Offensive change: superficial love

"So Bo Lu cheated on his sister?" Yan Ju raised his eyebrows and looked at Yao Chi who was opposite.

Yao Chi slammed the wine glass on the table angrily, apparently not satisfied with the result: "Not only his sister, but himself, and the children of his original spouse who were forced to go abroad are all under investigation now. .”

"Fuck." Yao Chi cursed in a low voice, "Who knew that old bastard surnamed Bai could be so greedy before he died, he dared to smuggle illegal drugs in such a public way, as if he deliberately left this hole to wait for people Like a report."

Yan Ju still had no emotion on his face, he just pursed his lips slightly: "I heard that the following subsidiaries also have tax problems."

Yao Chi nodded: "Isn't that right? Many people in the circle are now rumoring that Bo Lu did it on purpose. Although he also lost a lot of money, at least he doesn't have to bear any legal responsibility. The rest of the Bai family is probably miserable.

"Some time ago, I found it strange that he voluntarily gave up his inheritance rights. After a long time, this grandson is trying to survive by cutting off his tail? When the storm passes, the Bai family will still fall into his hands."

Yan Yan drank the rest of the wine in the cup, and the corners of his eyes curved slightly sarcastically: "And those people who complained about him before, after being taught this lesson, will only become more obedient and useful in the future. .”

Thinking of the night before going to the notarization last month, what kind of truth and falsehood Bai Lu said pitifully in front of him, Yan Ju didn't bother to think about it.

"He's still the same, so I'm relieved." Yan Ju said with a light smile.

This kind of disapproval behavior is what Bai Lu should have. It is best not to reappear the behavior of "standing and standing" some time ago.

Yan Jie only hoped that Bo Lu would go crazy with others, contact him less, and disturb him and Chu Ruxu less.

It is best to concentrate on your career and strive to fight like "sudden death on the way to discuss business".

There is such a tool person who is desperately trying to make money. As a shareholder of the company, he can make a lot of money every year just by paying dividends.

It is normal to look down on Bo Lu's behavior, but there is no need to look down on his work ability and money.

"Still the same ass." Yao Chi was drunk at this time, and his words became less and less restrained. He waved his hands, frowned, and cursed with disgust, "He's been crazy like his mother these days. Whoever catches and bites whomever, although he would occasionally contradict us in the past, people who don't know him at least have positive comments on him."

"Okay, it's better now." Yao Chi said through gritted teeth, "It's a showdown, stop pretending, liberate your nature, and go crazy."

"In the past, I could still be scruples about that bit of face and let some profits come out. Now I have to fight for everything. Even if I know that I have no hope and would rather lose a lot of money, he will come out, just to disgust us. .”

"It's better to be hypocritical." Yao Chi kicked the corner of the table angrily, obviously annoyed by Bai Lu who had changed his style recently, "It's as if he's had enough of his life."

Yan Ju was amused by his friend's appearance, and just about to start a joke, Yao Chi said again: "Oh yes, did you know that he said that the wedding at the end of the year will be held as usual?"

Yan Ju paused slightly as he turned the cup, and shook his head in surprise: "Who is he going to marry?"

"It's not at all! That's why people in the circle now say that he went crazy after breaking up with you!" Yao Chi suddenly became interested when he heard this, and his dissatisfied expression turned into a look of watching the excitement, "He is now It’s really the same as mental instability.”

"His marriage partner is a prostitute. You know, mb, whoever pays more money will sleep with him. It's not sure if he has any illness."

Yan Yu couldn't hide his shock.

Originally, he thought that Bai Lu's actions were just part of a certain plan, but he didn't expect that the other party might really be releasing his nature?

I don't know whether it was my words that touched him that night, or the revenge of the other party's self-exile after the fulfillment of his long-cherished wish and feeling empty.

But no matter what the reason was, Yan Ji was not very interested.

After all, he and Bo Lu no longer have any relationship.

and……

The kid in his family likes to find jealousy everywhere by himself, and then use all kinds of strange excuses to torment him.

"The eyes are pretty." Yan Ju looked at the explicit photo of the white boy on the screen, and commented indifferently. He returned the phone to Yao Chi, got up and tidied up his clothes, "Ruxu and I will look forward to his wedding. invitation."

Gossiping with someone like Yan Ju with falsely high moral standards is meaningless, he won't scold with you at all.

Even if that idiot was his ex.

Yao Chi curled his lips, lay down on the sofa, and asked lazily, "Are you leaving?"

Yan Ju nodded with a smile: "Flight at night."

"Do you need me to drop you home?"

