Although Li Yunyao gave Shen Ji a vacation, because he wanted to move to the book pavilion to sleep temporarily, Shen Ji took the initiative to direct the servants and maids to move things.

Except for the bedding, clothes, Li Yunyao's accessories and some valuables that need to be moved, there is no need to move the rest of the things, so in the afternoon, the two's nest was successfully moved to the bookstore.

Shen Ji obviously didn't work, but she was lying on the new nest looking very tired.This heated kang is used for people to rest temporarily in winter. It is not big, and there are bookshelves around it, and there are relatively few daily necessities and decorations.

Shen Ji raised his eyes and saw Li Yunyao tidying up his bookshelves beside him, and said, "I feel surrounded by books when I live here, and I feel a little suffocated."

Li Yunyao raised the corners of his lips: "Living here, I can sleep better."

Shen Ji: "..."

It's really not speculative with you.

Suddenly, she remembered something that she had forgotten for most of the day, she immediately sat up from the kang, and said: "Well, since I have finished moving the room, I will go out first!"

Li Yunyao didn't seem to care what she was going to do, he just answered and continued to organize the bookshelves.After Shen Ji left, she frowned, pondered for a while, and then randomly pulled out a book, sat on the kang, and read it absent-mindedly.

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When Shen Ji came to Lu Nianchuan's place, he happened to meet a man coming out of the courtyard. When the man saw Shen Ji, he seemed to be taken aback, and then turned sideways, as if preparing to give way to her.

Shen Ji recognized him: "Gao, Gao..."

"Gao, Gao, Gao Shu." The man stammered back.

This is not because he is nervous, but because he already has a stuttering problem.

"Why are you here again?" Shen Ji looked at him.

Gao Shu was silent for a while, and summoned up the courage to ask her back: "Then, why don't you, also pay, come here?"

Just as Shen Ji was about to answer, she suddenly realized that the other party was blaming her for why she came to Lu Nianchuan even after she got married.The reason why she asked Gao Shu before was actually because Gao Shu came to Lv Nianchuan to listen to music before getting married, but he never came after he married his wife.

As far as Gao Shu is concerned, he knew Lu Nianchuan earlier than Shen Ji knew Lu Nianchuan, because he is the grandson of General Gao Fang, and General Gao Fang is the hero who brought the Longyou region back to the Central Plains regime after the Tang Dynasty , he defeated the Tubo people and regained the Fuqiang area south of the Weihe River, but he died of illness in 963, leaving only one son, who is now serving as the prime minister of Taifu Temple.

Now the nine temples and the five supervisors are all in name only, and have no actual authority. In addition, Gao Shu has a stuttering problem, and he has been ridiculed since he was a child, so he can't help but feel a little inferior. Therefore, even though he knew Lu Nianchuan earlier than Shen Ji, he fell in love with Lu Nianchuan earlier, But nothing bold.

What he can do is to listen to Lu Nianchuan play a piece when he has spare money. If he can talk to Lu Nianchuan, that would be the best.

But ever since he knew the relationship between Lu Nianchuan and Shen Ji, although he was a little jealous and unwilling, he didn't dare to fight.In addition, the family married a wife for him, so he stopped coming to Lu Nianchuan for a long time.He didn't dare to come here again until he knew that Shen Ji had also married a wife and started to snub Lu Nianchuan.

Shen Ji didn't know about his bitter love for Lu Nianchuan, she only thought that he, like most of the children of the aristocratic family, just came to Lu Nianchuan to listen to music for entertainment, so she naturally couldn't understand the resentment in the other party's tone.

She said puzzledly: "Sister Lu didn't turn me away, and I want to come to her, why can't I come?"

"You—" Gao Shu was a little angry, but thinking of Lu Nianchuan's attitude, he also knew that the person involved didn't care. Why should he feel worthless for Lu Nianchuan as an outsider?

In the end, he didn't say anything, and ran away in despair.

Shen Ji: "..."

She ignored Gao Shu and went straight in to find Lu Nianchuan.

"Sister Lu!"

Lu Nianchuan was tidying up the guqin, when Shen Ji met Gao Shu just now, the maid had told her, so she was not surprised that Shen Ji came in now.

"Shen Yanei, what a rare guest!" The maid sarcastically said.

Lu Nianchuan looked up at her, and she immediately lowered her head, not daring to say anything more.

Shen Ji scratched his head, feeling very guilty: "Sister Lu, I know I was wrong."

