kinda straight me

When he was off duty, Wu Jingan took Jiang Lu to buy a suit of serious-looking clothes.

Standing in front of the mirror, Jiang Lu looked left and right, no matter how he looked at it, he felt that the self in the mirror was ridiculous.

He pursed his lips and said with all resentment: "Honey, can I not wear this kind of clothes?"

Wu Jingan flicked the cigarette ash in his hand, "Fine, as long as you have the courage to break the rules I set, you can wear whatever clothes you like. I don't care if you walk on the street with your butt naked."

Jiang Lu reluctantly went out wearing this suit.

Wu Jing'an explained behind him, "Remember to come back early at night, it's the first time I've met Uncle Dumb, and you have to make a good impression on me no matter what you say."

Jiang Lu made a few perfunctory remarks, and went to work listlessly.

The weather was fine today, Wu Jingan took out the winter clothes of the two of them to dry, cleaned up the house briefly, and went out to the supermarket to buy some things to take with him at night.

Wu Jingan forgot to look up the almanac when he went out, so that when he met an acquaintance in the supermarket, he was very annoyed and sighed.

It is said that they are acquaintances, but in fact they are not familiar, they have only met a few times.It so happened that his worst side was also seen by this person.

Hao Shi was also a little surprised when he saw him, so after thinking about it, he decided to say hello.

He pushed the trolley to Wu Jingan, "Long time no see."

Wu Jing'an really wanted to pretend he didn't see this person, but everyone came to him and told you that he hadn't seen him for a long time. Do you still want to think of him as saying hello to the alien standing behind you?

Wu Jingan smiled cheekily, "Long time no see."

Hao Shi glanced at the flip-flops on his feet, "Do you live nearby?"

"Ah."

"Recently, how is it?"

"That's it!"

"..."

In fact, the two of them were not familiar with each other at all, and Wu Jingan had a grudge in his heart, so he had nothing to say.

A long-haired girl picked a box of blueberries and put them in Hao Shi's trolley, raised her head and smiled at Wu Jingan, "Hello."

Wu Jingan also smiled back, "Hello."

Hao Shi introduced, "A friend, Wu Jing'an, this is my girlfriend, Li Weiwei."

Wu Jingan said, "You guys, why are you shopping in the supermarket here?" This place is not considered a bustling area, and the people who come to this supermarket are usually residents of several nearby communities.

"Weiwei has a sister who lives nearby, and I'm not feeling well these two days. Weiwei came to see her."

Wu Jingan nodded, "Then you guys are busy, I'll go over there and have a look."

"Ah."

Wu Jingan turned around and walked towards the fish section, thinking that Jiang Lu loves fish, so he bought a flat flower and took it to his company to eat with him.

When paying the bill, by coincidence, I ran into Hao Shi again.

Wu Jing'an just wanted to nod his head to perfunctory, but unexpectedly Hao Shi said, "Old Wu, do you have time for a chat?"

Wu Jing'an thought that the only person who offended him was Xu Hui. As for Xu Hui's friend, since he took the initiative to invite him, why should he be angry.Based on the few short contacts he had with this person, he didn't think he was a person who would maliciously expose scars to make fun of.

In a cafe outside the supermarket, Wu Jingan lit a cigarette and looked up at the man opposite.

Hao Shi took a sip of his coffee, and looked at him with observation in his eyes, "Old Wu, you should hate Xu Hui very much in your heart now!"

Wu Jing'an really appreciated his frankness, and immediately put on the surface the part that he wanted to forget and expose.How should he answer?Does he need to discuss with this person how much he hates Xu Hui?

Hao Shi said: "I'm not surprised that he would do such a thing. He is just like that. Xu Hui, since we met him in college, he is a person who never cares about other people's emotions, and only puts his own A person who puts joy, anger, sorrow and joy first. A person like him is cruel and selfish. I even suspect that he has serious narcissism. A person like him will never be able to fall in love with someone."

Wu Jingan smiled, "If that's the case, why are you still friends with him?"

Hao Shi smiled, but didn't answer.

Wu Jing'an also felt that his question was quite stupid, but fortunately Hao Shi didn't use some ridiculous reasons to prevaricate him, otherwise it would really be looked down upon.

This society is like this, the weak eat the strong.Xu Hui himself is nothing, but judging from the attitude of his friends towards him, it is very useful to know that his family and background are very useful to those people.As long as he still wants to hang out in this society and climb up the ladder, he must make friends like Xu Hui.Even if Wu Jingan is not in this circle, he understands these principles.

For a moment, Wu Jingan felt sorry for Xu Hui.

Does that tall and proud man have a true friend?

In other words, is there anyone who doesn't care about his identity, status, and use value, and only gets along with him with a sincere heart.

Perhaps, there was once such a person who was driven away by him in the cruelest way.

Therefore, everything can only be his own fault.

