[American Entertainment] The road to becoming a god

officer:

【"You let that Jew live to serve you, you are crazy!"

"Why don't I let a dead Jew serve me, don't be kidding."

"Don't play dumb Jurgen, you know what I'm talking about!"

"You can't let him go, just this once. I can't find a more suitable manservant than him."

"No, no, it's a matter of principle, this is an order. Either you make him go easily, or I take him away, and the eunuchs will definitely make him suffer before leaving-he is too beautiful, and they don't want to leave." would make him die a quick death, I think you know what I'm talking about."

"..."

"Give you a day, I'll come back at this time tomorrow, and I hope you do the right thing."

His colleagues who had some friendship with him left, and Jurgen sat on the ground decadently, crying silently with his mouth wide open.He couldn't kill his boy, Sean, his boy - he had to do that, harbor, help the Jewish people with the Jews, he didn't want to be sent to a concentration camp.

Jurgen returns to the house, unshackles Sean, plays the record, and they dance in the living room.

Sean didn't know what was going to happen yet, his eyes were full of anticipation, looking forward to the fact that after the war they would be truly together, equal, together without being seen.

But how could this happen, Jurgen couldn't bear to tell him, no matter whether the war ended or not, such a thing would not happen.He hugged his boy, his light, the love of his life, and said sorry silently in his heart.

Tomorrow, he was going to be executed by shooting, and he had to do it, he had to do it.Sean could not be sent to the secret police, he would be torn to pieces, and Jurgen would rather break the rose himself than trample him in the dirt.

"I love you." He whispered in Sean's ear.

Just like the past month and a half. 】

……

Jewish boy:

[What Jurgen didn't know was that Sean was already dead inside. The first time was when he was forcibly left behind, the second time was after he learned that his parents had been killed, and the third time was when he realized The day he fell in love with each other, and the last time, was the moment Milik was killed in front of him.

Sean knew that he probably wouldn't live long.

He wasn't afraid to die, but he still wanted to live, and he wanted to see the war end.

Falling in love with Jurgen made him miserable, and he spurned himself like this.

But at the same time, he hopes that Jurgen can change and become different from other brutal Germans. Maybe he will not betray his beliefs, but as long as he changes a little, even if it is just to help him live a difficult life, Sean believes that It won't be so painful.

One day, Jurgen really changed, he no longer used him as a slave, he took the chain off his hand, he also put on music and led him to dance.

However, at night, Sean finally knew why Jurgen did it—out of guilt.

Several drunken German military officers broke into his house, Sean was tortured by them all night, Jurgen watched in pain all night, Sean hoped that the person who said he loved him not long ago could help Busy, even if it is to show a little sympathy and be pushed away in the end.

But no, Jurgen was just watching, as if looking at someone else.

Sean thought this was probably the fifth time he had died.

Before the morning sun fell, several Germans dragged Sean out, and they made a makeshift execution ground in the woods behind the house.

Sean was tied to a rack, and he heard a few bits of German with words for wizard and monster in it, and he knew they were going to burn him.

But in the end it was Jurgen standing in front of him, pointing the black muzzle of his gun at him.

Sean raised his head slightly and gave the other party a last smile.

The gunshots sounded, the birds were startled, and there was a dead body in the woods. 】

……

"CUT!" the director behind the camera yelled a pause, dissatisfied, and walked over to Gaspar and Ralph. "I know it's a long shot, but I still say—it has to be retaken."

After he finished speaking, he motioned for them to follow him to the main seat. The cameraman played back the clip just shot under the instruction. The director dragged the progress button and stopped at the moment Sean was tied to the shelf.

"It will be clearer if you look at it here." Director Wright said, "Gasper, your emotions are wrong, you are about to die, or you will be executed by the man you love painfully, you can be disappointed, you can hate, but you can't detach yourself— —You can see for yourself, it might be better to add the soundtrack in the later stage, but now, I look at your face, and I feel that the next second you will speak to Jurgen and say: I don’t blame you.”

Gaspar looked at himself in the camera, as Joe Wright said, the picture stopped when he looked up and smiled, it was a side face (the front face shot can only be completed after a follow-up shot) when he was in I didn't notice it during the performance, but from the pictures captured by the camera, he looks like a virgin.

"I'm sorry," he said with a hard smile, "I tried to express the feeling of being ashamed."

Wright nodded, and then he said: "But his gun is already on your head, and you watch someone you love about to kill you, and the emotion should be more intense."

Gaspar nodded, indicating that he understood.

Immediately afterwards, the director turned to Ralph and started another 'bombardment': "Ralph, you are no longer playing a German officer, you are playing a poor little man who has to kill his lover, which is totally wrong, you I can't show that I love him too much. Jurgen is a selfish person. He would rather kill his lover to let himself live proudly. He is afraid of the blood|bloody methods of the eunuchs, so he chooses himself, between Sean and himself In between, he abandoned Sean, understand?"

In this light, there is little merit in this shoot, with Gaspar acting too detached and Ralph acting too painful.

Gaspar hid his sigh quietly in deep breaths, he touched his aching back, and sincerely prayed that this scene would not be filmed too many times.In order to show a more realistic effect, the shot of Sean being dragged into the woods is a real action, and the clothes are too tattered to hide the protective measures at all-but fortunately Gaspar bought insurance in advance, because behind him The injury insurance company may lose a lot of money, which is the only comfort he can feel.

Director: "Go back to the house, let's do it again!"

……

I don’t know if it’s because the crew was unlucky today, and the whole day’s shooting didn’t go well. When filming the scene where Sean tried to escape from the kitchen and angered the officer (in the early stage), the water pipe split from below somehow A large area of ​​water flooded the entire kitchen and almost damaged the machine. Fortunately, they rescued it in time, and the shots that had been taken were not lost.

