Offensive change: superficial love

Yan Ju agreed.

The theater in Ningcheng seems to have some weird magic power for Yan Jue, all the impulsive choices he made emotionally in his life are here.

He didn't ask Chu Ruxu what happened at home, and he didn't intend to take advantage of Chu Ruxu's missed appointment to gain some benefits for himself.

No need.

Anyway, it's just seeking comfort, why bother to hold on to the side details.

From the moment Yan Ju decided to leave with Chu Ruxu, he accepted the temptation openly.

It is admitted that Chu Ruxu is attractive enough, and also admitted that the floating range of his own moral standards is not as rigorous as imagined.

He just wanted to run away now.

It doesn't matter where she goes, whether she elopes or not, even if Chu Ruxu's warm affection will fade soon.

Six years ago, Bo Lu chose to take him through that door, and since then, Yan Jie has started a long desensitization process involuntarily and masochistically.

Empty and beautiful backyard, a single fixed breakfast recipe, convincing myself to immerse myself in a plain love relationship, following the tradition of my parents watching dramas every month, keeping the "home" intact but not daring to go back, living in a glass cocoon In the house, crazily absorbing the sunshine...

Yan Ju timidly and cruelly experimented with the "barefoot doctor" version of "exposure therapy", which was unscientific and unsafe, on himself, without even thinking about whether it would be effective.

Nothing worked.

This hasty return to his hometown finally forced Yan Ju to accept this answer.

The nerve that had been paralyzed for a while started to throb again, and it became even more tormenting.

Six years later, Chu Ruxu made another choice——

He told Yan Ju not to do those meaningless repetitions.

He ran away with Yan Ji.

Chu Ruxu took him to an underground livehouse. He didn't know the people who sang on the stage, and most of the people who swayed on the dance floor were students.

After the end, they drank a lot of wine, from special tune to shot, and then called many rounds of double.

Yan Ji can't remember how it started, the only thing he remembers is that he entered the hotel by kissing Chu Ruxu uncompromisingly, and there is only an endless carnival left.

Chu Ruxu tried to resist at first, begging him hoarsely without convincing.

But obviously, the child's willpower is not very strong, and he completely surrendered in less than 5 minutes after becoming a "gentleman".

Somewhat forcefully, he restrained Yan Ju's wrist with one hand, and pressed it high to the wall above his head. With the other hand, he pinched Yan Ju's jaw and lifted it slightly.

From the source to stop the provocative actions of Yan Ji.

Chu Ruxu tried her best to restrain her emotions that were about to get out of control, and from her tight throat, she squeezed out a few sane questions: "Yan Ju, will you regret it tomorrow morning?"

He cautiously pecked Yan Ju's wet lips, as if he was afraid that the other party would say the answer he didn't want to hear.

The helplessness of losing autonomy made Yan Ju a little flustered.

Alcohol clouded his brain, and he could no longer think carefully.

All his behavioral expressions were transferred to the excited nerve impulse, the steaming primitive lust, and the secret, unacknowledged, nostalgia for Chu Ruxu.

He turned his head reflexively, and bit Chu Ruxu's thumb in the other's dim eyes.

As if implying something, after Yan Ju made a neat tooth mark on Chu Ruxu's joints, he prevented Chu Ruxu from trying to penetrate involuntarily, and pushed it out with the tip of his tongue.

Even though Chu Ruxu had already controlled the dominance, Yan Ju still raised his brows as if deliberately provocative, and kicked the other's ankle with the tip of his shoe, just like he did on the first "date" at Ningda University.

Yan Ju leaned into his ear and reminded with a trembling voice: "Little friend, I don't feel bad every day."

"It's hard to say whether I will regret it tomorrow morning."

"But, I'll only give you this one chance, if you can't grasp it..." Yan Ju smiled as if teasing, and breathed lightly on Chu Ruxu's flushed ears, like a temptation, or a threat, "It's you who should regret it."

Yan Ju really wanted to get closer to Chu Ruxu.

It seems that only in this way can he temporarily escape from the ever-spreading darkness in his memory and the eternal loneliness...

Chu Ruxu had the last bit of forbearance, completely ignited by Yan Ju's condescending words, he bent down and rubbed the other's lips fiercely.

He has always been an opportunist.

What Yan Ji said is right, the other party's chance to lose control of his emotions is indeed rare, if he misses it, he will only be the one who regrets it.

Chu Ruxu never concealed her nature of being close to Yan Jie.

He just wanted to take advantage of the empty window when the other party just broke up.

He coveted the position next to Yan Jue, so he must get it.

Although the order now seems to be different from what he expected, it doesn't matter anymore.

Just get on the bus and pay the fare later.

Yan Ju loves him so much, he must be reluctant to wait for too long...

Chu Ruxu kissed Yan Ju's slightly narrowed eyes, thinking to himself.

