Offensive change: superficial love

Summer is always rainy.

Yan Ju falls asleep to the sound of breathing and wakes up to the sound of rain.

The sky was gray, and the room was only blocked by a gauze curtain, but the light was still dim, making it difficult to tell the time.

Chu Ruxu hasn't woken up yet, and the other party seems to have slept very late last night. Yan Ju had an impression when he carried him upstairs. After all, he had to help change pajamas and wipe his face. The process lasted for a while. It's almost impossible not to wake up.

But Yan Ju was probably too sleepy and tired, so even though his consciousness could perceive these movements, he couldn't open his eyes.

He vaguely remembered that after Chu Ruxu settled himself down, he seemed to go downstairs again, and it must have been a long time before he returned to the room.

Chu Ruxu hugged him gently from behind, but the pajamas seemed to be covered with morning dew, a little icy, and slightly damp.

Yan Ju turned his face away, looked at Chu Ruxu's peaceful sleeping face, and couldn't help but curl his lips.

"Good morning baby." He said morning lightly, as gently as if saying love words, but he didn't care if Chu Ruxu could hear or not.

The quality of sleep is indeed better when you are in your teens. Before Yan Ju woke up later than the other party, it was purely because he was tossed too much at night. The two of them didn't do anything last night, and Yan Ju's biological clock finally returned to normal operation.

Chu Ruxu, who had been stared at by him for a long time, didn't even frown, and still slept soundly, like a happy child without any worries.

Thinking of the other party's life that has not been much better than his own in these years, Yan Ji inevitably feels distressed.

It's strange, before knowing each other well enough, Yan Ju seems to be able to accept the other's care and accommodation more peacefully, but after knowing the experience of the little boyfriend, Yan Ju suddenly hopes that the other party can rely on him more.

The kind of dependence that really needs, not deliberate weakness for the sake of acting like a baby.

Out of instinct, people always have an inexplicable desire to protect poor things, let alone the person they like now.

After placing a soft kiss on Chu Ruxu's forehead, Yan Jue gently moved away the other's hand on his waist. To prevent the other party's discomfort, he even fished out his own pillow and stuffed it into it. In Chu Ruxu's arms.

Let him sleep a little longer.

Yan Ju looked at the person on the bed and smiled with satisfaction.

Things have been complicated these two days, and Chu Ruxu is tired enough to run around with him.

It wasn't until the bedroom door was closed that Yan Ju relaxed. He was used to living alone, but now he switched to this kind of relationship mode that requires mutual consideration, and he was not used to it suddenly.

But Yan Ju didn't have any resistance in his heart, and even secretly liked it.

It seemed that this kind of life was what he had always longed for.

After going downstairs, Yan Ju finally found his and Chu Ruxu's mobile phones.

Probably because the little boyfriend was afraid that any sudden news would disturb them to rest, so he simply threw all the electronic products downstairs to charge them.

The phone was placed sideways at a strange angle, and the screens were in close contact with each other, just like the posture of two people embracing each other while sleeping.

Yan Ju could even imagine that Chu Ruxu carefully put them into such a serious expression.

So cute.

He bent the corners of his eyes, and suddenly wanted to go back to the bed upstairs, hold Chu Ruxu's furry head, and snuggle with his lover for a while longer.

Anyway, I have nothing else to do today, the holidays are all about wasting time hanging out with the people I like.

In less than half a minute, Yan Ju successfully completed the whole process of self-persuasion.

He raised his eyebrows slightly, scanned around, and finally found the shopping bags piled up behind the sofa.

These daily necessities were brought by the two of them from Ningcheng by the way, but they hadn't had time to clean them up a few days ago, and Yan Ju didn't want Aunt Lin to touch them, so they just found a place that didn't look intrusive on the surface and hid them stand up.

As soon as Yan Ju found a box of sleeves from inside, he paused.

Chu Ruxu doesn't seem to like wearing...

After thinking for a while, Yan Ju put the things back intact with a smile, only squeezed out a bottle of massage oil, and put it directly into the pocket of the pajama pants.

