can you stop thinking about it

"That's not Ruan Ruan's original words." Shen Jingya knew that she was in a hurry, took two deep breaths, stroked her hair on her temples, and repeated Ruan Yu's original words.

Gu Xiuhan still didn't make a statement, but his jaw line was not so tight, as if he was relieved.

Shen Jingya's high-pitched voice drew Gu Rong over because of her anger.

Gu Rong pricked up his ears and listened to a few words, his brows were immediately frowned so that a fly could be killed, he was angry and anxious but did not dare to interrupt his wife, so he could only walk behind Shen Jingya with his hands behind his back, stomping on the floor, He wished he could immediately drive the mech to kill people.

"What kind of person is this? Ruan Ruan has not been an adult for long, and he doesn't understand these things, so he can have the cheek to take advantage of it." Shen Jingya felt distressed and angry, "That silly child Ruan Ruan keeps praising him Okay, let me just mention that your eyes are bright, and your little face is so red that it looks like you're sinking in. Oh, what good is this kind of person other than being able to see his face? I'm really anxious..."

She was in a hurry, but Gu Xiuhan didn't seem to be listening, his eyelashes drooped, thoughtful.

"Xiu Han and you too, I don't even want to talk about you. Who will do the trivial work of the base? Compared with Ruan Ruan, which one is more important? If you are really too busy to take care of such a big thing, then Send Ruan Ruan back to Capital Star." After Shen Jingya finished speaking, she picked up a teacup and moistened her throat.

Only then did Gu Xiuhan raise his eyelids, and said absently, "He can't go back."

There was a brief silence in the room.

Gu Rong's black face had already turned red and purple, not a color. Seeing that his wife had finished speaking, he was taken aback for a moment, and then hurriedly interjected: "Which stinky shameless person is it?! You bastard!"

"..."

Shen Jingya seemed unable to hear such vulgar words, she turned her head, covered her lips and coughed lightly.

It's easy to scold.

Enjoyable.

"What's your name? Ah?! Which army? Do you want to die? See if I don't break his legs for him!..."

"Cough." Shen Jingya interrupted leisurely, "Your father is asking you something. What's the name of that person, which army he belongs to... You don't even know who is close to Ruan Ruan, right... ..." Shen Jingya stopped suddenly as she spoke, her lips pursed into a white line, and she slowly scanned Gu Xiuhan from head to toe, "Gu Xiuhan, did you listen to us?"

Did you listen?

Of course I did.

"I've been praising him all the time... just mentioning it makes my eyes shine... my little face is so red... I'm stuck in it..."

I can hear you clearly.

Gu Xiuhan remained silent, a faint smile like spring water melting ice gradually floated on his lips.

He clenched his left fist and pressed his index finger to his lips to cover it up.

But no matter how much he concealed it, a smile still overflowed from those black eyes.

Shen Jingya frowned suspiciously: "This matter... what's there to laugh about? Don't you love Ruan Ruan the most, don't you care? How is your relationship with that person... You're not that kind of person either, Why can't I understand..."

Shen Jingya muttered to herself in the second half, when she met Gu Xiuhan's warm and smiling eyes, her voice stopped abruptly.

"What do you mean? Want to cover up?!" Gu Rong jumped up angrily, "How dare he!!"

Big deal breaks four legs!

"..." Shen Jingya was silent for a few seconds, her upright and high-spirited back, which was ready to fight at any time, suddenly softened, she leaned back, leaned back in the chair leisurely, raised and lowered her chin, and looked her son from head to toe, meaning Deeply said: "Yo~"

Gu Rong turned his head to look at his wife in a daze: "Ah?"

Gu Xiuhan lowered his eyes, nodded slightly, and admitted: "Yes."

Gu Rong glared at Gu Xiuhan again, and said harshly, "What charades!"

"Really?" Shen Jingya confirmed.

It's actually not difficult to guess, and she's not stupid, if Gu Xiuhan wasn't too stubborn about the image of not understanding feelings, she would have guessed it 10 minutes ago.

"Really." Gu Xiuhan closed his eyes, his tone was calm and serious.

"The one who likes Ruan Ruan is me."

"...I just said that there is always something wrong." Shen Jingya's expression was subtle, mixed with resentment, helplessness, and a little oolong amused, and the anger was calming down at a speed visible to the naked eye.

"It's really you."

Gu Rong was stunned, his face trembling three times with anger, he rushed over and pointed at Gu Xiuhan's holographic image and hopped his feet: "Okay! Are you... bah bah bah, ma'am, I didn't mean that... it's you? !"

In just a few seconds, Gu Rong quickly compared his own cabbage with his own pig.

Or baby cabbage is more juicy and tender.

