kinda straight me

Uncle Dumb could see that he was worried, so he patted the back of his hand and said with a smile, whether he would forgive or not was all about whether he still had feelings for him.

If I still love him in my heart and cannot let go of my feelings for him, then I will give him a chance.If he still loves me, we will have a happy ending.

The most important thing is your own heart.No matter how much you try to hide or lie, you will eventually lose to yourself.

Wu Jingan sighed helplessly, yes, in my heart, this should be the most sad thing.But--what if he's an unlovable fellow?

The dumb uncle gave him a deep look.

That also gives him a chance.

Wu Jingan looked at him in surprise.

The dumb uncle said, if you can't control your heart and he is not worthy of your love, then don't hide, give your heart, give him, a chance.A chance for you to see him clearly, a chance for him to hurt you badly, a chance for you to give up on him completely.Although it is cruel, it is also the most direct method. Only when you completely die can you stand up again and fall in love with another person again.

Wu Jing'an was surprised that the dumb uncle, who was always meek and modest, would give such an answer.

The dumb uncle was very uncomfortable being looked at by him, so he smiled embarrassedly, as seen in the TV series, what, is this not good?

Wu Jingan left the dumb uncle's house with black lines all over his head.

In the evening, Wu Jing'an received a call from the duty chief.

"You kid is too arrogant. Anyway, I have been your duty chief for four years. If you want to resign, you don't even tell me in advance. Do you understand that you are leapfrogging! I said you, have you found a good way?" , I resigned in a panic. I will take this letter back to you first, and you can weigh it again. I will give you one last chance to think clearly. No matter how bad this job is, it is still an iron rice bowl. If you think about it, give me a call back. If there is a good way, I won’t stop you. I’ll send your letter up tomorrow. If you don’t succeed, you’ll get back to work tomorrow night. Do you hear me? !"

After hanging up the phone, Wu Jingan felt sad again in the room alone.

This job, whether to resign or not to resign!

Just like what the chief of staff said, an iron rice bowl, you can’t hold on to starvation, and besides, it’s really hard to find a job for someone like him with no education and no skills these days.

Doing business, no matter how big or small, is risky. After Jiang Lu's incident, he can't even get the money for the initial investment, and this business will not be able to do it for a while.

Are you going back to work?

He really has nothing to miss in that prison-like place.But you can't always idle around and sit and eat.

Alas, bite the bullet and go to work for a while!

Waiting for the future, the future----

Counting on this kind of class to earn money in the future, I guess my hair will turn gray.

Forget it, don't want to, just think about it and worry about it.

If he wants to go, he can go there, at least there are a lot of good brothers to accompany him, life will be able to go on.

That night, Xu Hui didn't bother him.

In the afternoon of the next day, Wu Jingan went back to work by following the familiar route.

It was inevitable that he would be ridiculed by his brothers during roll call on the night shift. Wu Jingan hated his own kindness, so why did he beautify these guys who hurt others more than their lives?

It wasn't until Wu Jing'an entered the workshop that he realized that Lin Jiajia had been transferred back to the factory, and his new partner was Xiao Li who had just returned from maternity leave.

This young mother was also an acquaintance, chatting with Wu Jingan, an old bachelor, about motherhood in the middle of the night.

You don't know how cute a child is... My baby can turn over by itself, and it's so fun to play with an airplane on the bed every day... I have to get up every night to pee him, you don't know, people say it's better not for boys Wet with diapers, it will affect the future fertility... The child is the mother's favorite and most tiring toy...

Wu Jingan was sweating when he heard that, sister, I still remember your cute, innocent, shy, exquisite and petite appearance back then, how can you let your body develop into a bucket aunt after years of change, and even your mentality sinks into the world of three aunts and six wives .

What breastfeeding!What Wu JJ!What PY balm!

Damn, if you don't show off, you don't think I'm a man!

After listening to the mother's scriptures in the middle of the night, Wu Jingan couldn't hold it anymore, and took advantage of the new mother's time to take samples and hid in the dregs.