Forget it, anyway, it's not once or twice to get used to children.

Besides, he is only spoiled in this kind of thing, so it shouldn't matter.

While Yan Ju was muttering in his heart, he was about to go upstairs, but when he just stepped on the first step, there was a sudden harsh sound when he was placed on the low cabinet.

It's his, not Chu Ruxu's.

Yan Ju walked over with some doubts, and touched the power cord lightly, and the two mobile phones that had been standing there fell to the sides.

He pursed his lips, feeling a little pity.

The person on the opposite side was obviously not very patient, so he was delayed for such a short while, as if he didn't want to wait any longer, he pressed hang up directly.

Yan Ju looked down at the screen, inevitably startled.

It was Bai Lu calling.

On his way home last night, he pulled the other party out of the blacklist, and from this morning to now, the other party has actually made more than 30 calls.

Yan Ji is really puzzling.

Bo Lu's recent behaviors are completely different from the other party in his cognition.

In the past, Bai Lu hardly showed any extra emotions, on the surface he would not intentionally criticize and embarrass his subordinates because of his personal likes and dislikes, he would not pay attention to his own life, and he would not take the initiative to contact himself in such a paranoid manner, as if not It's as if you don't give up when you reach your goal.

But recently, these inherent impressions of Bailu seem to be broken one by one at a weird speed.

Is it really because of the breakup between the two?

Yan Yu frowned.

This is so ridiculous.

When we were together, we were polite and alienated to ourselves, making it no different from having no feelings and living with a partner. Why did we break up, and when we saw ourselves being intimate with other people, we followed when we were ready to go crazy?

Doesn't he feel very divided?

But Yan Ji thought about it again, Bo Lu has always had this tendency.

Otherwise, how could he ignore him in the cold, and at the same time practice a rigorous plan to try to control himself, so that he can't do without him.

ill.

Yan Yu muttered in his heart.

Although he thought the other party was really annoying, he still called Bo Lu back.

After all, it is different now, and he is no longer messing around with Chu Ruxu with a mutual comfort mentality, but really wants to develop a relationship as perfect as possible with his lover.

The entanglement with her ex-boyfriend was not clean because of some entanglements caused by improper handling, which really went against Yan Ji's high standards for herself.

But he actually felt that he had made his attitude clear enough in the confrontation at home last time.

It's a pity that Bai Lu has always been a person immersed in his own world. He only listens to what he wants to hear and does what he wants to do. He can't learn to think differently, and he can't accept that he will fail and be decisively given up. this matter.

To put it bluntly, it was my old attitude of not caring about anything, and my excessive gratitude to Bo Lu for his rescue in the theater, which formed a bad habit for the other party.

Yan Ju was doing self-reflection with a displeased expression.

Bo Lu seems to have completely forgotten how many setbacks he suffered when he pursued himself.

The call was quickly connected.

"Xiao Ju, you're finally willing to talk to me." Bo Lu's voice was low and hoarse, and his tone was clearly indifferent, but Ke Yan felt that his emotions were inexplicably high, like surprise, but also a hint of excitement.

Yan Ju cut straight to the point indifferently, "Why didn't you cooperate with the lawyer?"

Bo Lu paused for a moment, then sneered half a second later, not knowing whether he was mocking someone or himself: "Otherwise, you would take the initiative to contact me?"

Before Yan Ju could react, his next sentence became a bit cold, and the words seemed to be squeezed out of his throat, full of anger: "That second son of Chu Jing made you very happy."

"He is really capable of getting involved in our relationship. I don't know if he learned it from his biological mother."

Yan Yan's expression froze, and Bai Lu's words seemed to be poisoned, and they were stabbing at his softest place.

He felt sorry for Chu Ruxu's matter, but Bo Lu used his backhand as a sharp weapon to attack the opponent, which was really unacceptable.

