[Doomsday] The protagonist does not want to save the world

The rustling sound stopped the moment he entered the door.

Xia Chan put something behind her back and smiled flatteringly at him. "Brother, you are back."

"You don't need to hide food..." He was halfway through speaking, and caught a glimpse of Xia Chan's mouth before he had time to wipe off the evidence. "Forget it, don't eat it in front of me."

"Okay, brother."

What happened that day was skipped tacitly.He buried his parents' bones, and didn't question Xia Chan's claim that they were the first to attack. He worked hard to make them live like a normal family.

Except for the food he brought back, he and Xia Chan ate secretly.

But he knew there was no going back.

He will unconsciously lock the door.

He would put guns, knives, everything sharp under the pillow.

He stayed up all night, and the slightest movement outside the door could wake him up.

He neither dared to feed Xia Chan too much to make him evolve, nor did he dare to feed him too little to make him starve.

He was thankful that Xia Chan was still sane and able to communicate, but also resented why he made himself tortured repeatedly in suspicion.

The last straw that broke the camel's back came one night. He woke up from sleepiness in a daze, only to find Xia Chan standing in front of him.

Behind Xia Chan was the broken door. He looked excited and spoke enthusiastically, "Brother, look, my strength has grown a lot, and the door lock fell off with just one finger."

In fact, he has not changed. Every time he has something big and proud, he will share it with his brother as soon as possible.

This is the scene he recalled and restored later.It's just that he didn't have time to listen to what Xia Chan had to say.He held the knife under the pillow and swung it over.

The bones were exposed in vain, but Xia Chan didn't seem to feel any pain.He tilted his head, only aggrieved and sad on his face.

"Brother... what's wrong?"

The knife in Gang's hand fell to the ground with a bang, and he seemed to realize what he had done, and what was on the other side.He wanted to hug Xia Chan tightly and tell him it's nothing, I'm sorry.But he didn't dare to hug Xia Chan at all——

He was afraid that the other party would bite off his throat.

He was so hypocritical that he was ashamed to even say sorry.

"Later, my brother said that he would come to accompany me." Xia Chan raised the corner of her mouth, as if remembering something happy, and then drooped down again.

"Then he was too hungry and I couldn't beat him, and then it became what it is now."

"When I wake up, I will be in the jar, and I will never find my brother again."

"As it is now, do you know where he went?"

The steel was gone again.

Duan Ze walked in front of Xia Chan, he didn't feel any resentment towards himself, the one who gave Gang the last blow, but just looked at him sincerely, as if he was truly worried about his brother.

Obviously threatening him, the person who controlled his life and death is no longer there, so why is he still pretending?

The illusion created by the ability gradually dissipated due to the dissipation of the master's life.Xia Chan slowly dwarfed like a melting ice cream cone, but her eyes were still looking at Duanze.

Steel may be waiting to die somewhere.Such a thought flashed through Duan Ze's mind.

He didn't realize it himself, and he asked Xia Chan for Gang, "You really don't hate him?"

Xia Chan tilted his head, he had to reach out to hold his head with his big head and small body.

"Why didn't he come and ask me? Of course I don't hate him."

"He has become my type, you know that's the way we think. Isn't it normal that he is better than me, so he eats me up? I'm still happy, because he is my brother, he can change A little stronger."

Xia Chan racked her brains to come up with a summary of his absurd remarks, "This is our family relationship."

This is the "feeling" of zombies.

The back of Duanze's hanging hand was tense, he thought he probably knew why Gang would choose to transform himself into an experimental body, but he didn't want to see his younger brother.

Even though he has become a zombie, his obsession is still reminding him over and over again that this is not what he expected; even though he tried his best to pretend, even if he tried his best to mend it, he has already lost the truth forever.

"Thank you." Steel's voice sounded in his ear.

Duanze lost his vision, only to find that Gang was lying in front of him.Gang looked away from the void, that was where Xia Chan was just now, but now he was still separated from Gang's world.

