A burst Omega, he is pretending to be weak again [Putting through the book]

Ning Xi: "..."

Is this the whole family like this?

From this point of view, Song Yize is still "relaxed".

At this moment, Song Yize and Yu Jingyue came out of the room. He saw the smiling Song Chengjia and the opposite Ning Xi who was at a loss, and said, "Dad, what are you doing?"

Ning Xi quickly looked at the savior.

Song Yize took advantage if he could: "My boyfriend will be shy."

Ning Xi: "..."

A family is a family.

Song Yize sat next to Ning Xi, Yu Jingyue put Song Chengjia's shoulders from behind, and said to Ning Xi with a smile: "Xiao Ning, do you want to eat cake? Mom and Dad have brought cake, strawberry cream, do you like it?" ?”

Ning Xi was still a little flustered, what was going on with this situation.

Song Yize patted Ning Xi's hand, leaned closer and whispered to him, "Help me."

"What?" Ning Xi also whispered.

"Boyfriend." Song Yize squeezed Ning Xi's hand, smiling happily, "A fake boyfriend is also a boyfriend."

It's not big brother, your brain circuit is a bit novel recently, are you already messed up and don't want to explain the puppy love thing?

Why did your parents allow you to fall in love early? Is that allowed in novels, brother? ?

And at this time, what should be concerned is whether the boyfriend is a boyfriend or not. Isn't this thing just pretending in school? What kind of trouble is this?

Then Song Yize shook the phone held in the other hand.

Ning Xi: "?"

Song Yize smiled meaningfully.

?

My grass?

Why don't you record what happened last night? ?

Ning Xi looked at Song Yize suspiciously.

The man smiled like a flower.

Ning Xi let out a long breath of relief.

OK, you made me.

I have never been afraid of such a scene.

Ning Xi hugged Song Yize's arm, pulled him to the front together, and smiled like honey: "Okay, I really like strawberry cake, and Yi Ze usually buys it for me!"

Song Yize felt a little shy after being hugged so close to the person he liked.

He turned his head and put his fist against his lips, and after a while, he said, "En."

"Oh, that's great!" Yu Jingyue clapped her hands and said, "Then I'll cut it! You guys wait here for a while."

Song Chengjia smiled kindly.

Ning Xi was well-behaved throughout the whole process, and he answered whatever Yu Jingyue asked, acting flawlessly, as if he was really Song Yize's object.

"Yize has worked hard in school. He has always been the first in the grade, which is amazing!"

"It was also very good at the sports meeting, and the events I participated in were all first! Both civil and military skills!"

"There are indeed many people who like Yi Ze, after all, Yi Ze deserves to be liked~"

Listening to Ning Xi's extravagant praise, Song Yize felt more and more unreal.

What he wants is not just like this.

He is hope, he is hope...

After Yu Jingyue finished eating the cake, she wiped her mouth and said, "By the way, your health has gotten better recently. I see that your condition has basically stabilized."

There is also a smell of Song Xiaozi's pheromone on his body.

Ning Xi thought about the perfect state when he was fighting/black boxing not long ago, and said sweetly: "Mmm, thank you for your concern, I'm completely fine now."

Yu Jingyue was still thinking about using chicken soup and ginseng soup to supplement Ning Xi: "Hey Xiao Ning, let's have dinner together later, I know a Cantonese cuisine is delicious~"

Ning Xi is thick-skinned enough to be a coward, anyway, this is the end of the show, so it doesn't matter if there is one more meal: "Okay, okay, I..."

But Song Yize, who had been silent by the side, suddenly interrupted them.

"Ning Xi, didn't you say you wanted to see Jubai?" Song Yize said flatly, as if the flirting just now was just an illusion on the spur of the moment, and under the light and shadow, everything returned to its original state.

When Ning Xi heard Song Yize say this, he immediately understood that he was trying to excuse himself: "Yes, yes."

He turned around and said to Yu Jingyue apologetically, "I'm sorry, we agreed to go to see Jubai, how about we meet again next time?"

Yu Jingyue: "Orange and white?"

"A cat we adopted." Song Yize said.

"Yeah." Yu Jingyue half covered her mouth, "Yize, do you have a cat?"

Song Yize was silent for a moment, then gave a soft "hmm".

"Have you raised a cat? That's great." Yu Jingyue's eyes became more gentle, she looked at Song Yize with a gratified smile, and became more gentle in the light that diffused in from the outside world.

"I've made progress, Yi Ze."

Song Yize didn't say much, but turned his head to look at Ning Xi who was at the side.

The young man sat in the light, his light-colored pupils were clear and soft, covering the shadows in his pupils, outlining a layer of warmth that was rarely seen before.

Ning Xi just looked into his eyes like this, and the moment he looked over like this, it seemed that light fell into his eyes, as if he was different.

"Then go quickly." Yu Jingyue urged, "Ju Bai will also be anxious."

Then he couldn't forget to add: "Xiao Ning, let's make an appointment next time, shall we?"

"Yes." Ning Xi nodded, feeling an indescribable warmth in his heart, "Of course it's no problem."

—

Ning Xi and Song Yize went downstairs, walking side by side under the dappled light and shadow of the sycamore tree.

