I received a bounce from a non-existent player

I fell asleep for a long time.Vaguely, I heard mechanical and regular beeping sounds, some chaotic and hurried footsteps, noise, wheels...

After a long time, I slowly opened my eyes and moved my arms.I rubbed my hand against something, it was soft.

I am... where?

The pungent smell of disinfectant, the dazzlingly white lights... everything stimulated my nerves.I closed my eyes in pain, turned my head slightly to one side, and slowly opened my eyes after resting for a while. What caught my eyes were many medical instruments parked beside the bed.

Hospital……?

After a long time, I returned to this place again, but this time for a completely different reason.

My head hurts.My whole body hurts.

"Are you awake?"

When I heard the sound, I turned my head to look, but I didn't know what kind of injury was caused by this action, and my back suddenly hurt.I took a deep breath and pressed my head against the pillow.

It was only then that I noticed that I was wearing an oxygen mask. Every time I took a breath, a thin layer of light mist would appear on the translucent mask, and the sound of breathing was extremely heavy.

"Don't move, the injury on your back is a bit serious, and the multiple fractures on your body have just been treated, so you need to rest for a while..."

I gasp.

"There are also some other injuries. Generally speaking, they are not too serious. The possibility of returning to normal is very high. Don't worry."

The person who came looked like a doctor, in a white coat, wearing the same white mask and sanitary cap, and was writing something on a notepad with his head down. "What is your name?"

A few seconds later, seeing that I didn't answer, he turned his eyes away from the notebook and looked at me: "Miss, do you remember your name?"

"... Qi is not late..." I slowly realized that my voice was so hoarse that it was not my own.

"Miss Qi." He wrote something very quickly, put down the pen and paper and smiled at me, "It's all right. A nurse will come to do a simple examination later, you should lie down and rest first."

I stared blankly at him and turned to ask other survivors who woke up, feeling as if I had forgotten something.

What did I forget?

After a while, a little nurse brought a cart full of instruments, put on a stethoscope, and pointed the head at me.I was at a loss as to let her fiddle with it, but when a chill climbed up my lower abdomen, my consciousness suddenly became clearer.

The memory suddenly burst into a jumping spasm, which made my heart ache for a moment.

I turned my sour eyes to look at her, moved my lips, and said in a voice as soft as a gnat:

"Where's Jiang Heng?"

The nurse didn't stop what she was doing, and while moving the listening head back and forth, she asked casually, "Jiang what? Please don't talk..."

I struggled and pressed her hand violently, my voice trembling: "Jiang Heng, my boyfriend, was buried with me——

Where is he? "

……

I don't remember much about what happened afterwards.

Maybe it's because of the tranquilizers, or maybe it's just how people instinctively play down memories that are too mentally unbearable.

what do i remember.I remember that at my insistence, the nurse reluctantly went to the doctor who counted the patients.I remember the expression on the latter's face when he came to my bed, and the alertness and fear that immediately filled my limbs and bones.

At that moment, I understood what was going on.

I can't stand the doctor's unbearable expression - I've seen it countless times in different situations, and each time it seems that it wants me to guess the next bad news that will turn my life upside down.

Along the way, I guessed that I would die, I was going to die, or other big and small situations, but I never, never thought about what would happen to Jiang Heng.

I couldn't guess, and I didn't want to guess, so I pressed against the last trembling nerve and waited for the doctor to speak.

I'm not a vexatious person, but my reaction that day was horrific.I tore off the hanging needle on the back of my hand, desperately trying to get out of bed, the person who stopped me was scratched with blood, and the whole large ward was full of noise because of me.As a last resort, several nurses pressed me and gave me a sedative.

The efficacy is obvious.Although I was still hysterical, a heavy drowsiness had come along with the cold stream in my arms, a bit like the drowsiness I felt when I was lying in the pile of rocks a few hours ago.

I gradually lost my strength, and I could only sink into the hospital bed, panting and crying.

Suddenly, I heard Jiang Heng telling me not to fall asleep.

"Remember we were going to see the ocean?" he said.

So I struggled to open my eyes, but the only thing I could see was the doctor with a sympathetic face.

Immediately, everything went dark.