A corner of ten years

Summer 2003

In a bar in Houhai, the large private room was occupied by a group of students. One group sang karaoke, another group drank alcohol, and another group held hands and said farewell with tears in their eyes.

Cheng Lu and Li Xun have already survived the ink-soaked third year of senior high school. After the college entrance examination, there is endless carnival, and a parting is inevitable after all.

Cheng Lu successfully entered the School of Economics and Management of Q University. Although Li Xun worked hard to catch up with him, his foundation was weak and his grades were only good enough to go to a second-rate school. Cheng Lu and Li Xun didn't have much to say about B University, which is famous all over the country for its beauty of liberal arts, and they knew the methods well.

Chen Dudu applied for a secondary school in a southern city and became the only male nurse in the school. He said that he wanted to see the colorful world in Jiangnan, which surprised both Cheng Lu and Li Xun.

What was even more unexpected was that Baozi planned to go back to South Korea to study in university. In fact, he was used to living and studying in high school here for two years. As for why he left, only he knew.

Cheng Lu's eyes were red, and Baozi didn't know when he would meet again after he left. He toasted vigorously with a wine glass, and all the endless affection was melted in his stomach.

Going your own way, getting together and getting together is the main theme today. Teacher Tang also drank a little too much. Two years, so fast, waiting for no one at all.

The party is drawing to a close.

There were two girls in the audience asking Li Xun to sing a song. At first, their voices were very small, and then several people followed suit. Li Xun scratched his head helplessly, and walked onto the middle stage under the eyes of everyone. The karaoke machine The music in the movie stopped abruptly, and the sudden silence made everyone focus on him.

Cheng Lu has been staring at Li Xun from the moment he stood up and walked onto the stage. Three years later, Li Xun is still so popular, but does he deserve better?A sudden lack of confidence silenced him.

Li Xun on the stage conjured an acoustic guitar out of nowhere, dragged a stool and sat in the center of the stage, cleared his throat, "I do have a song to sing, and I will give it to you three years ago... you guys."

Cheng Lu raised his head.

The light is dim, and the edges and corners of Li Xun's side are cast in thick shadows. His shoulders are broad and his bones are well-defined. Unknowingly, he has receded from his youthfulness, and has become the outstanding appearance he is today.

Fingers tapped on the body of the piano, beeping, the strings were plucked, and a string of familiar chords flowed out.

Facing Li Xun's gaze, he was staring at himself with a smile that was not a smile, and a delicate emotion was about to come out.

I can't forget the first time I saw you

a pair of charming eyes

I can't get rid of your image in my mind

Cheng Lu, I still remember that evening when the sky was full of sunset, you wore a red shirt and crashed into my heart like a deer, and I can't extricate myself from then on.

Hold your hands and feel your tenderness

Really breathless

I want to cherish your innocence

Seeing you wronged makes me sad

Cheng Lu, that afternoon when I held your hand and ran, although I was scared, it was more sweet. I can't bear to see you suffer the slightest grievance. If others bully you, I will pay back ten times or twenty times.

I'm afraid I'll fall in love with you myself

Don't let yourself get too close

I'm afraid I have nothing to give you

Loving you also takes a lot of courage

Cheng Lu, I also thought about whether dragging you into the water like this would be too cruel to you, but every time I see your smile, I am more determined in the future. I can't live without you.

I'm afraid I'll fall in love with you myself

Maybe one day I can't help myself

Missing only makes myself suffer

It's my last choice to fall in love with you

Cheng Lu, three years have passed, and the promise between us has not been counted. We have spent three years, and the future is still long. Whether it is 30 years, 40 years, or 50 years, I hope to accompany you on the journey. You Woolen cloth?Would you like to?

The girls in the audience were all drunk, Li Xun's affectionate look, that kind of beauty and purity that was beyond reach.

Li Xun only has Cheng Lu in his eyes, and he believes that Cheng Lu can understand the friendship conveyed in the song.

The dinner ended amidst blessings and farewells, and Li Xun pushed his bicycle and followed Cheng Lu, "It was cool when I sang just now!"

