kinda straight me

Under the instruction of his mother Jin Meixuan, Xu Hui bit the bullet and sent Lin Jiajia back to the rented house in the city.

After getting off the car, Lin Jiajia lowered her head and wrote shyly, and timidly asked Xu Hui to go upstairs and sit down.

Xu Hui didn't bother to watch her perform, so he waved his hand and went back to the car.

Lin Jiajia was a little anxious, and didn't care too much, so she hurriedly called him, "The bed frame in my room is broken, can...can you fix it for me?"

Xu Hui thought about it, but he didn't know what was on his mind, so he didn't refuse anymore, and went upstairs with her.

Two bedrooms and one living room, the decoration of the owner is very simple, sitting on the sofa, receiving the water from Lin Jiajia, the two of them chatted one after another.

After a while, Xu Hui looked at his watch, "It's getting late, where is your bedroom, I'll help you look at the bed."

Lin Jiajia got up slowly, didn't take two steps, but staggered her head as if she was about to fall down, Xu Hui hurriedly stepped forward to support him.

Lin Jiajia fell into his arms, her blushing face with a pair of Jianshui pupils, seductively sinking in the blink of an eye.

Kissing has become a natural thing.

Lin Jiajia boldly put her hand into his shirt and stroked him skillfully, but she didn't see any reaction from him. In desperation, she took Xu Hui's hand and placed it on her chest.

It was this that made Xu Hui push him away violently.

Lin Jiajia looked at the gloomy man in front of her without knowing why, "Xu Hui..."

Xu Hui frowned and glanced at her, and walked out of the house angrily.

After getting in the car, he called Liao Shengying.

Half an hour later, Liao Shengying hurried to the bar, but what she saw was a sad man drinking away his sorrows.

Liao Shengying said teasingly: "Hey, I heard that you are getting married soon, and this beautiful lady will be yours soon, why are you still drinking!"

Xu Hui leaned on the sofa in boredom, pouring wine down his throat glass after glass.

Liao Shengying said, "What's going on, let me tell you something."

Xu Hui drank a lot, as if he hoped that the bitter alcohol could get drunk with the depression in his heart.

The lights in the bar were blurred. He looked at the men and women coming and going in front of him, wondering if he could find that person accurately.

"Chen Qian, did I contact you?"

Liao Shengying didn't understand why he said such a sentence for no reason, and he brought out the depression in his heart, so he said angrily: "No!"

Xu Hui frowned, "Do you still miss her?"

"Whatever she thinks about, she doesn't think about me! I fucking forgot about it, and I don't care if she lives or dies."

Xu Hui closed his eyes in disapproval, "Are you lying to me, or yourself?"

Liao Shengying stepped forward and grabbed his shoulders and shook him, "Is your kid poisoned by alcohol? You're talking crazy here!"

There was a helpless wry smile at the corner of Xu Hui's mouth, "What do you think of her? What if you think that you are going crazy? Even if the most sexy woman is in front of you, what if you can't touch her? From now on, from now on without him, how come manage?"

Liao Shengying's heart tightened, and she let go.Xu Hui's words also pulled out his paralyzed nerves. He picked up half a bottle of red wine in front of him and poured it into his stomach in one breath.

The one you love the most, you can never realize it until you lose it.

"She won't come back, Xu Hui, she'll never come back. That old man treated her very well. They went to the Maldives for vacation. Chen Qian smiled and was happier than being with me." Liao Shengying's voice gradually Choked up, her body trembling uncontrollably, Chen Qian's smile was close to her eyes, "Why the hell am I so stupid! I have to drive people away to cry here, damn it, I regret it, I regret going to the south wall .”

Xu Hui slowly opened his eyes, he couldn't persuade the heartbroken man beside him, he was also a bastard who drove away the person he loved the most.

"How kind Chen Qian was to you before!"

"Yes, no one treats me better than her, no matter how many times I do the most assholes, she forgives me. She has done a few abortions for me, and I just paid for it, and didn't even accompany me once She has been there. On my parents’ birthday, how many times have I been fooling around with starlets outside, she prepared all the gifts, booked the hotel, and even smoothed things over for me. She asked me when I would get married, and I always said later, In the future, how would I know that there will be no future..."

A piece of lyrical music played, and Xu Hui silently listened to the man's crying voice mixed with the music.

"I will never find a woman like her again in this life. If I knew this would happen, I would treat her well. I must, I must do everything possible to keep her. I am the biggest fool in the world. "

Xu Hui had an illusion, and the hazy figures in front of his eyes changed, turning into pictures of him and Wu Jingan living together.

The scramble at the dinner table, the squabble on the sofa, the kiss at the porch, the reluctance in the car.

Wu Jingan laughed, Wu Jingan got angry, Wu Jingan closed his eyes, and Wu Jingan called his name.

The people I see almost every day gradually turn into a wisp of smoke, floating in the dark world.

The music stopped abruptly, and Xu Hui stood up abruptly.

Liao Shengying looked at him suspiciously, "Huizi..."

Xu Hui shook his not sober head, pulled away the hand that was holding him, and stumbled out.

He didn't want to be the second Liao Shengying, he didn't want to have no chance of redemption, and he didn't want to have to cry alone and savor loneliness in the future.

He wants to get Wu Jingan back, even if he uses all means.