Still have to chase pigs!

"You're talking to Ruan Ruan...Old Gu, get out of the way." Shen Jingya gently pushed Gu Rong to keep him out of the way, "When did it start?"

Gu Xiuhan calmed down and said, "More than a year ago."

"When I realized it... I couldn't hold it back."

Shen Jingya gradually sees through everything: "You went to Frontier Star... Could it be to avoid Ruan Ruan?"

"Yes." Gu Xiuhan pursed his lips slightly in embarrassment, and said word by word, "He was only 17 years old at the time. From a moral point of view, I think this kind of relationship itself is inappropriate."

"what!"

Gu Rong sneered loudly angrily.

"But seeing him every day, I can't restrain... my impulse towards him."

"Tsk tsk tsk..."

Gu Rong shook his head, with an expression of "you're too embarrassed to say this kind of nonsense".

"Oh, are you annoying?" Shen Jingya patted the back of Gu Rong's hand crisply and loudly, "You tell Xiu Han to talk properly."

"Oh."

Gu Rong obediently responded without saying a word, and there was a rare trace of grievance on that resolute black face.

Gu Xiuhan was silent for a moment, then continued: "I thought I could not think about it if I didn't meet, so I applied to go to Frontier Star to calm myself down."

"The result...is only counterproductive."

"..."

Gu Xiuhan's emotional experience is completely blank.

Therefore, even though he is a 30-year-old mature man, when he first realized the charming feeling, he was as confused as Ruan Yu is now.

Moreover, the excessive age gap and sense of responsibility will give birth to all kinds of worries and constraints everywhere.

Gu Xiuhan thought a lot and worried a lot.

I worry that I am impulsive because I have been alone for too long, and my blood is hot.

He also knew that the big difference between his inner and outer appearance would make Ruan Yu astonished.

Will be worried about whether "the person who is so trustworthy and regarded as the elder brother actually has other plans" will make Ruan Yu feel uncomfortable.

It will also be difficult to look directly at the possessive and controlling desires surging in the subtle crevices of human nature, as well as the greedy desires that may frighten Ruan Yu just to say it... the endless desires.

Fear of losing control.

The more you cherish and love, the more unspeakable you are.

……

Because the ability to express emotions is still lacking, Gu Xiuhan spoke slowly, and would suddenly fall silent while speaking, frowning slightly, patiently choosing words that could accurately describe feelings or emotions.

Shen Jingya looked at Gu Xiuhan who was trying to confide his emotions to them, and inexplicably recalled his youth.

At that time, Gu Xiuhan was much more closed than he is now, and his expression barrier was so severe that even daily communication was limited.

Shen Jingya heard a spiritual therapist describe Gu Xiuhan's feelings - talking or making expressions, which normal people can do naturally by instinct, Gu Xiuhan needs to work hard to do.His crippled mental body is like manipulating a mecha called "body". There are complicated buttons and joysticks in front of him. No one can enter the spiritual world and teach him. The most he can get is The guidance of the spiritual healer was inefficient, so before Ruan Yu's arrival, the progress of the treatment had been slow.

For such Gu Xiuhan, a little mermaid who can read heart sounds is like a destiny.

During that period, Shen Jingya often saw such a scene——

Little Ruan Yu struggled to curl Gu Xiuhan's arm with his short tail, and his chubby arms like milk tofu hugged Gu Xiuhan's neck affectionately, wrapping around Gu Xiuhan and chatting stickily in the plastic imperial language.After saying one sentence, little Ruan Yu tilted her head and was quiet for a few seconds, reading Gu Xiuhan's thinking activities, and after reading clearly, she responded to Gu Xiuhan.

Just like that, little Ruan Yu was able to chat back and forth with the silent Gu Xiuhan.

Once Gu Xiuhan's private spiritual therapist at the time came to do regular checkups to record Gu Xiuhan's recent performance. Ruan Yu sat in Gu Xiuhan's arms and listened like a grown-up, frowning with displeasure. The ground showed a little aggressiveness, and kept correcting what Shen Jingya and the therapist said with a small milky voice, as if she couldn't hear even a negative description of Gu Xiuhan.

"My aunts are wrong, my brother is the most gentle."

"Brother speaks, but he doesn't make a sound when he speaks!"

"Brother's expression is not missing, he smiled in his heart, Ruan Ruan heard it, don't worry!"

……

After learning about Gu Xiuhan's thoughts on Ruan Yu, Shen Jingya was really surprised.

But calm down and think carefully...if it wasn't Ruan Yu, who else could enter Gu Xiuhan's heart?

During Gu Xiuhan's self-isolated period, Ruan Yu was the only one who could understand his tenderness.