Cheng Lu rolled his eyes at him, "What's so cool, it's so disgusting."

"Hey, did you hear that?" Li Xun scratched his head in embarrassment.

"You stare straight at me, even a fool can see it."

"How does it feel?"

"This..." Cheng Lu dragged his voice deliberately, sneaking a look at the way Li Xun was scratching his head, "It's not bad at all."

Li Xun stepped into the car with a smile, patted the back seat, and Cheng Lu jumped up in cooperation.

Li Xun sang with a loud voice: "I'm afraid I will fall in love with you myself, I dare not let myself get too close~"

Cheng Lu giggled while grabbing the hem of his clothes from behind.

It's not cool at all.

The present world is stable, and the years are quiet and good. If you don't leave, I will dare to grow old.

Cheng Lu’s summer vacation after the college entrance examination is different from Li Xun’s. He has to take advantage of this time to work part-time. Although the tuition fee of Q University is already very low, living expenses and so on are also an expense. Universities are different from high schools, and there are places to spend money. Cheng Lu's character.

Ah He closed his shop and returned to his hometown. Cheng Lu’s part-time job this time is a coffee shop far away from home. It is a small business. The boss has taken a fancy to Cheng Lu’s appearance. Such a pretty boy as a waiter should improve his business. Twenty percent.

Li Xun often goes to the store to help for free, and the boss is naturally happy, who doesn't want to take advantage of the bargain of buy one get one free.

On a scorching afternoon, Li Xun tidied up the bookcases at home, and at night he had to help Cheng Lu. He had to hurry up and tidy up. With a shake of his hand, a white box fell from the shelf on the third floor. Li Xun remembered this It was a gift from his elder brother across the Pacific Ocean on his birthday last year. At that time, he repeatedly told him on the phone that he must wait until the college entrance examination was over before opening it. At that time, Li Xun was curious about what was so mysterious, but after the I forgot about it in two days, and now it has been taken apart, and there is a video tape inside.

Suspiciously, Li Xun plugged him into the player in his room, and after only 5 minutes, he got up from the ground and hurriedly tore out the rolled bag, threw it on the ground, and stared at the floor in a daze. What are they.

When Li Xun saw two naked men entangled together on the bed, he felt that the blood in his whole body was coagulated. He had thought that two men could do it together before, but this naked picture of real knives and real guns made it difficult for him. I still felt shocked when I was in front of my eyes.

If with Cheng Lu...

Li Xun shook his head, saw the video tape on the floor again, and kicked it far away.

However, he was shaken by his curiosity, novelty, and thirst for knowledge about unknown modulus. He got up and rushed to the door, locked the door, closed the window, drew the curtains tightly, took a deep breath, and picked up the bag on the ground. Plug in the player again, turn the volume down to the minimum, and watch the whole content in one go with hidden taboos and dangers.

Li Xun pulled out the video tape and threw it into the deepest part of the drawer, got up and went into the bathroom.

In the evening, when Li Xun came to help in the store, Cheng Lu felt that he was always distracted, and it took him a long time to talk to him before he responded. Even the boss could see that something was wrong with him.

When it was almost closing time, he suddenly raised his head and asked the boss, "Where's Cheng Lu?"

"Didn't he just tell you to go to the attic to order coffee beans? You still promised, you are acting a little evil."

Li Xun waved his hand and walked upstairs.

The boss turned off the lights behind him, "I'll go first, you can just go home when Cheng Lu is done."

"understood."

There is a narrow staircase leading up to the attic. Li Xun walked slowly, and stood at the door, looking at Cheng Lu's thin back, with his white shirt sticking to his shoulder blades, wet a lot, he was concentrating on holding a notebook Recording something, someone came and didn't notice it, Li Xun remembered the video tape during the day again, and suddenly felt dry mouth.

Cheng Lu re-checked the quantity and price of the new batch of coffee beans. He was pressing the calculator when he suddenly felt a heat on his back, and a familiar breath rushed over his face. He smiled and poked Li Xun with his elbow, "Don't make trouble , to settle accounts."

