Grandpa is tired of this long-distance love run

Feeling the gentle touch from the side of the neck, Sheng Jin was so excited that he couldn't speak for a moment, but his eyes betrayed everything.

Yan Feiran didn't wait for his answer, and slowly parked the car on the side of the road.

This place is wider than the alley he just drove out of. There is a long line of cars parked against the base of the wall, and some people are wearing paid uniforms.In this bustling capital city, even Ansu Cave, which no one cares about at the beginning, has reached the point where cars can be parked as long as there is a place.

After Sheng Jin got out of the car, Yan Feiran took his hand naturally, and pointed to a steaming food stall in front of him.

The night market of that year is no longer there, but there are many temporary stalls on this street, and there are all kinds of food signboards.

The place Yan Feiran pointed at was the largest of them, and it had a fixed store on the corner of the street.The tables, chairs, and benches are full, all the way to the sidewalk.

The scene in front of her eyes overlapped with that in the past, making Sheng Jin's vision blurred for a while.After a long time, he found his voice and asked, "Have you been here?"

"No."

Yan Feiran shook his head and said: "I haven't been back for many years, but I came here today because I wanted to see it." He just came here out of curiosity, and it was a surprise to find such a place.

"Walk."

Yan Feiran lowered the baseball cap on his head, pulled the zipper of his coat to the top, and stretched out his open palm towards Sheng Jin.

Sheng Jin's heart skipped a beat, and he put his hand in his palm without hesitation.

When the two came to the food stall, they found an empty table and chair outside and sat down.Yan Feiran is not at all worried that fans will recognize him. After all, fans always acquiesce that their idols are unreal, let alone such cheap food stalls.

When Sheng Jin went to order, Yan Feiran sat where he was, removed the bowls, chopsticks and cups that had been sealed with plastic wrappers, and placed them in front of the two of them.

Sheng Jin is very familiar with Yan Feiran's taste preferences, so he doesn't have to worry about what he ordered.It might not suit his own taste, but it must be what Yan Feiran likes.

There were a lot of customers in the food stall, and every table was focused on the delicious food in front of them. No one noticed that a big star like Yan Feiran was sitting in the crowd like this.

Next to them was a large round table with more than a dozen people. A group of young men and women were drinking and guessing. It was extremely lively.

Yan Feiran took a sip of the free tea provided by the food stall, raised the teacup to Sheng Jin, and smiled.

He has kept his hair long since the filming of "Companion", and now it has grown to the length of his shoulders and neck.At this moment, in order to avoid people's eyes and eyes, he wore a baseball cap and lowered his bangs, making him look more and more black-haired and fair-skinned, with a small and delicate face and full lips.

Amidst the dim lights of the food stall and the fireworks of the barbecue, Yan Feiran's smile directly made Sheng Jin's heart skip a beat.

The freshly grilled food is very fragrant, oily flowers are sizzling on the skewers, and the peppers and green onions together create a tempting aroma.Different from the food in high-end hotels that are decorated with colorful flowers, even the utensils are so casual, but vigorous and fresh, just like the people in front of him.

The two of them didn't eat much, Yan Feiran had to consider calorie intake, while Sheng Jin always had a light diet.

Yan Feiran paid the bill, and when the two stood up, they made others look at them a few more times.Both of them are tall, long-legged, and have a superior temperament. Even if they can't recognize them at the moment, they are still very outstanding in the crowd.

"Look, there are octopus balls!"

This was his favorite food back then. He bought a box and held it in his hand, eating it while walking.Later, more people ate with Sheng Jin, and sharing made the food more delicious.

Yan Feiran happily ran to the food stall and bought a box of small balls.He took a bamboo stick to Sheng Jin, put the box in front of Sheng Jin, "Here, there are four in total, two for me and two for you."

Sheng Jin felt that the whole day was like a dream. He forked a small ball and ate it in his mouth. It was obviously a salty small ball, but he tasted sweet.

It was late at night, Yan Feiran sent Sheng Jin outside the garden of the villa.

"You still have work tomorrow, go back quickly!" Yan Feiran finished speaking and unlocked the car door.

Sheng Jin looked at him and refused to leave.

Yan Feiran waited patiently for a while, but Sheng Jin was still hesitant to speak.

He was afraid that if he spoke, he would shatter the dream.He was even more afraid that what Yan Feiran did was some kind of farewell ceremony that he didn't know about.

Yan Feiran sighed, and said: "If you have something to say, just say it."

"Of course, I..." Sheng Jin paused, "You won't leave me, will you?"

Yan Feiran stared at him for a moment, then said without thinking: "The lifespan of the earth is 46 billion years, and the appearance of human beings is less than 500 million years. Human beings create life and kill life, create art and destroy art."

"Since filming "Companion", I have been thinking, what is the meaning of each person's existence in this world? Compared with the earth and the huge universe, the existence of a person is so small that God laughs."

Yan Feiran's words sounded obviously self-destructive, which made Sheng Jin hold his fingers nervously, and said: "Of course! Your existence is of course meaningful! You have written so many excellent music works, and you are still There are so many people who like you, including me."

