[Doomsday] The protagonist does not want to save the world

The night before the Special Operations Team departs for the Pole

"I don't want to go. I'm squeamish." Eve hugged the quilt tightly. This was the last night, so she wouldn't go to the training ground.

The weather turned cooler, and Eve stopped wearing those thin suspenders.The base doesn't have that many clothing options, so her outfits are messed up, like a fat ball, and her hair is tousled.

Jin Jiao pinched her face, "Get up for me."

"Um...no..."

Jin Jiao had nothing to do with her, "Okay, okay, I'll change your skirt for you, get up quickly."

"Where is the skirt?" Eve saw that there was really a skirt in front of her.

It was a skirt embroidered with many ruffles, and added a lot of ink brushstrokes. It must be too tacky for ordinary people, but Eve's eyes that were always foggy had focus.

This is her first normal dress.Not those criminally provocative, breeding-inducing silk suspenders, but real, beautiful, dresses.

Jin Jiao turned her head away uncomfortably, they also had contribution points, this dress cost her all contribution points except food.That skirt seller is definitely a profiteer, and this skirt is not very good, it's just sitting on the ground and raising the price.

"Does it look good?" Eve put the skirt on immediately.

Only then did Jin Jiao turn his head back, and said stiffly, "It's okay."

Xia Wa slapped her and said, "I must breed with you!" She turned her head and ran out the door, "I'm going to the training ground now!"

Jin Jiao wiped the strange touch on his face, "Tsk, it makes me look like a homosexual."

But now, "If I lose, will you run away?" Jin Jiao casually pinched Eve's face.

Eve snorted, "Wow, you're so weak, you think about losing before you fight."

Jin Jiao clicked his tongue, "Pray for me to win, but no one will change those little skirts for you if I lose."

She thought, before she left, she had spent all her contribution points, and she would have to drink 100% of the northwest wind when she went back, so it would be a bit troublesome to change those skirts.However, this did not prevent her from being the first to stand up.

There were footsteps in the darkness, "What's the matter, you're grinding, but no one is holding you back." Jin Jiao carried her longbow on her back, and the arrowhead was sharpened.She didn't even look at Duanze and i71, just loaded her gun casually, "I don't like to lose."

Eve was rarely wearing her skirt, but a well-fitting combat uniform.Seeing i71, she snorted, "My absolute favorite, you haven't returned it to me yet!"

"However, I don't need it now. I'll give it to you." She said chicly, her long curly hair was tied up high, and the gun was slung around her waist. "After all, this ability is really useless." She didn't look back, and followed Jin Jiao .

"It seems that I still have to play." Gou Mingyi put on a pair of flying glasses he found somewhere, and said tsk tsk.Relying on the fact that he is a visually impaired person, he supported Qiu Ye who looked unhappy, "Comrade Qiu Ye, I have remembered everything that should be remembered, should I apologize to our upright and kind comrade i71?"

"After passing this village, there is no such shop."

Qiu Ye actually apologized, but at this moment, Gou Mingyi pressed his head down, his face was so heavy that it was about to drip.But as honest as he is, he still thinks it is better to apologize face to face.Just as Gou Mingyi said, after this time, maybe there will be no next time.

"I apologize for my misunderstanding of you at the beginning." Qiu Ye said.On the one hand, he regards i71 as a murder fugitive, and on the other hand, he regards i71 as the mastermind behind the peace base bombing.Obviously, I still remember it vividly, but in fact, it has been a long, long time.

"But Duanze..." He wanted to say again, i71 was innocent, but Duanze couldn't escape the felony.But the rest of the words were pressed down by Gou Mingyi and stuck in his throat.

"What nonsense, let's go." Gou Mingyi waved his hand back, pulling Qiu Ye with a handsome back.

He didn't leave a word of nonsense this time, as if everything he wanted to say had been fully conveyed by the prison ghost who had stayed in his skin—at the price of a pair of eyes.

"Don't be afraid, we will be ahead of you." Fu Xingzhi smiled.The collar of the officer's windbreaker was raised high, covering the shrapnel embedded in his face, his voice was still muffled, "After all, you are more valuable."

Fu Xingzhi punched him unceremoniously, and said with a smile, "What frustrating words did you say?"

The officer shook his head, flung his windbreaker, and strode forward, "It's really troublesome, this time I'm going to die on the battlefield again."

"Unlucky ghost." Fu Xingzhi shrugged and followed him. Besides, there were also those comrades who had been fighting with them until now. They once entered hell together, and now they don't care about entering again.

Before Fu Xingzhi left, he did not forget to leave a small note, "I don't regret saving you in Yongdu City. It would be a pity if you were going to die."

"Don't tell it, it's our secret. :p"

Gentle stepped out from the darkness, and the person behind her was indistinct, the person who had followed i71 since Xishan City.So far, none of them have been left behind.

