can you stop thinking about it

After a moment of unbearable silence, Gu Xiuhan turned around slowly.

The pupils of the eyes were pitch-black, unable to identify emotions, and there was a well-trained composure in response to sudden attacks in his tone: "What am I thinking?"

He is confirming the seriousness of the situation.

He wanted to know what Ruan Yu read and when he could read it.

But these words sounded like sophistry and rhetorical questions to Ruan Yu's ears.

It seems that if he can't provide evidence, Gu Xiuhan will not admit it.

How can this be?

"You miss me..." Ruan Yu opened his mouth, his throat was so tight that he couldn't make a sound, his eyes were sore and hot, and he stumbled out a few hot words, "The ankles are rubbed red, still, want to What... so tender, so fragrant."

Gu Xiuhan was silent for a while, then asked softly like a sigh, "Are there any more?"

"There's more." Ruan Yu's voice was muffled, as if a gash had been cut on the swollen skin, and the unspeakable content burst out like a floodgate. The resentful tone of complaining to my brother after being bullied, "Thinking of me as beautiful, I have thought about it several times... Also, I'm more beautiful when I blush..."

After complaining for a long time, it was my brother who bullied me.

As a result, the more I spoke, the more wronged I became, and the volume gradually became weaker to the point where it was almost inaudible.

"Still fantasizing about smelling me while I'm asleep."

"The nose got into the clothes."

"Look hard into my mouth."

"Trying to stain my sheets on purpose."

"Like a change..."

On the tip of his tongue, Ruan Yu caught a glimpse of Gu Xiuhan's dark eyes staring at him intently, stopped his mouth, and dared not speak.

Gu Xiuhan actually called others a pervert before...

How dare he do it?

For a moment the room was as silent as a cemetery.

The light blue blood vessels on the forehead were shallow and protruding, jumping and jumping, Gu Xiuhan raised his hand and rubbed it with his fingertips, and first said in a low voice: "Sorry, Ruan Ruan."

He did think what he shouldn't have thought.

And you can't use "but" and "but" to justify yourself when you apologize.

But Gu Xiuhan endured it again and again, and after a long while, he still managed to grind out a few words that looked like sparks flying between his teeth: "But I'm not a pervert."

No matter how indulgent he is usually, he will not allow his imagination to become so dense. This is more or less influenced by Ruan Yu's courtship pheromone.

The result happens to be...

Ruan Yu had never heard Gu Xiuhan talk to himself in such a tone of gritted teeth, and moved his buttocks into the sofa in a panic, his eyes wandered and refused to look at each other, and he asked half-cowardly, "I should be angry, You can't be more angry than me."

"Okay." Gu Xiuhan's throat sank, because he noticed Ruan Yu's subtle movements of avoiding and moving away, he subconsciously took a step forward, his tall and powerful body covered the light from the ceiling lamp, and engulfed Ruan Yu completely. in the shadows.

He wanted to make it clear to Ruan Yu.

The mermaid's mental strength will increase with age, and it is inevitable that this situation will happen now. Gu Xiuhan has thought about how to explain it with the reason that Ruan language can understand——

Just secretly like you.

Humans are different from mermaids with pure and transparent thinking. Many human beings will have fantasies about the object of love, not because he is particularly dirty.

He never thought about others. Before his feelings for Ruan Yu turned sour, his desire was so weak that he didn't even have the need to solve it alone. The so-called pervert is not like this.

……

There is too much to say, but there is an obstacle in expressing, especially the part of expressing feelings, so the words are stuck in the throat, leaving only a handsome and forbearing face, fixedly facing Ruan Yu.

The oppressive feeling that was as heavy as iron instantly reminded Ruan Yu of the Gu Xiuhan in the fantasy picture, who ignored his struggles, clung to him and went mad at him, who was usually a different person in peace.

"What are you doing so close to..." Ruan Yu suddenly opened his eyes, like a frightened kitten afraid of being caught and sucked by humans, muttering and wanting to slip away.But Gu Xiuhan stood in front of him, so he had no choice but to raise his feet and twist his body sideways, intending to jump over the armrest of the sofa and hit the ground.

Ruan Yu's feet were halfway up, and the slippers were on Gu Xiuhan's legs. Just as he was about to hide, a pair of slender ankles were pinched by a hot hand, and they were pressed lightly like dolls to firmly hold them.

Gu Xiuhan knelt down on one knee, using his arms to hold the armrests on both sides of the sofa to block Ruan Yu's retreat, pursed his thin lips, trying to lower his voice, first coaxing the little mermaid whose face was tense from his fright, and then saying a word Explain slowly.

But in the blink of an eye, all the sticky and entangled memories of the Ruan language in the past flashed through my mind.

At the age of sixteen or seventeen, he would act like a baby and want to sleep with Gu Xiuhan...

He refused to wear the tailor-made clothes after several tries, but he was willing to hang around in the clothes that Gu Xiuhan wore when he was on the shore...

I can't get rid of the clingy problem, even when I'm in the same room, I can't help but move the blanket and humidifier to Gu Xiuhan's side for a while every once in a while, it's like an addiction, if you don't stick it My brother feels bad all over...

The wet little tail seized the opportunity to wrap around Gu Xiuhan's leg, and used the dense and smooth silver scales to grind down Gu Xiuhan's military boots, instead of the intimate gesture of the mermaids rubbing their tails...

When doing these things, Ruan Yu's round eyes will always be slightly bent in comfort, which is in stark contrast to the dodge at the moment.

An unprovoked anger surged in his chest, and the sweet courtship pheromones of the mermaid lingered on the tip of his nose. Gu Xiuhan frowned as if in pain, his suppressed impulse burst through the ignition point, burning his voice She became dumb, but still tried her best to coax her: "...Don't be afraid, Ruan Ruan."