He is also the one who knows that he is not as cold and hard as his appearance, and will protect and care for him in a childish and serious way.

He is the only one who can hear Gu Xiuhan's warm voice and sincerely give him every response.

……

How could Gu Xiuhan not like him.

Thinking about it the other way around, the same goes for Ruan Yu.

Maybe they were meant to be together.

A long period of silence.

"...Oops." Shen Jingya turned her head and gently pressed the corners of her eyes with her fingertips, "You two children..."

The thing that was so anxious to burst a blood vessel a moment ago turned out to be an oolong.

So far this is a good thing.

After all, Ruan Yu has no blood relationship with them no matter how close they are. To put it bluntly, he and Gu Xiuhan can be regarded as childhood sweethearts...that is, they are much younger in age.

But the details are not all right.

Shen Jingya didn't want to intervene in their relationship, but she couldn't say anything, she hesitated a little, and persuaded: "Although you like each other, Ruan Ruan hasn't made a real decision after all, and didn't promise you personally. So soon At the beginning... the cuddling and cuddling, shouldn't you also restrain yourself a little?"

that is! !

When Gu Rong heard this, his irritability doubled immediately, but Shen Jingya didn't speak to him, so she stared blankly.

Gu Xiuhan knows better than anyone that he should restrain himself, but his self-control has already been exhausted.

He's already... restrained enough.

Besides, he did it for a purpose.

He wanted Ruan Yu to notice the essential difference between his lover and his brother...

"If you really like it, you still have to find a way to pursue it. Hey, forget it, you can understand these words even if I don't say them..."

They are all experienced, Shen Jingya can guess Gu Xiuhan's mental journey without asking, knowing that it is useless for an elder to talk too much, so she didn't waste any more words after picking out the key points.

When she hung up Ruan Yu's communication an hour ago, she said that she would call him later. Now that the matter is clear, she also has something to say to Ruan Yu.

When sending a communication request to Ruan Yu, Shen Jingya deliberately pushed the irritable Gu Rong out of the room, fearing that he couldn't help but make Ruan Yu embarrassed by cross-talking, and something bad happened.

She knew that Gu Rong still regarded Ruan Yu as a small fish cub in her heart, and felt that she was not yet old enough to fall in love, and she would be distressed to give it to anyone to take care of her.

Similar to her old father's overprotective mentality, Shen Jingya can understand it, but she also thinks it's unnecessary.

Ruan Yu will one day need to be independent and experience his own life.

Ruan Yu had probably been waiting all the time, and the communication was picked up very quickly.

"Auntie," the little mermaid, who was lying on the bed waiting for the news, wagged her tail and asked obediently, "Have you finished the urgent matter you just said?"

"Hey, I'm all done." Shen Jingya pondered for a while, and said unhurriedly, "Auntie thought about what you said, actually..."

She didn't intend to meddle in it. Any assists or routines seemed unnecessary in the face of the sincere and long-lasting relationship between the two children for more than ten years.

"... Regarding emotional matters, it is difficult for people other than yourself to give real advice. After all, others cannot empathize with you. Whether you like this person, whether to accept his feelings, in the final analysis, you still have to follow your own heart." Shen Jingya didn't plan to induce Ruan Yu in any direction, she just said softly, "You just have to ask yourself, what kind of decision you make now will not make your future self regret, don't worry, give yourself some time to think clearly ..."

This reminder is enough.

"Hmm..." Ruan Yu nodded thoughtfully.

At this time, there was a "chacha" sound from Shen Jingya's side, which was crisp and bright.

Ruan Yu was stunned, and tried to listen with his ear fins up: "What's the sound?"

Shen Jingya: "..."

Gu Rong fell ill again.

Gu Rong has a saber that has been with him for many years and has accompanied him through life and death countless times. After the war, it has long been useless. Whenever Gu Rong gets irritable and cannot be resolved, he takes out this precious saber and keeps silent. Grinding quietly for a while, reminiscing about the glorious past, for him, this can effectively calm down his emotions.

"Haha," Shen Jingya laughed dryly, "The mouse grinds its teeth."

That is to say, because the child is not very smart, he dares to say no matter how outrageous it is.

Gu Rong: "..."

The crisp "chacha" sound seemed to be unbearable, and the decibel suddenly doubled.

Ruan Yu frowned, questioning in a low voice, "But it doesn't feel like..."

"You've never seen a mutated mouse, oh, baby, just leave it alone! Think about what Auntie told you today..." Shen Jingya hastily cut off the communication.

Ruan Yu stared blankly at the holographic image that suddenly disappeared: "..."

What, what's going on.

Why is even the aunt getting weird? !