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From the moment Ran Jiu escaped, it proved that this was a protracted war.

No matter the time, no matter the distance.

That day was the first day of make-up classes during the third year of high school. She didn't tell anyone. She took the more than 2000 yuan she usually saved, and borrowed [-] yuan from a few close classmates, and took the bus to Sichuan B City that night. Train, without talking to anyone.

While waiting in the waiting room of the train station, there were migrant workers sitting around the pillars covered in paint, and some people from other places carrying large and small parcels and returning home with their families. The women inside had a sallow face, and their worn-out clothes were still pale from washing. , Na Na was wrapped in a headscarf without saying a word, speaking a noisy dialect she couldn't understand, coaxing the crying child in her arms, and the sweet potato vendor yelling.

Various smells mixed together in the air, stuffy and uncomfortable.

Amidst the noisy voices, she searched for a long time, and then found a place next to the bathroom, and squinted for a while with her earphones on.

The train was actually delayed, and many people crowded at the ticket gate, cursing and swearing, and obscenities kept coming out of people's mouths.

Only she was wearing headphones indifferently, not wanting to hear anything, and she didn't care about her position in the queue.

She knows that she has nothing to choose now, and like those people who are struggling to survive, she is no longer the Miss Jiao who is loved by her parents. Sit to the right to clear the field and wait for the easter egg.

In this runaway, she didn't tell anyone, so no one should be responsible for her running away.

She even understood that even if something happened, no one would notice that someone was missing.

When I finally boarded the train, the inside of the train was extremely hot and airtight.She couldn't breathe in the bustling crowd, her little face was flushed.

But she still has a seat.Those crowds standing in the aisle were staring at her with resentment, and the woman sitting next to her was breastfeeding her child, domineeringly occupying most of the seats, and bits and pieces filled the only space she had.

Ran Jiu stared blankly at the window, looking at the blurred night as he drove by, feeling a little lonely.

It's ample proof that days spent in isolation can hone patience.

At that time, she chose Sichuan City B, where did she do any strategy, but she just heard from her classmates that the hotels here are a little cheaper and the food is okay.

She is like a young bird that has escaped from the cage, stumbling towards the outside world, without experience in foraging, without any shelter, only lonely and courageous.

But she soon discovered that this solitude was also ridiculous.

As soon as she arrived at the place, she was tricked into a small black hotel. The price that had been negotiated was doubled the next day.

The mean-faced woman dialed the abacus in her hands loudly, "If you want to stay, you can pay, and if you don't want to stay, you can go out." She said contemptuously: "You can see how chaotic the outside environment is, a woman like you The baby can't survive."

Ran Jiu was silent, of course she knew.

When she came, there was a robbery.

When leaving the train station, there were many private cars next to them under the guise of pulling people. As long as someone was deceived and followed, that person would immediately grab the customer's package and throw it into the car and drive away.

The man who was robbed of his package cried and said that it was his only part-time wages, but the vicious laughter in the car in the distance was loud.

Ran Jiu tightly guarded his small suitcase, and while it was still light in the afternoon, he left with a strong backbone.

She didn't know at the time that her behavior was so ridiculous in the eyes of the proprietress, as if she knew she would definitely come back at night.

Sure enough, she searched for a hotel for a day, only to find that the surrounding area was a large scenic spot. The people who came here were led by tour guides and never stayed overnight here, so the surrounding small hotels all went up with the tide.

After finding a suitable place for the night, she was tired and hungry. At this moment, she realized her weakness, as if she was helpless in the face of many things.

At the foot of the scenic spot, there was a 30 yuan lunch box. She hadn't eaten for a day and a half, so she struggled to buy a box.

The beans and celery in the lunch box were yellowish and sour, and someone next to them was cursing, saying that this dish had been stir-fried many times, and it might have been scraped off someone else's leftover plate.

Ran Jiu suddenly felt so nauseous that he almost vomited.Unable to eat any more, he threw the box of lunch in the trash can, and two homeless men rushed to grab it.

She couldn't find any place to live, and at night, dragging her tired body, she still returned to the small hotel, and made up for it at the black-hearted price after a compromise.