After the water pipe, the situation intensified. For example, when the officer stepped on Sean’s stomach with military boots, a pendant suddenly fell from the chandelier on the ceiling. Another example was that Sean was cornered by the officer, and the wall covering suddenly fell off. Or a certain floor tile suddenly becomes slippery, and Gaspar, Henry, and the director fall one after another from there.

Everyone breathed a sigh of relief when today's shooting task was completed.

Except Gaspar.

After finishing the filming, he has to work overtime to try to figure out what the leading role of a comedy film should be. Stanislavsky mentioned in "Actor's Self-cultivation" that a good actor will not be affected by his image. Instead, he gives soul to the character.But there is no detailed explanation in the book on how this sentence is implemented.

This is also what worries Gaspar the most. His image is completely different from the comedy masters in people's hearts. He can play a cheerful boy, a vicious murderer, and a schizophrenic patient, but a loser with unlucky attributes (The protagonist of "Fake God") He really doesn't know where to start.

Perhaps his worries were too obvious. During dinner, Cavill ran over to Gasper's nanny car. He originally wanted to stay with Gasper for a while, chatting and making jokes fun, but after listening to the After Spa's confide,.

He involuntarily enlightened the other party.

"You have to know one thing, Gaspar." Henry Cavill said slowly and heavily like the wise old man in the legend, "Man is not a machine, you have to allow yourself to have things you are not good at."

Gaspar raised his eyebrows, unable to understand the meaning for a while.

"What do you mean?" he asked. "You mean you allow yourself to make mistakes?"

Cavill shook his head.

"It's not that you make mistakes, but you have to accept your own shortcomings." He said, "People will always have unfamiliar areas, which is nothing to worry about, just like astronauts, they can go to space to explore with excellent grades, but you It is impossible for them to act and make movies, and the opposite is also true."

Gaspar followed the other party's way of thinking, and it was indeed the truth. He didn't know it, but after owning the system, he unconsciously had the thought of 'I must do my best'.The system tells him what kind of scripts can make money and what kind of scripts are highly rated. He usually looks for them according to this standard, but he ignores his own problems.

"Actually, I think it's not that you can't act in comedy movies, Gasper." Cavill took a box of ice cream from Gasper's refrigerator and ate it. "You just set too high demands on yourself, too tight, usually Comedies are meant to make people laugh, if the leading actors can't relax, how can the audience laugh?"

This sentence awakened Gaspar almost immediately.

For this reason, he even thought about "The Actor's Self-Cultivation", just like a chef who is not satisfied with the dishes he made and desperately studied the recipes, but forgot to absorb the feedback from the customers. Gaspar fell into a strange circle like this.

But what surprised him even more was that it was Henry Cavill who led him out of the vicious circle.

"Thanks, Henry, I'm better." Gaspar gave Cavill a sincere hug, "But I still want to know, how did you—"

"It's very simple." Cavill shrugged and scooped another big scoop of ice cream, "I learned it while playing games."

Gaspar: ?

"That's it, I love playing games, I will not let go of any new video game, but I am not good at all of them." He said, "I am good at playing Diablo and StarCraft, but I am good at playing Fifa (soccer) is not good, and I am often beaten by the opponent. At first I was very angry and vowed to practice hard, but in the end-I just couldn’t do it, I accepted it, and now I am living happily.”

The corner of Gaspar's mouth couldn't help twitching because he realized it from the game.

It was—an eye-opener.

……

After getting out of the strange circle, Gaspar felt much more relaxed. He even went for a night run with Ralph, and then did it once on the way back. I have to say that the wild is indeed more exciting, especially hiding behind a tree for fear of someone when passing by.

And it would have been better if Leonardo hadn't called him at this moment.

From the end of the night run to the return to the hotel, Leonardo made nearly a hundred calls, and Gaspar also cut off nearly a hundred calls. After entering the room, he really didn't want to hear the ringtone anymore, so he put the battery Picked it off.

Ten minutes later, the phone in Gaspar's room rang.

"Why didn't you answer my call?"

When Leonardo's voice rang out, Gaspar shuddered and almost missed the microphone.

Hell, how could he always find him.

"You really don't give up, Leo." Gaspar, who was almost losing his temper, said helplessly, "I'll take it now, what do you want to say?"

"It's nothing, I just want to say, can I celebrate your birthday this year?" Leonardo said a little coyly, and Gaspar was surprised that this feeling could appear on him.

"...Why do you want to celebrate my birthday, neither adult nor full-year-old, is there any need?"

"No, this year is very important." Leonardo said sincerely, "I want to be the first one to accompany you on your birthday after the new millennium. This means a lot to me."

After celebrating his birthday with him, his "New York□□" will be released soon. Just taking advantage of the heat, Gaspar will also celebrate his birthday. After that, the nominations for various awards should be announced, and then he will be the With the whole world being crowned as the best actor, and at the same time announcing that Gaspar is his, Leonardo's small abacus is crackling.

Gasper, who knew nothing about it, was almost at a loss for words immediately.

He didn't want to admit it, but—Leo was really good at this kind of romance that hit the heart.

"What's the matter, don't you agree?"

"No, no." Gaspar's head turned hot, and he agreed to Leonardo's request, "I may go to Beverly this year, so that Carlisle can go to a good school, anyway—you can come, I welcome it."

After talking about it, Gaspar himself didn't know what he was talking about. After putting down the phone, he sat on the bed for a while, until he started to regret and vented his anger on the pillow.

He clearly agreed to wait until he got the statuette, but now, isn't this the same as giving him a chance?

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