Wu Jingan laughed lightly at his boredom. Does Xu Hui really need friends?As Hao Shi said, in this world, he is enough to live alone.

Narcissism, this description is really appropriate.

Wu Jingan said, "Why are you telling me this?"

Hao Shi smiled, "I don't know if you believe it or not, but the Xu Hui I saw after that incident was different from before."

Wu Jingan stared at him in confusion.

Hao Shi said: "Xu Hui will still come out to play, he is just a playboy, he has nothing serious to do except play. But every time I see him, he doesn't look like the person I know."

Xu Hui would sit in the bar for a long time in a daze, and no amount of loud music could interrupt his thoughts.

Xu Hui will fight desperately with people on the tennis court, even if everyone is knocked down by him, he still can't stop.

Xu Hui would pour himself cup after cup during the dinner, and when he was drunk, he would go into a drunken madness without any image, and would yell Wu Jingan's name in the silent night, over and over again.

Wu Jing'an lowered his head silently, strands of sorrow drifting out from the burning cigarette in his hand.

Hao Shi said: "What Xu Hui did was really a jerk, but I think I can be sure of one thing, he is regretting it."

Wu Jingan's eyes moved slightly, as if touched, but it was only for a moment.

Regret? Xu Hui? Even though he graduated from university, he really doesn't know how to write these two words.Besides, why regret it? After stabbing him, he was suddenly struck by lightning and reborn? Then he suddenly woke up and wanted to be a good citizen? Let’s talk nonsense!

When he raised his eyes again, his eyes were as calm as water, and he repeated what he said just now: "Why are you telling me this?"

Hao Shi stared into his eyes for a long time, and slowly, he lowered his eyes, "Maybe, I am talking too much."

Wu Jingan snuffed out the cigarette in his hand, "There are some things that I just want to forget completely. Now, I have a lover who is willing to accompany me for the rest of my life, and I am very satisfied. As for his young master, is he really found out by his conscience or wants to reunite?" Whatever happens to me has nothing to do with me."

Hao Shi looked at him in surprise.

Wu Jingan smiled back at him.This Hao Shi, if he didn't have any intentions, he could really be regarded as a friend who thought of Xu Hui because of these words.

Hao Shi smiled knowingly, and looked at him with complicated eyes, "Sorry, I'm too talkative."

At the end of the song in the cafe, a string of jumping notes flowed out, and soon, a pure and sad male voice sounded.

In a deciduous autumn

meet the love of my life

Since then, her appearance has drunk my whole heart

Let my love be so turbulent and so true

This song rang in my ears familiarly, and Wu Jingan remembered that it was "Is it Wrong to Love Someone" by Zheng Yuan?

This song, he remembered someone once sang it.

Subconsciously, he looked at the person opposite.

Hao Shi frowned at some point, his eyes fixed on a certain point on the table meaninglessly.

Is it really wrong to love someone?

Although it is hard to love someone

But I still long for a little love

What's wrong with me? Did I cry?

love her so much

Even after crying at the end of pain, I am also happy

i don't want to love her

but miss her even more

When can you pay back the hug you owe me?

The two of them didn't speak any more as if they had a tacit understanding, and they listened to the song in silence.

After the song ended, Wu Jingan picked up the bag on the seat next to him, "I'm going first."

Hao Shi didn't answer his words, but looked out the window with slightly sentimental eyes.

Wu Jing'an stood up and was about to go out when Hao Shi suddenly said, "Can two men really live a lifetime?"

Wu Jingan looked at him, and gave a firm answer after a while, "As long as you make up your mind, there is nothing you can't do."

Walking out of the cafe, he turned his head and looked at the lonely figure by the window.

He remembered that Liao Shengying called that person "Chocolate", and he remembered that the song was sung by a man named Qiao Zhibin.

Perhaps, he and he, they, are all people with stories.

In this world, different stories are staged every day, and everyone is running around in the process of beginning and ending.

Hao Shi asked him, can two men really live a lifetime?

He raised his head, faced the dazzling sunlight, took steps, and walked forward unswervingly.

That night, Wu Jingan did not wait for Jiang Lu.

Uncle Dumb cooked a table of dishes and waited at the dining table until almost nine o'clock, Wu Jingan forced a smile, "He probably has something to do and can't come, let's eat first!"

Uncle Dumb and Uncle Zhang looked at each other, and silently picked up the chopsticks.

Although Wu Jing'an put forth his energy to liven up the atmosphere, the banquet without the main character was still dull.

After leaving Uncle Dumb's house, Wu Jingan called No.20 eight times to Jiang Lu.

Or the phrase "no one is answering at the moment"

Wu Jingan's indescribable feeling was half worried and half angry.

To him, Uncle Dumb and Uncle Zhang are family members, elders, and extremely important people.

He told Jiang Lu about this.

No matter how unreliable Jiang Lu was, he would never return a single call.