Offensive change: superficial love

Chu Ruxu was a little embarrassed.

He would make a fuss when the title was not given, but he was embarrassed if the title was given.

Yan Ju observed the other party's funny expression and red ear tips, and couldn't help muttering in his heart.

I have never seen such a difficult child.

"Okay, it's a good match." After looking around at the two of them, Mr. Duan didn't show the slightest sign of disagreement. He said he wanted to introduce Xiaoyan, but he declined, and it took him a long time to figure it out."

"That's great, how long have you been together?"

Yan Jue took Chu Ruxu and followed him into the house, and he answered the conversation smoothly: "It didn't take long, I specially brought you here to let you hold my eyes first."

Old Man Duan immediately laughed and said, "I think it's good, but I'm not as handsome as when I was young."

After finishing speaking, before Yan Ju could respond, his expression suddenly became a little lonely, and he let out a sigh: "If your aunt is still here, you will definitely call me cheeky at this time."

"Hey, let her be scolded all her life, and she has raised a whole body of cheap bones."

Yan Ju also smiled lightly, teasingly said: "It's not that Auntie hasn't shown me your wedding photos, I'm sorry to say it too bluntly."

"You..." He prolonged the end of his voice, glanced lightly at Chu Ruxu, and continued jokingly, "According to us, Xiao Chu is still a little inferior."

"Hey! That's a bad shot!" The old man retorted unconvinced, "I'll find you a picture-perfect one later, you have a temperament."

After entering the house, Brownie couldn't stay idle, so he jumped and ran out the back door to play, while Mr. Duan went directly to the kitchen and told the nanny to cook two dishes.

Most of the elderly people either skipped dinner or ate earlier, and Yan Ji came suddenly without saying hello in advance, so the other party naturally didn't wait for them specially.

The hut is not very big, it only has two bedrooms on the first floor. The last time Yan Ju came here, there was only one, and the other was the old man’s study room. After Aunt Duan’s death, the children changed it to a guest room for the convenience of the nanny. lie down.

It wasn't until there were only the two of them left in the living room that Chu Ruxu, who had been honest for a long time, finally came to life, gently squeezed Yan Ju's cheek, leaned forward, and put a flamboyant kiss on the other's lips.

"Haven't you been dating Bo Lu for six years? Why does the old man think you've been single?" Chu Ruxu asked with a smile, obviously still immersed in the joy of Yan Ju calling him "lover".

Just leave here.

Seeing Chu Ruxu's worthless appearance, Yan Ju couldn't help but slander.

He scratched Chu Ruzhen's chin teasingly, similar to how he coaxed Brownie: "Guess."

Yan Ju's eyebrows were raised slightly, his expression was lazy, his beautiful eyes were slightly bent, and the crystal pupils seemed to be quenched with stars.

Chu Ruxu's Adam's apple trembled, and he couldn't help clenching his back molars. He pinched Yan Jun's face: "Chat, just chat, don't mess with me outside."

"Stop messing around." Yan Ju rolled his eyes at him, "I have poor concentration, so you have to blame me."

"Rogue."

Chu Ruxu didn't feel ashamed but proud, and kissed Yan Ju several times, finally enough was enough.

"He's ugly, he can't handle it." The little rascal naively slandered his rival, and even praised himself a few times, "I'm good-looking, obedient and young."

Master Chu didn't know where he learned the "Second House Style", holding Yan Ju's arm and sticking it to his chest muscles with excellent fitness effects, twisting his throat, shaking while acting coquettishly, flattening his mouth, and expressing affection in his eyes : "Boss Yan took me out to save face—"

Yan Yu: ...

Leaving aside whether you have face or not, don't you really feel that it's a bit weird to do this kind of action with your height of nearly 1.9 meters...

But although Yan Zong didn't change his face, calmly, and had a standard expression without those worldly desires, his hands were still very honest.

He patted his little boyfriend's firm chest accurately, and calmly suggested: "Don't go crazy, go home later and go crazy."

Chu Ruxu said "Oh", sat back obediently, and showed President Yan that she was obedient with practical actions.

Yan Yan squeezed his hand with a smile, and said lightly: "The time I met their couple, Bo Lu just let me go, and I told them that I was still single as soon as I got angry."

"I broke up with Bo Lu after I went back." Yan Ju paused, observed Chu Ruxu's expression, and then continued, "But in the end there was no share."

"But the relationship was not so good. When they asked about it later, I didn't bother to explain too much. They thought I had never had a partner."

After hearing this, Chu Ruxu happily kissed Yan Ju's forehead, and joked as if she was satisfied with the answer: "That's great, with the old man, I'm your first love."

"We will come here often in the future."

Yan Ju rubbed his head helplessly, and said "OK" lightly.

Living by the sea, the nanny stewed a piece of fish, fried a plate of razor clams, and boiled a plate of water spinach.