Liao Shengying followed behind worriedly, "Where are you going, Huizi..."

Xu Hui got into the crowd, and within a few steps of following Liao Shengying, he disappeared.

Coming out of the bar, Xu Hui got into a taxi and reported the address of Wu Jing'an's house, and the car drove there quickly.

Xu Hui knew that he was off duty today.

He brought a glass of water from the kitchen and checked all the doors and windows. Wu Jingan walked towards the bedroom while drinking the water.

A series of powerful knocks on the door sounded, Wu Jingan was taken aback, stared blankly in the direction of the entrance, and asked weakly, "Who is it?"

Accompanying the knock on the door was Xu Hui's drawn out shout, "Jing An, it's me, you man!"

Angry and terrified, Wu Jingan hurried to open the door.He knew that if he didn't open it, this man would really make the whole building know that he was gay!

As soon as he opened the door, a drunk man reeking of alcohol threw himself into his arms.

Wu Jingan strenuously carried him into the room and threw him on the sofa. After sitting beside him and resting for a few breaths, he began to pull Xu Hui's clothes. After finding the mobile phone, he called out Liao Shengying's number and dialed it.

Wu Jingan glanced at the unconscious man who was moaning on the sofa, and after the call was connected, he said calmly, "Liao Shengying? Xu Hui is here with me, come here and make him—"

Before he could finish speaking, the phone was snatched away suddenly. Wu Jingan stared at the young master who looked like a dead man with a fierce look in his eyes. After giving him a fierce look, he staggered to the balcony and opened the window. With a flick of his hand, he simply reimbursed a mobile phone.

Wu Jing'an stood up from the sofa, "Xu Hui, why are you so drunk!"

Xu Hui staggered towards the sofa, and fell to the ground before reaching him. He said, "I only dare to come to you if I am drunk."

One sentence made Wu Jingan unable to swear another word.

Xu Hui put his hands on the ground, his drunken body swayed, his eyes were half-closed, and he said vaguely: "Wu Jing'an, what do you say is so great about you, working in a place where no shit, a month You only earn so little money that is not enough to fit between your teeth, how shabby and shabby you look..."

Wu Jingan gritted his teeth and said, "Yeah, I'm really getting in your way by being so horrible."

As if he didn't hear what he said, Xu Hui said to himself, "He's still an out-and-out man, a damned man. I told you to go east and you always gave me west. That's all the ring I gave you Throw it away, throw it away. I, why did I fall in love with you, and I can't help myself. "

Wu: "..."

Xu Hui let go of his hands, and leaned over on the cold floor tiles, closed his eyes, and shouted over and over again, "Jing An, Jing An..."

Wu Jingan half-kneeled in front of him, trying to help him up, "Xu Hui, get up."

Xu Hui slowly opened his eyes, Wu Jingan's face was close in front of him, he pulled the man's collar, "Jingan, let's get back together, let's stop arguing, you still love me, right? It's terrible, every night I have to hug the pillow and think it's you who can sleep for a few hours. Jing An, I miss you, I love you, please, get back together with me!"

Wu Jing'an silently looked at the not sober man in front of him, his haggard face aroused pity.

Xu Hui climbed his shoulders and moved his face closer, so close that he could smell the scent of soap that men often use.

"Jing An, I was wrong, it was too wrong, Zhang Yin called me a beast who can't control the lower body, he said you have decided to cut me off, and you will never have anything to do with me again."

Wu Jingan frowned deeply, is this voice really a psychiatrist?Do you have a license?Is it really here to treat them?It's not that the more you rule, the more haba!

Xu Hui grabbed his collar tightly as if seeking reassurance, and said anxiously: "No, Jing An, it's not like this, right, you, you love me, you said, you love me so you don't mind. Jing An, I'm not that kind of person. Lin seduced me several times, and I even thought, just do it, anyway, you don't want me anymore. But Jing An, I can't do it, as soon as I touch her breasts I can no longer treat her as you. Jing An, if it’s not you, it’s really too bad.”

Wu Jing'an snorted, this guy's acting is really bad, it's obviously a woman who cheated on him, but he's ashamed to say that he can't be regarded as him, if it's not him, he can't!

Xu Hui was tired and leaned against him, still talking incessantly, "Jing An, forgive me one more time, okay? Don't break up, we can't break up no matter what, we finally got together, why? You can break up. Jing An, I will never do that stupid thing again, there will be no more, Jing An, forgive me, forgive me..."

Until Wu Jingan dragged him to the bed and covered him with a quilt, the man was still muttering these four words over and over again.

please forgive me!

After cleaning up the big dog that went mad, Wu Jing'an no longer felt sleepy.

Sit on the deck chair on the balcony, light a cigarette, and puff on the stars in the sky.

Xu Hui's words of love, change, and forgiveness are too light, and he doesn't know if it will become a blank check again.

Zhang Yin said, you don't want impurities in your love, so you should also give and give Xu Hui a love that is not adulterated.

Believe, and only if you believe, can you take this step.

Xu Hui is also working hard to change. On this road, he will walk more difficultly and stumble more than ordinary people.He will make mistakes and lose his temper. Old Wu, you have to be patient and give him time. Of course, you must also give him a chance.Most importantly, you have to accompany him on this road.Because, this is the way of the two of you.