A corner of ten years

Cheng Lu was doing math problems in the bedroom, and the sound of the ten o'clock news in the living room made him have a splitting headache. He got up and closed the door to block the noise but not the boredom in his heart. He returned to his seat and faced the decimal point on the test paper. Watching them turn into little mice, dangling in front of him, wishing to strangle them all, he threw the pen and fell on the back of the chair.

It's been three days, and Li Xun still doesn't want to listen to his explanation. It seems that this time really hurt his heart, but tomorrow is his birthday, and he hopes to spend it with him, even though he used to I don't care about birthdays, Valentine's Day, Chinese Valentine's Day and other festivals full of ambiguous hints, but as early as a month ago, Li Xun was asking what he likes, and repeatedly hinted that he would give him an unusual birthday, so that people who didn't care Cheng Lu couldn't hold back his small expectations either.

Now this situation is probably no surprise.

Wait a minute... Surprise... Will there be a big surprise waiting for me?Li Xun loves to do this thing the most. Maybe tomorrow morning, when he opens the door, he will see a smiling person holding a big cake and saying happy birthday to himself...

I was overjoyed by my own thoughts, the annoyance disappeared, and I stretched my waist. At this time, the arrangement and combination turned into an angel with wings, singing and dancing around in the air, and even playing the violin in the dream of breaking the road ...

The next day Cheng Lu got up early, took out a lot of clothes from the closet, tried them on one by one, and talked to himself.

"Will this be too flashy, making me appear unreserved?"

"Too old-fashioned, like a little old man."

"I think I bought this one when I was in elementary school."

"..."

After tossing and tossing for a long time, he finally sat on the edge of the bed in a daze for a while, and put on the clothes he got up with, whether he wears a dragon robe or a flour bag, as long as Li Xun can come, he will look good in whatever he wears, on the contrary, if he doesn’t Come on, what you wear is a joke.

The time is like maltose, stretched thin and long by Cheng Lu, who is staring at the alarm clock with good eyes. The time is counting every second. After noon, his mood becomes more dignified, and his eyebrows start to match the pointer on the watch. It became more and more similar, and finally fixed at [-]:[-].

Ding-dong-

The doorbell rang with a long, strange sound.

Cheng Lu jumped up, and slid to the door, like a gust of wind, dragged Cheng's mother who was holding the basin into a circle.

When I opened the door, I saw a young couple carrying Erguotou and Weiwei Soybean Milk Powder to visit the opposite side. Seeing Cheng Lu was stunned, Cheng Lu scratched his head in embarrassment, picked up the garbage at the door, and walked down...

Almost ashamed again.

I threw the plastic into the trash can, stood downstairs for a while, and was blown by the wind, and my mind was mostly clear.

It seems that he and Li Xun have been dating for more than three months. This is the first real quarrel between the two of them. When there were disagreements before, Cheng Lu insisted on his own opinion. In the end, Li Xun compromised and cooperated. In his own words, Cheng Lu never took the initiative to say that I like you, I miss you very much, because it is a boy who often says these words, it is very awkward, but Li Xun always pesters Cheng Lu to beg bobo for a while. It is very difficult to beg for a hug for a while, probably the two of them have gotten used to this way of getting along, Li Xun takes the initiative, Cheng Lu responds depending on his mood, and three or four times out of ten times he will succeed.I have never felt his dissatisfaction, and I have never tried to take the initiative to get close to him, but Li Xun's strong possessiveness is increasing day by day, probably because of his lack of security, but his feelings are rarely responded to, and he repeatedly confirms with Cheng Lu The importance of oneself, this is the crux of the problem, Li Xun, will you get tired if you take the initiative for a long time?

He ran upstairs, he wanted to call Li Xun, and tell him his position in his heart. Love is a matter between two people. He used to be too selfish and always enjoyed the benefits. This time, he took the initiative, hoping to be able to be forgiven.

