Offensive change: superficial love

Yan Jue has always lived by the rules.

This is probably the most obvious one among the bad effects of the broken family on him.

After all, there is no secret in this world that can be hidden forever. His father, unwilling to be abandoned, stabbed his mother seven times before killing and absconding. In those few years, it has always been a topic of discussion among neighbors.

Although the identities of the two were not disclosed, this case was considered the most discussed one in Jingcheng social news at that time.

Some people in the school talked about it, and it would scroll on the electronic screen of the bus.

On the way home from school, the mother-in-law and aunt who always liked to hand him some snacks and compliment him on his cuteness changed from being close to her in the past. When she found him, she suddenly stopped talking, looked at him silently, and said to her little one The granddaughter stopped behind her, and forced a stiff smile at him.

Yan Ji, who is twelve or thirteen years old, can already fully understand that the core of this avoidance behavior comes from fear, but he can't figure out what other people are afraid of.

In his heart, his mother is lively and bright, his father is gentle and refined, and their feelings are sincere and romantic.

How did it come to this point?

And why do their affairs involve other people's evaluation of themselves?

Yan Ji couldn't figure it out.

But when the doubts from the outside world are overwhelming, even if Yan Ju still doesn't think he is wrong, he will inevitably feel guilty.

In order to avoid this kind of self-blame, he can only try his best to become an "excellent person" that meets the world's standards——

Sunshine, positive, excellent grades, love to socialize, showy and energetic, but will not do outrageous things, and have some positive niche hobbies. It would be better if you can maintain some interesting personalities.

In the evaluation of the people around him, Yan Jie gradually corrected his external image. In the process of perfecting day after day, he practiced "keeping dazzling" into a mechanism that can operate automatically without triggering.

It seems that only by doing so can he gain confidence, get rid of the shadows, and not be defeated by preconceived prejudices in front of those who know the inside story.

In the eyes of others, Yan Ju doesn't seem restrained, he can even be said to like to be lively and show off, but no one has noticed that all his publicity has a clear boundary line.

Between "this is a boring but well-behaved child" and "this is an interesting but rebellious child", Yan Ji has found a position for himself that will not be blamed.

Until that day, Bo Lu seemed to see the clamoring destructive desire in his heart, and took the initiative to blur the boundary for him...

The group that stole their team data must have lost miserably in the end. They didn't even attend the awards ceremony and closing dinner, and left early cursing.

Yan Ju didn't participate either, and several teammates said they wanted to celebrate with team building.

As a result, after a group of people busily sat down at the hot pot restaurant, they happened to find Bai Lu in the corner enjoying dinner alone.

But Yan Jue just greeted the other party with a smile, and didn't choose to invite him.

On the contrary, a few teammates followed Yan Ju's movements and glanced over there. After realizing that it was a senior from the same school, they actively pulled Bai Lu over.

Bo Lu has always been polite and gentle to others. In other people's words, he has a sense of distance like a spring breeze.

Yan Yan vaguely remembered that he had been discussed by several senior sisters from the student union before, but he had never been able to match the name and face. After the "power outage in the main control room" incident this afternoon, he finally remembered which Bo Lu was. , and also understand the cause of this contradictory description.

Bo Lu is not particularly talkative, but every sentence is full of content, which can make others clearly feel his shrewdness and stability, even if he may have some subtle defensive psychology for a short time, in the end, he will still be subconsciously attracted by his words. Thoughts lead.

It is almost not uncomfortable to have a casual contact with a person like Bai Lu, but it is only limited to this.

The instinct of seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages and avoiding danger will prevent most people from getting too close to things that are beyond their control.

This concept seems to be the consensus of all.

Therefore, although Bo Lu has a lot of discussion in Ningda University with his outstanding qualifications, he has never had any close friends. Except for occasionally eating in the cafeteria and playing ball with his roommates, Bai Lu is generally on campus. Alone.

Yan Ji was able to discover this, not because he cared much about the other party, but purely because, since the end of the business competition and getting to know the other party, the probability of Bai Lu appearing by his side suddenly became surprisingly high.

I don't know if it's really a coincidence, or a certain manifestation of the Baader-Meinhoff phenomenon.

Bolu seems to be everywhere.

Sometimes the other party would come to talk to Yan Ju actively, offer him a cup of coffee or a mint, and sometimes just sit not far from him, busy with the things at hand.

After a long time, not only the onlookers felt that the two of them had become so familiar that they had to study together every day, but even Yan Jie himself began to get used to the tacit company of Bai Lu.

Until a certain short holiday, most of the students either went home for the holiday or went out in groups.

Yan Ju has no home to go back to, and doesn't really want to travel, so he stays at school and finds something to do.

As a top prestigious university, in order to cater to the different living habits of students and meet everyone’s learning needs, most of the public areas can be used 24 hours a day, but the library during the holidays is undoubtedly the most deserted and unpopular place .

Yan Ju originally planned to go abroad after graduation, so he thought that he would take advantage of this time to study for the language test.