Although Lu Nianchuan was a little disappointed that she had forgotten herself for so long, and had wavered about whether to blame her, but in the end it was her who made all these decisions, and she really shouldn't blame others.As a result, her mood was complicated and depressed, but she still had a gentle and calm appearance.

"What did Ji'er do wrong?" she asked.

"I haven't seen you for a long time."

Lu Nianchuan said brightly: "What's wrong with this? I'm not Ji'er's responsibility, nor is it your bondage. Even if you just forget about me and never come to me for the rest of your life, you haven't done anything wrong."

Shen Ji pursed her lips, she always felt that there was something in Lu Nianchuan's words, but she was afraid that she was just being sentimental.After a while, she asked, "Sister Lu, did I choose the wrong one?"

Lu Nianchuan didn't understand what he meant, but he dismissed the maid first, and then asked, "What does Ji'er think I made a mistake in my choice?"

"Maybe I shouldn't have cooperated with Li Yunyao in the first place. Maybe I have other ways out, other options besides cooperating with her. It's just that I haven't put much thought into finding other ways..."

Lu Nianchuan raised his hand to cover her mouth and stopped her words.

Shen Ji looked at her and didn't say anything further.

"Remorse for past actions is not Ji'er's style." Lu Nianchuan paused, thinking that his inadvertent emotions had affected Shen Ji, so he adjusted his mood again and said with a smile, "Besides, there is no such thing as anything in this world. The most correct choice is to make the best choice to solve the current predicament, if you choose, you will not regret it.”

"But people are greedy, they want this and that." Shen Ji looked at Lu Nianchuan seriously, "I think I'm greedy too."

"People are greedy, but there is a difference. Is it to control greedy desires, or to be controlled by greedy desires? I think Ji'er is the former."

Shen Ji broke his heart and said, "But I like Lu—"

When Lu Nianchuan spoke, his eyes changed, and he resolutely cut off Shen Ji's words: "Look, Ji'er, the reason why you can think and explore these principles today is that you start to worry about other things, which shows that you Your thinking is becoming mature, and all of this is due to your dedication to reading, so it can be seen that your choice that day was not as wrong as you thought."

Shen Ji couldn't finish the remaining words, and almost bit his own tongue.

"I don't regret that I persuaded you to agree to cooperate with Miss Li on the terms. I'm just a little worried about the risks you will face if you really want to step into the imperial court, but everything is too far away. Your predicament was nothing compared to that."

Lu Nianchuan's eyes were slightly red, "Later I thought again, if you can enter the court as an official without being exposed, can you become a good official? Can you change the future of many women who have suffered like me? It was my good fortune to meet Vice Minister Lu, which saved me from being trampled in the military camp, but if possible, I hope that I don’t have to choose whether to be a palace slave or a camp slave. An actor who moves Bianliang, I just want to be the innocent Lu Qijun."

Shen Ji's heart skipped a beat.

Step into the court, become a good official, and rescue those women who are not slaves like Sister Lu, who have been insulted physically and mentally? !

It was a path she had never thought of before.

Because she has no ambitions, studying is not for glory and wealth, even if she really takes the imperial examination in the future, it is not because she wants to use that official status to do something for others, she is just fulfilling the agreement with Li Yunyao.

She thought of a way to help Lu Nianchuan get out of slavery, but she never felt sorry for the millions of Lu Nianchuan in the world because of Lu Nianchuan. Isn't this her arrogance?

Lu Nianchuan took the initiative to grab Shen Ji's hand, forcing Shen Ji to look directly at her, and said, "Shen Ji, do you understand?"

Lu Nianchuan had never spoken to Shen Ji in such a strong tone, the latter's face suddenly turned pale, his nose turned sour, and tears welled up in his eyes.After a long time, she nodded weakly: "I understand."

"I'm sorry, I understand too late." Shen Ji looked at Lu Nianchuan and held back his tears.

Lu Nianchuan prevented her from pretending to be confused, so she couldn't let Lu Nianchuan see her who hadn't grown up again.

Lu Nianchuan's lips moved, and finally pressed down the pain and regret.

Shen Ji suddenly showed her a smile that was not sincere: "Will I still find you in the future? It's not for anything else, just to listen to the music."

In fact, Lu Nianchuan knew that Shen Ji was not proficient in rhythm, and he hadn't even heard other people play music in private. Shen Ji often ran here, not to listen to the music, but for her.

So if Shen Ji really understands what she means, then this sentence will only be an unfulfilled falsehood in the end.