He put his hand on the microphone, and before he could pick it up, he was startled by the sudden ringtone.

Pick it up and put it in your ear.

"Hey?"

"Hi, I'm Li Cheng."

"Li Xun, you must have nothing to do." Cheng Lu ran down the street with tears in his eyes, his mind was full of Li Xun, the way he was stalking himself, and the stern expression that stood in front of him when he was in danger, pulling him The running hair blown by the wind, the cute appearance when acting like a baby, the king admired by thousands of people on the court, the mesmerizing feeling when you close your eyes and immerse yourself in the world of music...

He didn't know where to find Li Xun. Just now Li Cheng called and said that Li Xun had participated in a competition, but his results were poor. After the result was announced, he ran away. The family has been looking for him, but there is no place for him to go. He has searched all over but there is no trace. Cheng Lu understands what the game is and how important that game is to Li Xun. He blames himself for not paying attention to what Li Xun always leaves school early these days. He blamed himself for not caring enough for him. He had clearly told himself, but why did he forget it? Now that it was dark, he dared not think about the consequences of not being able to find Li Xun again. That kid hid somewhere and took all the pain by himself.

The street lights were dim, as if deliberately matching Cheng Lu's gloomy and anxious mood at this time. He had already run thirteen streets, and the sweat on his back had soaked his clothes half wet, sticking to his body, damp and itchy. , took away the thin sweat on the forehead, and instantly cooled the wet clothes, and shivered involuntarily.

Standing at the crossroads, holding your knees and gasping for breath, unable to think of where to go next, Li Xun, can you come out quickly, it’s my fault, I should apologize in time, don’t hide so I can’t find it, I have Shoulders to lean on...

In front of the tobacco, wine and non-staple food store across the street, a short-haired little loli danced up and down with a fairy wand. The silver light was particularly dazzling in the dark night, as if suddenly enlightened, Cheng Lu rushed to the side of the road and stopped a taxi.

"Go to Tanghui!"

On the open-air terrace, a light bulb entwined with flower vines sprinkled a small piece of orange light vertically. The young man in the center of the light source was sitting on a swing with his hands wrapped around his knees, his face buried in his arms and his expression could not be seen.

Cheng Lu walked forward slowly, and called softly: "Xun."

The young man raised his head in confusion, and when he saw who was coming, he threw himself into Cheng Lu's arms, hugged his waist tightly, and uttered his first cry of the day: "Cheng Lu——"

"It's okay," Cheng Lu stroked Li Xun's hair, carefully comforting him, "I'm with you, it's okay."

"There are fifty people in total. I didn't even rank in the top [-], let alone three in advance. I will never learn music in the future."

Cheng Lu didn't know how to comfort Li Xun, so he could only hold him tighter. He couldn't help him share his pain, and he only hoped that he could share his strength with him, even a little bit.

On the other side of the city, in the study of the Li family.

Li's mother wiped her tears with a tissue with red eyes, "Can we do this? Xun must be very sad now."

Chairman Li put away the newspaper in his hand, threw the gold-rimmed glasses on it, picked up the teacup on the table, blew away the tea leaves on the surface, and took a sip of tea, "Acheng, I can't count on it. If you can't control it, then I will be the chairman of the committee in vain, and if you can't bear it, you will make a big mess, go back to sleep, my own son knows that nothing will happen to him."

Immediately, he called the secretary, "Tomorrow help me prepare a gift for Mr. Daniel, the organizer of the music competition, and express my gratitude to him."

When school started on Monday, Kim Min Kyu had a serious talk with Lee Hoon Chang.

He admitted that he liked Cheng Lu very much, and stated that he would not be entangled, and he also explained clearly what happened that night. He had guessed Li Xun's reaction when he heard these words before, but he did not have this alone among all the guesses. One kind - indifference.

Yes, Li Xun had such an attitude at the time, with wandering eyes, showing impatience, putting his hands in his pockets, spitting on the ground, and finally asked: "Have you finished? I'll leave first gone."