"I know." Yan Feiran nodded earnestly, "But I don't depend on anyone to live, and I don't exist to please anyone. After I watched the complete "Companion" at the screening meeting, I thought, I To live in a simpler way."

"When I was a teenager, I wanted to live a vigorous life, to be seen by everyone, and not to be ignored. Now, I just want to be simple."

The simplicity and purity that children are most likely to achieve is not so simple for Yan Feiran.

His sensitivity and delicacy filled his heart with too many things, and there were too many past and present interest entanglements, so that even if he wanted to be willful for a while, he had to consider the reactions of all aspects.

However, now he just wants to live a simple life.

"I asked myself, do I love music? The answer is yes."

"I asked myself again, do I love you? The answer is love."

"Of course!" Sheng Jin grabbed his hand and put it on her heart, and said, "I love you too! Let's start again, shall we?"

In the past six years, he has asked this sentence countless times, but has never received a response.But now, Sheng Jin felt that it was the closest to success.

Under his eager and affectionate eyes, Yan Feiran slowly shook his head and said: "I love you, but I don't want to force myself."

"Then what do you want?" Sheng Jin asked.He was not disappointed, what was important was that Yan Feiran was willing to share his feelings with him.

"Before I think about it, we are like this, is it okay?" Yan Feiran looked at him and asked.

He knew that Sheng Jin loved him too, but what happened six years ago was too deep, and neither of them had enough confidence.Perhaps, this needs an opportunity, but at least he will not push Sheng Jin away again.

"it is good."

Faced with such a request, how could Sheng Jin disagree with such a Yan Feiran who has restrained all his sharpness.

"Can I kiss you? Will it bring you happiness if I kiss you?" Sheng Jin asked.

Yan Feiran didn't speak, and slowly closed his glasses.Thick and slightly curled eyelashes trembled like butterfly wings, and he acted like a big boy who had never been kissed before.

Sheng Jin let go of the hand that was holding him, and his five fingers invaded forcefully until the ten fingers intertwined, and touched them one by one.The electric touch blossomed at the fingertips, Yan Feiran opened his mouth and let out a light gasp, and the crimson color stained the end of his eyes from behind his ears.

"look at me."

With depression in Sheng Jin's deep voice, he gently put down the table and chair in the driver's seat, pointing the tip of his nose at Yan Feiran's.

Yan Feiran opened his eyes, and met Sheng Jinruhai's affectionate eyes in the blur.Sheng Jin kissed his lips tenderly, tasted the breath and heard each other, and then went deeper again, exploring each other's passion.

Lingering.

I don't know how long it took before Sheng Jin propped up his arms and struggled to distance himself from Yan Feiran.

"You are just greedy for me."

The same sentence, the same place, the same person, but what Yan Feiran said at this moment has a different meaning.There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, meaning something.

Sheng Jin got up in some embarrassment, under the iron-like facts, the force of rebuttal seemed so weak: "I didn't."

He took a big breath and said, "I won't force you until you're ready."

"But you seduced me." Yan Feiran blinked innocently, straightened her waist.

Sheng Jin gasped and looked at him helplessly.In the current situation, who is seducing whom?

"Want to go home?"

Even though Yan Feiran didn't live here for a day, Sheng Jin always regarded this villa as their home.The meaning of his question is self-evident.

If Yan Feiran is willing, he is of course willing to continue to the next step.God knows, all his longing and enthusiasm will only be left to Yan Feiran.

"Not yet."

Yan Feiran pushed Sheng Jin away, straightened the seat, and ruthlessly reminded: "You should go, Mr. Sheng."

Sheng Jin frowned and looked at him in distress, why is he called Mr. Sheng again.

"Okay, Jin'er, don't be childish." Yan Feiran called Sheng Jin by her grandmother's name, her tone was extremely doting, and her smile was even more constricted.

Only then did Sheng Jin let him go, and got out of the car willingly, but refused to move for a long time.

"What's wrong?" Yan Feiran leaned on the table and chair, looked at him lazily and asked.

"In the future, you will reply to my message, right?"

Hearing his question, Yan Feiran gave a low laugh, and said, "I won't not return on purpose." After speaking, he started the sports car, drew a chic arc with the taillights, and left under Sheng Jin's gaze.

After watching the taillights of the car disappear, Sheng Jin touched his face, and pinched his thigh with all his strength.

All this is not an illusion.

He returned to the villa and turned on the stereo, and Yan Feiran's music flowed out from it.In his music, Sheng Jin felt at ease.

He sat on the sofa and did nothing, only reminiscing about everything today to the sound of music.From sorting out the score, to supper, to the passionate kiss in the car.

Time passed quietly, and after he estimated that Yan Feiran should be home, he sent him a message: But are you home yet?Rest early, good night.

Yan Feiran didn't lie to him, and quickly texted back: I just got home, good night.

Sheng Jin thought for a while holding the phone, and sent another message: I love you, good night.

This time Yan Feiran didn't reply, but Sheng Jin knew that he understood.There was no dispute between the two about this matter.