Out of the corner of her eye, she noticed that the proprietress was counting the money and sneering.

There is only one toilet on the first floor of this hotel. She will go to the toilet early at night, and then go back and lock the door to sleep.But one day when she came out, she bumped into a solid human wall.

She realized something was wrong, and looked up to see crooked teeth grinning. The black-skinned man smelled like sweat, and was looking at her with a slobbering smile: "Children, are you playing with birds?"

Ran Jiu immediately woke up halfway from sleep, the man gradually approached, and in a burst of pain, her lower back was knocked against the sink, his fat body and foul-smelling breath pressed against her together.

She suddenly burst out with great strength, and desperately pushed him away.

The man covered his eyes in pain and backed away. She quickly jumped off the sink and ran back to the room to lock the door behind her. Immediately, she felt that she was about to pass out.

This place was too messy to stay, and she later spent a sum of money to the tour guide of the tour group, begging her to take her out of this scenic spot.

The next stop of this tour group is the lower city of a certain city in western Sichuan. This is an urban area after all, with a more smoky atmosphere. There is no need to worry about eating, but the place to live is still poor.

When getting off the bus, the tour guide smiled greedily and advised her to follow the group for another three thousand.

Ran Jiu silently flipped through the few remaining wallets, but still refused.So the tour guide abandoned her that day.

Fortunately, she found the youth hostel at night.There are six people in one room, randomly assigned, and there are two couples in her room.

At first, she didn't think there was any problem, but in the middle of the night, she slept with her little bag in her arms, and vaguely heard the sound of kisses/sweet water, and mixed breathing sounds in her ears.She was so noisy that she narrowed her eyes slightly, and saw two people overlapping each other on the table, ugly and embarrassing, the boy behind was lifting the girl in front, making a clacking sound when moving.

She wished she could get out of this disgusting room at that time, but she endured it for a while, and finally fell asleep amidst the disgusting smell.

During the time in the lower urban area, it was barren and empty. The phone would show that Xu Huifang had called her more than 100 times, but she didn't answer a single one.

She was silently resisting, and vaguely felt that the longer she resisted, the greater the possibility of victory.

She advised herself, Ran Jiu, to look forward and persevere.

But sometimes she feels like she can't keep going.

Although Xu Huifang cares more about herself, she only has one child.She belongs to Xu Huifang, and she is also something that Xu Huifang has complete ownership of.

She doesn't believe that Xu Huifang is willing to give up on her

With this little obsession, she continued to spend her time here, and sometimes at night, she didn't want to go back to the youth hostel too early, so she would wander around outside.

The sun rises and sets among the mountains, like a fireball being kicked around, and the environment here is chaotic and hot.Her appearance is so outstanding that even in cheap clothes, she can still be spotted.

One night a woman came to chat with her. She was wearing a white dress and looked calm and kind, with a bag of vegetables in her hand. She always reminded me of a mother who hurried home to cook for her children.

If the image of this person is too friendly, it will eliminate the resistance of others, and the same is true for Ran Jiu.

The woman also spoke softly, saying that she saw her walking around here several times, thinking that she might not be here, and asked her what happened.

It may be that she was too tired from drifting for a long time, or it was too painful to keep the secret alone. Ran Jiu thought she was a mother, so she couldn't help but feel dependent.

In the final analysis, no matter how vigilant she is, she is still an immature child with no social experience. Her defense line was so easily captured by that woman, who confessed all about herself.

Of course the woman had a distressed look on her face, and wanted to drag her to her house for dinner.

When Ran Jiu's nerves were relaxed, he even wanted to follow him, but the road became narrower and narrower, and the woman pulled her directly under the bridge hole.

Ran Jiu instinctively felt that something was wrong, and then saw two grinning, blue-skinned women coming out from under the bridge hole.

She desperately wanted to shake off the woman's hand, but the woman's strength was getting stronger and stronger. For the first time, Ran Jiu felt a fear that if she couldn't escape, she would fall into a place of eternal doom, which terribly grinded her nerves.

Later, her arm was about to be dislocated, and she just broke free from the woman's hand.

After running a long way, she retched on the side of the road. When she turned around, she could no longer see the woman, but she remembered her weird and viscous eyes.