But Li Xun didn't intend to leave. His hot lips pressed against the back of his neck and slowly moved forward. Cheng Lu turned his head away. There was something wrong with Li Xun tonight. His lips were grabbed and his arms were bound by a force. Lu never knew that Li Xun had such great strength. Being surrounded by Li Xun, both of them fell on the floor, the cocoa beans were knocked and scattered, and fell to the ground with a crash.

Li Xun pressed Cheng Lu, and the scenes from the videotape resurfaced in his mind over and over again, and he pressed on to bite Cheng Lu's jaw. Cheng Lu was shackled by Li Xun, and there was no room for turning over. Joke "Li Xun, what are you doing!"

Li Xun was very strange as his heels struggled against the floor, and the coffee beans were crushed under his feet.

"Cheng Lu~." Li Xun's breath was a little out of breath, and he begged with a little grievance.

What's happening?What is Li Xun obsessed with tonight?Cheng Lu got a little angry, and suddenly raised his knee to push against his stomach, pushed Li Xun aside, turned over and sat up.

"Li Xun, don't be too arrogant."

Li Xun was pushed aside and did not rush forward again, covering his eyes with the back of his hand, and stopped talking.

Cheng Lu watched him straighten his shirt and sat down, "What's wrong with you?"

Li Xun still didn't speak, and even turned his face away, boy, the impulsiveness of puberty, how can he say such words.

"Are you angry?" Cheng Lu poked him. "It's not that I won't give it to you, but if you don't even say hello, anyone will be shocked." Cheng Lu also comforted understandingly.

"..."

"That's right, look at your bear." Cheng Lu leaned over and pulled his arm away, and carefully pressed his lips against his mouth.

Li Xun, who originally wanted to apologize after turning off the fire, was kissed by Cheng Lu, and the little flame that was pressed down just now grew up again. Cheng Lu's superficial kiss didn't work at all.

He turned over and hugged Cheng Lu, and pressed him down again, grinning like a little villain who got his way.

Cheng Lu hooked his neck and pinched the tip of his nose, "Little pervert."

Li Xun was about to grin to the ears, and he hugged Cheng Lu's face and gnawed it down fiercely.

The first time in love, when they were still young, they didn’t know how to prepare lubricant before that, and they didn’t know how to expand first so that the accepting party can adapt first, and they didn’t know how to make enough foreplay. , otherwise it would hurt a lot, Li Xun squeezed in so abruptly, it was hard for both of them.

Needless to say, Cheng Lu, the dry stretched position below seemed to kill him, there would be no pleasure at all, and Li Xun was not much better, the man and man's breathing entangled deeply in the video I deduce it in my mind, but when it comes to me, why is it not as comfortable as them?And it's so painful.

Looking down at Cheng Lu below him, he frowned in pain, his nails were deeply embedded in his arms, his teeth formed a deep white circle on his lower lip, and suddenly his heart ached, because of his whim , How much Cheng Lu suffered.

Looking at the place where they intersected, Li Xun's face turned pale, and a stream of Yin Hong's blood flowed out from under Cheng Lu's body, he hurriedly pulled out the half-pushed heat, and even stained the floor red with blood.

Cheng Lu held him down, forced a smile, and said in relief, "It's okay, I can hold on."

Li Xun shook his head like a rattle, "I won't do it, it's too uncomfortable, I see you hurt." Li Xun tugged on his sleeve to wipe the sweat from Cheng Lu's forehead, his eyes were full of distress.

"Then what do you do next?" Cheng Lu was still thinking about Li Xun at this time.

"Lend me your hand." Before Cheng Lu could react, he wrapped his hand around the heat under his body, and with a movement of his hand, there was a burst of warmth.

In this way, he is already very satisfied, those messy things, they will practice slowly in the future, they have plenty of time.

A few years later, when Li Xun revisited the night in the attic of the cafe this summer, he felt a little bit sad. If they had been braver at that time, would the later stories be less regrettable?