"No, I've sent a message to your sister-in-law." Yao Chi gave Yan Ju an ambiguous look, and muttered in a low voice, "I finally persuaded Lulu to go to the summer camp, I have to seize the opportunity..."

Yan Yu raised his brows clearly.

Indeed, it would be inconvenient if you have children.

Chu Qianqiu was determined not to go back to the Chu family's old house, and tried every means to cling to his elder brother Yan every day, making Chu Ruxu so angry that he groaned to Yan Ju on the bed every day.

It’s been almost half a month since the move, and the new swimming pool map that the male college student is eager to try still hasn’t been unlocked.

But this is not a big problem, after all, Yan Jue has a private winery in AU, and they plan to live there for half a year, and they are not in a hurry.

Yao Chi turned over and asked curiously: "Didn't you say that the project will start next week? Why did you go so early?"

When this matter was mentioned, the smile on Yan Ju's face suddenly faded a lot. He twitched the corners of his mouth with an inexplicably sad expression: "Well, the exchange school is in Xinzhou, but I have to go to Victoria in advance."

"To meet someone..."

-

July and August in the southern hemisphere are winter, not too bleak, but not too lively.

A row of crows was parked on the dead tree outside the window, their feathers were black and bright, and their bodies were much larger than usual, as if they were nourished by the gloomy decay emanating from the interior of the building.

Chu Ruxu's head was resting on Yan Ju's shoulder docilely, she squinted her eyes, and rubbed lightly like a baby.

"Don't be nervous, I'm here." He squeezed the hands intertwined with Yan Ji and comforted him with a soft smile.

Yan Jue gave a "hmm", put his arms around Chu Ruxu's shoulders, and patted Chu Ruxu a few times as if reassuring.

It doesn't need too much language, as long as this person is near him, Yan Ji seems to be able to obtain infinite power from the other person.

He couldn't help but bend his eyes.

It's strange, obviously he is the older party in this relationship, but for some reason, he is the one who is taken care of more.

and……

Yan Jue rubbed his slightly swollen lower back, lowered his head and squinted at Chu Ruxu, who was full of satisfaction, pinched his earlobe twice with his fingertips as if teasing, until the little boyfriend who was dozing off slightly flattened his mouth and frowned. Frowning, he withdrew his mischievous hand in satisfaction.

Since Chu Ruxu's secret was exposed some time ago, the other party not only became more and more unrestrained in bed, but also coaxed people to say things when he was confused, and occasionally Yan Ju was so angry that he wanted to punch him twice.

What "Brother, when you bought me a cake, did you think that one day I would put the cake on you and eat it?"

What about "Brother, come and judge, do I take good care of myself, my wrist is almost thicker than when I was 14..."

What is "You reminded me to make a wish on my birthday. My birthday wish this year is to be able to do it with you once. It's very clever."

All in all, every time the nonsense is over, Chu Ruxu will either be beaten up, or Yan Ju will deliberately take Qianqian to hide out for two days, but the bastard who has gained a lot of sweetness still only admits his mistakes and is determined not to change.

Yan Ju even reflected on himself, whether it was because of his permissive pampering that he raised Chu Ruxu, who had no confidence in this relationship, a little smugly.

However, in life, the other party is still obedient to Yan Ji, and only in those things will he be stronger. After confirming this point repeatedly, Yan Ji finally chose to let the other party go.

Anyway, although it is more shameful, most of the time, Yan Ji enjoys these little little funs that are a little bit too radical.

"Mr. Yan, we have found the patient you are looking for." The supervisor who received them just now returned to them with a middle-aged woman in overalls, "This is Rebecca, Mr. Lu's nurse."

……

After the relationship with Bolu was over, Yan Ju never checked his original work mailbox until the day before yesterday, when he was about to receive information about students exchanging projects at Nanjing University, so he discovered this email with a photo and address attached.

The moment he saw the blurry picture, Yan Jue recognized him. Even Chu Ruxu, who had only seen their family portrait, felt that there was a [-]% to [-]% chance that this person was Wang Yize.

It's not because of anything else, the person on the main screen is too similar to Yan Ji.

"Mr. Lu has been an AU for six years, and he lived here with us four years ago." Rebecca, who had been resolutely silent at first, immediately became flattered after receiving [-] dollars in cash from Chu Ruxu, wishing to tell Wang Yize's important events in the past few years. It's like love is falling over and over again.

Yan Ju gave her a cold look, and asked calmly, "What's wrong with him?"

"Schizophrenia." Rebecca didn't hesitate, and directly said the word that Yan Ji couldn't be more familiar with.