Yan Ju was still wearing the same suit as in the morning.

The little vest subconsciously prepared to show Chu Ruxu was being roughly pulled by the other party at the moment, Yan Yan smiled and rubbed his hairy head, and murmured like a child: "Don't be in such a hurry, I I can't escape."

Yan Ju's voice was sticky, and the tone of the original soft consolation was changed. Chu Ruxu's aggressive/aggressive movements were coaxed to reduce a bit, but in fact his self-control has almost been teased to the critical value.

"There should be something in the bedside table." Yan Ju reminded intermittently.

Yan Ju closed his eyes as if resigned to his fate, and his slender eyelashes covered the nimble little mole in the inner corner of his eyes, which made his whole person extra fragile: "I haven't... for a long time, try to be careful."

Chu Ruxu had seen the other party's calm and dignified appearance a lot, and the scene in front of him, coupled with his weak words, was simply a kind of mental torture for him.

He hugged Yan Ju into his arms, as if reluctant to part for half a second, turned over slightly, and took out the things in the drawer: "I'm sorry, brother."

"If you feel uncomfortable, you must not bear it." Chu Ruxu tried to comfort the other party with soft words.

After a long time, he solemnly kissed Qin Yanjun's forehead, and said with a low smile:

"Tell me if you are comfortable."

Yan Ju's consciousness was almost slackened under the control of alcohol, and he couldn't even understand what Chu Ruxu was saying, so he could only let out an "um" in a daze.

Chu Ruxu who got the promise no longer had any scruples.

……

Yan Ju was floating in the air one second before, and then fell back into Chu Ruxu's arms again the next second.

In the air entangled by ambiguous voices, his breathing was blocked countless times, and a strange feeling like lack of oxygen enveloped him, and Yan Ju couldn't even remember where he was.

In the misty hallucination, he seemed to hear the sound of the waves in his hometown beating against the rocks, from far and near, mixed with the whimper of the wind.

"Don't close your eyes, just look at me, okay?"

"I beg you……"

Under Chu Ruxu's pious request, even though Yan Jue was still in a state of bewilderment, he still accommodated him.

In Yan Ju's mind, which was almost at a standstill, a sentence suddenly flashed——

"He really has a talent for pampering kids"

……

The night seemed endless, and the sky seemed like it would never light up again.

Yan Ju finally indulged himself and sank into the river formed by the convergence of chaotic passion and bottom-level desires.

He fell asleep and woke up again, and he couldn't even tell whether it was a dream or reality at this moment.

In a daze, he seemed to hear what Chu Ruxu said.

But when he wanted to distinguish carefully, he was dragged into the raging undercurrent by the other party.

"I really like you for a long time." Chu Ruxu kissed him and whispered vaguely, "It's been so long..."

"You don't remember at all."

…………

Yan Ju remembered every detail of last night.

He slowly opened his eyes, the room was dark, and he didn't know if he woke up too early, or just slept until the next night.

There is no need to try to move, Yan Ju can feel the looming soreness on his body, the pain is not very painful, it is simply uncomfortable, making people restless and uncomfortable.

Probably it was really Yan Ji's punishment for indulging himself and pulling a little boy who had never been in a relationship with him.

Yan Ju couldn't remember the beginning and end of the incident, nor could he remember his own mental journey at that time.

He only remembered the whole process, and every detail of the process could even be reproduced in his mind.

Chu Ruxu's rhythm, Chu Ruxu's heartbeat, Chu Ruxu's small kisses one after another, Chu Ruxu gently holding his neck, but he was reluctant to bear the real hard palm, Chu Ruxu praised his beautiful eyes and refused to let him close, but the purpose was to force Yan Jie himself To admire himself in the dressing mirror at his disposal...

"Damn." Yan Ju couldn't help cursing, only to realize that his voice had been "tortured" all night, and now it looked like an old gramophone that was worn out.

hoarse, vague.

He resisted the discomfort and sat up, looking at the surrounding environment.

This seemed to be the same hotel near the university town - the one where he and Chu Ruxu met for the first time.

Regarding the memory of choosing a hotel, Yan Ju has no memory at all. He decided not to make any comments on it until he could distinguish whether it was his own wise choice or Chu Ruxu's bad taste.

But different from last time, Yan Ju didn't need to doubt or check this time.

He slept with Chu Ruxu.

She fell asleep many times, the kind that Yan Ju even lost consciousness in the end.

"Oh shit."

Yan Ju, who seldom swears at ordinary times, scolded Chu Ruxu twice in just 5 minutes based on his rough memory.

he deserves it.

Yan Yu frowned and thought.

Children who eat meat are really scary. They are like perpetual motion machines. They seem to have never learned how to write the word "restraint", and they don't feel tired at all.

