Xiangwu looked straight at Chen Chen, he knew that Chen Chen was not lying.He paused for a long time before asking again: "If you don't get caught this time, when are you going to say it?"

"Procrastinate as long as you can." Chen Chen said: "Let you know one day later, and you will be able to live happily for one more day."

Chen Xiangwu only felt that he was really old, and today he felt uncomfortable because of Chen Chen's words one after another.He paused for a longer time this time, and then asked again: "When did you know that you only like men?"

"Grand one." In fact, the original body has always liked girls, and now Chen Chen is talking about his own situation, "At that time, some boys in the class would say nasty things, and sometimes they would get together to talk about which girl It looks good, but I don’t feel anything every time. After a lot of times, I realize that I am different from others. I dare not let anyone know, so I can only check carefully, and I have tried it many times quietly. Then……"

Chen Chen looked at Chen Xiangwu who was sitting on the wooden chair, except that his face was a little more tired and sick, his whole person was no different from when he was talking to Chen Chen in the past.Chen Chen didn't want to deceive him, let alone anyone, but now that he was Chen Chen instead of his original body, he could only be himself.

Chen Chen covered his face with his hands, took several deep breaths, and said, "I knew it was impossible for me to marry a wife in this life."

Chen Xiangwu sat on the wooden chair without moving, without blinking his eyes, but tears flowed silently down the sockets of his eyes, across the old face, leaving deep and shallow traces in the wrinkles.

His lips were trembling, but nothing came out.

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This chapter has been edited and edited for a long time, and it may have been substituted by obsession. I used a lot of tissues myself. I don’t know how you guys look.

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