"Mr. Lu's girlfriend is very rich. She not only helped him solve the identity problem, but also treated him very well. I heard that the two have been together for a long time, maybe more than ten years."

"But who knows what's going on, he just immigrated here, and it didn't take long before he started to see hallucinations. It was just that he couldn't sleep well, but he didn't expect it to get worse. He went crazy and not only ran around with a knife Sometimes, I even talk nonsense in a daze." Rebecca paused, and then continued, "What are you talking about..."

"I didn't intend to kill you. You betrayed me first. I have been so kind to you. Why did you leave me? You deserve it."

Rebecca spoke these few sentences in Chinese with a perfect accent. Seeing the surprised expressions of the two, she explained with a smile: "I have been taking care of him for the past few years. He always mutters these words. I always Listen and learn."

Yan Ju pulled the corner of his mouth stiffly at her, and continued to ask: "Then where is his girlfriend now?"

"It should be the UK." Rebecca shrugged. "At Christmas the year before last, she paid a large sum of money. She said she was going to take a few boys to play in Europe, and she might plan to settle in the UK in the future."

"I think she has done her best to Mr. Lu." The nurse commented, "I have spent so many years with a lunatic who may have killed someone, and before leaving, I still don't forget to come and take care of him. Apart from true love, I can't think of anything else. possibility."

Love……

Yan Ju frowned, with a mocking expression.

Yes, isn't it true love?

After killing Yan Ziyou, it was probably this rich and powerful true love who helped Wang Yize change his name and surname, and even took him to immigrate to a foreign country and hid him for so many years.

As long as Wang Yize is not crazy, maybe the two of them are still living happily together now.

There really is no better explanation than true love.

How ridiculous.

Yan Yu thought to himself.

It turned out that the passionate passion and boundless love he saw when he was a child were all just illusions.

A "fairy tale" constructed by Yan Ziyou's willingness and Wang Yize's repeated emphasis.

Parental love is not a romantic literary work.

It's chicken feathers covered by confetti.

Right.

Yan Ziyou is a patient who spends half of his life confused, Yan Ju is a child who grew up in this family, and Wang Yize is the only healthy adult.

What do mental patients and children know.

How could they capture those small, beguiled moments?

How could he find out that there was a dirty secret hidden in the shadow behind such a nearly perfect father and husband?

It's so hard.

"Oh, right." Rebecca handed a folder to Yan Ji, "He wasn't that crazy when he first came here. During the free time, the doctor would advise them to write or draw something."

"Here's all his files."

Yan Ju thanked him and opened it directly.

Although he didn't have any extra expectations for Wang Yize, the chaotic content mixed in Chinese and English probably gave him a rough guess about the whole story of that year.

I also know why Wang Yize is so sure that Yan Ziyou is unfaithful.

Because he had cheated on himself, one year before Yan Ziyou's death, when she took Yan Ziyou alone to Linshi to visit friends.

The person who cheated on him was his boss at the time, probably the woman who had helped him hide for more than ten years.

Sure enough, people who are disturbed in their hearts can only obtain extremely narrow information from the outside world.

Wang Yize cheated, so he took it for granted to judge others by himself, and became suspicious of Yan Ziyou.

He couldn't see Yan Ziyou's weakening day by day, couldn't perceive her painful mental state, and couldn't understand why the other party's desire for him had declined.

Wang Yize paranoidly and ridiculously blamed Yan Ziyou's changes, and also found excuses for his behavior, as if as long as he was hysterical enough to doubt and blame Yan Ziyou, he would not be the wrong party in this relationship. The two seemed to be evened out.

Yan Ziyou, who couldn't stand the double torture both physically and psychologically, and couldn't bear the sudden fear of his former partner, didn't think it was Wang Yize's problem, but thought that his mental illness had reached an uncontrollable level.

So she chose to leave early.

She buried Yan Ji's birthday present, watched the last show with her lover, and then disappeared with simple luggage.

She went back to her hometown, visited her deceased parents, met a few friends, thanked the psychiatrist who had treated her for many years, and then returned to Jingcheng. Meet death calmly.

Yan Ziyou's headache was so painful that she even forgot to use cash. One day after getting up, she bought a cup of hot milk with a credit card from the vending machine.

So, the next night, Wang Yize, who had received the payment information, finally found her.

The fragile lock on the window was pried open, and suddenly there was an extra person in the dark room. Yan Ziyou, who woke up from the dream, was terrified. The severe pain and vague hallucinations made her unable to see the other person's face clearly. He casually grabbed the fruit knife next to the bed and stabbed at the opponent.

