Grandpa is tired of this long-distance love run

"Not for making money, nor for being famous?" Yan Feiran turned his head to look at Chu Jianan in surprise, with a puzzled expression on his face.

No wonder he was puzzled, even he couldn't say that he wasn't concerned about fame and fortune at all.

Chu Jianan gave a soft "um", a little shy.He held his slightly hot cheeks and looked at the endless sea, his voice was so soft that it almost whispered, "I just want to stand by his side in a fair manner."

When I was young, I never thought that my dream would come true one day.What he has obtained now is much more than his original wish.

"Tsk..." Yan Feiran didn't know what to say to him, so he jumped off the railing and said, "It's late at night, go wash up and go to bed early."

Chu Jianan nodded obediently, left the terrace and went down the stairs, returning to his own bedroom.

At the same time, Sheng Jin also told Han Mo about this unknown past and the follow-up of the incident.The emotions buried in his heart suddenly had someone to confide in, and he spoke a lot more.

"Do you know? When I rushed to the hospital, I almost thought I would never see him again." Sheng Jin said sadly, "But I still lost him."

How sweet it was once, how tormented these six years have been.

Han Mo was silent for a moment, and asked: "So you were responsible for Wang Tongkai's economic case?" This case may not be of concern to ordinary people, but it caused a series of shocks and changes in the industry back then.

Sheng Jin didn't deny it, but nodded.

Han Mo laughed and said, "Aren't you too late? You can endure such an extreme thing for several years. Are you a Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle?"

"Ten years is not too late for a gentleman to take revenge." Under Sheng Hui's protection, Wang Tongkai is not easy to deal with, and he will only startle the snake when he is not sure.If he doesn't move, he will kill with one blow.

Han Mo shook his head, and said: "Yan Feiran has a strong temper, even I know that. How can you catch his eyes when you are so gentle? You still want him to forgive you, it's too difficult!"

"Your personality..." Han Mo thought for a while, and finally found a suitable word to describe him: "Awk, you're too ax."

"Then what should I do?" Sheng Jin was confused.

"Happiness, kindness and enmity are what Yan Feiran wants."

After hearing this, Sheng Jin's heart sank slowly.It is his habit to make a decision before acting, and he will not do something he is not sure about.Moreover, things have already happened, how should he make up for it?

"I'm talking about you because you think too much." Han Mo pointed to the seaside villa where Yan Feiran and Chu Jianan lived, "No matter what you do, I can't bear it anymore. Tonight I will put Nan Nan steals it out, and you can handle the rest yourself."

The place Han Mo pointed to was built by Yan Feiran after he bought the island.

At the beginning, Yan Feiran carefully selected the most suitable location on the island, and then hired his favorite architect to design it. Only then did this two-story overwater villa with high attics come into being.

The entire villa uses the latest environmentally friendly materials and intelligent systems. It is not particularly outstanding from the outside, but it is actually very comfortable to live in.

You can have a panoramic view of the whole island from the high loft, which is an excellent place to watch the sunrise and sunset.The second floor is Yan Feiran's master bedroom. There is a large terrace outside, plus lounge chairs and a wine cabinet, forming a minibar.

There are two bedrooms on the first floor, and Chu Jianan is his first guest.

Extending from the verandah on the first floor, it forms a trestle on the sea, with two light kayaks tethered.The sea here is clear and shallow, and the stairs on both sides of the trestle can lead to the bottom of the sea. Swimming fish often swim in the stairwells in the water, and even a few clownfish made their homes here.

Chu Jianan likes the red and white clownfish the most. Every day, he has to change into a snorkeling suit and go to the sea to have a look. Only then can he be satisfied.

The island is privately owned by Yan Feiran. Except for the local residents, no strangers are allowed on the island.

It is very safe here. After all, the only way to go to the island is by speedboat or seaplane. It is impossible for these two means of transportation to arrive without attracting attention.

Even if someone could touch it silently, the island is such a large area and the residents are very familiar with each other. If a strange face suddenly appeared, people would immediately notice it.

However, Yan Feiran still installed a full set of anti-theft alarm system for the villa.