When he was doing serious things, he always focused and often forgot the time. When he looked up again, only Bai Lu and himself were left on this floor, and even the main light had automatically turned off without knowing why.

Under the soft light of the eye protection lamp, Yan Ju raised his head in a daze to look at Bai Lu next to him, but he also met his gaze.

The table in front of Bai Lu was cleaned up, and he had obviously been staring at him for a while.

His eyes were slightly bent, his smile didn't reach his eyes, and he couldn't see what emotion he was feeling at this moment.

Yan Ju frowned, he didn't like the other party's attitude of always judging others.

"What's the matter, senior?" Yan Ju smiled politely and asked proactively.

"It's nothing, I just suddenly discovered that your eyes are really beautiful." Bai Lu's answer was inexplicable, and his frivolous attitude was even a bit offensive.

Although Yan Ji did not reject being praised with such words, the deep meaning hidden in Bai Lu's words made him subconsciously resist.

"Oh, that senior, you are quite beautiful." Yan Ju said lightly, the yin and yang between the lines were faint, but still to the extent that people could clearly distinguish them.

"Do you want to eat cinnamon rolls? I just went downstairs to buy them, and they just came out of the oven. They are still hot." Bai Lu chuckled, but he didn't apologize for crossing the line just now, but asked something irrelevant.

Yan Ju shook his head, and casually said, "No, I hate the smell of cinnamon."

Bo Lu didn't care much about this: "Aren't you tired just from studying? Can you chat with me for a while?"

Yan Ju raised his eyebrows indifferently: "What do you want to talk about?"

"Let's talk... What do you think of me?" Bo Lu asked bluntly.

Yan Ji was stunned, and he was inevitably a little puzzled, but after thinking for a while, he still beautified the answer in his heart, and expressed it in a way that would not offend others: "I think you have a very good personality, and you behave very well in the world. He has a sense of proportion, is mature and steady, is trustworthy, and is a good friend."

"My friend..." Bo Lu seemed dissatisfied, he paused, but continued to ask: "Apart from these?"

Yan Ju didn't understand which nerve the other party had made a mistake today, but he still responded in a good-tempered manner: "What do you want to hear, senior?"

Bai Lu's eyes gradually darkened, and he was silent for a moment, as if there was something in his words, he asked in a low voice, "How about being a romantic partner?"

"It should be pretty good." Yan Ju thought for a while, and said frankly, "The girls in the ministry occasionally talk about this, and they all think that you look like you are suitable for marriage."

Thinking of how explicit their gossip was, Yan Ju couldn't help laughing.

Against the faint light, his beautiful eyes seemed to be quenched into tiny stars, and the little red mole at the corner of his eyes seemed to be a little brighter again.

He was half joking, and half teasingly teasing the other party: "It's useless for you to ask me about this kind of thing. I have zero experience. Let me introduce my roommate to you another day. I heard that he is very good at chasing girls."

"Does the senior have a girl he likes?" Yan Ju asked politely and curiously.

Bai Lu, however, was noncommittal, staring at Yan Ji, curling the corners of his lips meaningfully, and finally said after a long time: "Yes."

"But not girls."

Yan Ju was stunned, as if he had a premonition, and naturally changed the topic: "Oh, it doesn't matter, the social acceptance is already very high now."

Bo Lu nodded, but didn't intend to accept it immediately: "What about you, is your acceptance high?"

"I don't know, I've never had someone I like." Yan Yan shrugged pretending to be relaxed, quickly put his things on the table into his bag, got up and was about to leave, "Senior, I have something to do, so I'll go back first ,See you later."

But Bo Lu didn't intend to give him a chance to retreat, and directly raised his hand, tightly grasping Yan Ji's wrist, leaving a ring of red finger marks on his already sensitive skin.

"Yan Ji, do you really not understand what I mean?"

Before Yan Ju could react, Bai Lu directly approached him.

"I never intended to be just friends with you."

With a smile, Bo Lu's voice was low, changed from the usual aloofness and gentleness, his tough attitude was mixed with a little self-confidence, "In the school forum, all the posts about I fell in love with you at first sight and I was trying to chase you are all open. Three or four."

"The whole world is about to know, only you don't know."

"You are so dull." Bai Lu sighed softly, as if a little helpless.

Yan Ji, who came to his senses, was just about to show his old-fashioned skillful way of rejecting the other party tactfully and politely. What he didn't expect was that the manuscript he had typed had just reached his throat, and before he could open his mouth, Bai Lu's lips Unexpectedly, it covered the corner of his mouth.

"So you understand?" Bai Lu said softly.

The moonlight shines into the room through the huge glass, and the open window slits bring in the night wind, blowing the transparent screens into the air.

The soft touch didn't arouse the heart palpitations of the person involved, and the next second, Yan Ju's fully charged fist greeted Bai Lu's face...

……

A gust of grassy wind blew by, and Yan Ju opened his eyes in the mild sunshine.

Last night Chu Ruxu insisted on making a fuss, kept comparing him with the surname Bai, and refused to stop even when he was doing it, so he knew how to grind his words and praised him over and over again, admitting that he was better than Bai Lu.

