evening tide

Xiang Wan burned for three full days.

At one point, he had a fever of 40 degrees, and his breathing became difficult, so the hospital put him on a ventilator.

Yu Zhou heard that bacterial infection would cause body temperature to rise and fall, but it always had to drop a little bit, but he had never seen Xiang Wan like this, his body temperature kept climbing slowly, as if he was testing the limits of her body.

Chao Xin didn't dare to sleep, and would just sit in front of the hospital bed for a while, but Yu Zhou couldn't stand it anymore, so he and Pa Pai Su Chang came to pick her up and let her go back to rest for an afternoon.Chao Xin put away today's checklist and asked Su Chang, "What did the program team say?"

"I've talked to them, and Teacher Ji will do another round on your behalf, and ask me to withdraw from the competition."

She couldn't continue to compete like this.

"But the program team said that since Tingchao and SC were both affected, the PD went to other studios to discuss whether they can stop recording for one episode, and then record again when all the members return to the team next week. After all, it was recorded in advance. The program will not be interrupted."

"What the producer means is that he still hopes to coordinate as much as possible so that the original crew can participate until the end."

After all, Chao Xin was absent first, and if Xiang Wan withdrew due to illness, the impact on the entire program would not be insignificant, and public opinion would also cause predictable waves.

But Su Chang said that next week, in fact, she and Chao Xin are not sure that Xiang Wan will wake up next week.

In the evening, the doctor made the usual ward rounds. The chief physician came back, wearing a white coat, and came with several doctors. He looked at Xiang Wan's condition, and the attending doctor reported Xiang Wan's temperature and indicators today, and then said: "CT scans , A full-body examination has also been done, and tumor marker tests have also been checked, and no other lesions have been found so far, but they just can't retreat."

"I was able to eat on my own two days ago. The nurse said that I ate 150ml of liquid food and about 100ml of water the day before yesterday. I didn't eat any more at night, and I have been replenishing fluids. But if I don't resume eating, just fluids will not work."

In front of her family members, she didn't say too much, but everyone knew that Xiang Wan's condition was too abnormal. It stands to reason that if it was a common bacterial infection, the temperature would have been lowered after taking these medicines. Retirement, the body temperature is getting higher and higher, basically it will not be a single fever, there may be other lesions.

But she didn't.

There are no substantial lesions in her body yet, but if she continues to burn like this, her life will be in danger, and even if she is rescued, it may cause irreversible brain damage.

Especially since she couldn't eat or drink, the exhaustion of her bodily functions would happen sooner or later.

It was very troublesome. They encountered a patient whose medicine stone was ineffective, and her resistance was extremely weak, and all the indicators of her body dropped again and again, as if these injections could only delay it a little.

"Are you cramping?" the chief physician asked.

"Yes, I smoked once at 9:10 this morning, and it lasted for 2 minutes and 30 seconds. After I stopped, I pressed it for her." Chao Xin said.

"Go to the intensive care unit and prepare for a lumbar puncture."

Chao Xin turned pale, looked at the doctor, and asked softly, "ICU, can I accompany you?"

How come it's time to go to the ICU?She was too dazed to react at all.

"Family members can't accompany them, don't worry, our medical staff are very experienced."

Chao Xin paused, then said after a while, "She will be scared."

The doctor in charge comforted her: "She is unconscious now, and she will not be afraid, and the intensive care unit is also a ward, so there is nothing to be afraid of."

Chao Xin lowered his head, looked at Xiang Wan whose hands were swollen from beating, and remained silent.

Of course, others don't think that an adult in his 20s has anything to fear, but Xiang Wan is different. She has never been to a hospital, and she has never seen these cold equipment and instruments. If no one stays by her side, wait When she wakes up and hears Didi's monitoring, and sees the tubes and needles on her body, she must be very scared.

"Aside from the regulations, her condition is originally a bacterial infection. The exact cause has not been found out yet. It is easy for the escort to get a second infection. I suggest not even visiting, but if you are not at ease, every day at three o'clock in the afternoon After that, you can visit for half an hour." The doctor said.

What should I do, Xiang Wan and Chao Xin held her hand, she was helpless.

After a while, the doctor heard the sound of tears splashing on the hospital bed. The seemingly calm woman moved her shoulders, lowered her head and said, "Okay."

Chao Xin is very scared, afraid that if Xiang Wan wakes up alone and goes to a strange environment, thinking that the world has abandoned her again, she will be sad and don't want this world anymore.

Her voice was trembling, with an uncontrollable cry, she sniffed her nose hard after she finished speaking, and held Xiang Wan's hand without looking back.

The chief physician sighed: "At that time, you pack up and pay the fee. I will let them line up now and try not to delay it."

The door was gently closed, and Chao Xin's sobs gradually became clearer.

She firmly grasped Xiang Wan's hand that did not receive the infusion, and covered her eyes with the other hand, crying helplessly.

why?Why did I ask Xiang Wan to find her?Knowing that the environment there was dirty, knowing that Xiang Wan was in poor health and hadn't been vaccinated, he took Xiang Wan to the countryside and let her stay in that hotel for one night.

She didn't dare to sleep that night, so Xiang Wan chatted with her, but she didn't really care that Xiang Wan was coughing, and even Xiang Wan had a fever in the car, so she thought she was resting.

There had never been so many tears, as if they were not flowing cleanly, and they rushed out. Chao Xin cried until his lips trembled, trying to swallow the bitter sobs one by one, the sobs leaked from the squeezed throat, and finally no Can't control it.

Self-blame and guilt were finally released completely.

When Chao Xin collapsed, she knew that whether she liked or hoped for what she used to like, even if she really wanted to, she didn't want to say it. She knew that fate was not good for her at all. Will forget her, and then she will be able to taste a little sweetness like a forbidden fruit.

But as long as she announces it and reminds Destiny that there is another person named Chao Xin here, it will come over with iron chains like black and white impermanence, and firmly hold her hope back to the eighteenth floor of hell.

However, even if she was a little bit smug when looking forward to the future with Xiang Wan that day, can fate's revenge not be so fast?

Can you not be so fast?

Chao Xin recalled the last phone call between Chao Wang and her. Chao Wang had suffered from heart failure, but he still told her patiently: "Sister, slow down, don't worry, I'll wait for you to come back."

When she received the news of his father's death, even if she really hated him, for several nights, she still couldn't help smoking in the corridor, thinking how it would feel for him to have a stroke and freeze to death outside.

That year she received a call from her mother, crying and saying Chao Pan, you are so cruel, your grandchildren won’t let you say a word, I won’t live long, I’ve found my grave, remember when I die Bury me with your father, we are two old companions, anyway, we don't expect you to come back to burn incense.

When Paipai first arrived in Jiangcheng, she suffered from encephalitis. At that time, Chao Xin didn't understand the hospital admission process. The nurse told her to wait, so she sat in the corridor of the hospital holding Papai for four hours. Dare to move.

Chao Xin never cried, and she never cried every time.

But at this moment, Chao Xin burst into tears, covering his face with his hands in despair: "Xiang Wan."

I beg you.

Don't be afraid, just keep going.

This world is very bad, but please persevere for me.

Xiang Wan is the little angel in many people's hearts. If it is true, Chao Xin is very greedy and wants her to rescue his crumbling self again.