I received a bounce from a non-existent player

I walked side by side with him.It was quiet outside the morgue.The floor is covered with the light blue plastic commonly used in hospitals, and the shadows of overhead lights are reflected at intervals.

My arm tightened—Jiang Heng suddenly grabbed me.

I look back at him.His face was not very good-looking, with helplessness and worry intertwined: "What's wrong with you? You haven't told me what happened just now."

I don't know what to say to him.

What is he worried about?worry about me?Still worried that I... might know something?

I dare not tell him that I saw Liu Feng inside, and Liu Feng said those things to me again.At least I'm not ready to say this to him yet.So I just shook my head: "I'm fine."

"Are you all right?" He frowned, obviously not convinced, "The soul is gone, and I didn't respond to calling you so many times."

I choked, then pursed my lips.

It’s okay if I don’t see him, but once I saw his appearance, Liu Feng’s words spread in my heart like a crazy ivy, forcibly squeezing all the walls until my head was bleeding, and it crashed into me. An idea I've been reluctant to face.

Jiang Heng is very good, I have always been very clear.He looks good, has a high degree of education, and a rich family background, so why is he being pursued and admired by others? Why bother to save someone who was just met on the Internet, whose conditions are not as good as his, and who was also proposed to break up with him before?I didn't deserve him before, and I don't deserve his life even more now.

【Why did he come back? ] Liu Feng's words began to linger.

for me?

...or...to use me?

I looked at Jiang Heng, and it was the first time I realized that I was so far away from him.

Even if I don't want to admit it, the doctor is right in one sentence - as an online relationship, I don't know him at all.

"You're in a daze again." He took me by the hand and sighed.

I finally made up my mind, my eyelids trembled slightly, and I raised my head to look at him.

"Do you like me?" I asked.

He froze for a moment.

I didn't expect that I would ask this question under such circumstances and for such reasons.If I saw his reaction like this usually, I would definitely give him a step down, but I couldn't tolerate him talking about him like before, but stared at him closely, and asked again: "Do you like me? ?" I didn't even notice that when I said this sentence, my eyes were already red and unseemly.

This question is better than "Are you a bad person?"

He still didn't answer, but his eyes averted.

I knew it the moment I saw his eyes clearly, I heard myself forced a smile, and took another step back.

He took a shallow breath: "...It's not too late, I've already told you that I came back only because of this..."

As soon as I heard him call me that, tears welled up, my eyes were blurred, and I couldn't see his expression clearly.

Seeing me crying, he seemed a little overwhelmed, but in the end he just stood there without moving.

"It's okay." I took a deep breath and turned my head to look away, "It's okay."

I don't even know why I'm crying.Suffering because he doesn't like me?

Or is it because I finally realized that he doesn't like me, so I came back this time only for a purpose other than saving me?Realizing that the leader of all this may be the person in front of me who is still helping me with a smile, and who I also wholeheartedly like?

I shouldn't have asked.

If I don't ask clearly, I can still deceive myself and others, but once I ask clearly, the two hearts are honest with each other, looking forward to a piece of softness, but I didn't expect that both sides are so ugly.

I still have a voice in my head that keeps telling me that he won't use me, he won't use me for anything, but I'm obviously not that good at deceiving myself.

Did he kill the conductor?

……Maybe.

—

My illness is not serious, and I don't want to stay in the hospital anymore, so Jiang Heng went to handle the discharge procedures for me tomorrow.

I lay in bed, feeling like a mess.

I don't know how to face him, or how to face the remaining five books including Liu Feng.

Is what I've done so far correct?Instead of being used by Jiang Heng?

All the methods - the idea of ​​resurrecting the dead, how to reincarnate the sacrificed souls, were all told by Jiang Heng.Even if a strange Daoist with the ID [Human Bitter Cold Tree] confirmed with me before, it is still hard to guarantee that his words are credible, and it is not Jiang Heng playing the trumpet, or singing the double reed with Jiang Heng and his group.

I froze for a moment at the thought, then laughed.

I used to keep saying that I believe him, I believe him, but now I doubt it, but I doubt it so freely.

I put the pillow over my face.

The door was gently pulled open.I heard a person slowly approaching me, leaning over with one hand propped beside me, trying to lift the pillow with the other.

I didn't really want to see him, so I pressed the pillow tightly and turned on my side.

"Don't cover it like this, it's not good for breathing." Jiang Heng held the corner of the pillow with his hand, and said nicely.

I didn't answer.

After a moment of silence, he let go of his hand.

After a while, I didn't hear him. I thought he had left and put down the pillow, but when I turned around, I saw him sitting on the edge of the bed.

I choked in horror.

Jiang Heng frowned slightly, but seeing how frightened I was, he still let out a helpless laugh.

I thought he would ask me what happened, but he just stared at me and said, "It's not too late, there is something I've always wanted to tell you." After that, he stretched out his hand to me.

I thought he was going to flop with me, and I didn't know how to deal with his hand. I subconsciously wanted to avoid him, but my eyes watched the hand approach, but my body didn't move at all.When I was at a loss, I felt that Jiang Heng just put his palm on my forehead, then leaned over and put his forehead on the back of his hand.

"Whether I'm your lover or not... I will always help you."

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