The Road to Self-Saving of the Mud Bodhisattva

Chu Xuan really didn't expect that Dou Su would come back.

Because of emotion and reason, he should leave with his father.

"you……"

Dou Su was panting because she ran so fast, when she heard Chu Xuan speak, she immediately became anxious, and subconsciously stretched out her hand to grab the man's sleeve, "I, I was wrong, my lord, I will never stay silent again. to do something dangerous!"

Dou Su was really afraid. At the beginning, Chu Xuan left as soon as he said he would, and it would last ten years if he left.

He came back many times during the period, and every time he looked at the empty temple, he felt that his heart was also empty.

Seeing the young man's hand tightly grabbing his sleeve, Chu Xuan felt a little uncomfortable.

Because after knowing that he was no longer human, Chu Xuan subconsciously kept a distance from everyone.

No matter whether it was Xiao Dou Su or those children, after he felt that it was time to leave, he left decisively.

Because he knows that he is different from others, he doesn't know when he will disappear, or, he will never disappear.

Even if he doesn't want to admit it, the difference between him and humans will gradually be revealed.

Chu Xuan didn't want to experience the feeling that the people he cared about were getting old one by one, but he was the only one left, so they left consciously after getting along for a while.Without so much emotional investment, the separation will not feel so unbearable.

He thought that everyone would be a passerby.Until, the child he thought had gone away rushed back in the wind and snow.

At that moment, Chu Xuan only felt that the solid line of defense he had erected was lightly tapped.

Chu Xuan began to tacitly allow the child to enter his life again, but he didn't say anything or ask anything, as if he had taken in a traveler for the winter.

When winter is over and spring is warm and flowers are blooming, those who should leave will also leave.

Chu Xuan never thought that Dou Su would stay, he was already prepared to live alone in the future.

However, when he saw the young man go and come back, he suddenly felt that he shouldn't think so much and have so many scruples. In life, no one knows which will come first, accident or tomorrow.

Perhaps, he should try to plan youth into his future.

Thinking of this, Chu Xuan stretched out his hand and rubbed the young man's head.

Maybe it's because the breathing is not even yet, or maybe it's because Chu Xuan's eyes are too gentle, Dou Su can only feel the heart in the chest beating very hard.

Looking at the close distance between the two, he felt itchy in his heart, and couldn't help but want to do something.

He pulled the distance between the two little by little, seeing the lips that he had coveted for a long time in front of him, he swallowed subconsciously.

Crazy clamor in my heart to go on kissing, go on kissing...

But... the moment before he was about to touch it, he still stopped.

He didn't dare, he was cowardly again.

Dou Su didn't dare to bear the consequences of being rejected after piercing the window paper.

It's not enough time, he thought, it's not enough for adults to leave him.One day, one day he will make adults get used to him completely, and they will never be able to leave him again.

When the time comes...

Dou Su didn't dare to think about it any further, just the imaginary picture made his cheeks flush a little.

I didn't notice it before, but now Chu Xuan realizes that the little guy seems to blush easily.

Look at the place where his eyes linger... Chu Xuan's breathing is slightly stagnant.

Something seemed to flash through his mind, and he felt a little unbelievable, so Chu Xuan suppressed the flashing thought, but began to pay attention to the little guy's words and deeds.

Some things, you don’t know if you don’t pay attention, and you can only find out when you pay attention. Many times, the little guy has already shown it clearly.

The little guy likes to smile at him. Whenever he faces him, the little guy always has a bright smile on his face.

The little guy likes to stay next to him, or make him a cup of tea, or pass him a pen, or do nothing, just stay quietly...

Dou Su's performance was already obvious, but Chu Xuan never thought about it in other directions, he just felt that the child was getting more and more clingy.

Chu Xuan felt at a loss for the first time, such pure feelings made him feel that he didn't know what to do.

Asking him to drive people away, looking at the little guy's pitiful expression, when he was about to leave, the little guy hugged his leg and cried so hard that he almost lost his breath.

Then, his heart softened instantly.

And Chu Xuan knew that he didn't want to drive people away.

A home without one person is missing something after all.

Chu Xuan didn't think too much anymore, some things would become entangled if he thought too much, it was better to let nature take its course.

Maybe one day, when the little guy meets the girl he likes, he suddenly figured it out?

Thinking of this, instead of being comforted, Chu Xuan felt a little blocked.

...Why does he feel that his place is like an inn, he can come and leave whenever he wants?

Chu Xuan turned his head, squinted his eyes slightly to look at the young man, and saw that the young man was happily picking peaches with a basket, and turned his head to show him a big smile from time to time.

I don't know if the sun is too bright, but the young man's smile is particularly beautiful.

Because of Chu Xuan's words, it is obvious that the peach trees in other places are out of season, but the peaches in the Temple of the Divine Doctor are still looking ripe.I didn't dare to drop one of them.

Seeing the peaches all over the tree, Dou Su was really surprised and happy, and started to pick them with a basket.

Seeing the biggest and reddest one, he washed it himself, peeled it and cut it into pieces, put it on a plate and handed it to Chu Xuan to eat.

There are so many small details like this, Chu Xuan didn't pay attention to it before, but now he can find that when he picked up the peach and put it in his mouth, the young man pursed his lips and smiled, looking very happy.

Some things, if you don't pay attention to them, you just ignore them. When you notice them, Chu Xuan suddenly feels like his heart is burning.

