evening tide

"Better than being with me"...

Xiang Wan thought about the meaning of this sentence for a few minutes, but she was not the one buried in her heart, so she asked directly: "Are you unhappy?"

Chao Xin smiled: "No."

"I just feel..." She sighed, "Am I difficult to get along with?"

She doesn't know how to joke, and she can't show closeness. The only person who tries to get close is Xiang Wan, because she seems to be just like herself, reckless.

Reckless, she liked the word.

"It's not difficult to get along with. Getting along with you is more comfortable than me and most people."

Because Chao Xin is very tolerant, her sense of experience makes the lower limit of what she can bear is very low, it seems that as long as you enter her encirclement, you can do anything.

"Then why didn't you talk to me this morning?"

Not even at mealtime.

"I'm shy." Xiang Wan said.

Chao Xin laughed with a "puchi" and squeezed his brows with a smile: "Are you going to be shy?"

I didn't see it yesterday, and it was a bit of a backlash.

Xiang Wan pursed her lips and whispered softly: "When I look at you, I always think of you without clothes on. I probably haven't adjusted well yet."

The moving car paused and drifted for two or three seconds before returning to normal speed. Fortunately, the expressway was considered empty at the moment.

Chao Xin was a little embarrassed: "You can't drive while driving."

"Ok?"

"You can't say this while driving." Chao Xin rephrased.

"Oh." Xiang Wan nodded.

After looking at the shadows of trees flying past outside the window for a while, she asked Chao Xin again: "What are we?"

"Do they count together?"

Chao Xin shook his head: "It doesn't count."

Xiang Wan stopped talking.

Chao Xin stroked the steering wheel and said to her patiently: "Listen to me, I'm not irresponsible, or I don't like you. It's just that I don't think sex can be used as a catalyst for a relationship, or... the beginning ? You didn’t think about it before you did it with me, and it’s unlikely that you’ll think about it after doing it once, so don’t worry.”

"I really like being with you, and maybe you think I'm pretty good, but it's not that simple to determine the relationship."

"It may require the other party to plan themselves into their future life, but I don't think you or I are ready for this."

Chao Xin paused, and then said: "You will start school soon, and you will face a completely different environment. Perhaps, you will have more choices."

She said it very tactfully, but Xiang Wan was sensitive to realize that Chao Xin was a little unconfident, as if he didn't think that Xiang Wan would choose her after getting in touch with more people of the same age.

"I can accompany you to do some things you like, but if you want to start a relationship, think again and be more cautious."

Chao Xin said.

Xiang Wan stared at her, thinking: "Why do you keep saying, let me think again, what about you? What are your thoughts?"

"I……"

"Will you agree to me if I make up my mind?" Xiang Wan was curious.

"Then I didn't say that." Chao Xin smiled and shook his head.

"So, what are your concerns? Tell me exactly. Let me see if it's reasonable or not." Xiang Wan sat sideways and blinked.

Chao Xin was silent for a while.

Xiang Wan looked at her quite casually, and remembered how she was eating oranges in the morning without paying attention.

"Do you know? With our attitude, you will be immersed in a pig cage." Xiang Wan has never seen it before, but only vaguely heard it from the woman.

Chao Xin raised his eyebrows to look at her.

"At least kneel in the ancestral hall for three days and three nights."

Xiang Wan was losing his temper, and Chao Xin laughed again: "So when I invited you yesterday, when you were wandering around on the bed, did you ever think about kneeling for a few days?"

Xiang Wan put his face in his hands and ignored her.

Why lose your temper?Chao Xin didn't quite understand, but she clearly explained it clearly yesterday, and she also acted very freely when kissing, so I had the idea of ​​trying again with her.

"I don't know, sometimes I'm willful and sometimes pedantic." Xiang Wan continued to hold his face.

"I see."

"Yesterday I didn't think it was wrong, but now that you put on your clothes, it's hard for me to deal with myself."

"Can you stop talking about putting on and taking off your clothes?" Chao Xin was helpless.

"Feel sorry."

"I've never had much experience with this kind of thing," she concluded.

"You don't need to be very experienced."

"Where did you say that?"

"I suggest," Chao Xin cleared his throat, "I suggest, just being with me is enough."

Xiang crossed his arms, thinking about the logic of her words.It is necessary to get along with each other casually, but also to be consistent.

"Uh, it's not a request, it's because this kind of thing is actually quite messy, and at least both of us are healthy." Chao Xin said, his ears turned red.

"And you probably haven't had the HPV vaccine, and you can't use that, it's very dangerous." Chao Xin said quite reasonable.

"Then what about kissing?" Xiang Wan asked.

"Hmm...the infection level of Helicobacter pylori is very high now, did you know that? It is also spread through kissing, which will increase the risk of gastric cancer. I don't have it." Chao Xin said.

"So, it's the safest with you." Xiang Wan frowned.

"Ah."

"Then what if I ask the other party to issue a physical examination report?"

"Are you sure you won't fake it?"

"What if I accompany her to the medical examination?"

"Then, I'll take a look at the medical report for you. I'm afraid you don't understand."

Chao Xin thought about it, and felt a little swollen.You come and go, Xiang Wan's heart feels a little swollen.

So she stopped talking and just called out: "Teacher Chao."

"how?"

"At noon porridge porridge they invite me to dinner, you go?"

"Have you invited me?"

"No. Is Teacher Chao going?"

"Then invite me."

"Why should I invite you?"

"You said that, didn't you want me to accompany you?" Did she get it wrong?

"I just respect you, respect you."

Chao Xin didn't know what to think of, put his elbow on the car door, and smiled leisurely.

"What?" Xiang Wan looked at her.

"Actually you don't want me to go, but you want me to drive you, so be polite, okay?"

It's different after sleeping, because with a secret that no third person knows, Chao Xin feels that he has learned to be a little blatant.

"Where did I think about this?" Xiang Wan was surprised.

"Because I just remembered that it was 'Congee Congee' who asked you out."

"so what?"

"You don't like Yu Zhou?" Xiang Wan was puzzled, Yu Zhou's personality was easy-going and easy to get along with, almost everyone he knew didn't like her.

"No. The author is very big, and I also... respect it."

"If you respect it, then go, I invite you." Xiang Wan sat up straight and spoke to Yu Zhou, "Congee Congee, I'll bring Teacher Chao here, is it convenient?"

Yu Zhou also replied, and smiled first: "Don't tell me that she is next to you now, and then you ask me in front of her."

"How do you know?"

"Don't tell me, you released my voice to her."

"Indeed."

"Then why don't you ask me! What time do you arrive?"

Xiang Wan glanced at Chao Xin, and Chao Xin signaled her to look at the navigation.

"There are still four or 10 minutes to arrive in Jiangcheng. You send me the address, and we will go directly there."

After waiting for a minute or two, he glanced at his phone and said to Chao Xin, "Xianniu Chaoshan Beef Hot Pot on North Tiyu Road, thank you."

Taking her as a coachman again, Chao Xin took a look at her and changed his destination.