I received a bounce from a non-existent player

It seemed that I had made up my mind. After a long time, I said, "What should I do?"

Hearing my question, he seemed to be slightly taken aback, and then raised the corners of his lips: "I'm not sure either. You are a spirit awakener, so what you should do is up to you."

It means that I want to play at will or try my luck.

I couldn't lift my sore eyes after the tears had dried up, so I looked down at the waves around my ankles that were fainted pink by the twilight.Probably because she cried too much before, her voice is a little hoarse now. "The kidney failure patient who called you to ask...is it Zongge?"

"Ah."

I pursed my lips, not knowing what to say, and finally smiled shyly: "Why didn't he find me?"

He didn't answer this time.

"It's very close, you know..." I looked up at him, suppressing the trembling in my voice, "Very close. Just a little bit."

It might actually be mine.Should be mine.

He looked at me hesitantly.

I looked at his appearance——looking at the him I fabricated from my own impressions, my nose was sour, and most of my eyes became hazy.

"Does it hurt?" I choked up and said three words hoarsely.Compared with the fact that he left, what makes me sadder is the thought that before he left, like the other sacrifices, he was also tortured maliciously by Zong Ge.

"It doesn't hurt." He seemed to know what I was asking him, closed his eyes and smiled, and said softly, "It's like falling asleep."

Although he was smiling, I still felt my heart throbbing and my throat tightened badly. "I'll ask you one last question. I've asked you before, and I'll ask you again."

"Ok?"

"Do you think that as long as I live—" I held back my tears and looked at him, "you will save me?"

He froze for a moment, then smiled helplessly.

Probably because my expression was too ugly, he stretched out his hand and pinched my face: "When I first came back, I thought that if my attitude was a little colder, maybe you would be more decisive when you finally sent me away, but it turned out...it seems The few times I meet you, I will be with you a few times, isn't it." Finally, he sighed, "Of course it's also possible that I'm too attractive."

I gritted my teeth as I spoke, trying to choke back the almost uncontrollable crying in my voice: "If you have problems with your eyes or brain, go to the doctor."

He laughed: "It's so difficult for you to be honest..."

When the words fell, I threw myself into his arms.

He sighed and hugged me: "Don't cry."

"I didn't cry."

"it is good……"

His body, as always, has the soothing, sandalwood-like smell, wrapping me together with the warm body temperature.I closed my sour eyes and tried my best to suppress the choking feeling stuck in my throat.

"I'm not willing to let you go..." His voice came in a low voice, "I'm just a little sleepy."

I shook my head vigorously with tears in my eyes, not knowing what I was trying to stop him.

"It's not too late... It's not the end. We were born on an adventure, and we die on another journey. I'm just going to go on the next one."

"Do you know what I'm thinking..." He seemed to feel the trembling when I sobbed in his arms, and his jaw lightly rubbed against the top of my head, "I'm thinking of a small coracle, the kind of small Small boat, carry me across this sea to another place..."

I choked up, and asked intermittently: "Do you think...you are teasing a child?"

He smiled and pulled me away a little, lowered his body and looked directly at me, and brushed the hair on my forehead slightly with his slender fingers: "You said... When I get there and see my uncle and aunt, I should say What?"

Seeing that I was crying so hard that I couldn't speak, he closed his eyes and pressed my forehead lightly, "For the sake of being so obedient, I will say that you have always been brave and strong at all times, let them Don't worry. But you have to continue to be strong in the future, otherwise I will be lying..."

I trembled and cried and gasped for breath.

"You are now a healthy and normal person, and you can do many things that you wanted to do but didn't dare to do before. I remember that you acted very well when you were in college..."

I gritted my teeth: "Don't worry about it."

"Now there should be no more dirty things coming to you. I put the seal toy on the bedside table. If you are afraid of ghosts when you sleep, you can go find it."

"I'm not afraid..."

"If you miss me..." He paused for a moment, and then smiled a little, "Just think about it, it's good."

"..."

"Just kidding...don't miss me all the time." He sighed and straightened up, taking my hand, "The story is still long, so leave some space in my heart for others."

I raised my head and stared at him with tears in my eyes: "I can leave it to whoever I like."

He smiled lightly.

The setting sun has sunk below the horizon, leaving only the last afterglow.

"Just here."

After Jiang Heng finished speaking, he slowly let go of my hand.In the next second, the cold sea breeze swept into the gap between our fingers.

My hands froze for a moment, then fell to my side.

He took something out of his coat pocket and put it on the four fingers of his left hand.Under the obscure sunset glow, the thing faintly streamed a silver light in the shadow in front of him.

I knew what it was, and was in a trance for a while.The one he gave me I haven't seen since the earthquake.

He saw me staring at the ring, smiled and raised his hand: "Do you want me to say again that I am willing?"

I had a sore nose, and finally pursed my lips and forced a smile: "Save it for... later."

"Okay." He sighed with a smile, "What do you think about it?"

I nodded.I hope it doesn't work.I hope I can't find a way.

He took a light breath, then closed his eyes.

After a while, I made enough preparations, but when the two words came to my throat, they turned into a hard and piercing choke. I gasped and tried a few more times, but every time it reached my lips, it became meaningless. a gasp.

I held back my tears and looked at him, unable to say anything.

It will be like falling asleep.A small boat rides on the top of the waves, across a sea full of floating lilies, and at the end is a city with streets of fine gold...

If that's what he thinks, that's what I believe.

In the end, I bit my lip and wiped away the tears on my face, screaming with all my strength:

"Lifting the coffin—"

The sound of waves surged in my ears for a moment.In the end, I couldn't hold it back, and burst into tears covering my face, knowing that something must have changed in front of me, but I didn't dare to look at it.

What will it be like when he disappears, will I be awakened by this scene over and over again in my dream, will I be unable to escape from this scene...

But I still have so many things I haven't said to him, and I still...

In the end, I still didn't escape, and suddenly raised my tear-filled eyes and shouted at him: "Ah Heng——!"

I thought the scene that caught my eye would make me uncomfortable, but I saw him slowly fade in a soft light.

Like countless fireflies flying away from him, he gradually merged with the disappearing glow behind him.

I stared blankly.All the light refracted through the tears in my eyes became a hazy and gentle halo, dazzling and suffocating.

Like an eternal light.As dazzling as before.

"I know." A voice dispersed in the air.

Then, there was only the vast sea in front of me.