I received a bounce from a non-existent player

Jiang Heng's face turned red when he saw Taoist Pojun on the screen blowing up a long-term love for him on the spot.

It's so strange——in the face of all kinds of heterosexual relationships that emerge in reality, he can be so calm that he doesn't blink his eyes, but seeing a bunch of data flashing on the screen, he is a little...

hot, understand?It is hot.

The passerby roommate Chen Yu was amused at the sight, glanced at the screen twice, stared at Jiang Heng for a while, and finally bumped him with an elbow with a smile: "Why, are you blushing?"

Jiang Heng coughed unnaturally, and covered his mouth with his hand: "I didn't."

"Like your relationship?"

"No……"

"Run now?"

Jiang Heng gritted his teeth and cursed: "I don't have any!"

"Okay, okay, no, no." Chen Yu laughed until his cheeks were sore, and he thought that no matter how unreasonable a person looked at him, he should know it, so he didn't tease him anymore, and sat aside with water .

After he had walked far enough, Jiang Heng propped his forehead back to the computer desk, looked at the two small characters side by side on the screen, closed his eyes and smiled.

During this period of time, he has worked so hard on insinuating things—he almost changed his ID to the four characters "I want to see you". She would honestly choose one of the following responses when someone else gave an example:

Wow, that's really nice; magnificent?He is a ball, free and easy; I know he is a scumbag in this plot; I am crying, what kind of fairy love is this.

But he never said the words he wanted to hear.

Cute is cute, and it's really annoying.

Of course, he didn't know that the other party was so reserved because he was worried about being sentimental, and he only used his business student's way to carefully consider it.

In the second semester of his junior year, he heard her complain briefly about the speech contest, and he thought about the English speech contest his school was also organizing.When he caught a glimpse of her game interface in the library, he once wondered if he was hallucinating.

If there is a god in this world, he feels that the god has manifested at this moment.

After a while, it seemed that he had stayed there for a long time, and the girl turned her head blankly.

Maybe it was because the light was soft and just right, he felt his heart skip a beat, but his face remained unshakable, and he asked lightly, "Is this the game you play?"

After all, in front of girls... especially girls you like, it's always right to behave calmly.

"Uh... yes." She answered in a low voice.Fortunately, I didn't say it was the generation|shang.

He didn't expect that Langya would be the classmate he met in the corridor that day. It seemed that his name was Qi Buwan or something. He also happened to meet him for the second time in the library, so he couldn't help teasing her, but ended up listening to her talking. , Seeing her dazed look, he smiled while feeling, it's over, this time he's completely screwed.

So much so that when he left after the conversation, the tips of his ears were all red.

"I saw it," Chen Yu, who went to fetch water with him after walking away, danced and said, "Is she the love in your game?"

"Just say one more thing...you can work hard for the next class demonstration." Jiang Heng didn't turn his head, and didn't know what expression was on his face.

This sentence successfully shut up the latter who was chirping and quacking.

But God always fails.The more you want to have it, the harder it is to have it.

Jiang Heng is like this.

He was serious about not being too late, and no one couldn't see it.Before sending her the message to come to the practice room, he made all the plans.How to express her love is ready; if things come true, she is ready to hug her; in case she is rejected, the Circus' words are also planned.

The only thing he didn't count was that he just sent her to the hospital once, but when she came out of the office, everything was completely different.

"I have kidney failure," he listened to her.

Then a chill surged up, and his whole world sank directly to the bottom of the muddy water.

He couldn't believe the news he heard, he was still struggling, and he still didn't want to accept this sentence. It wasn't until he saw her trembling while pinching the checklist in front of him that he realized that it wasn't him who was struggling the most.

After such a long time, he finally stepped forward to hug her, but it wasn't as he had prepared, and he didn't feel the slightest fulfillment of his wish.The person in her arms was crying so darkly that she naturally didn't notice that the person holding her was also trembling.

He remembered that Qi Buwan asked him with red eyes before leaving on the side of the road: "You told me in the practice room that you have something to say after the game. Does it still count?"

Of course he had something to say.Those words that were deleted one by one before sending out, those that were silently swallowed by him, rehearsed countless times in his heart... He has so many words that he hasn't said to her yet.

What she asked was "does it count now", not "what's the matter", as if she had sensed something and was giving him a final chance to regret.

Hearing her humble tone, his heart ached.

He thought he could handle everything, but...

kidney failure.He wasn't ready for this.

He flinched at last and walked down the steps she had given him.

Seeing her forced smile after hearing his answer, the tight pain in her chest became more and more intense.He almost couldn't help changing his words, but he still didn't.

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Thinking about what happened at night, Jiang Heng turned over a little irritably, and Chen Yu's sleepy voice came from the lower bunk: "Brother, are you rolling noodles..." God knows how many times he turned over since the lights were turned off up.

Hearing the silence on the upper bunk, Chen Yu yawned and said, "We all sympathize with you for being rejected, why do you want to get drunk? We'll talk about it tomorrow, but I still have to sleep..."

"I was not rejected." Jiang Heng grabbed her short hair with one hand, opened her eyes in the darkness, staring at the moon-white ceiling, "I rejected her."

"..." Chen Yu half woke up from sleepiness, and then complained, "Then what are you looking for in the middle of the night?"

"I don't want to reject her."

"..."

"She's sick." Jiang Heng slowly let go of her hair, then put the back of her hand over her eyes, and said softly, "It's a serious illness."

Chen Yu was stunned for a moment, then understood, and didn't ask any further questions.After a while, Jiang Heng breathed in lightly from the upper bunk, and then heard him say: "I really like her."

"Even the blind can see."

"Really." He laughed, "I am now...do I look like a deserter?"

"Let me tell you this. We are all grown-ups. Relationships are not a play, not just for you to like her, isn't it? If you really want to be with her, you have to be with her from beginning to end Accept her, and you have to support her when she is sick. If you can do it, go and explain it to her, if you can't, you should hurry up and get rid of it."

Jiang Heng didn't answer.

After Chen Yu finished talking so much, he yawned lazily again, raised his leg and lightly kicked the bed board of the upper bunk: "Don't think about it in the middle of the night, otherwise there will be no grass in the end of the world. Go to sleep now."

After a while, hearing the snoring on the lower berth gradually, Jiang Heng took out his cell phone from under the pillow.

He knew that tonight was destined to be sleepless.For him it is, and it is even more true for another person.Even if he couldn't do what Chen Yu said, even if they had nothing to do with each other in the future, he didn't want her to bear this first night alone.

"It's not too late to call..."

"Sorry, the user you dialed is powered off."

After holding his mobile phone in silence for a while, he accidentally got out of bed, simply put on a pair of pants, put on a coat, and went out.Chen Yu was half asleep and half awake when he heard a toss again. He covered the quilt and looked back at the door that had just been closed. After sighing with emotion, he fell back into a deep sleep.

In the late night of November and autumn, Jiang Heng sat on the bench beside the small road in front of Qi Buwan's dormitory, dialed her phone from time to time, and waited for a notification tone of "the other party has turned off the phone", then looked up intently. On the third floor.

He also couldn't explain why he came to her dormitory, as if he was worried about what she would think, or as if he had something important to say to her, but he didn't know how he could deal with such a thing. say what.

In the final analysis, he was still unwilling, but at that time, everything seemed powerless.

Nothing happened that night.

The warm sky came one after another after the belly turned white, and students who had morning classes came out of the dormitory building one after another.Jiang Heng pressed his sore temples after not sleeping all night, stood up and left as if defeated.

The night is long, but as long as there is the first ray of light, the sky will be bright soon.