"What does our matter have to do with Ruxu? You can reflect on yourself, or you can accuse me at will, but you don't do it. If you insist on using such words to slander a child, Bo Lu, don't you think you are pathetic? ?” Yan Ju’s usual gentle tone was full of sullenness, “Besides, what right do you have to say about him?”

"Your status is very upright?" Yan Ju has never cared about these things, and he has never been willing to judge anyone with his poorness in this regard, but this time it was Bai Lu who took the lead, and he had no reason not to defend his lover—— Even though Chu Ruxu was still asleep, Yan Jun didn't intend to let him know about it.

His tone was mocking: "I heard people say that your mother recently hooked up with your aunt and is trying to get money from you. If Boss doesn't hurry up and settle our matter, he can devote himself to dealing with the mess. To my new boyfriend Friends are very concerned."

After the death of Mr. Bai, the Bai family is still in chaos. Although Bai Lu looks like a winner for the time being, in fact, his position can be said to be precarious.

Because the heir designated in the will is Bai Lu, but the old man was more inclined to Bai Ou during his lifetime, so now Bai Lu has to accept legal investigations due to accusations of "faking the will" and other accusations, and he also has to face several brothers and sisters every day All kinds of troubles caused by aunts and uncles.

Although Yan Ji didn't take the initiative to care about these things, but Yao Chi, who had hated Bo Lu for a long time, couldn't bear it. Every day, like a morning news broadcast, he sent Yan Ji regular updates about what torture Bo Lu had suffered today.

But the other party probably didn't expect that even in such a desperate situation, Bo Lu could still have the leisure and elegance to cause trouble for Yan Ji.

"I'm not surprised by your tone, are you?" Bai Lu's words became more angry, but his words were calmer than before. "Aren't you curious about how I know?"

"Why are you crazy?" Yan Ju frowned, "Do you really think I care about this?"

"I don't think so, but I think you might care about Chu Ruxu's reputation."

Yan Ji was taken aback, but after thinking for a while, he still classified Bai Lu's non-threatening words into the category of "invalid warning".

He really cared, but Chu Ruxu didn't seem to mind. Since the person concerned didn't care, Yan Ji didn't care either.

Bo Lu took a deep breath, as if trying to ease his emotions, but the effect was obviously not satisfactory: "Have you read the things I sent you?"

Yan Ji felt that the other party was ridiculous and unreasonable, and he said in a flat tone: "If all you are doing now is to save me, Bo Lu, then I think you can save some effort."

"No matter what Chu Ruxu's identity is, no matter what happened in that truck, even if he was really scheming and killed Chu Qianze on purpose, I don't care, and it doesn't affect my liking for him." Yan Jue spoke calmly. , calmly said what could be regarded as blind words, but his attitude was very firm:

"If I were a person who decided the direction of my feelings by analyzing the pros and cons, then you wouldn't have had any chance at all."

"Can you hear me?"

Yan Ju paused, and continued to say indifferently: "Our separation is not because of anyone's intervention, but I really don't have feelings for you anymore, I don't want to be with you, I don't want to waste time, and I don't want to be under the shadow of the past." bound."

Bo Lu still didn't want to believe it. He seemed to have finally remembered that he contacted Yan Yan in the first place to explain something. Regardless of the fact that the topic had been taken far away by his embarrassment and anger due to not being able to contact the other party, he still Egoistically and stubbornly trying to blame something else: "Is it because of that diary?"

His tone was a little excited, as if he had grasped some life-saving straw.

Yes, it must be.

Bo Lu was jumping with joy.

There must be a reason for Yan Ju to leave him so resolutely. As long as it is clearly explained that this is a misunderstanding, Yan Ju will not be angry and will not be willing to give up their relationship that has been worked hard for six years.

It can be said that Ju is even a little too lazy to continue communicating with him.

He just felt that Bai Lu was driven crazy by the high pressure day after day.

The other party couldn't understand what he was talking about, and couldn't figure out why they separated, let alone accept the fact that he no longer had any feelings for him.

