can you stop thinking about it

It may be that Gu Qiaonian, who has been repeatedly banned for more than a year, finally backfired.

It was just helping Ruan Yu put on socks, and the whole process took less than half a minute. The warmth of those feet and the soft greasy feeling of the toe of the socks remained in Gu Xiuhan's palms and fingertips. Can't be erased.

The stimulation brought by those tactile sensations was so strong that Gu Xiuhan had a dream that night.

He couldn't remember the specific scene when he woke up, and his brain instinctively blocked many details.

He only remembers one scene——

In the dream, he held Ruan Yu's thin ankle in his hand.

Ruan Yu's ankles looked extremely thin, like thin skin stretched tightly over the bones, without any flesh.But when you pinch it lightly with your fingers, there will be a slight concave curvature... covered with soft flesh.

Knead a little harder, and the powder will come out.

Same as in reality.

Then, Gu Xiuhan pulled Ruan Yu towards him.

He doesn't remember what happened after that, but some impressions of beauty remain inexplicably.

In the dream, Ruan Yu's eyes were red, and her wet eyelashes were clumped together. She lowered her eyes and dared not look at him. With a soft voice, she sobbed and asked him to let go.

The other unfettered foot half-lifted, as if he wanted to kick him away, but he couldn't bear to hurt important relatives, so he let him bully him with his nose twitching, cursing in a low voice. He is perverted.

……

Gu Xiuhan sat in the dark, his mouth was dry, his heartbeat was unbalanced, and his pajamas were drenched in hot sweat.

He seemed to force Ruan Yu to do something in his dream.

And Ruan Yu's reaction...is indeed very similar to the reaction he would have when facing Gu Xiuhan.

I didn't like it, but because I was too obedient, I cried and obeyed.

Gu Xiuhan seldom has this kind of despicable dream, he has always restrained himself to the core, he doesn't even allow himself to think about these things.

He forcibly reversed his thoughts, lowered the indoor temperature, and tried to calm down the restlessness with deep breaths.

However, the fire rolling in the lower abdomen could not be relieved for a long time, and refused to be suppressed by the master, and it burned more and more fiercely.

He looked as cold and serious as usual, but inside that cold shell, even his internal organs were almost burnt to ashes.

The heat couldn't go away for a long time, and Gu Xiuhan had enough sleep, so he simply got up and changed into a standard training suit, planning to go to the training room to consume his excess energy.

The male servant who was attracted to Ruan Yu was fired after lunch.In fact, he didn't do anything, just had an idea that shouldn't have occurred.

But once he thinks about it, and Yougu loses hope, he becomes a safety hazard that needs to be eliminated.

Because no one can guarantee that they can maintain their sanity in any situation and always only do the right thing.

Hope is the seed of action.

Gu Xiuhan originally thought that by avoiding it far away, the seed would shrivel up and die, but the grain of love and longing kept watering it, which made it more nourished, and the seed coat was bulging and glowing, ready to break through the ground at any time .

Everything that is forbidden, suppressed...will find its way out sooner or later.

Gu Xiuhan fastened the belt of his training suit, and let out a slow breath.

……

The next day.

breakfast time.

The differentiation period consumed too much energy, and Ruan Yu ate so much during this period that he became hungry quickly. When he woke up, his flat stomach was so hungry that it was slightly sunken.

Therefore, Ruan Yu has been very active in eating recently, staying at the table early, eagerly waiting for food.The servant who was in charge of preparing the meal was so sympathetic, he hurriedly brought him a few plates of fish fillets and sea vegetables to fill his stomach.

Ruan Yu could chew more than a dozen times in one bite than others. He ate slowly for a while, and in a blink of an eye, Shen Jingya was looking at Zhinao with one hand on her chin, her brows were slightly frowned, and her expression was a little troubled.

"Ruan Ruan," Shen Jingya noticed Ruan Yu's curious and worried gaze, and raised her hand to greet her, "Come here and help Brother Xiuhan take a look."

Ruan Yu quickly stuffed a piece of fish into his mouth, and dragged the chair to the side of Shen Jingya: "What?"

Shen Jingya swipe her fingertips on the desktop to connect to the smart brain—in the era of smart furniture, a smooth surface can be used as a light screen.A few standard ID card photos emerged, half male and half male, the common feature is that they are young, and all of them are good-looking.