The scumbag man squinted his eyes and asked casually, "Young Master Xu is here again?"

Wu Jingan froze for a moment, then made a fool of himself.

While sleeping soundly, someone slapped the back of the head violently, Wu Jingan covered his head and cursed angrily, "Who the hell hit me?!"

"Your old man!" A menacing voice rang above Wu Jingan's head.

When he was off duty, Wu Jing'an walked out of the duty room disheartened on the charge of sleeping on the job and a fine of 50 yuan.

Wu Jingan grabbed the scumbag man by the collar and said angrily, "You're so damaged, you didn't even notify me when the duty chief came."

The scumbag guy felt wronged, with a wry smile on his face, "I didn't know that he would come here when I went out to be a scumbag, hey, no, this sister Lin is no longer with us, so why is Xu Shao here? Look at you He looks handsome! You kid is fooling me!"

Wu Jingan was choked speechless, let go of his hands and fled back to the dormitory with his tail between his legs.

Sleeping, eating, playing cards, his life went back to the way it was before.

He didn't want to delete the life photos he took with Jiang Lu on his mobile phone. Seeing the cute boy with big eyes and pursed lips, his heart ached.

He no longer inquired about Jiang Lu's news, since the other party wanted to clean up, he didn't want to bother him anymore.No news is good news. He chooses to believe that Jiang Lu will stand up again after experiencing all this and start his life again.

During dinner at night, he received a text message with only two words: Jing An.

You don't need to guess and you know who it is, the only one who calls him that is that person.

Putting his phone in his pocket, he continued to sip his beef noodles.

During the roll call, Kong Xin sat next to him and whispered into his ear: "Then Xu Shao called again, asking about you, tell me, what's the inside story about you?"

Wu Jing'an answered him calmly: "You know why I fell out with him, he took advantage of a dark and stormy day to rape me seven times and forty-nine times. Tell me, can I swallow this breath?! "

Kong Xinbai glanced at him, and said angrily: "You don't know how strange he is. I mentioned to him about Lin Jiajia's transfer back to the factory department, but before I finished speaking, he interrupted me to ask you again." I asked you how you looked, did you eat well? Damn, I don’t know if you eat well, I’m not your mother. You said he was sick! Now think about it before he called me to talk about this Talking about that, isn’t it all blindfolded, in fact, I just want to ask about you! Old Wu, he----”

Wu Jingan looked at him nervously, "What should I do? Did he fall in love with me? Damn, it's all because of my handsome face. Tell me, what should I do? Otherwise, you and Dagang will take turns Protect me, I'm afraid that my small body, small arms and legs won't be able to withstand his golden and steel wrists, no, I want to protect my integrity, my chrysanthemum."

Kong Xin looked at him with disgust, curled his lips, "Forget it, pretend I didn't say it."

Called the name and entered the duty room, Xiao Li took out the washed grapes and asked him to eat, seeing the child's mother stuffing grapes into his mouth one after another, Wu Jing'an suddenly sighed, little girls and little women are just different!

Lin Jiajia didn't eat anything but water after seven o'clock in the evening. It was already 08:30 in the evening, and the child's mother was still desperately trying to replenish glucose.

No wonder one is a water snake and the other is a bucket.

When it was almost nine o'clock, Xiao Li finished packing a plastic bag of grapes, went to the workshop to wash his hands, and came back gossiping: "Old Wu, go and see if there are a lot of cars parked outside the gate?"

Wu Jing paused for a moment, and looked up at her, "Can you tell whose car this black light is?"

Xiao Li was very dissatisfied, "It's dark in our workshop, and there are street lights outside, so we can get a general idea. Is it worthwhile that no one drives to work, and the leader's car can be parked outside the workshop? There must be very few, you go and have a look." .I just came back from my maternity leave. I only heard his voice but I couldn’t see him. I just want to see the true face of Prince Charming! You go and confirm it for me.”

Wu Jing'an turned his face away, "Whether you want to go or not, it doesn't matter if he is Xu Shao or not, it has nothing to do with us, I said good sister, come here, you are already a child's mother, what are you thinking about!"

