Dazai's Cross-World Help

As night fell, Atsushi Nakajima, who was on a mission with Black Lizard for the first time, endured the fear deep in his heart.

"Don't be nervous." The Mary who has been taking care of him since he joined the port mafia whispered.

Nakajima Atsushi smiled with some difficulty, he had already passed the initial stage of surprise.The people in the port mafia are different from what he imagined, there is no such thing as killing people without blinking an eye, eating people without putting salt, and most of them are friendly.

In Mary's words, they all need money to kill, and they don't want to do thankless things. Although it sounds far-fetched, this sentence has largely calmed Atsushi Nakajima's heart of wanting to escape overnight.

It was still a while before nine o'clock, and Atsushi Nakajima turned his head to look at Akutagawa who was hiding in the darkness not far away, and then looked at Mary who was hiding behind the container with him.

In the quiet night, Atsushi Nakajima could hear the whistle of ships on the sea in the distance, as well as the sound of gurgling waves. Other than that, there was silence, no one spoke, and the people in ambush here were waiting for the arrival of the enemy.

"Why did you join the port mafia?" Atsushi Nakajima couldn't stand the silence, and he asked Mary in a low voice.

Unlike other members of the Port Mafia, Mary is an existence that is incompatible with the Port Mafia. Even after experiencing Mary's strange power, she was mercilessly thrown to the ground by Mary several times during training, but Atsushi Nakajima can feel it. to Mary's sense of disobedience.

Even though she was standing opposite, there seemed to be countless gaps between the two of them. It didn't mean that Mary treated him with a superior attitude, but a very weird sense of estrangement that Atsushi Nakajima couldn't describe.

"For love and peace." Mary smiled and replied casually. This answer is similar to her usual performance, free-wheeling and unreliable.

After speaking, the air between the two became silent again.

As if sensing Atsushi Nakajima's anxiety and uneasiness, Mary looked around and moved closer to Atsushi Nakajima.

"Actually, it's for the realization of a dream." The little girl lowered her voice to the lowest level, and said softly in a breathy voice.

"In order not to let myself have any more regrets, in order to change the established ending, in order to love and be happy." Mary said this sincerely, no matter how hard Chaogiri feeds shit, her love for "Bungou Dog" is true.Whether it is her or the other players, everything they have done so far is for the people who have touched them through the screen.

love?Atsushi Nakajima looked at Mary in astonishment, but after seeing her sparkling eyes, he swallowed everything he wanted to say.

What she said was true.

"That's great." Atsushi Nakajima said softly, with a smile on his face, and a hint of envy in his words. Could it be that he was the only one who was tricked by a bowl of rice?

Looking at Atsushi Nakajima, even though he was smiling, there was still a touch of fear and bitterness deep in his eyes, like a child who was at a loss.

No, he is a child.Mary opened her mouth, but said nothing.Her throat seemed to be choked by something.At this moment, she suddenly began to doubt whether all this was right or wrong.

Does Atsushi Nakajima really want to join the port mafia?Is the Port Mafia really for him?

During this period of time, the person who had the most contact with Atsushi Nakajima was probably Mary.She tried her best to appease Atsushi Nakajima every day. Atsushi Nakajima, who joined the port mafia on the first day, looked so pitiful, and wrote the words "I'm easy to bully" on her face. superior.

But at that time, Mary was immersed in the happiness of Hei Atsushi and the villains, intentionally or unintentionally ignoring the needs of Atsushi Nakajima himself.

It is now 10:[-], and there are still [-] minutes before the start of the mission. Mary pursed her lips, looked at Akutagawa not far away from the corner of her eyes, and estimated the distance between them and Akutagawa in her heart.

"Tun." Mary tugged on Nakajima Atsushi's sleeve with great difficulty. She was about to make a decision against her ancestors.Under the gaze of the white-haired boy, she gestured with her mouth and asked with a serious face.

— Do you want to escape?

You, are you leaving the port mafia?

Understanding Mary's mouth shape, Atsushi Nakajima's eyes widened in astonishment.He has been thinking about this for the past few days, whether to sneak away while other people are not paying attention.

But every time because of the fear in my heart, and it was he who said at that time, 'as long as I invite him to have tea and rice, I will agree to any conditions of the other party. ' This sentence, thus giving up the escape.

After asking, Mary breathed a sigh of relief.She silently apologized in her heart, I'm sorry Zai Zai, I'm going to release your big cat.Instead of urging Atsushi Nakajima, she thought in her heart where she would flee if she took Atsushi Nakajima with her.

Japan definitely can't stay anymore, and she can't tell other players about it, because she won't be able to leave if she tells it. There are definitely more violent butchers in the game than she imagined.

To Italy or America?

It doesn't feel very safe.Italy has Enthusiasm and Vengley, the United States has Combination and FBL, Britain has Bell Tower Attendant and M16, Russia has Tuo Zong......

After thinking for a while, Mary choked up. In such a huge game world, there is no place for her and Atsushi Nakajima.

Atsushi Nakajima on the side was also thinking. He didn't expect Mary to ask him if he wanted to leave the Port Mafia.

