[Doomsday] The protagonist does not want to save the world

The taste of integration is not good.

Many fragments flashed before Duanze's eyes. He seemed to be many others and experienced many lives.He is a murderous butcher, but also a murdered cat and dog, he is a perpetrator, and he is also a victim.

He is everyone he has ever seen, he is everything he has never known, he is a bird in the sky, and a school of fish in the sea.

He saw the end of the world in these billions of memories.

He is Wu, and Wu is also him, and he smiled as Wu, "Why, it feels good to have so much knowledge." And replied as Duanze, "Not so good."

Their thoughts are fiercely competing, they debate from the earth to the universe, and from life debates to philosophy, no one is willing to lose, and no one is willing to be the one to be annexed.

"Do you think you are a better choice than me?" Wu casually pulled out some fragments from his memory, "As an antisocial personality."

Would the world be a better place because of you?It will still be worse because of you. "Do you think you will be accepted by them as the main consciousness? As the source of all tragedies."

The tragedy was not caused by Duan Ze, but he was indeed the one who pushed all of this. Without his push, all this would have happened a hundred years later, or it would never have happened—it was just a small opening Eyes, fell asleep again.

Duanze stands at a point in space, and there is flowing time in the front, back, left, and right. The flow of time flows from his time, which is both the past and the future. He is between the past and the future at the same time, and this is it.

After the unknown there is the unknown, it has not yet fully awakened, but the dreamer already knows that this is only the first level of the dream, it is only the first level of hell.

Such a strange and magnificent world is actually only the first floor.And it is nothing but the unknown dreamer of the second layer.

One layer of dreams is within another layer of dreams, and one universe is within another universe. The earth is just the bottom layer of dreams. Only teaching people to realize this makes people realize their own insignificance and powerlessness.

Then why not live an ordinary and mediocre life, at least he can have a normal life.

Ordinary people often have a marquee saying before they die. If they look back at their life and see a white light, they will be led by gods to the afterlife, which may be heaven, reincarnation, or hell.

Now it seems that it is just a connection between them and it, because when people die and the lights go out, they will also return to it.Those laughing and cursing, and those reluctantly looking back, are just reading the memory of its creation.

Duanze saw his marquee.He returned to Xishan City, a city that was completely different from 100 years ago, the city that gave birth to him, and the city that he pushed to a dead end.

He was standing on the street of Xishan City, and there were children running in front of him.He saw the continuous time in this child, he saw him fall to the ground, he saw him enter marriage, he saw him usher in death.

He sees everyone, and at the same time sees everyone's past and future, and this future leads to a darkness that he has created with his own hands.

If these consciousnesses felt something, they looked up at him, and the whole city was watching him.

"Seventh brother?"

There was a voice behind him.

"I'm Duanze." Duanze said.

"Where is Brother Seven?"

"He's waiting for me."

The voice breathed a sigh of relief.He sounded very young, with the unique vitality of this age, reckless, reckless, and righteous.

Duanze turned his head, but there was nothing behind him.There were people coming and going on the street, but no one heard the voice that sounded out of thin air.

"You go, I'll watch you." The voice said again, "Don't worry, don't look back."

"Zhang Yifan? Are you still conscious? Where are you?" Duanze said loudly, but he couldn't find Zhang Yifan at all.

The child fell on the ground, and he wanted to cry, but when he found that no one was watching him, he gritted his teeth and got up.He had already made up his mind in his heart to go home quickly and tell his mother the grievances he had suffered.

To this world, a fall is just the rubbing of two objects, insignificant and unremarkable. Only when someone is watching is it called injury and grievance.

Zhang Yifan's voice seemed to be everywhere, he blended into the city, like the wind passing through the city, gliding through the streets in the night.

"I'm right here." Zhang Yifan said. "I am the city."

Duanze's story to Zhang Yifan is the city.This is his ability, and it is also what he wants——

Those who destroy their homes with their own hands will turn into a city, providing shelter for souls.Zhang Yifan once made a mistake, but he already knew that the mistake was inevitable.He doesn't regret what he's done, just as he doesn't regret what he's doomed to suffer, suffer, and spend his life atoning for.

"Before joining the special operations team, I went back to Xishan City again."

"It's not very good, because the infected people who were well protected by their relatives in the Peace Base finally woke up." The people in the Peace Base fell into great joy, and from this came the sadness that enveloped the entire city .

Many people have personally sent their infected relatives and friends back home.They fell into the same pain as Qiu Ye.

"But it's also good. At least, it's much more vibrant than any city we've seen along the way."

Xishan City was the first city to fall, but it was also the first city where the truth that the T virus was not rabies was announced. They were suffering and confused, but they still did what they thought was right.

Whether it is the peace base established to protect the infected, or the Xishan base reformers who voluntarily received injections to protect the people, they made many mistakes, and they were not always right, but because of this, they did everything they could. able to survive.

"Let's go." The wind pushed him gently, "We will help you."

"Don't look back, keep going forward."

"Brother Seven is still waiting for you."

Those eyes moved away from Duanze, and they continued with their lives.

Duanze was walking on the road. Along the way, he passed many people. He saw Ruan Ruan rushing by with the counselor's information, and Gou Mingyi yelling at the black man who was fighting, and those he owed.These consciousnesses live in Zhang Yifan's city, and they will not do anything to keep Duanze back.

The corner of Duanze's eyes glanced at the reflective mirror on the street corner, and the monitor in the reflective mirror swayed, as if Zhang Yifan and Xishan City were saying their final farewell to him.

Smooth sailing.

No one pays attention to him anymore, the children who belong to the city are about to go on the road by themselves, and no one will tell about all the pain, but Duanze smiled.

"I will win without you."

Just do it, take it easy.

God stretched out his hand towards the little cat, and the little cat bowed its back and threatened fiercely, but it gradually became quiet under God's gaze.

"Let it go," Wu said, "it's just a kitten. You see, I've already surrendered."

"You could have won." Duan Ze said.

"Anyway, I know enough." Wu said, "Bruises, infertility..." He squinted his eyes and smiled. "But I don't want to know what my kitty is thinking."

"It's really interesting. I want to know the secrets of this world. As a climber, I might never come across the secrets in my whole life."

"But I don't want to know what a kitten is thinking." I always feel that if I know what it is thinking, the world will become very boring.

Light appeared in Bai Wuchang's white pupils again, and his eyes were imprinted with a trace of blue that belonged to the sky. This time, he did not resist the fusion.

Wu only felt a weight in his arms, and a white cat jumped up on his body, licking his face eagerly, as if it had been a long time.Wu was a little disgusted by it's licking, and lifted it away by the back of the neck, "Why, don't you see each other every day? I was afraid of me before, like a mouse seeing a cat."

He still let the kitten go, so he lost the qualification to become the main consciousness.

Really, why did you have a cat?Really lost to it.

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