But the other party seemed to be completely irritated.

The pathological tinnitus and trance made Yan Ziyou completely unable to focus. She rolled to the floor in the struggle, and she struggled to crawl towards the door based on her memory.

The gangster seemed to be talking non-stop, but Yan Ziyou couldn't hear or understand, she could only scream helplessly.

But her mouth was covered by the pillow, and the snatched sharp blade pierced into her chest, and was roughly pulled out, and the next second it stabbed coldly in from the abdomen. I don't know how many stabs in total. But Yan Ziyou vaguely felt that the fruit knife finally broke in her body.

fair enough.

Yan Ziyou thought in confusion.

I heard that people who commit suicide are not eligible to enter reincarnation, so that's fine.

Yan Ziyou smiled.

In this way, you can look forward to the next life. If you are lucky enough, you may be able to meet her gentle lover and well-behaved son again...

……

In Wang Yize's erratic handwriting, words of confession and resentment overlapped.

In the last sentence, he was still weeping because he impulsively killed Yan Ziyou, and the next sentence was to denounce Yan Ziyou for betraying him.

Or chaotically write some rune-like things, begging his lover who was killed by his own hands not to become a ghost to haunt him.

Yan Yu didn't want to watch any more.

The little childhood filter he had on the image of "father" was finally completely turned into powder at this moment.

Wang Yize has no reason.

He is a selfish and disgusting man.

Using lies, deceit, paranoia and madness to create a place similar to "family", coaxing Yan Ziyou, who was not so clear-headed, into the cocoon he wove willingly, even before death, he still believed in I don't know how much illusory love is hidden in this love.

"Do you think it's possible for him to be sent back to China for trial in this situation?" Yan Ju asked softly, staring at the things in his hand.

It seemed to be a kind of tacit understanding, without eye contact, and Chu Ruxu also knew that the other party was talking to him: "It doesn't make much sense."

Yan Yu also thinks so.

Leaving aside the procedural issues, the process alone may take several years. If Wang Yize's true love returns to AU during this period, it may be even more troublesome.

Besides, there is nothing the law can do about a mentally ill person who has no criminal capacity.

But how can Yan Ju be reconciled.

He hated it so much that he wanted to recreate every wound on his mother's body on Wang Yize's body with his own hands.

If it was in the past, then Yan Ju would definitely do this, because he doesn't have anything to miss, he floats in the air without attachment, he doesn't care what happens to himself, he draws nourishment from his obsession, and struggles to live.

But now he has Chu Ruxu...

He has Chu Ruxuan now.

"Yan Jue, take a deep breath." Chu Ruxu patted Yan Jue's back with one hand to comfort him, and pulled out the folder he was clutching tightly with the other hand, "Don't worry baby, don't worry, I'm here .”

Rebecca, who came back from the bathroom, ran towards them quickly: "The audit is completed, you can go in and visit now."

After hearing this, Chu Ruxu solemnly placed a gentle kiss on Yan Ju's forehead, then turned to Rebecca and said, "We're not going, can I have a few words with you alone?"

Realizing what the other party was going to do, Yan Ju frowned and tugged on Chu Ruxu's sleeve twice.

This is not ethical and may touch the boundaries of the law.

Yan Ji didn't want to take any risks.

But the other party lightly squeezed his trembling hand: "Don't worry, mental patients with severe illness will need to try some new treatment methods. It is also very common to change sedative drugs. These are all reasonable and legal, and can be treated by others." It's controlled within the formal procedure, right?"

"We're also doing it for his own good." Chu Ruxu's eyes were cold, sharp and even a bit sinister, but his tone of voice to Yan Ju was still gentle, and Yan Ju, who lowered his head and couldn't see the expression on the other side, could even hear a little between the lines. smile.

"Be obedient, brother." Chu Ruxu continued to appease his still shaky emotions, "Go outside to get some air, and wait for me on the beach at the door, I will find you soon."

Chu Ruxu coaxed softly: "Go, let me handle it."

"Everything you can't do, you can leave it to me."

……

The sea breeze in winter is not gentle, even a bit harsh, which makes Yan Ju's cheeks tingle.

But the emotions that were a little out of control were relieved a lot.

"Guess who I am." After an unknown amount of time, Yan Ji's eyes were suddenly covered from behind.

The familiar voice asked briskly.

Yan Ju bent the corners of his lips, smiled and joked, "Fool."

Chu Ruxu looked very useful, hugging Yan Ju's neck, leaned down and kissed his soft lips many times.

"You're so smart, you guessed it right the first time." As he spoke, he sat beside Yan Ji.