"I've already found out about that diary. It was completely forged by Bai Ou. It just used the materials I kept at Bai's house when I was in school and imitated my writing and note-taking habits. How could I—"

Before Bo Lu finished his explanation impatiently, Yan Ju interrupted him bluntly and asked, "Bo Lu, do you dare to tell the truth?"

"Is it important that you wrote that note?" Yan Yan smiled softly, as if he died together, he threw out all the questions he didn't want to face, tired of worrying about, and originally planned to rot in his stomach, " Professor Guo said that in the first semester of my freshman year, I met you as a teaching assistant no less than ten times, and you even talked to me many times, and I even asked you questions, so why did you lie to me about business? Sai is meeting me for the first time?"

"I can't remember the faces and names, do you too?"

"I..." Before Bai Lu hesitated to give an answer, Yan Jie asked the next question:

"In the six years we have been together, you have never asked me about my family. Even if we talked about getting married several times, you never asked." Yan Ju lit a cigarette that had just been dug out, and took a deep breath. He took a sip to suppress his growing agitation, "I didn't realize I had to ask..."

"Still know... don't need to ask at all?"

"My family background, parental identity, and past experience are easy to check. You have a backup of my documents. You can contact anyone at will and you can check them in half an hour." Yan Yan sneered, "You are out of respect If you don't bother to investigate, you've wiped out my details long ago, and you know it in your own mind."

"Also, after Ye Jue reminded me, I found that I have been deliberately guided by you in the past six years, using almost rigid methods, which are not in line with the normal growth pattern of a person to develop habits, vicious avoidance, and even repeated me. Shadows of the past."

"Do you think I'll believe it's a coincidence, that you didn't mean it?"

"Also, Bo Lu, did my half-year-long rejection make you particularly frustrated?" Anyway, Yan Ji was too lazy to flirt with him, and his tone was sarcastic and arrogant, "You who rely on calculations to grow up smoothly?" Have you never felt such a powerless feeling at such a big age?"

"Think I'm special? Think I've aroused your desire to win?"

"Even if you know what my father has done, you have to cover up the murderer and send me false news. When I am emotionally broken, you can play the one who saves me and let me die A full six years?"

Yan Ji has never been a person who likes to care.

Regarding Bai Lu's behaviors that caused harm to him, even after the separation, he had vaguely guessed about [-]% to [-]% after being reminded by his friends, but Yan Jue always felt that the past is the past, and it is meaningless to argue about these .

He didn't want to listen to Bo Lu's explanation, he didn't bother to distinguish which sentence was true and which sentence was false, he didn't bother to take revenge, and he didn't want to owe Bo Lu anything for the re-division of material after separation.

After all, Yan Jue dared to admit, and would admit that he really had a crush on and liked Bai Lu.

Regardless of whether the reason for liking is real or false, his feelings actually existed.

So Yan Ju didn't want to cause too much embarrassment, he just wanted to let all the mistakes stop here.

But Bo Lu didn't understand, he still only thinks about himself.

Yan Yan raised his eyebrows sullenly, and he smiled coldly, but the corners of his lips were tense, and he even gritted his teeth between the lines: "Bai Lu, I'm not a fool, and I've never been someone who would just believe a few words. , A child who is very happy when you say a few kind words."

"I just don't care about it, and I don't want to be on guard all the time in a relationship."

"Don't you like to be decent?" Yan Ju paused for a moment, as if he felt that the other party was extremely pathetic, "Are we decent enough now?"

He shook his head, as if he couldn't feel the pain, he directly snuffed out the cigarette that was about to burn out with his fingertips.

Yan Yan sighed, feeling helpless and incomprehensible, his high spirits fell back to the ground, his voice was slightly hoarse, his tone became cold again, and he asked the last question calmly and softly:

"Bo Lu, can you understand me now? Is this the result you want?"

"Did you ever feel embarrassed?"

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The author says:

Come, come, come -3-

Bo Lu should be offline soon, and Xiao Chu Qianqian has to let Bo Lu clearly feel the strength gap between them.

No-prize quiz: Is Xiao Chu awake now? Did he hear 【狗头】