Duanze asked, "Aren't you going to see him?"

"Just let him live in my memory forever." Gang smiled wryly. "Thank you, at least it really made me give up."

"I caught him 23 times, but I didn't realize until just now that I caught him 230 times. It's like 24 layers of hell. The last layer of hell is not torture, but a cycle."

"The person who can't leave the abyss of the undead is not you, but me. I don't want to leave, and I am greedy for Xia Chan who lives here."

That's why I'm stuck in a cycle, never to be reborn.

Half of Steel's face was blasted to pieces, making him look like a battered palette.He let out a long gasp and tilted his head towards Duanze.

"I'm about to die... I have a chip in my breast pocket. The information of several branch bases in Baicheng is stored in it, and my research results are also in it, I hope,"

"Hope you make good use of it."

He stretched out a hand with great effort, looked at Duanze and raised his lips, "Companion."

Duanze's back was very straight, and after a long time, he took a step towards the steel and bent down.

Gang didn't take the hand he extended, and that hand tightly grabbed Duanze's neck.

The two of them wrestled together in embarrassment, Gang's life was dissipating, but Duan Ze was dragged down like an eagle's claw, he gasped for breath,

"Oh, don't blame me, S179. Everyone wants to live. The only thing to blame is that you are so wonderful. You are just an ordinary human being, but somehow you have abilities in my world. Although you are considered smart, but They are too weak compared to those guys."

Gang sighed, and pushed his rotten head towards Duanze's neck, "It's a crime to conceive a jade!"

They lied to me again, and they lied to me.Even what Steel had just said had become untrue, like some kind of false, hypocritical lie.

Duanze's struggle became smaller and smaller due to lack of oxygen, Gang laughed, he no longer needed to explore the little secret behind this researcher, as long as he devoured him and possessed his ability, he could go to a higher level.

Then, then, he'll be out to sea.

Gang's eyes suddenly fell into darkness, and it took him a quarter of an hour to realize what happened. His head was crushed again, and this time it was very thorough.

The black glove tore apart the last spiritual world, and mercilessly cut off the last vitality of Steel.That face was exactly the same as Duan Ze's, with anger, anxiety, and fear.

How could it be possible, how could a mere experimental subject not hate, how could there be no desire, how could it be possible to have feelings?

What's more, he is still the cheapest clone...

It was as if a bolt of lightning flashed in Steel's broken mind. He was startled at first, and then laughed with all his strength, with a feeling of sadness and pity.

"Hahahaha, you too, the same as me. So that's how it is."

"...************************..."

Duan Ze's thoughts froze for a moment.What is he saying?Gang's only remaining mouth was opened and closed, but he couldn't hear what the other party said.

Duanze coughed, and insisted on walking towards Gang with the support of i71, only to find that Gang was dead.

He subconsciously touched his chest pocket, and there was a small chip in the bag that he thought was empty.

In the end, it was Zhang Yifan who insisted on putting Xia Chan's head on Gang's body. He probably wanted to use this to make Xia Chan and his brother get closer at last.

Xia Chan was silent for a long time under the watchful eyes of everyone, and then suddenly sighed with emotion, "Now it's finally my turn to start."

Under Zhang Yifan's horrified gaze, Xia Chan laughed, "What's the matter, I'm just kidding you, you're so scary. I don't even have hands, how can I start?"

He rejects the others' suggestions to bring him back into the jar, insisting that he remain by Steel's side. "We haven't seen each other for a long time, let me accompany him well."

"By the way, you don't know my brother's name, right? His name is Xia Ri. Xia Ri, Xia Chan, we were all born in Xia Ri."

"So go ahead and don't look back. Maybe you'll see us again next summer. Maybe you'll see the fireworks next year."

He is old-fashioned, as if he is sure that this thing will happen, "See you next year."

"Will he eat him?" On the way back, Zhang Yifan asked in a low voice, not daring to turn his head.