After all, Lu Nianchuan couldn't be so unfeeling towards Shen Ji, she also smiled back: "If you just listen to the music, of course you can."

Shen Ji was silent for a while, and then offered to leave.

Lu Nianchuan didn't keep her either. After the servant girl confirmed that she was leaving on horseback, she leaned weakly on the plinth and shed tears that she had endured for a long time.

The maid was taken aback, and said guiltily: "Miss, what's wrong? Did Shen Ya Nei offend Miss because of the disrespectful words of the maid, and make things difficult for Miss? Maid is going to ask Shen Ya Nei for punishment, just beg him not to get angry Miss……"

"Don't go, it has nothing to do with her." Lu Nianchuan grabbed her arm with great strength, which could be seen from the whitened knuckles.

The maid was in pain, Lu Nianchuan recovered and let go of her, saying: "I just remembered something sad."

The maid couldn't tell the truth from the fake, but Lu Nianchuan told her not to talk too much, or she would be punished. She was afraid, so naturally she didn't dare to say anything.

-

When Shen Ji returned home, he habitually went to his room, but halfway there he remembered that she had moved the room today, so he changed his way to Shuge.

At this time, the sun was slanting to the west, and the afterglow passed over the roof, reflecting on the bookshelf facing the window on the west side of the bookstore. A slender silhouette stood in front of the bookshelf, facing the setting sun sideways, flipping through the books in his hands under the afterglow.

Noticing Shen Ji's return, Li Yunyao raised his eyes and glanced at it, then continued to read.After a while, she finally figured out what was wrong. It turned out that Shen Ji was unusually quiet.

After struggling for a moment between "talking about Shen Ji" and "ignoring Shen Ji", Li Yunyao finally put down the book and walked to the area where Shen Ji could be seen to see what the latter was doing.

I saw Shen Ji sitting on the kang, sighing heavily.

Li Yunyao: "..."

It took her a second to distinguish whether Shen Ji was moaning without illness or really sighing. After all, Shen Ji had done things like moaning without illness before.

As a result, she did see a difference in this distinction, as if Shen Ji was indeed sighing with a heavy heart.

Li Yunyao is not good at clichés, so he can only ask the most appropriate topic at the moment: "Have you had dinner yet?"

"No." Although Shen Ji was hit hard, he was not lost to the point of blocking all information from the outside world.

"Shall I ask someone to bring the food here?" Li Yunyao asked again.

She actually doesn't like to eat in the place where the books are collected, but right now she can only make do with it.

"No appetite." Shen Ji said lazily.

Li Yunyao heard that, only when she was offline again, he didn't care about her anymore.

Seeing that she no longer cared about him, Shen Ji was dissatisfied: "Why don't you ask me why I don't have an appetite?"

Li Yunyao almost rolled his eyes at her: "Are you some kind of delicate and willful little lady?"

"Sister Lu can't—" Shen Ji subconsciously wanted to compare Li Yunyao with Lu Nianchuan, but all the words stopped abruptly the moment the memory switch was touched.

Li Yunyao understood, Shen Ji's strangeness must have something to do with Lu Nianchuan.

Thinking of this, Li Yunyao walked up to Shen Ji and sat down: "Tell me, what happened?"

"I'm broken in love." Shen Ji really told Li Yunyao exactly.

Li Yunyao: "..."

This matter is a bit tricky. After all, she has never admired anyone. Although she once had a good impression of Wu Yuanfan, it was because of their marriage contract. At that time, she was still young and inexperienced. feelings as liking.

Shen Ji was probably genuinely moved by Lu Nianchuan's kind, so she didn't know how to deal with it.

However, she felt a little gloating in her heart... Isn't it very unkind?

The author says:

Sister Lu is actually very sober, she knows that it is impossible for her to be with Shen Ji, but she is greedy for the time and opportunity to get along with Shen Ji.She wasn't so cruel before, that's because Shen Ji didn't say anything, once Shen Ji crossed this line, she had to make such a choice.

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感谢在2022-02-1015:57:16~2022-02-1203:14:26期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the shallow water bomb: take a scum and name 1;

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: 1 caramel horse head;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: 42411329, Nima drop aiming at the fish, riding a hedgehog and hitting a tiger;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使:孔肖吟的女朋友101瓶;4177648656瓶;pp52瓶;冷思安、晚上风大、秋来秋去10瓶;古月5瓶;叶時柒、小P、顾拜3瓶;38271696、取个渣名2瓶;42411329、火山啊火山、辰磷、赤豚1瓶;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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