"A few days ago, the information from the Administration Bureau was that the genetic matching was barely up to the standard, at most 50%, but 3S level is not easy to match, 50% is not bad..." Shen Jingya picked out a few The photo was enlarged so that Ruan Yu could see it clearly, "What type do you think Brother Xiu Han would like?"

Marriage and love in the empire are free, but in order to allow people to find the most suitable spouse among the hundreds of billions of interstellar populations, the Genetic Administration will provide some matching plans to citizens who have reached the marriageable age, which are all voluntary and for reference only.

Gu Xiuhan was only in his early thirties, not too old in the interstellar era where the average life expectancy was [-] years, and Shen Jingya didn't love forced marriages like people on the ancient earth.She would worry about Gu Xiuhan's emotional problems, but she was just worried that Gu Xiuhan would be too lonely.

Gu Xiuhan's mental problems have been reversed a lot in the past ten years since Ruan Yu's arrival, but his personality is still cold and closed.He has no personal hobbies. He is immersed in the official duties of the military department every day. He trains himself in his spare time. Ruan Yu, who was taking care of her younger brother... It was impossible for Shen Jingya not to worry.

"Hmm..." Ruan Yu puffed up his cheeks, chewing the fish slowly, and was stopped by the question.

It's not that he doesn't care about Gu Xiuhan, but Gu Xiuhan is like an iron tree with no signs of blossoming in this respect.

There are very few people who have the guts to show love to Gu Xiuhan, and his straightforward and tough answer is a model of being single, never giving anyone a chance.

Ruan Yu suspects that Gu Xiuhan is a mech lover.

Of course you can't say that.

Ruan Yu looked left and right hesitantly, knowing that it was meaningless to do so. Gu Xiuhan couldn't possibly be interested in these matching partners, but he didn't want to worry about Shen Jingya, so he tried hard to collect his lack of love theories: "No Is it best for two people to fall in love with complementary personalities? Then I think brother Xiuhan should be more talkative, gentle and soft-tempered, so that sometimes brother Xiuhan doesn’t like to talk, and the other party won’t feel left out .”

Ruan Yu had a small mouth, and the more he talked, the more he felt that he was reasonable, so he dragged a photo to show Shen Jingya: "I think this one is pretty good..."

"What good?"

Suddenly, a deep voice came from above the head, like ice being quenched, with the slightest bit of cold air.

Ruan Yu curled up her legs in fright, and hurriedly looked up.

If the lower limbs were in the shape of a fishtail, by now he would have been rolled into a fish roll.

Gu Xiuhan had just done physical training, and he was wearing a standard training uniform. The half-sleeved shirt, which was a mixture of dark green and grass green, was soaked in sweat, outlining the plump and tough chest muscles.He was as hot as a smoldering coal, and his body temperature rushed towards Ruan Yu a few centimeters away, but there was no warmth in those black eyes.

Ruan Yu subconsciously concentrated her energy and observed Gu Xiuhan's mental body.

light red.

Slightly stunned.

It’s over.

I got angry when I raised my mouth.

Brother Xiu Han is really single based on his strength.

"No, it's nothing good, just talking casually..." Ruan Yu's voice was like a gnat, and he clicked "X" repeatedly with a strong desire to survive, turning off all the photos on the light screen in the blink of an eye.

"Don't be angry with Ruan Ruan." Shen Jingya patted Gu Xiuhan's arm twice, and said softly, "I asked him to read it for me. The little girl Ruan Ruan picked out just now happened to be our research institute. Yes, her mother and I are quite familiar... Agreeing to send you information means that she has no problem. If you are not very resistant, you can actually find a chance to meet. Make more friends."

Gu Xiuhan glanced at Ruan Yu.

Ruan Yu was burying his head in eating the fish. It seemed that the matter had nothing to do with him, but in fact, even the tips of his ears were showing nervousness, fearing that Gu Xiuhan would kill him.

The ears made of ear fins are white and pink, and the earlobes are small and full, which makes people think...

Crazy?

Thinking about everything?

Gu Xiuhan rubbed the center of his brows, stopped his thoughts, and said in a soft voice, "I'm not angry with him."

Shen Jingya smiled: "I know you are reluctant...the meeting?"

Gu Xiuhan lowered his eyes: "I'll leave in a few days, I don't have time."

Ruan Yu sat up straight when he heard the words, and stared at him as if facing a formidable enemy.

"Where are you going?" Shen Jingya frowned slightly, "Is it what your father said before that... the military department is going to build a military base on the energy star?"