After a long time, she didn't know until she watched the news that there was a drug trafficking den in the local area with partners all women.

However, she still recognized the bridge hole and the woman's white dress.

The TV screen was infinitely magnified. When the den was destroyed, there were two people giving each other injections with blood-red tubes. There was a sense of peace and greasyness on the face, but the lower body convulsed, and filth gushed out.

She stared blankly, the nerves in her brain hissing, and her heart was extremely cold.Countless times, she wondered if she would have been turned into that if she hadn't escaped that day.

Such things happen every day in the lower urban area of ​​western Sichuan. At night, there is the sound of heavy objects hitting the ground, so there may be a fight, or there may be intense sex/things.The people in the youth hostel are changing every day, and they are discussing irrelevantly, who gave medicine to whom, which woman is les, which shop has a hidden service behind it, which people are local snakes and don't mess with them...

During that time, she really couldn't stay any longer, and was packing her luggage and planning to go back to the grassland again, but she was embarrassed to find that she didn't even have enough money to buy a station ticket.

Someone next to me was discussing that Kunming is very beautiful, especially in the off-season of tourism, the houses to live in should be very cheap, and a lot of temporary workers need to be recruited.

The idea of ​​going to Kunming came to her mind, and she asked them curiously, "Is it really beautiful?"

When she got off the car from Kunming, she smelled a cool and free atmosphere. The temperature was maintained at around 20 degrees during this period, which was really comfortable.

She was in a slightly better mood, but when she discovered a more difficult matter, her wallet was snatched away, leaving only a few hundred dollars on her.

Even at this time, she has no thought of going home.

There are some romantic water bars nearby that are recruiting night resident singers. Holding the thin banknotes, she knows that the money is only enough for two or three days of food and lodging expenses.

The interview is very simple, and almost all of them are students who come out of university to work.Her voice was ethereal with a touch of melancholy, and she was chosen on the spot.When the manager got her ID card, he looked at her age hesitantly. During that time, child labor was strictly checked, and no one dared to recruit minors.

But she stood there, neither willing to leave, nor able to say good things, and she didn't even have money for a cigarette.

It's just lonely and stubborn, like a little orphan seedling struggling to survive in the desert.

The manager was also reluctant to part with such a good voice, and secretly told her that it was fine to stay, but in case someone found out, he would let her lie that she was a distant relative of the boss.

Ran Jiu agreed, and from then on, he was paid a Weibo salary of over a hundred every night without even mentioning it.

But she breathed a sigh of relief after a long absence, now at least she has money to support herself.

The good times didn't last long, she was originally a part-time job, holding a bad guitar left over from the original band, and wearing T-shirts and jeans.Soon the customers didn't buy it, they shouted teasing and nasty words, and the manager also asked her with a bitter face if she had a cooler dress.

She replied calmly: She ran away from home and brought all the old clothes with her.

She said so, so naturally no one would pay for her to buy a new one.In short, if we continue to sing like this day by day, the money we get will be squeezed layer by layer, and there will be more and more moments of being picky.One day the owner of this store came over, and with a big belly, he fell in love with her, and suddenly found out why there was such a baby.

He has five or six lovers, and those in poor families have money left over. He always thinks that a young girl can be coaxed into his own nest, but Ran Jiu disagrees, so he starts playing with sugar-coated cannonballs, giving her all kinds of money. The items were sent back after a few days.

After being rejected again and again, he angrily removed her place, and even found out the place through his relationship, and blocked her at the door of the youth hostel where she lived in the middle of the night. When he got close, he was slapped annoyed by Ran Jiu.

He covered his swollen face and asked her to wait in surprise and fury.

The manager threw her two days' salary the next day and told her to leave.Ran Jiu silently picked up the money, knowing that the job was gone.

She wanders outside every day, and sometimes she will stop to have a look when she sees an orchestra singing in the square.However, the end of the song means that the dream is shattered. The performer who was originally aloof has become a humble survivor begging for money, saying good things in different ways, and asking for money from the audience around him.