Yan Ju was the only one in the room, and a person like him, who often didn't sleep deeply enough, was so tired that he didn't even know when the other party left.

Little bastard.

Yan Ju couldn't help but slander.

Speak better than sing, but run away after falling asleep?

Could it be that she has never been in a relationship and only liked herself?It can't be a high-ranking little liar, right?

Then if you stumble, it has nothing to do with your lack of concentration, right?It's the little rascal's fault.

Just when Yan Jie was in a state of confusion, using the thinking method of three nicknames per second, thinking about how to "throw the blame" on Chu Ruxu, there was a crisp "drip" from the door.

Yan Ju followed the prestige, only to find that it was Chu Ruxu who had returned.

The other party had earphones on one ear, a peaked cap, a pure white hoodie and black jeans, as if he had taken the time to tidy up himself.

Chu Ruxu found that Yan Ju was awake, and immediately burst into a bright smile, pushed the door back, and walked over quickly, half kneeling on the bed with one leg, leaning forward, kissing Yan Ju on the forehead twice Down.

Children really can't hide things, and if they have a little bit of that unspeakable secret relationship, they will get bored immediately.

Yan Ju thought.

Although Chu Ruxu was already a leader in the sticky world, her current state is obviously more "crazy".

As if wishing to be with Yan Ji for a long time...

Some speechless, he raised his sore arm and pushed the other away pretending to be impatient: "Don't rub it, it's hot."

"No problem, I'll listen to you." Chu Ruxu was quite good-tempered, and kissed Yan Ju's face again, and then obediently took half a step back.

After all, he had just eaten the sweetness of the night, and he was very turbulent. No matter what Yan Yanrang did, he probably wouldn't have the slightest thought of questioning it.

Yan Ju raised his chin towards him, and asked blankly, "Why did you go?"

Chu Ruxu immediately shook the bag in his hand towards him: "I packed some supper, you must be hungry after sleeping all day."

"Oh yes, I also bought two pieces of clothes." Speaking of this, Chu Ruxu's expression instantly became unnatural, and when he savored it carefully, he actually hid a bit of satisfaction in his embarrassment, "Your yesterday, cough , um...it probably won't be able to wear it anymore."

Yan Yu: ...

You have the nerve to say it.

I don't know who it is, and I am so anxious that I have never learned how to unbutton in my life, and I just started tearing it, no matter how good the quality is, it is useless.

Yan Jie just got up and stretched out his hand to push Chu Ruxu away, which somewhat affected the quilt. At this time, his upper body was completely exposed in the air, from the Adam's apple to the collarbone, and then to the lower part, almost covered. There are ambiguous traces of red and purple, and there are even a few tooth marks that are not clear.

Chu Ruxu's gaze moved up and down unconsciously on him, her teeth clenched tightly as if trying to restrain some impulse, and even her eyes became a little dim.

Yan Ju couldn't help but tighten his heart, physically and mentally, he didn't have the strength to accompany the other party to continue messing around.

"Give me the clothes." He pursed his lips and said stiffly.

Chu Ruxu's attention was immediately diverted. He rummaged through the bag with a smile: "I've been picking it for a long time, and I think this color is definitely suitable for you. No, any color and style are suitable for you."

"You look good in whatever you wear, ah no, you look good in whatever you wear."

Yan Yu: ...

What nonsense is this kid talking about.

"Hurry up." He couldn't help but bend the corners of his lips and urged.

However, the moment Chu Ruxu showed the clothes in front of his eyes, Yan Ju couldn't laugh anymore.

What the other party bought seemed to be a couple's outfit. It was a simple, well-fitted hoodie, the same as the one Chu Ruxu was wearing.

The difference is that the one Chu Ruxu is wearing is white, with the word "Mine" inexplicably printed on it.

Originally, Yan Jiegang thought this design was cool, until he saw the one that belonged to him...

The soft cherry blossom powder is so tender that Yan Ji, who has been blessed by black, white and gray all the year round, dare not take a second look.

And on its chest, there is also a word clearly printed——

"Treasure"

Yan Ju looked at the hoodie with complicated emotions, and then looked up at Chu Ruxu who had an innocent face.

After a long silence, he lightly hooked his fingers, signaling the other party to come closer.

Chu Ruxu didn't know why, but she did it anyway, and even took advantage of his unpreparedness, as if she couldn't hold back, she quickly pecked Yan Jie's lips.

The distance between the two was less than half a meter, and Yan Ju looked into Chu Ruxu's eyes, sincerely and from the bottom of his heart, he asked the question that had been lingering in his mind for a long time.

"Chu Ruxu." He blinked, his tone rose slightly, and there was some subtle teasing hidden between the lines:

"Are you stupid?"

The author says:

Xiao Chu said he didn't understand, tilted his head innocently, and gave you a perfect wink.

Yuu: It's okay.