Tenderly choose the last one to say goodbye to i71 and Duanze.She looked at the receding crowd and asked him. "Do you like this world?"

Without waiting for their answer, she said, "I hope you like it."

"The more a person thinks, the more likely he is to be lonely. When he is not thinking, he is the most gregarious and the happiest."

"But when he starts to think, he will never give up like an addiction."

"I thought at the beginning that the end of thinking would reach the same end. But I was wrong. The end of thinking is always a different trajectory. Forever."

"Our thinking is the forging of ourselves, from the same blur as all sentient beings to becoming clear, becoming different, becoming individual, and becoming lonely."

"So there will never be two identical leaves in the world, two people who fully understand each other."

She smiled softly, and there was some cruelty and pity in that smile. She looked at the two people in front of her. They were so similar, like two identical leaves on a tree.

"I once read a book in which the Wallfacer [1] imagined his ideal partner on the lake."

"I didn't understand why such a romantic person would become a Wallfacer, but now I understand."

Gentlely smiled and said, "It should be said that he is romantic because he is a Wallfacer. Even if it is illusory, it is real to him." At this moment, there seemed to be a double image on her body, and maybe this shadow was only gentle herself Only then can we see who it is. "Always understand, never betray the truth."

Wallfacers are also vulnerable.

"Goodbye."

When the world was completely shrouded in darkness, i71 put his head in Duanze's arms. He didn't say a word, but the moisture spread on Duanze's chest bit by bit.

"I don't want to lose you." i71 said.

Duanze's eyes fell on the tip of his hair, "Obviously I lost you."

"I leave the memory to you." After a long silence, i71 said.There is pleading on his face, or is it fragile, "Don't, don't create another i71."

Sure enough, the memory is here in i71.Hyena mentioned before that God did not affect Duanze's memory, and Duanze was unable to recover his memory for a long time because the God of the Sea did not want him to recover.

Was it for such a reason?

Duanze felt that he was in an absurd world. In this world, there were gods, i71, and many things beyond common sense. Without memory, he always lacked a sense of reality—they died one by one, but he couldn’t understand them. The meaning of moving forward resolutely.

He could only comfort his insecure boyfriend, "I promise you." What did he do to make such a lovely i71 so uneasy.

Duanze hooked i71's little finger and shook it as if promising, "It will remain unchanged for 100 years."

i71 suddenly bit his lip fiercely, he was like a wild beast, without any rules, with a reckless and lively anger that Duanze loved.

"100 years is not enough, what I want is forever."

A chuckle escaped from Duanze's throat, "Okay, forever."

"I see." Hong Dao, she was obviously invaded, but she still stubbornly thought with her own consciousness, "This invasion used T virus as the vector of infection at the beginning, and all T virus infected people can't resist it. .”

It seems that the backdoor interface has been installed in the computer program early, and these T-virus infected people are as vulnerable and naked as newborn babies in the face of this unknown.

"You haven't been rehabilitated, so it has to torture you and make you submit to it."

"There is one question that I have never figured out..." Hong's voice was distorted like a disconnected thread, "T virus can be transmitted through body and fluid, why Duanze has not... been infected...unless..." The rest The words seemed to be muffled, and Aoji couldn't hear half a word clearly.

She finally said, "Be careful... Duanze..."

"Why? What do you mean, is Duanze not dead? Hong! Hong!" Qingzhi reached out to Hong, but missed, she disappeared in front of him like a noise on a TV.

Everything around is like a distorted picture, which starts to distort and fluctuate, like the opening commercial has finally come to an end, and the giant screen is completely opened.

Qingzhi raised his head as if feeling something, blood drops fell from the sky, like a meteorite hitting the ground, and he didn't dodge or dodge, letting the blood splash him into a blood man.

Qingzhi's gaze froze in the air through the curtain of blood streaming down her face, as if her mind was captured by everything she saw.he murmured,

"god."

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The author has something to say:

[1] The Wallfacer, an organization in the novel "Three-Body Problem 2: Dark Forest" by Liu Cixin.Taking advantage of the flaws of the three-body people's transparent thinking, the earth civilization formulated the mysterious "wall-facer plan", and selected four "wall-facers" to secretly launch a counterattack against the three-body people.Because people on earth are under the supervision of sophons in an all-round way, except for their inner thoughts.At the same time, due to the limitations of its own communication methods, the Three-Body World is insensitive to "tricks".On this basis, the purpose of the Wallface Project is to arrange a huge labyrinth for the Trisolaran world, to cover up the real strategic purpose of the earth, although the Trisolarans themselves cannot see through the treacherous schemes of human beings.However, relying on the "wall-breakers" selected by the traitors among the people on earth, they will start a game of wisdom against the "wall-facers".Excerpted from Baidu Encyclopedia.

This refers specifically to Luo Ji, the wallfacer.

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