The light in September has gradually softened, and the weather is not so boring. There will be a little wind after walking, and the leaves will be blown and the clouds will be blown.

Ning Xi frowned, and said to Song Yize next to him, "Why don't you go to eat."

"It's not necessary." Song Yize said, "What you did just now is already very good, there's no need to eat anymore."

Because they did so well, it gave Song Yize the illusion that they were really together.

But if you look carefully, the two of them are just lying to each other in a panic. When they are too beautiful, they are easy to expect extravagance and feel uncomfortable.

Ning Xi: "Well...well, what did you mean when you raised your phone at that time?"

"Huh?" Song Yize turned to look at him, "Did I raise my phone?"

"..."

"..."

"You're lying to me!"

"What did I lie to you about?"

Ning Xi covered his head with a headache.

That's right, no one said that the video was recorded on the phone, has he really been in a daze recently? Why did Song Yize threaten him for no reason?

but……

"Uncles and aunts are very nice." Ning Xi let go of his hands and said calmly, "They are very gentle and kind, and they treat me really well."

Song Yize looked at him indifferently.

"But it's just a feeling that they shouldn't be so kind to me." Ning Xi said, "A person like me who appeared out of nowhere, why can I accept the kindness of such a gentle person."

"Maybe it's because I've longed for this kind of environment for too long. After feeling it for a while, I'm afraid that I'll get stuck in it. I'm afraid that I won't be able to climb out after a long time, and then I will start to feel lonely again."

Song Yize listened quietly.

This was the first time that Ning Xi talked to him about these things when he was sober.

Song Yize didn't know Ning Xi, he didn't know his family, he didn't know his previous stories, he didn't know what he went through, he had to cry and beg over and over again to live.

Of course he didn't dare to ask, every question was a scar.

It hurts to touch, it hurts to remember, and even if it gets better, it will leave a mark, always reminding you not to take it lightly.

People's sorrows and joys are not interlinked.

But if Ning Xi is willing to confide, Song Yize is willing to be the lead.

"Ningxi." Song Yize said slowly, "Do you know why my mother was so surprised when she found out that I raised oranges and whites?"

Ning Xi didn't expect Song Yize to mention this suddenly: "Why?"

"Because." Song Yize said in a gentle voice, "My sister left first when I was very young."

Ning Xi was taken aback, and just as he was about to apologize, Song Yize stretched out his hand and gestured along the alleyway of the plane trees on both sides: "She used to pick me up along this road every day after school."

"The tree-lined alley is very long, and it feels like it can slow down time. She will sing me some new songs she learned in school, bring me delicious food, and take me to sneak away to far away places to play."

"But one day, she didn't come to pick me up."

"I stood alone at the gate of the school for a long time. When it was dark and everyone had left, she still didn't come."

"I was very angry that day and ran home by myself. But I still didn't find her shadow."

"I saw her again at the funeral."

"Cancer can't be cured."

"At that time, I was really sad and blamed myself. I thought that if I knew it earlier, I wouldn't drag her to play, wouldn't let her pick it up every day, wouldn't let her keep going They didn't even say goodbye to me when they left."

"So I don't want to build relationships, I don't want to keep animals and I don't want to have contact with others, and I don't want to fall in love. I just keep reading anyway."

until I met you.

"I tried to think about—"

"She didn't tell me, it must be because she loves me very much."

Listening to Song Yize's words, Ning Xi had thousands of feelings in his heart. The emotions couldn't be explained clearly, but they were all entangled and entangled all over his body.

He wanted to say words of comfort, but he didn't know how to comfort him.

After struggling for a long time, only one question was asked: "May I know your sister's name?"

"Song Zhimiao." Song Yize looked at Ning Xi and smiled softly, "Lush and lush."

Song Zhimiao...

Ning Xi suddenly remembered that when he first added Song Yize to WeChat, the name on his business card was just one word——

"Seedling".

That's what it meant.

"Sure enough." Ning Xi raised his head, taking advantage of the light in his eyes, and smiled at the young man beside him, "Your family is very gentle."

Time seems to pass very slowly on this road, and the green leaves of the plane trees are swaying, mixed with a few more birdsong.

For some reason, the two walked to the pet shop.

Seeing the two people coming, Jubai immediately got up and stretched, scratched his paws, and then stretched out his front feet to reach the two people's hands.

"Yo Jubai, you're very energetic!" Ning Xi bent down, opened the cage and hugged Jubai out, "You're doing well, I gained a little weight, not bad."

Ju Bai let out a "meow", curled up in Ning Xi's arms, and let him be ashamed.

It feels completely different from before.

Jubai no longer shivered timidly, barking non-stop when looking at him, and no longer shrunk in the pitiful appearance in the rain, not daring to see its dead mother.

The sun is shining brightly.

It's been so long.

I feel like I can, and I should, work hard to come out.

The author says:

The family affairs of Ning Xi and Song Yize are almost finished. The first few chapters explain why Ning Xi has always wanted to "live", and then there will be a chapter on reconciliation with himself, and then there will be the scene of Song Yize chasing his wife~

But the real heroine is about to appear