"I don't know." Gentle replied.

"Which one is Xia Chan? Did that Xia Chan really exist before?" Zhang Yifan asked again.

"That's Xia Chan in Gang's memory." Rou Rou turned her head and saw Xia Chan was still looking in their direction, but her face was blurred.She smiled, "You can understand that there really was such a Xia Chan."

"He lives in the gap of time and space, and in memory."

Zhang Yifan also smiled, and he began to look forward to next year's summer.

When they boarded the off-road vehicle, the wheels just left the paradise.They heard a sound of breaking through the sky, and in the next second, the park turned into a slowly rising cloud of smoke, and hot sparks pierced the sky, which became the last fireworks show in the playground.

The missile positioned at the Baicheng base was launched on time.

There are cicadas in summer, Zhang Yifan realized at this time that it is already September and summer has passed.

"I'm sorry." i71 whispered to Duanze.After leaving the amusement park, he never let go of Duanze's hand, but he didn't cling to Duanze like before.

On the contrary, a subtle and restrained distance is maintained.

Duanze pinched his chin, raising his head a little bit, those eyes were still glazed to the end, but mixed with a strange emotion that shouldn't belong to i71.

"why?"

"I killed someone." i71 answered quickly, and wanted to lower his head again, but Duanze's hand was very steady, and i71 didn't dare to compete with him.

"Gang? Do you think he is a human?" Duanze approached a little closer, so close that the tips of their noses seemed to touch each other.

Because of his actions, i71's eyes almost crossed each other, his Adam's apple slipped, and he stubbornly glanced aside, not looking at Duanze.

"He is." i71 mumbled, he still couldn't tell the difference between advanced zombies and humans, but his intuition told him that steel was.

Duan Ze hates murderous zombies the most. He held Duan Ze's hand so tightly that Duan Ze realized his abnormality.

"Hiss." Duanze's gasp interrupted i71's thoughts, he let go of his hand nervously, but hugged Duanze tightly in the next second.

"I was wrong, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done it...but, but, I will do it next time." i71 stuffed his head into Duanze's neck, as if it would give him a sense of security.

He struggled to explain, "You don't like me killing people, but I want to protect you. If you die, I will die too."

The voice of i71 still carries a kind of lingering fear.Yes, he promised Duanze that he would not do anything, he would be clean, so he has never been involved in the battlefield.However, if the price of this cleanliness is Duanze, then he would rather break his promise, even if it would make Duanze angry.

Duanze thought, is this another scam, an excuse, some kind of cover-up.

He didn't know, and he couldn't figure it out.He has always been rigorous, but, but now he doesn't want to be so rigorous.

If you stretch your nerves for too long, you will get tired.

He lowered the i71, kissed him, and let the blood that he had forgotten to deal with flow down his face and wet their shirts.

With the warm and close body, the smell of blood and gunpowder smoke, and the care of human beings that he has never experienced before, Duanze spontaneously felt alive.

He slowly kissed from top to bottom, from i71's hair top, forehead, brow bone, eyes, and nose bridge all the way down, his eyes lingering over each other's brows and eyes, taking i71's worries, fears, and surprises into his eyes.He knew he was going to be bad, because he actually thought the other party was cute.

He didn't restrain his feelings, and answered i71's fear, "I won't leave you behind." But he also wouldn't tell i71 what was behind this pampering—his love.

If he wants to take his own life, so be it, as long as he plays it so realistically until the end of his life, after all, he plays so realistically.

Duan Ze found that he was no different from Gang, and he was just trying to deceive himself.

Just like a peaceful day before everything started, he lived an ordinary and ordinary life, until an accident happened, making him pay for the peace before.

Also worth it.

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The author has something to say:

So far, although there are still a few copies, but the dark lines are almost laid out, and the ending can be guessed_(:з」∠)_

不知道有没有小天使可以猜到呢_(:з」∠)_感谢在2021-07-0422:43:29~2021-07-1022:43:40期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!