Some time ago, the military department surveyed a large number of rare seabed minerals on an ocean planet, which are the necessary raw materials for the mecha energy system. The military industrial base... It's not a small matter, but it's really unnecessary to send a general of Gu Xiuhan's level to supervise it.

"Yes." Gu Xiuhan nodded, "It has been approved, three months."

Shen Jingya raised her eyebrows lightly, showing a clear expression, and said quietly: "We didn't urge the marriage too hard, so we don't need to hide like this..."

"That's right," Ruan Yu tugged at him, "We won't rush you anymore."

In fact, he didn't urge him, it's just that he followed Shen Jingya's words and chimed in, full of childishness.

Gu Xiuhan thought of Ruan Yu's face flushed from crying in his dream last night, and felt even more guilty, he shook his head and said, "It has nothing to do with this."

Anyway, he was determined to leave.

The training clothes were soaked through, so Gu Xiuhan went back to his room to take a shower and change clothes.

Ruan Yu stopped eating and followed him listlessly.

I have been to Frontier Star for two years, and I have been home for less than two months, and I have to leave again. According to Aunt Shen, it is not a big deal that I have to go.

"Ruan Ruan," Gu Xiuhan stood at the door of the bathroom, looking at the little mermaid whose brows and eyes drooped, "Go back to eat."

Ruan Yu knew that he was going to take a shower, so she squeezed into the bathroom, propped her hands on the sink, and sat on it to protest: "I'm full."

He was not good at quarreling, and worried that Gu Xiuhan would not be able to tell that he was having a strange qi, so he remained silent for two seconds, resisting Gu Xiuhan's oppressive aura, and added threats in a low voice: "I'm full of qi...why so fast Going to leave again? Don't take a bath until you explain clearly. "

A smile appeared in Gu Xiuhan's eyes: "Don't be angry, it's necessary for work."

He didn't even realize how gentle his tone was.

It is impossible for Gu Xiuhan to change his mind, his life is almost nothing but work, which shows how important work is to him.

Ruan Yu slowly turned his head, and after a while, he suddenly remembered something, raised his head and said with a natural look: "Then I will go with you, I heard from Aunt Shen that officers above majors can bring their families with them when they go out on missions The stars are not in any danger, and when I come back in three months, I just start school..."

dependents?

Ruan Yu's identity card is attached to the Military Research Institute, and strictly speaking, he only lives in Gu's family, and cannot be counted as Gu Xiuhan's family members.

Besides...

Gu Xiuhan briefly recalled it.

His adjutants, as well as a few junior officers who are barely familiar, all bring their spouses when they are stationed.

When officers are busy with official duties, their spouses will help to take care of the officers' daily life. In addition, the spouses will help the superior officers maintain a stable family relationship-this is an item that will be included in the assessment when they are promoted and transferred.

"This kind of family," Gu Xiuhan said truthfully according to his memories, "there is no younger brother."

"Then what?" Ruan Yu asked.

Gu Xiuhan said calmly, "Bring your spouse."

Ruan Yu choked: "... Are they all?"

In order to strike while the iron is hot and make Ruan Yu quit despite difficulties, Gu Xiuhan half-truthfully said: "Well, and the family members of the army need to take care of the daily life of the officers. It is very hard, not for fun."

Ruan Yu pursed her lips, and said unwillingly: "I don't want to play, I can take care of you, and I'm not afraid of hard work. I just want to stay with you. You left for a year when you said you left last time. Did you come back?" I have to leave again in a few days, how much I miss you..."

Gu Xiuhan couldn't help but look at him.

After the mermaid differentiates, even if it is fully mature, its physique will not develop again.But Ruan Yu is still narrow, with a slender frame, the hands holding the edge of the washstand and the calves dangling back and forth are white and delicate, tender tofu, twisting a face towel can rub the palms red, such a The delicate little mermaid who is loved by thousands of people...but she said she wanted to take care of him.

Gu Xiuhan understands Ruan Yu, he won't coax people with his mouth alone, so that Gu Xiuhan starts acting coquettishly when he takes him to the station.

He said he wanted to take care of Gu Xiuhan, so he would really do his best to take care of him, even if he was a little slower and clumsier.

Really...

Ridiculously well behaved.

The fire in his stomach started to burn again.

Gu Xiuhan drooped his eyelashes, and asked a question that sounded harmless: "What can you take care of?"

The author has something to say:

I can't take care of that aspect, just shut up, big boy