Since then, Li Xun has maintained such an indifferent attitude that he has nothing to do with himself most of the time, but it has changed a lot, but it is not like this. He used to be a cool guy and didn't care about other people's affairs. Too much attention.

He still plays basketball with the guys on the basketball team after class, but he doesn't share a Coke anymore.

He still waited for Cheng Lu to go home with him after school, but instead of sitting arrogantly on the corner of Cheng Lu's desk to urge him, he stood in the corridor by the door and waited quietly.

He still sleeps in class, but when he is caught by the teacher, he no longer uses the nirvana of coquettishness, but talks back loudly, and slams the door when he is invited out of the classroom.

Small changes, but everything changed.

Oh, by the way, there is one thing that has changed the most. Now Li Xun often skips classes, and it is common for him to not see anyone for a whole day.

Teacher Tang had a headache and contacted Chairman Li's secretary in fear, but the result was that she didn't need to bother, and the Li family would be responsible for what happened.

The big rock in Teacher Tang's heart fell to the ground, and "bang" flattened a slope.

And this stone fell into Cheng Lu's heart, making a big hole with a "bang".

During this period of time, he has been with Li Xun, taking care of his emotions as much as possible, but Li Xun's negativity is still unstoppable.

Sometimes Li Xun would stare at Cheng Lu's face for a long time, but Cheng Lu felt that he was not looking at himself, and what he saw in a daze was a farther place, a place that Cheng Lu could not reach.

There was a premonition somewhere that something would happen.

The final exam was far hotter than the sun outside the exam room. The weather in July and August, the fans above the head were buzzing like beeps, which disturbed the students who were already struggling, so when the last English exam was over, From now on, no matter how good or bad the test is, all the students in S will be like prisoners who escaped from the Bastille, rushing to the free and vast world.

The day before the holiday, teachers and students of all grades gathered in the auditorium to listen to the principal's lengthy speech. The bald head insisted on [-] points to maximize the sharing of resources. There has never been a shortage of such scenes on campus.

Li Xun gave Cheng Lu a wink and signaled him to go out through the back door. Teacher Tang was already able to turn a blind eye to Li Xun's reckless actions, but it was a pity that he kidnapped a good student.

On the roof of the teaching building, the pergola casts a thick shadow, and a gust of wind blows away the summer heat.

"The scenery here is pretty good, and it's cool." Cheng Lu squinted his eyes and sat on the ground leaning against the wall.

Li Xun also came over and sat down beside him.

"What are you going to do this summer vacation?" Li Xun said less and less, now Cheng Lu can only guide the topic, "Could it be that you want to participate in the school's swimming training, I heard that the swimming coach is very perverted, someone saw him go pee in the pool"

"Or do you want to go on a trip? I saw a leaflet for a seven-day tour of Lijiang in your schoolbag."

"Actually, it's not bad to find a summer job, and you can experience life..."

Li Xun turned his head and blocked Cheng Lu's mouth, sealing his next words in his stomach.

A completely different experience from before.

Li Xun bit Cheng Lu's lips frantically, and stuck his tongue into his mouth, forcing him to respond.

Cheng Lu grasped the shirt fabric on Li Xun's chest, he was afraid that he would be swallowed into Li Xun's stomach during this fierce kiss.

Li Xun pressed Cheng Lu against the plaster wall behind, thinking he wanted to embed him into his body, and inserted his hands into his hair with an unprecedented sense of aggression.

Just when Cheng Lu thought he was about to suffocate to death, Li Xun let go of his mouth and gasped for air a finger thickness away from him. They were very close to each other, and the breath sprayed on each other's skin, and the air instantly became more intense. ambiguous.

Li Xun stroked Cheng Lu's cheek, pressed his lips against his forehead through the soft hair, then stood up and walked back with big strides.

At the top of the stairs, she stopped suddenly and turned her back to him.

"Cheng Lu, let's break up."