Chu Ruxu, who drove on the expressway for two days and one night, not only ate all the dishes, but also added rice three times, and finally asked the nanny to order a bowl of tomato soup noodles, so that he would be full.

But Mr. Duan was so happy, he said "I haven't seen such an edible young man for a long time", and asked Chu Ruxu if he was really full. It can be called clapping hands.

The old man was happy watching, and Chu Ruxu was happy eating, only Yan Ju sat aside and held his forehead, speechless.

Mistake, why did I forget that this kid is a humanoid idiot.

In the future, I will never dare to take him around for dinner. If I don't know, I probably think that I have treated him so harshly at home...

After the meal, Yan Ju played chess with the old man for a while, hesitated again and again, and finally opened his mouth tentatively, saying that he wanted to see Auntie Duan.

But old man Duan just smiled, patted Yan Jue on the shoulder twice, muttered "she must be happy to see you", then put on his coat, and led the two of them to the back door.

"She didn't want to be too far away from me, so I dismantled the shed at the foot of the mountain that was used to enjoy the cool air, got someone to make it waterproof, and brought her home." Mr. Duan said as he walked, "The first few days she left God asked me."

He imitated his wife's tone and learned to listen to Yan Yu: "It's almost time for Xiaoyan to ask someone to deliver wine. This kid doesn't have time to come and play. If you work so hard, what can you do if you are too busy?"

"Not to mention finding a partner, but also taking care of each other."

Yan Ju's nose was sore, and he only felt the corners of his eyes swell, and suddenly felt that his resolute refusal to step into Jingcheng in the past few years was really naive and ridiculous.

Old Man Duan probably saw Yan Ju's disappointment, and patted Yan Ju on the back comfortingly: "Okay, that's all right now, you don't run a company anymore, remember to bring Xiao Chu to play often in the future. "

"Definitely." Yan Ju twitched the corner of his mouth.

Chu Ruxu also took his hand politely, and made a promise: "I will take good care of Yan Ju."

The two of them came here on a temporary basis, and they didn't say they would go to the city to buy a bunch of flowers in advance, but Mr. Gu didn't care about these nonsense, and said that Chu Ruxu would go to the nearby lawn to pull some small wild flowers.

Chu Ruxu naturally saw that the other party had something to say to Yan Ju alone, so she immediately agreed with a smile, and ran away in three or five steps, leaving the two of them with plenty of privacy.

"This child, do you know what happened in your family?" The old man asked cautiously.

Yan Ju was startled, and shook his head after a while: "I haven't said yet."

The reason why the couple got so close to Yan Ju after only seeing him once was not only because they felt that they were destined for him, but also because Yan Ju was in a bad mood that day, and when he was suddenly cared by the gentle and enthusiastic elders, he chose to say something about himself This incident made Auntie Gu feel sad for him for a long time, she kept clapping his hands and said that they could treat them as family members in the future.

Mr. Gu sighed, and after a moment of silence, he suggested: "It's right not to say, we have just been together, and the relationship is not stable yet, people have the instinct to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, don't be in a hurry at this moment, wait for more time to get along Get along and tell him."

Yan Ju pursed his lips.

He originally thought so too, no, it should be said that he originally thought more cautiously than this.

Anyway, Chu Ruxu is still young, so she won't be able to make up her mind for a while. As long as it doesn't involve marriage, she won't be able to talk about her family background for the time being, or she might just avoid talking about it. Don't ask too much.

But for some reason, Yan Ju finally gave up on this idea.

He didn't want that.

He judges others by himself, he hates cheating and being treated perfunctorily, so he doesn't want to treat the people he likes in these ways that he doesn't like.

Chu Ruxu is a very good child, and it is already a little wronged to be entangled with someone like him. Yan Jue can't persuade himself to stay away from the other party completely, and even accept the other party's love. Since it may not be possible to return the same affection, at least he should do it. to candor.

As for whether Chu Ruxu would be shaken after knowing that, it was not within the scope of Yan Ju's consideration.

From the day he decided to try to be with Chu Ruxu, he was ready to lose him eventually.

Sooner or later, he doesn't care.

People are inherently lonely.

As the Yan Ziyou in his dream said——if you are successful, you can slowly grow old in the process of experiencing happiness; if you are lucky, someone will always be with you and complete your life.

Yan Ju felt that his life was relatively smooth, but it had never been related to luck.

Yan Ziyou failed to enjoy happiness and grow old slowly, but he may be destined to be forced to enjoy the long loneliness.

But Yan Jue was used to it.

So he can accept "only having Chu Ruxu once", instead of "can have forever".

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It was already dark, and the old man went to bed early and needed more rest, so it was inconvenient to bother him too much. After a few people chatted for a while in front of the grave, Yan Ju found an excuse and took Chu Ruxu and Brownie left.