Xiao Li was so angry that he scolded him a few times, and took the bucket to take samples.

Wu Jing'an took out his mobile phone and read a few lines of the novel, but none of the words came into his mind. He put down his mobile phone, stood up, walked around the duty room for a few times, and finally turned around to the workshop.

The headlights in the workshop were not turned on, and it was pitch black. Looking out of the factory through several large windows, I saw a familiar car parked there.

The car window was open, and one arm was casually draped outside the car door, with a cigarette between his fingers, the red cigarette butts were clearly visible.

The street lights were dim, and he couldn't see the people sitting in the car clearly.

Can----

He knew that Xu Hui sat in the driver's seat expressionlessly, sometimes took a puff of cigarette, sometimes sighed softly, and sometimes... would think of him.

He didn't want to let himself fall into this illusion again, but he couldn't persuade himself to leave the workshop no matter what.

He was like a voyeur, he could only stand in the dark, watching the proud and conceited man pull out the thorns all over his body, waiting there lonely and cold.

Waiting for a relationship that he was not sure about.

Xu Hui, he didn't know what to do with this person.

Can't hide, can't escape, can't even avoid seeing.

He wanted to draw a line with him, but he wanted to continue with him.

Wu Jing'an admitted that he still has affection for this person, and the love he once had is hard to disappear without a trace.

So, should he try?Try to let go of your affection for this person, like the dumb uncle said, give him a chance to hurt himself severely and give up completely?

Can he?

Can his heart be so strong?It doesn't matter if it dies again.

The people outside the window threw away the cigarette butts in their hands, and soon some red stars lit up, one after another, unable to take away any worries.

The roll call after get off work came out of the conference room one by one, the colleagues driving the car greeted him and then walked away quickly, and he also walked to the dormitory building with his buddies who lived in the dormitory.

Outside the factory gate, Xu Shao in casual attire was waiting there with a breakfast in his hand.

"Jing'an."

Regardless of whether they were far away or close, people all looked at the two key figures, and Wu Jing'an lived up to everyone's expectations and became a star again.

Xu Hui, who also stayed up all night, looked haggard, staring at him foolishly, hesitating to speak.

Wu Jing'an said to his buddies, "You go first."

It's not good for my buddies to watch the excitement anymore, and walked away with a stomach full of doubts.

At five o'clock in the morning, the sky was bright, and there were two people standing on the road a few meters apart.

A tree of golden osmanthus bloomed in the factory yard, and the breeze blew by, carrying a strong fragrance.

Xu Hui raised the breakfast in his hand, "Eat something before going to bed, don't hurt your stomach."

Wu Jing stared at him quietly. The usually high-spirited man withdrew all his edge at this moment, and there were too many misleading emotions in his voice.

This appearance of Xu Hui made him unbearable for a moment, and he wanted to say something, but he swallowed it back.

With a low sigh, Wu Jingan turned around and wanted to leave.

"Jing'an."

Filled with affectionate whispers, gently breaking the tranquility of the morning.

He said, "I'm sorry."

Wu Jingan's footsteps stopped, and those three soft words seemed to make a heavy sound in his heart.

"sorry."

Wu Jingan turned sideways and turned to look at him.

"sorry."

The soft, slow voice, this time, was full of sincerity.

What is owed must be paid after all.

I'm sorry, how long has it been since Xu Hui finally let go of all his pride and said it to him.

sorry Sorry……

Wu Jing'an watched him silently, and his heart was torn apart in an instant while holding on to his strength.

Xu Hui has always owed him these words, and hearing them now, as if after a century, with so many untruths, they hit his defenseless heart one after another.

The four eyes met, and a sincere apology was worth a thousand words.

I'm sorry, are you still willing to listen to the apology that came three months late?

I'm sorry, I broke your heart but I didn't use the right way to make up for it.

Sorry, hope this is the last time I say these three words to you.

Sorry, if you can, please give me a chance to love you.

Jing An, will you say love to me again?