evening tide

After drinking coffee, it was less than five o'clock, and Chao Xin saw that he was fine, so he was about to leave.

Xiang Wan sent her to the side of the road and stood on the shoulder of the road, watching her open the trunk and change her shoes habitually.

After changing her shoes, Chao Xin was a little shorter than Xiang Wan who was standing on a high place. She leaned against the side of the car and said to Xiang Wan, "Let's go, call me if you need anything."

Xiang Wan didn't say goodbye obediently, but looked at her.

Her long, smooth hair was as black as ink, lining her face like brocade. It might be because of a tiring day. She looked a little tired, so that she couldn't hide the little bit of unhappiness in her eyes well.

Chao Xin realized in her quiet facial features that Xiang Wan's Wan is Wan's Wan.

So she thought about it, and softly asked Xiang Wan in front of her, "Go to the back seat?"

Very suggestive three words, as if to say that we can share a candy.

Xiang Wan tucked the corner of his mouth, walked over, and opened the door of the back seat.

Chao Xin also followed in, and the two sat opposite each other, like in the garage, Chao Xin held her face with one hand, wanting to kiss her.

But she stopped suddenly. It was very bright daytime, and through the front windshield and side windows, she could clearly see some parents holding leaflets and fanning the wind.

Chao Xin smiled helplessly and left Xiang Wan.

I can't keep kissing anymore, it's too easy to think of my previous roommate, hesitant about whether I am the "sister" or "mother" who accompanied me to school.

She swallowed her throat and said, "Forget it."

Forget it... what do you mean?Xiang Wan's chest seemed to have been stabbed, and so did his eyes.

"I'm not used to being here." Chao Xin explained, "You go to the dormitory to rest first, wait for them to come over, and have a good meal."

Touched Xiang Wan's face, then opened the door and got out of the car.Holding on to the frame of the car, he waited for the steering wheel.

Xiang Wan regained consciousness in a daze, sat in the car and looked up at her, and got out of the car after two or three seconds of silence.

She rarely felt this unwelcome feeling, although it was only a small gesture, but it meant to drive away, especially Chao Xin did it.

However, she thought about it carefully, and she and Chao Xin were just friends, whether she was warm or indifferent, it was normal and right.

So she still stood on the shoulder of the road, watched Chao Xin sit back in the driver's seat, pressed down the window and told her, "Go back."

After a pause, he added, "Take care of yourself."

It's a very common order, but it seems that it means that we won't see each other for a short time.

Xiang Wan was very disappointed, and this time he was really disappointed. He nodded and said goodbye to her, then turned and walked to the campus alone.

The car started and slowly slid past the school gate. Chao Xin lost half of his eyes, glanced at Xiang Wan's back for two seconds, and felt unbearable.

The kitten, who was once so well behaved in the arms, seemed abandoned and didn't even get a comforting kiss.

With a distance of two streets, driving is nothing more than starting and slowing down, but Chao Xin thought a lot about it.

The relationship between her and Xiang Wan is too weak, apart from having sex, and the short-term cooperative relationship that has almost ended, there is nothing else.

They didn't even talk earnestly about each other's past.

And the most vulnerable item in the relationship is called position.Even Chao Xin had a hard time convincing himself that in what capacity did he accompany Xiang Wan to school.

Once the two waved their hands like today and parted ways, it is likely that some secret joys will be left behind.

Chao Xin locked the car, went upstairs, opened the door, and Papai was still watching "Poverty Little Sisters" at home.

Seeing her, he ran over with bare feet, looked at her bag, and apologized carefully: "I used the microwave to heat up rice at noon, and I accidentally broke a bowl. I was afraid that I would get hurt and you were worried, so I didn't clean it up. "

The words are wonderful, I am afraid that Chao Xin will be worried.

Chao Xin smiled.

Papai raised her small face, blinked at her, looked left and right, and said, "If you are unhappy, you can scold me and stare at me. I will fix it now."

"It doesn't matter if you're vicious."

Chao Xin looked at her for two or three seconds, then squatted down, hugged her thin and fragile waist, and took a deep breath as if gathering strength.

Stand up again and say: "Let me come, you go watch TV."

Papai followed her around, temporarily abandoning "The Poor Little Sisters".

It was exactly the same day as before, living together with the chattering cards.It's comfortable and feels safe.

At 05:30, the campus of Jiangda University was still scorching hot.

Yu Zhou and the others parked the car outside the campus, went in for a little stroll, looked at Xiang Wan's dormitory, and saw that it was already too hot, so instead of going to the cafeteria, they drove to a Japanese grocery store near Chao Xin's house .

"Mr. Chao is really not coming? Do you want to call again and ask?" After ordering the dishes, Yu Zhou put his hands on his face and asked Xiang Wan in the opposite booth.

Very convenient, so close.

Xiang Wan shook his head: "She has a job."

He didn't speak after that.

The meal was quite quiet, maybe a little wilted after being baked by the sun for a while, Su Chang and Peng Houzhi occasionally talked about the recording, and Yu Zhou started to gossip on Weibo with his mobile phone while eating.