After telling Chu Ruxu the address of his home, Yan Ju sat in the co-pilot, looked out the window at the gradually familiar street scene, and fell into a subtle silence.

It wasn't the expected nervousness, it was more like a deadly calm.

Yan Jie is like a death row prisoner who knows his own destiny, and is calmly rushing to his execution ground.

Chu Ruxu really injected too many wonderful things into his life, which made Yan Ju reluctant to disturb him and destroy this budding relationship, but couldn't help but want to tear himself apart in front of him.

People always have the desire to destroy at certain special moments. If they don't want to hurt others, they will make themselves miserable.

Yan Ju hopes that Chu Ruxu can unreservedly appreciate his hollow and ugly appearance, judge his romantic but bleak past, and be amazed at his chaotic and bloody family like a work of art.

Chu Ruxu always said that she liked him, always praised him for being beautiful, and always said that she had never seen anyone better than him.

Yan Ji was even excited.

Whether it was because the night's drink was too strong and over the top, or something else.

He couldn't wait to show Chu Ruxu the wounds that he had hidden for a long time but were still exuding tissue fluid in pain.

"Do you still like me?"

"Am I still pretty?"

"Do you still think I'm the best person in the world?"

Yan Jue had already figured out that when the time came, he should face Chu Ruxu with a sick and indifferent expression.

He'd better run away, if not...

Yan Ji bent his amber eyes in the neon lights of the city flashing outside the window.

Then I won't give him any chance to leave.

Yan Ju even suspected that he might have inherited the crazy gene of his parents, but he had no chance to trigger it before, and he felt special when he saw Chu Ruxu for the first time, not because he admired Chu Ruxu's appearance.

It's the excitement of finally finding a suitable prey.

Chu Ruxu will die by his side.

Thinking of this, Yan Ju closed his eyes with satisfaction and began to rest his mind.

I don't know how long it took, Yan Ju's consciousness was a little hazy, and Chu Ruxu woke him up.

"It's brother." Chu Ruxu said.

Yan Ju woke up in an instant as if he had been handed a gauntlet. He looked up at the small white bungalow outside the window, then at Chu Ruxu who looked worried, and said with a shallow smile, "Let's go."

Yan Ju skillfully rummaged through to find the key and opened the door. Brownie, who was asleep, was carried in the kennel and placed beside the sofa as soon as he entered.

The room is still as clean as new, and the tulips on the dining table are a little wilted. It seems that the aunt who cleaned up the house for him should not come these days.

Just in time, maybe this time I can have the opportunity to say thank you in person.

Yan Ju thought to himself.

Standing at the bottom of the patio, Chu Ruxu looked at everything in the room with some embarrassment, as if she had a premonition, trying to find clues to solve the problem from the surrounding furnishings.

But Yan Ju didn't give him this chance.

Yan Ju opened a drawer next to the dining table, took out a few folders from it, and picked up a photo frame that had been turned upside down, beckoning Chu Ruxu to come over and sit down at the table.

Regardless of Chu Ruxu's hesitation and nervousness, as if shielding himself and the other party from all emotions, he straightforwardly pushed everything in front of Chu Ruxu: "This is my family portrait. My father killed my mother and absconded." The original case record, my mother’s case, and the evaluation of my family and myself after the reporter from the Provincial Evening News came to interview.”

Yan Ji's tone was extremely calm, like a stupid boy who was eager to tell everything about himself to the person he liked, and all the embarrassment, pain, and grievances that he tried hard to cover up and didn't want to mention all these years were dumped on Chu Ruxu before.

He couldn't help but the other party didn't want to watch it. Anyway, since he was ready to analyze himself, he didn't need to greet Chu Ruxu.

All he needs is one answer.

A result that determines whether Chu Ruxu can still have the freedom to choose whether to leave him or not in the future.

This is the way Yan Ji chose to build trust after careful consideration.

Simple, direct, rough, without romantic subtlety and without aesthetic feeling.

"Ruxu." Yan Ju called Chu Ruxu seriously in the dim light of the kitchen.

He stared straight into the other person's eyes, the colors flowing in the eyes were similar to those reflected by the glazed vase on the table.

There was also some rare, eerie excitement on the verge of getting out of hand.

Yan Ju spoke a little faster: "I can't be a university professor because I can't pass the political review."

"My father is a fugitive murderer, and my mother is a mental patient who has received decades of treatment. I may have inherited many bad qualities from them. Of course, I may not. I'm not sure."

As if relieved, he showed a gentle and cruel smile to Chu Ruxu, and asked softly, pretending to be careless:

"Do you still want to like me?"

The author says:

Come, come, come -3-

5 minutes to midnight!It's barely on the second watch!

Tomorrow should also be double-updated (if nothing unexpected happens);

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