He was not such a cautious personality, but he had experienced too many things, and there was no place where he could completely feel safe.

After Yan Feiran took a shower, a lamp in the corner of the bedroom ceiling suddenly flickered red.He rushed to the TV screen and called up the monitoring screen.

In the camera, Han Mo is wearing a snorkeling suit and is climbing up the stairs of the trestle bridge. The seawater drips down his body and forms a puddle on the wooden bridge.

Watching Han Mo walk out of the camera, Yan Feiran cuts to another monitor, and Han Mo taps lightly on the window of Chu Jianan's bedroom.In the next second, Chu Jianan's delighted face appeared in front of his eyes, and he hugged Han Mo through the window regardless of the wet sea water all over his body.

The sour taste of love.

Yan Feiran cursed silently, turned around and turned off the monitoring screen, went to the balcony and opened the wine cabinet to pour himself a glass of red wine.Holding it in his hand but not drinking it, he leaned on the balcony railing and raised his voice to the air: "Is there a thief in the house?"

The movement downstairs suddenly stopped, followed by the sound of light and dense footsteps, and finally the door closed with a "bang".

Chu Jianan's uncontrollable laughter came from outside as he ran, making the sea breeze more lively.

Yan Feiran was silent, suddenly felt that this villa was too quiet, so quiet that it felt lonely.

He gently shook the wine glass in his hand, the wine-red liquid was somewhat dull in the moonlight and lights, but it was as charming as a gemstone.

After taking a sip, the mellow and sweet taste is as smooth as velvet. After a variety of subtle flavors, a strange violet fragrance appears in the mouth, which is round and full.

Wine is good wine, and scenery is good scenery.

But Yan Feiran's mind came up with the ancient poem "A pair of shadows form three people (1)" for no reason.

The shadow is only in shape, nothing more than this.

Even that boat, there are two of them, life is really lonely as snow (2).

The wine in his mouth seemed to have lost its original taste.

He quickly finished the first cup, and just after pouring the second cup, there was music blowing along with the sea breeze.

He listened carefully, it was the strings of an acoustic guitar.

Holding the wine glass, Yan Feiran walked through the bedroom and pushed open the balcony door facing the island, the music could be heard more clearly.

Sheng Jin was dressed in white casual clothes, sitting on a viewing stone in front of the water villa.The appearance of him holding the guitar with his head bowed and playing, has a romantic and suave appearance.

He played the short prelude several times, until he saw Yan Feiran appearing on the railing on the second floor, he looked up at him and sang (3):

"I've been lonely for a long time, and I still don't feel like the whole world is laughing at me;

How proud can I be that I can't stand a single blow, okay? I'll be knocked down as soon as I touch you"

His voice has a natural softness in the low voice, which sounds very sweet and emotional.The bitterness in the lyrics, every word and every sentence is about himself, his fragility, and his mood.

"Wake up the sleeping iceberg and escape calmly You always have a way to do it easily;

a distant smile;

Just set off turbulent waves and smell the smell of boiling tears"

When she sang here, Sheng Jin's voice choked up, and Yan Feiran's hand holding the cup tightened.The torment of two people was brewed into a jar of wine by time, and all the happiness, sorrow, loneliness and helplessness became more and more intense.

Immediately afterwards, there was a high-pitched voice that contained affection and helplessness:

"Obviously you love me too;

There is no reason why love cannot result;

As long as you dare not be cowardly, why should we miss it?"

All his reluctance and unspoken questioning are all in the lyrics, asking himself and God: Why should we miss it!

"The night is full of dreams;

Do not you think about me;

Then you will know how painful it is;

How rare and beautiful those joys were at that time;

You really have the means to not want to;

Dreams that just come true are shattered in the blink of an eye.”

Sheng Jin sang "Don't Think of Me", but almost shed tears.How could Yan Feiran not be able to hear that every word and every sentence is strong "You want me, you can't forget me"?

Obviously you also love me very much, there is no reason why you can't love me.

Yes, how did two people who are clearly in love come to this point?