In his opinion, everyone could betray the Port Mafia, except for Akutagawa and Marie, both of whom had a strange attachment to Officer Dazai.

As for why it is a betrayal, because once you join the port mafia there is no option to quit.If you want to leave the port, you have only two options: defection and death.

No matter how surprised he was, Atsushi Nakajima's intuition still told him that what Mary just said was serious.

How about running away?Atsushi Nakajima felt a little joy in his heart, and just when he was about to make a decision, he saw himself in Mary's eyes.

The familiar yet unfamiliar white-haired boy was wearing a brand-new black coat, and his hair had been carefully taken care of. It was no longer as messy as before...

Atsushi Nakajima lowered his head to look at his hands. There were traces left by the recent practice of firearms in the port mafia. At this moment, he even had a gun issued by the Black Lizard on his waist. of bullets.

A sense of frustration surged up, Atsushi Nakajima lowered his eyes and muttered to himself, "I'm leaving, what about today's mission?"

What time is it, you kid is still thinking about the mission, Mary said helplessly, "It's okay, leave it to Akutagawa, he will take care of both."

"Then where am I going?" Atsushi Nakajima has been wandering since he was released from the orphanage. Before he was brought to the port mafia by Akutagawa, he was always wearing clothes brought out of the orphanage, and he never even wore clothes. overeat.

In a daze, Atsushi Nakajima heard the curses of the adults in the orphanage again.

'You trash, the orphanage can't accommodate people like you. '

"You can go anywhere." Looking at Atsushi Nakajima's pale face, Mary sighed and patted him on the shoulder, saying in a slightly encouraging tone. "There are many possibilities in your life. Do you have any dreams?"

dream?He doesn't seem to have any dreams, for Atsushi Nakajima, as long as he can live.

Obviously he just wanted to live in the beginning, why has he become so greedy now?Can eat enough every day, have new clothes, have his own room, and even have friends... Everything he has now is brought by the port mafia, what right does he have to refuse?

"No, it's fine now." Atsushi Nakajima waved his hand at Mary after realizing that he had nowhere to go after leaving the Port Mafia, and after thinking about it seriously, he was living a pretty good life recently.

"It's good in the port mafia."

The man felt like he was going to flee the port mafia overnight, why did he refuse now?

"Is it really okay?" In order to prevent Atsushi Nakajima from forcing a smile on his face, Mary asked again. This was a difficult decision she had to make, and if she missed this time, she would never have another chance! ! !

"Hmm." It was just to overcome his fear, Atsushi Nakajima felt that he had no problem, and he nodded affirmatively to Mary.

Akutagawa, who listened silently for a long time, slowly retracted the Rashomon. Since he didn't plan to betray the port mafia, let them go.

Even though Atsushi Nakajima had made enough mental preparations, he still couldn't restrain his inner fear when he actually faced the battlefield.

After the task was over, facing the corpses all over the place, Atsushi Nakajima supported the railing beside him, and vomited thoroughly...

Is this death?

very scary.

The golden pupils trembled, the strength in his whole body seemed to be sucked away, and his calves were weak.

he doesn't want to die...

"If you don't want to die, kill someone else."

It was Akutagawa's voice. Nakajima Atsushi looked towards Akutagawa, but he only saw Akutagawa's leaving back. He opened his mouth to call Akutagawa, but he couldn't control the rolling of his stomach and vomited it out again.

"It's okay, do you want some water?" Mary bought water from a vending machine in the distance, and she unscrewed the bottle cap and handed it to Atsushi Nakajima.

After receiving the water and simply rinsing his mouth, Atsushi Nakajima's tense nerves eased a lot, at least the nausea feeling suppressed.

"I'll take you back to the dormitory." Mary said, still worried about Atsushi Nakajima.

"No need, I want to walk by myself." Atsushi Nakajima shook his head and refused, "I have troubled you a lot today, I want to calm down by myself."

All right, seeing Atsushi Nakajima's firm attitude, Mary didn't force it. She knew Atsushi Nakajima really needed to calm down and think about it by herself.

There was no one on the street at night, and the shadow of Atsushi Nakajima alone grew longer and longer under the street lamps.

"Hey, boy."

A strange voice interrupted Atsushi Nakajima's racing thoughts, he stopped and looked at the man leaning on the wall at the corner of the street.

Half of the man's body was hidden in the darkness. Atsushi Nakajima couldn't see the face of the man clearly, but could only vaguely see the slightly curly black hair of the man.

After hesitating for a moment, Atsushi Nakajima said, "What's the matter?"

"Do you want to quit the port mafia?" the man asked softly.

"Who are you?" Atsushi Nakajima, who didn't know the other party, became vigilant. Are you a colleague of the port mafia?But he hadn't seen each other.

The man didn't pay attention to Atsushi Nakajima's vigilance, but said in an unwavering voice, "So you want to leave?"

Atsushi Nakajima pursed his lips, "...No, it's fine now."

Hearing Atsushi Nakajima's words, the man turned his head and stared at him, and said for a while, with no clear meaning.

"That's it."

Only then did Atsushi Nakajima see the bandages wrapped around the man's face.