Yan Jue was wrapped in Chu Ruxu's coat, and the chill that seemed to permeate his bones was instantly covered and dispelled by his lover's high body temperature.

"How much did you give them?" Yan Ju asked bluntly.

Chu Ruxu didn't seem surprised by this question, but she didn't answer directly: "The supervision of this kind of private hospital is not strict, and it basically relies on the funding of a few families to operate."

"Wang Yize's treatment fee is only enough for three years at most. If the fee is not renewed, the hospital may kick him out directly."

Yan Ju raised his head, glanced at him as if he understood the deep meaning, and then slowly slipped back into his arms.

Chu Ruxu stroked Yan Ju's hair one by one, and continued meaningfully: "The hospital is very happy to accept funding from a New Zealand medical company, so it will reject my personal investment wish and sign a contract with them another day. "

"Do you understand, brother?" Chu Ruxu asked with a smile, "I believe Mr. Lu will get better treatment here."

"Whatever the cause is planted, it will bear the same fruit. Don't have a psychological burden."

Yan Ju nodded, and said thank you to Chu Ruxu as delicately as a mosquito.

"You're welcome." Chu Ruxu kissed Yan Ju's hair, "As long as you can stop being troubled by those things in the past, I'm willing to do anything."

Yan Ju was silent for a moment, and finally found his voice, trying to restrain the physical trembling of his body, and joked with Chu Ruxu in as relaxed a tone as possible: "That's all right, my parents are both mentally ill. .”

He raised his eyebrows slightly, and glanced at the other party: "I have a high probability of inheriting it."

"Would you like to consider changing your boyfriend while we haven't been together for too long?"

Chu Ruxu shrugged nonchalantly: "Why change?"

"Our puppy is very self-reliant." He smiled with crooked eyes, and his attitude couldn't be more relaxed. "You have fed me and touched my head, then I will be yours forever."

"If you don't take me home, I'll just wait. If you don't want to support me for the time being, I'll chase after you." Chu Ruxu turned her head, kissed Yan Jue a long kiss, and continued with a smile, "But you don't want me. no."

"You have no chance to go back on your word, I'm relying on you!"

Seeing Chu Ruxu's arrogant expression, Yan Ju couldn't help laughing.

I won't regret it, no one will be willing to regret it.

He secretly swore in his heart.

Yan Jue suddenly remembered that on the plane, Chu Ruxu hugged him who was sleeping in a daze, talking nonsense all over the place, and one of the questions seemed to be "If you could go back to the past, what would you want to do most."

Chu Ruxu's answer seems to be "do nothing".

He said that only by doing nothing can the direction of the future not be changed. People are shaped by every experience in the past and every day they have spent.

But if there is a slight mistake, it may be led to another completely different ending.

He didn't want to take risks.

He just wants now.

They can only go through the dark days alone, so that they can meet on the most perfect day.

But Yan Ju feels that appropriate encouragement is also very important.

If it is possible to go back to the past, Yan Ji will quietly go to those grotesque nightmares and find himself struggling in pain.

He will gently hug the teenage Yan Ji, and calm down all those doubts and uneasiness.

He would tell that self:

Mom loves you. She loves you until the moment of her death. You are not an abandoned child. She carefully prepared a birthday present for you, but it was not delivered on time.

As for Wang Yize...he will get his retribution.

You will have two relationships, the first one is not going well, but you will learn a lot from this process, you will know what you need and don't want.

The second relationship is perfect, you'll want to spend every minute of your life kissing.

Yan Ju still wanted to go to Chu Ruxu's dream and tell him quietly——

We first met in summer.

You wear a rain-soaked birthday hat around your neck, staring straight at me, as pitiful as a little animal in distress.

I bought you a brownie and patted your head. From then on, you are destined to be tied to me for the rest of your life.

Our reunion was also in the summer, on a night surrounded by alcohol, you pushed the door open with a damp mist.

I smell lilacs and you...

Finally waited for the person who failed to bring you home back then.

He will want to give you a lot of love in return.

You will have a wonderful life together.

——End of text——

The author says:

It's over here, and then I will take a day off to revise the article, and then I will slowly update the episode.

Currently it is tentatively scheduled for the daily life of the young couple who exchanged abroad, the if line where the two grew up together in Jingcheng, the daily life after returning to China, and there may be a wedding.

If you have other stalks you want to see, you can tell me in the comment area, I should write all I can -3-

Thank you for your company during the two months of serialization, I hope you have not been disappointed.

I am very happy that everyone likes this story, Juju and Xiaochu.

See you in the episode or next one!