"Your drama has been announced, aren't you going to forward the business?" She flicked her phone and asked Xiang Wan.

Xiang Wan didn't answer.

"Hold on?"

"Huh?" Came back to his senses, stretched out his chopsticks to pick up a piece of salmon sashimi.

"There's something wrong with her." Peng Houzhi and Yu Zhou looked at each other and came to a conclusion.

"What's the matter? Are you not happy at school?" Yu Zhou was persuasive.

"Have you had a fight?" Peng Houzhi said bluntly, "Then who didn't come, and who is absent-minded."

Xiang Wan took a bite of the rich fish meat, the fat and fragrance overflowed.

"True or not?" Yu Zhou twitched his nose, it was hard to imagine the two of them arguing.

"I'm just thinking." Xiang Wan said slowly.

"What are you thinking? Let's talk about it." Yu Zhou put down his chopsticks, held Su Chang's left hand under the table, and turned the plain ring on her finger.

"I had a relationship with Teacher Chao." Xiang Wan went straight to the point.

Ah, I guessed it though.But guessing is one thing, it's another thing for Xiang Wan to be so direct.

Yu Zhou blushed a little for her, no, it should be for the senior Teacher Chao.Peng Yuzhi took over the conversation: "I saw it that day, and I wanted to wait for your school to start before interrogating you."

Fishing cabbage into the sukiyaki pot, my eyelids stretched.

"How did it progress so fast? Then you two are together?" Yu Zhou continued to play with the ring on Su Chang's hand.

It's not like, if they are together, Xiang Wan's words should not be "had a relationship".

"It can't be drunk or something..."

"Very clear, it was after discussion between the two parties," Xiang Wan said, "It's just that we don't know enough, and we haven't decided to be together."

"Damn... you're so trendy." Yu Zhou sighed, an ancient man who came here to play 419.

Her living modern people have never been so wild.

"But I see that you look so distraught, it's probably because you've been distracted." Peng Houzhi understands this kind of thing very well, if it's really some kind of physical relationship, it would be great, and the little girl won't be unable to eat now.

Xiang Wan didn't speak.

"By the way, which of you two will go up and who will go down?" Peng Yanzhi added.

"Is it important?" Xiang Wan asked indifferently.

"If she does it, it's pretty beastly, I can't imagine it." That's Chao Xin...

"Birds?"

"After all, one of you is 33, and the other is 20. She doesn't know that you are passing through, so she's going to attack a girl who is more than ten years younger, right?" Peng Yuzhi curled his lips.

Is there still such a saying... Xiang Wan never thought about it, after all, she was eighteen years old and hadn't been engaged yet, so she was considered older in Li Chao.

"Then Wanwan, what are you thinking now?" Yu Zhou didn't want to ask too much about these too private things, so he changed the subject.

"She's a little bit hot and cold." Xiang Wan said thoughtfully.

Yu Zhou glanced at Su Chang, thinking something was wrong, she knew this feeling too well, if she started to figure out the other party's attitude, and felt that the other party was unpredictable and indifferent, then she must be worried.

"I won't meet a scumbag." Peng Houzhi fanned the flames.

Although Mr. Chao's professional ability is very strong, and he looks good, but emotionally, it's really hard to tell.People's emotional outlook, usually cannot be inferred from the status of colleagues or friends. She has seen a lot of emotionally irresponsible people who are reliable in work, and she is completely uncertain.

"Scum?"

"It's just playing with your feelings."

Xiang Wan frowned and shook his head: "Ms. Chao is not like that, she is just more cautious."

She remembered what she said in the car.

"Careful still sleeping with you?" Peng Houzhi disagreed.

Su Chang handed her a glass of Calpis and motioned her to keep her mouth shut.

"I don't think it's scum," Yu Zhou analyzed, "I feel that she likes you quite a bit after coming out these few times, and from what you said, she is also very good to you."

"She doesn't have any other men or women, does she?"

"Probably not," Xiang Wan said, "her daily life is very simple." She doesn't even have any friends.

"That may mean that I like you a little bit, but it's not suitable at the moment."

"The key is what do you think, do you like her? Let's straighten out our side first." Yu Zhou earnestly said.

Xiang Wan thought carefully about those invisible throbbing, dependence, and the naked loneliness just now, and felt that he liked it a little.

"A little bit," she said, "only, I'm not sure, a habit of living with her for a while, or an addiction to first-time sex."

She is very careful and frank, and has nothing to hide from these few people.

"Do you need to distinguish?" Su Chang suddenly said.

Xiang Wan looked at her.

"Do you feel this way about others?" Su Chang paused, "Currently."

nothing now."

Only Chao Xin.

Su Chang said softly: "Like is originally a state of mind that wants to keep getting closer, and I understand very well that there is only one object of this kind of emotion. I think there is no need to analyze what is in it."

Xiang Wan lowered his eyes: "Someone told me before that we need to distinguish."

To distinguish whether it is a baby bird complex or imprinting behavior, the rest of the factors must be stripped clean before we can talk about liking.

"Who said that?"

"Your girlfriend."