The wine in his hand seemed to have warmed up, Yan Feiran leaned on the railing with one hand, condescendingly looked down at Sheng Jin who put down his guitar and walked over, his eyes drifted and his mood was agitated.

"Of course, can I come in?" Sheng Jin looked up at him and asked.

Yan Feiran pursed her lips slightly, but did not speak.

He told himself to let each other go, not to be dragged by the past to hurt others and himself.

However, not long ago he told Chu Jianan about the past six years ago, and seeing Sheng Jin now, all kinds of emotions were intertwined in his heart, so complicated that he couldn't understand it himself.

After a moment of silence, he slowly poured down the wine glass in his hand.The wine-red liquid fell in a straight line in the air and spilled onto Sheng Jin's left shoulder.

There were a few red squiggly marks on the white polo shirt, and a few drops of wine splashed on his handsome face with the wind.

Sheng Jin didn't reach out to wipe it, but just looked at him affectionately: "Let me in, you can do whatever you want."

Yan Feiran's figure disappeared beside the railing, Sheng Jin sighed, and sat down on the wooden steps at the door.Unexpectedly, after a while, there was the sound of the door opening behind him.

He turned around in surprise and saw Yan Feiran standing in the wind.

Yan Feiran was only wearing a white bathrobe, the bathrobe was loosely tied, revealing half of his chest and beautiful collarbone, lazy and casual.His hair fluttered in the sea breeze, and he looked like a night elf in the night, bewitching people's minds.

Dry mouth.

"Come in."

After finishing speaking, Yan Feiran turned and entered the room.

When he went upstairs, he sat on the deck chair on the second floor and looked at Sheng Jin, his eyes were a little softer than before.Maybe it's Ye Taimei, maybe Chu Jianan's love affair is too sweet, maybe the wine is too intoxicating.

In short, Yan Feiran tonight is different from any other time.

"You said, I can do whatever I want?"

Yan Feiran pushed Sheng Jin down on the large reclining chair, sucked the wine from his lips, inserted his palm into his black hair, and grabbed the back of his head.

"Anything will do."

As long as it is him, anything will do.

Sheng Jin looked at him without blinking, his eyes were as deep as the sea.

The mistakes of the past cannot be made up for, and he only hopes that he can be with his lover forever in the future.

Yan Feiran smiled softly, looking at the handsome face in front of him.It is said that Sheng Jin is a gentleman who is as gentle as jade, but at this moment he wants to see how a gentleman loses control.

"Okay, that's what you said."

Yan Feiran pulled out the belt of her bathrobe, raised Sheng Jin's hands together, and fixed them to the rail above the reclining chair.He leaned over to Sheng Jin's ear, and said with a light smile, "Don't regret it."

"I don't regret it, as long as you like it." Sheng Jin's eyes were gentle.

Yan Feiran suddenly gave a sneer, cold to the bone, and said: "Don't think that I can forgive you."

"I understand, I will not regret it."

How could he regret it?Even if the two can't completely reconcile as before, even if it can only let Yan Feiran breathe a sigh of relief, it's good to make him happy.

Yan Feiran's fingers were cold, but what ignited him was scorching flames.

With his hands tied, Sheng Jin could only endure the longing in his body and let Yan Feiran do whatever he wanted.

But when it came to a critical moment, Yan Feiran found that he couldn't do it.

He softened.

The sea under the moonlight surges gently, and the person under his control is the love of his life.He knew he was willing, but he felt sorry for Sheng Jin's compromise.

Yan Feiran let out a long sigh, and stretched out his hand to untie the strap of the bathrobe for Sheng Jin, and then the recliner made an unbearable creaking sound.

sleepless nights.

The author says:

(1). From Li Bai's "One of the Four Poems of Drinking Alone Under the Moon".

(2). From Wen Rui'an's "Shenzhou Qixia".

(3). From the song "Don't Think of Me". When I heard this song for the first time, I felt it was very suitable for Sheng Jin and Yan Feiran. I really wanted Sheng Jin to sing it to him. Now I finally wrote it Lah, I'm happy-interested little angels can go to search and listen to it, I really listened to it, and I shed tears.