The synchronous heart sounds are——

[Do you want to run? ]

The tone was inexplicably terrifying, as if pressing a fire.

Ruan Yu was so scared that his body was almost embedded in the back of the sofa, he tried to push his body and looked at Xiuhan's arm that was as hard as a steel bar, but to no avail, he mumbled and dared not say the whole sentence: "Just, that is……"

Just want to run, can't you?

"Who……"

Who made you so scary?

Gu Xiuhan was silent for a moment, his eyes glanced at Ruan Yu's slender arms and legs under the loose pajamas, and his tone returned to his usual coldness: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't think about that."

The apology is sincere.

But thinking that has been suppressed for a long time is almost like a rebellious tendency.

[The skeleton is too small. ]

[Can be clasped with one hand. ]

Accompanied by...

A pair of wrists were pinched and firmly buckled into the palms, the wrist bones were stretched out with finger marks, and the pinkish-white skin was lined with the silver-gray mechanical right hand... the confinement of imagination.

He was obviously stung by Ruan Yu's dodge a moment ago, which inspired his subconscious control, wanting to hold this slippery little fish firmly.

"?"

Ruan Yu's eyes widened and his eyelashes trembled.

Four eyes meet.

Gu Xiuhan understood instantly, his eyebrows twitched, and even the veins on the back of his hands twitched: "...read it again?"

Ruan Yu nodded, and said in a daze, "You want to forcefully detain me and not let me go."

"..." Gu Xiuhan was strangely silent for a moment, no shame appeared on his face, instead he admitted directly, "I think so."

Immediately, he slowly withdrew his hands propped on the sofa as if wrestling himself, and returned the space enclosed by his arms to Ruan Yu. His gaze unconsciously lingered under Ruan Yu's nose, as if hesitating for something, and slowly Said: "But I won't."

"I just can't control my thoughts," Gu Xiuhan said sternly, as if he was reading an official document, "because I have feelings for you that go beyond the scope of a brother."

Gu Xiuhan has always been calm and reserved, rigid and abstinent. He is like an emotionless machine at work. He only relaxes a little in front of his family and Ruan Yu.

For Ruan Yu, he has always been a mature and reliable older brother, with great sense of propriety. While satisfying Ruan Yu's every little wish, he can always create the most comfortable way for Ruan Yu to get along with him.

But now, in the blind spot of Ruan Yu's vision, Gu Xiuhan seemed to be a different person, his aggressive eyes were filled with madness and long-term delusions, like a tightly stitched net, wrapping Ruan Yu inside.

Ruan Yu was unaware of this, he was terrified by the heavy bomb thrown by Gu Xiuhan, and Gu Xiuhan's unspoken confession was still ringing in his ears.

Those heart sounds boiled over in my mind.

[I like you, baby. ]

There is no longer any scruples.

I have poured out my love countless times in my heart, I don't know when it started, but it will never stop.

[So it won't hurt you anyway. ]

[Thinking is different from doing, I will restrain myself. ]

[So, Ruan Ruan...]

[Can you...don't be afraid of me. ]

Soft and harmless heart sounds, rustling down like pieces of snow.

Ruan Yu stared at Gu Xiuhan helplessly, eyes full of confusion.

I don't know when the cheeks burned again, and it was pink and gorgeous, even the fish in question didn't notice it.

Gu Xiuhan looked at him with affection and pity.

If he had known that Ruan Yu's mind-reading skills had improved so quickly after the split, he should have been more cautious and restrained anyway.

At least...not so suddenly.

The contrast between Gu Xiuhan was too great, Ruan Yu's head was a mess, he couldn't understand, and he stared at Gu Xiuhan with round eyes.

It's all Gu Xiuhan's fault.

How can someone fill his head with strange and obscene thoughts, and the explanations on his mouth are also harsh and annoying, while silently chanting such gentle words in his heart...

The tone of voice is also so careful.

It's like holding a handful of sea foam that is about to dissipate, lest the exhaled air current blow them apart.

It made him not sure whether to be angry or not.

Maybe only Gu Xiuhan would do this.

After being treated by Ruan Yu for so many years, Gu Xiuhan has basically returned to normal, but he still has some difficulty in expressing his emotions, and the most passionate and delicate emotions are all smoldering in his heart.

"If my feelings for you make you feel uncomfortable," Gu Xiuhan narrowed his eyes and opened and closed his thin lips mechanically, "I'm sorry."

"I don't feel uncomfortable..." Ruan Yu grabbed the point and retorted first.

Said the degree of discomfort seems too heavy.

If it were someone else, like the last time Qin Yue was thinking wildly in front of him, Ruan Yu would feel as if he was crawling with a group of ants.

That's called discomfort.

Gu Xiuhan's thinking about these things is different from other people's thinking about these things.

After breaking the news, Ruan Yu was mainly shocked and shy.

After all, mermaids don't have a mind full of waste, and human desires are too thick and intense for mermaids.

There are other things that Ruan Yu couldn't understand for a while, and the key reason for his annoyance was very complicated and subtle.

So he thought about it seriously, and even his face tensed up for a while, before he finally cleared up his thoughts.

"You're wrong, I'm not mad at you for liking me..."

When she spoke again, Ruan Yu's voice was soft, full of confusion and grievance.

It's really not about being mad at being liked.

"What really annoys me is that it's not a bad thing for you to like me. Why do you stay so stuffy and don't tell me, and don't try hard to court? You just know how to drive me away on purpose, alienate me, put a bad face on me, and then secretly Fantasizing about things that scare me..."

"If you like me, why do you treat me so badly?"