The bar owner still didn't give up, knowing that her money wouldn't last long, he was still harassing her every day, threatening and luring her with all kinds of dizzying conditions, like a pig with its mouth open waiting for the fat to fall, Ran Jiu saw I feel disgusted.

That night, when she came home after watching the singing in the square, suddenly three vagrants in ragged clothes ran out from nowhere and rushed towards her. She had no time to dodge, and her mouth and nose were covered, and then a foul smell filled her nostrils.

She wanted to move, but the cold blade touched her lower back, so frightened that her lips were tightly closed, and she pressed her teeth together without making a sound.

One of the homeless men chuckled and said, "You are the only one who dared to reject Brother Hui. At that time, so many beautiful women on Hongdou Street rushed to get into his arms. You are very courageous."

Brother Hui is what other people call their bar owner, and she can often see others calling him that when they pass him cigarettes.

It was him.

A few greasy and foul-smelling hands tugged at the clothes around her waist, her heart sank, and then a cold and resentful thought swept through her mind.

So what if she died, was she not dragged into the bridge hole by that woman, just to be defiled like this?

Regardless of the coldness of the blade, she struggled with all her strength, revealing a ferocity, her waist rubbed against the blade, and bright red blood flowed out.

The homeless men were obviously startled by her, and one of the leaders panicked, "Don't hurt her! Brother Hui, don't touch this skin!"

She pressed one person's head, bent her knees and pushed it up. The person let out a miserable howl, and the other two lost their senses all of a sudden, and they happened to be given a few sticks by Lan Min who caught up later.

Lan Wen dragged her and ran for a long time until she got rid of those disgusting people. She also ran 1500 at most in school, and this time she ran 10 playgrounds.

Lan Wen squinted her Danfeng eyes and looked at her: "Okay, I have a bit of backbone, and my sister will recognize you as a sister in the future."

Her cold eyes looked at Lan Wen, it was hard for her to trust her after going through so many things.

But Lan Wen treated her wound at night, and took her to find a very cheap Japanese-style hotel, where she could live in a spacious room for two for 99 a night.

She has been wandering for so long, and it was the first time she slept so soundly, so soundly. She was woken up by the stinky snail powder that Lan Wen brought in the morning.The first thing she did was to check if her money was there, but luckily she didn't lose a cent.

Lan Wen slowly put the breakfast on the table, as patiently as a fierce cat, taught her how to tactfully avoid garbage collectors, and then thought about where the resident singer should go to find a job, where the youth hostel is more reliable, No matter where you put your money, you won't lose it.

Lan Wen is very transparent and doesn't ask anything, but occasionally she will tease her when she likes to watch judicial programs, telling her to remember to repay her when she becomes a barrister.

Of course, they were all joking. Now that they are alive and well, who can care about the future.

She followed what Lan Wen taught, and she really slowly adapted to life here.

I just occasionally think of the things I have encountered since wandering, one by one, the greedy and disgusting eyes of those men looking at her, their greasy hands, Zhu Wenbin's stubborn and proud face...

Sometimes people say that beauty is a gift of fate, but when she has no power or power, she immediately believes that this face is also a sin.

She thought of the women in the bridge hole who were shaved with only green stubble, and suddenly this idea came to her.

If she becomes ordinary and inconspicuous, will she be able to avoid these disgusting things.

It was Lan Wen who pulled her out of the barber shop that day, and she taught her: "You are a girl! You should enjoy the beauty of a girl! It's not a messy sin." She hated iron and scolded: "Just You have read books like this, and you don’t even understand the basics, so what kind of sweater are you knitting?”

After running for such a long time, Ran Jiu's eyes were still red, and now he was covering his face and crying, crying so sadly, crying so softly, like a poor kitten.

Lan Wen thought that she was talking too seriously, so she hurriedly comforted her: "I'm not scolding you, Xiaojiu, I mean you are super beautiful, you are just a little fairy, you know? The fairy should be where the fairy should stay! Not in this kind of place Turn yourself into garbage, understand? Those who become garbage will trample on you even more, and will not respect you even more."

She nodded desperately, that was the first time she understood that she would eventually get out of this place, out of the miserable life at the bottom, and out of that suffocating reorganized family.