And this kind of feeling can be sensed from time to time in some small details inadvertently, so that people have nowhere to escape.

Chu Xuan felt that he didn't want to escape either.

He thought that he was reluctant to let the child leave, and in that case, he had to treat his little one better.

Chu Xuan decided to be nice to the little guy, but...he didn't have any experience in being nice to people.

Chu Xuan tried hard to think about it, and his little guy seemed to like...eating?

Dou Su had already picked a basket of peaches at this time, and he hadn't even finished picking a single tree. Seeing so many peaches left, he felt a little pity.

I have eaten peaches from so many places over the years, but only the peaches in the temple are the tastiest and sweetest.

It's a pity that he can't eat much even if he eats three meals a day.

Dou Su pondered whether to dig an ice cellar underground, which can not only store ice, but also store fresh vegetables and fruits.

Just as he was pondering, Chu Xuan came over with his pannier, "Put it in my pannier, and you can eat it whenever you want."

"Yes, can it be?" Dou Su knew that Chu Xuan's basket had a very good fresh-keeping function, but the adult's basket was used to hold medicinal herbs, and it would make him feel bad if it was used to hold food.

Chu Xuan didn't say anything, just helped pick the peaches.

Seeing the peaches falling into the basket and disappearing one by one, Dou Su was very happy, which meant that he could ask adults for peaches every day in the future.

With so many peaches, one a day is absolutely no problem.

When these are finished, you can put new ones in next year...

Just thinking about it made Dou Su feel a little happy.

Chu Xuan saw the little guy secretly having fun there, and the corners of his mouth unconsciously curled up slightly.

Dou Su was happy for a while, and hurried over to help, seeing that he climbed up the tree very nimbly, and then threw the peaches down one by one.

At first, he was afraid that Chu Xuan would not be able to catch the one he threw, or that he caught it and accidentally broke it.

But obviously, his worries were superfluous, and he saw Chu Xuan stretched out the back basket, and received the peaches he dropped into the back basket one by one with great precision.

So, one was happy to pick, one after another, and soon, almost all the peaches on the tree were picked.

When there were still the last two trees, Dou Su stopped, and he said with a smile, "Okay, I won't pick these two trees as gifts. I can give Brother Zhang a basket tomorrow, and the rest will be distributed to the pilgrims." Some."

The brother Zhang that Dou Su mentioned is the village head of Zhangjia Village at the foot of the mountain... well, the new village head who took over from his father is still hereditary.

Now it has become a routine with Village Chief Zhang. As soon as Chu Xuan comes back, they will deliver the vegetables themselves the next day.

In addition to vegetables, they will also give them some home-grown melons and fruits from time to time.When she was a child, Dou Su did not miss the melons and fruits they sent, so she would remember to leave a portion for them if there were delicious ones.

Chu Xuan naturally had no objection, "Okay, it's all yours, you can arrange it however you want."

Hearing what he said, Dou Su's cheeks turned slightly red again.Although he knew that the adults didn't mean that, but every time the adults said something, it would always make him fantasize.

This feeling of listening to the other person for everything in the family, isn't that...

cough cough...

Can't think, can't think...

Chu Xuan watched helplessly as the little guy shook his head, not knowing what he was thinking, his little face turned bright red.

Chu Xuan still remembered that the little guy liked to eat the things he made, especially the noodles he cooked.

Chu Xuan is not very good at making noodles. In the past, when the little guy wanted to eat, he either took the little guy outside to eat, or made noodles and kneaded them into balls.

He couldn't pull out the noodles, so he could only roll the dough into strips, then cut them piece by piece with a knife and cook them in the pot.

Well, it's the way of chopping noodles with a knife. Unfortunately, he is not very good at knife skills, and every time he slices large pieces into the pot.Fortunately, although the pieces are large, they are fairly uniform, and it will take a long time to cook a large bowl.

If you add a little seasoning, it will be more fragrant.

Anyway, every time the little guy likes to eat very much.

Counting the days, he hasn't done it for a long time.In fact, he felt that he couldn't show his skills at the beginning, so he was too embarrassed to cook, and he didn't know if the little guy's taste had changed now.

After thinking about it, Chu Xuan occupied a corner of the kitchen under Brother Hou's resentful gaze.

He didn't cook too much, so he and the little guy each had a bowl.As for the little squirrel... Well, he still doesn't want to steal Brother Monkey's job.

Waiting for Dou Su to walk around the temple, like a small animal, walked around every corner of the temple.Hearing that small animals have such enclosures, he also hopes that the whole temple will be filled with his breath.

Well, I will find another reason later, and go to the adult's room for a while, then it will be complete.

After finishing the circle of the site, he heard Chu Xuan calling him for dinner, and hurriedly ran over happily, seeing the familiar pimples, almost tears welled up in his eyes.

With the bowl in hand, he started to eat, and because of his haste, he was scalded, almost making his eye sockets red.

Chu Xuan was startled, and quickly stuffed a few mint leaves into his mouth for him to suck, while Dou Su kept looking into the bowl.

Chu Xuan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "It's alright, alright, I'll cook it for you tomorrow if I like it."

Only then was Dou Su satisfied, and honestly took the mint slice in his mouth, and when the burning feeling in his mouth passed, he simply chewed the mint leaves and swallowed them, and couldn't wait to eat again with the bowl.

While eating, I didn't forget to praise his family's cooking is getting better and better.

Chu Xuan discovered that his children are really easy to raise.