I don't know if it's because of this, Yan Ju actually dreamed about the past.

While feeling unlucky, he couldn't help feeling emotional in his heart.

At that time, it was still light.

This kind of behavior of pretending to be aggressive and playing hooligans, just punching is still too conservative.

Maybe if he beat him harder at that time, nothing happened later.

Yan Ju curled his lips, and when he was fully conscious, he dragged his tired body and prepared to sit up.

No matter what you say today, you can't pamper Chu Ruxu anymore, Yan Ju slandered inwardly.

Fortunately, he lives a healthy and regular life and has the habit of running in the morning. Otherwise, with Chu Ruxu's tossing level, his bones may be falling apart and he can't even move.

The other party probably cleaned him up carefully, except for the soreness of the muscles and a slight pain in the secret place, Yan Ji didn't have any other discomforts.

Chu Ruxu was not in the bedroom, Yan Ju knew without looking.

The child is very clingy, no matter it is before or after the event, you have to hug him closely.

Yan Ju felt that he was out of breath, and discussed to coax him to let go, but Chu Ruxu also pretended not to hear.

When I really can't pretend anymore, I will decisively say "I like you the most", "Hold me for a while", "I can't live without you", and use it together.

Yan Ji had no choice but to let him do whatever he wanted.

Just when Yan Ju was thinking of going downstairs to see what the other party was doing, and why there was no sound for a long time, something suddenly moved twice on the other side of the bed, where Chu Ruxu was sleeping.

Yan Ju turned his head in surprise, only to see a bulging ball of the quilt, and an unknown thing underneath, as if finally unable to bear the loneliness, a slight whimper came out from the specially set gap on the side, It's like being coquettish.

Yan Jie directly lifted the quilt in a daze, and in the next second, a small meteorite border shepherd appeared on his bed.

The puppy who had regained his freedom immediately jumped up, sniffed and circled around Yan Ju several times, and then licked the back of Yan Ju's hand with his pink and tender tongue, and then Wagging its tail, it returned to the position where it had just lay on its stomach, and sat down obediently.

The little thing's light blue eyes are bright, as clear as the sky after the rain, and he is staring at Yan Ji intently at this moment, tilting his head to the left and right, and he doesn't know whether he feels novelty or is showing him good.

Yan Ju looked at the sudden extra puppies under the bed, and couldn't help feeling a little dazed.

For a moment, he even suspected that he was not awake enough, and was still immersed in the complicated dreams, unable to escape.

One person and one dog just stared at each other, falling into a strange silence.

After a long time, Yan Ji seemed to regain consciousness, stretched out his hand, and scratched Xiao Bianmu's hairy chin.

He hesitated for a moment, and finally, with a puzzled tone, he tentatively called softly: "Chu Ruxu?"

The little thing immediately cooperated with "Wow".

Now Yan Ji's expression was even more perplexed.

Before he could make a second confirmation, the other party's uncontrollable laughter came from the corner of the room.

Yan Yu turned around and looked over.

The refreshing wind blew up the gauze curtain in front of the window, exposing Chu Ruxu who was hiding behind,

He walked to the bed with his eyes bent, met Yan Ju's still dazed eyes frankly, bent down slightly, and kissed tenderly and affectionately, from the eyelashes down the bridge of the nose, stopping at the tip of the nose for a while Finally, it finally landed on the corner of Yan Ji's lips safely.

"Brother, why are you calling people's names indiscriminately?" Chu Ruxu joked with a smile:

"I'm here."

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"After the Salted Fish's Dark Guard Falls off the Horse" by I choose a cat car:

Shen Jinfeng became the cannon fodder of the same name in the book. Because of the jealousy of the eunuch, he was sent to the shadow director of the palace as a secret guard. From then on, he lived a life wearing a mask every day without seeing the sun.

He didn't like this job very much, so he fished in troubled waters and made it worse every day.

Other hidden guards competed to perform meritorious deeds to catch the assassin, and he teased cats and dogs in the palace to play with crickets.

Finally one day Emperor Xiyuan couldn't bear it anymore and called him to his face: "The mask is off, I have something to ask you."

Shen Jinfeng happily took off his mask, thinking: His Majesty will finally fire him.

Emperor Xiyuan looked at him for a while, then blushed quietly: "You don't have to work in Xichang from now on."

Shen Jinfeng: Good!

"Report to my bedroom tonight."

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Emperor Xiyuan Xiao Wangshu was unmarried when he came to the throne, and the palace held a general election, and somehow a male portrait was mixed into the portraits of the beautiful women selected, and he was so shocked that he was a heavenly man.

Since then, the little emperor could no longer appreciate other beauties, and he wanted to find the man in the painting, but unfortunately he turned the palace and the imperial city upside down, and the whole country offered rewards but he couldn't find it.

Xiao Wangshu remained single until he was 19 years old, until he discovered that the person in the painting was his secret guard.

Wearing, the body is Xiao Shen's own;

Cool on the outside and pure on the inside, Ming Jun X pretends to be a pig and eats a tiger, and a beautiful secret guard;

1V1, HE;

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