She wants to go to a wider place, even if it rains or falls, she must live with dignity.

Ran Jiu was found 20 days after she ran away from home. After Xu Huifang called the police, the police quickly found out her travel trajectory. At that time, big data statistics were not so developed, and the police had to go around slowly.

When we found her, she had already been in Yunnan for two weeks. At that time, she lost 10 catties, her face was yellow, and her hair was hardened. She looked a bit like a mariachi.

When Xu Huifang got off the Kunming station, she didn't dare to recognize her. She was on the verge of a nervous breakdown. She slapped her twice, then hugged her weeping bitterly.

Scolding her for daring to run away from home without saying a word, scolding her for being a ghost who came to collect debts in this life, scolding her for having no conscience...

When they went back, the mother and daughter were on the train, and Xu Huifang hadn't traveled much. The first time was to follow Zhu Wenbin to Guizhou, and this was the second time.The squeamish Xu Huifang couldn't stand the torment, and fell asleep on the train from exhaustion.

Looking out of the window, Ran Jiu's mind was distracted. She understood that it wasn't because Xu Huifang suddenly regretted it, and that leaving this time would not affect the relationship between Xu Huifang and Zhu Wenbin.

It's just that Xu Huifang finally realized that she was the only thing in the world that completely belonged to her, but she was too lazy to take care of her when she was by her side, and it would be a pity to lose it.

In any case, she is also a piece of flesh that fell from her body, a living person, not stupid, and may have infinite value.

It was only after she went back that she realized that the incident of her running away from home caused a sensation in the local area. Even the police suspected domestic violence and wanted to investigate the reason.During the investigation, Xu Huifang and Zhu Wenbin were at the side. Zhu Wenbin was like a deflated ball, and he winked at her several times in a row.

Knowing that there was no evidence, and afraid that Xu Huifang's fragile mind would not be able to accept these things, she didn't say anything in the end, but threatened Zhu Wenbin when she went out, and this time she let him go and let him get out of her sight in the future.

Zhu Wenbin agreed.

And Xu Huifang was too scared, and agreed to most of her requests.

If you don’t want to live at home, you can go out to rent a house. At that time, you had to make up classes in the third year of high school. It was hard for Xu Huifang to go to school for a few years, so she asked people around her intermittently, and bought a bunch of learning resources for her that she didn’t need.

There are only a few requirements for her: she is not allowed to run away from home again, she is not allowed to associate with boys, and she must go home on weekends.

She agreed.

Those days of wandering outside did not crush her, but sharpened her, and the goals in her heart became clearer.When Xu Huifang heard that she wanted to apply for the law department of J University, she was taken aback, but quickly said in a contemptuous tone that if she could really pass the exam, she would let her go.

During that time, Ran Jiu seemed to have lived through a long nightmare. After waking up from the dream, she studied harder, and sometimes leaned on the roof to look at the outside world, forcing herself to look forward to something.

This was the first battle she won for herself.

Then Xu Huifang became pregnant again, Zhu Wenbin was forced to focus on Xu Huifang, but his attitude became more and more impatient every day.

Whenever Ran Jiu came home, she would see her touching her stomach, the excitement and fear of giving birth to a new life captured her at the same time, and she excitedly told Ran Jiu that she was a younger brother.

Ran Jiu responded with a faint smile, and even vaguely looked forward to this new life.

Zhu Wenbin looked at her with greasy eyes, full of resentment and resentment.

Xu Huifang was indulging in the joy of welcoming a new life. The eldest lady, who was too lazy to start, also learned to cook some delicious new dishes, and even learned knitting online to knit clothes for the new baby.It's just that his mood became more and more unstable, and he frequently got angry at Ran Jiu, and occasionally it would also affect Zhu Wenbin.

Zhu Wenbin could bear it at first, but later his disgust became more and more unbearable, and the two quarreled at home frequently.

During that time, Ran Jiu didn't dare to go home, and hid quietly by himself.

She didn't feel that fate was unfair, on the contrary, she felt that this was very good, Xu Huifang finally had someone to trust, and Zhu Wenbin also stayed away from her life.

Like a free white bird, she once thought that she could grasp fate that way.