kinda straight me

That night, Xu Hui returned home, greeted grandma, aunts and aunts happily, took a bath happily, listened to classical music happily, and went to bed happily.

That night, he closed his eyes until dawn.

Early the next morning, he had a terrible headache and canceled his morning run.

Sitting at the dining table, yawning frequently, the grandma who loved her grandson hurriedly asked him if he didn't sleep well, otherwise don't go to work today and rest at home.

Xu Hui was really too lazy to move, so he went back to his room after breakfast and lay down all day.

I also fell asleep intermittently for a while, but the dream continued.

In the dream, it was all about what he and Wu Jingan had experienced together.

"He" said indignantly: "This woman is spoiled all by herself, and she can't carry her shoulders or her hands...Damn, I'm a man, I'm thick and thick, I can't be burned by acid, and I can't be corroded by alkali, okay, I Do it... Fuck, I'm a man and I'll clean it up. If you break your arm or break your leg, a woman will marry a child and have a child. You say, there's no reason for that."

Xu Hui was sweating all over his face, but he couldn't help laughing.

"He" lowered his head and saved Xu Hui's name on his phone as "Gao Fu Shuai"

Xu Hui really wanted to grab his phone and read those three words clearly.

"He" stared at Xu Hui with his eyes, and said word by word: "I'm so stupid. I didn't realize until now that you and Lin Jiajia are really a perfect match. Xu Hui, don't worry, I won't argue with you." , as you said, I am not worthy. In this world, you, Xu Hui, are the only one who can match her kind of woman. I wish you both get married and have a son soon."

Xu Hui frowned, his uneasiness magnified little by little.

"He" said calmly: "Xu Hui, I was wrong about what happened that day. I shouldn't have hit you or said those things. I talked to the director. You don’t need to see me anymore when you come to Lin Jiajia. I don’t know what else to do about my brother except say thank you. In short, I owe you a favor. If you need it in the future—”

Xu Hui sweated more and more, soaking his hair, he shook his head gently.

The moonlight came in from the window, making "his" face pale, and "he" said: "Xu Hui, no matter how I offended you, please forgive me! From now on... there will be no future. You are rich and rich. You are a powerful son, and I am just an ordinary person, we can't even be friends. Xu Hui, don't play tricks on me, okay?"

Xu Hui panted heavily, moving his lips, wanting to shout something.

"He" smiled obsequiously and said, "Hey, my brother didn't bring enough money today, or, look, you can give me some money, and we can move this supermarket home."

Xu Hui's spirit relaxed a little, and his frowning brows were slowly smoothed away.

"Maybe, apart from being good-looking, he really has no other advantages. It was like this at the beginning. I noticed him because of his appearance. Then I talked to him and got along with him. Slowly and unconsciously, I deepened my liking. Yes. What do I like about him? It may be a word he said, or it may be a thing he did, or maybe, I just saw my shadow in his eyes. Like, sometimes, it is quite simple. Something. Anyway, a little bit, unable to extricate myself."

Xu Hui's heartbeat accelerated uncontrollably, and a smile climbed onto his face again.

"He" said: "Xu Hui, I love you."

"He" pressed his lips to Xu Hui's mouth, imprinting the first kiss between him and him.

Xu Hui thinks it's over here, if this is a dream, then just do it, and erase everything that happened below.right here, right here...

The last sentence "he" left for Xu Hui was, "I just want to ask you one question, why did you do this?"

Xu Hui smiled and replied: "Wu Jing'an, you are really disgusting to say love to a man. Do you remember that I said that people are divided into different classes? Why can't you remember the lesson and dare to expect me! Where do you think you are?"

Xu Hui woke up.

fully awake.

He was covered in sweat, and his pajamas were already soaked, even the sheets and quilt were wet.

He sat up tiredly, lifted the quilt and sat on the edge of the bed for a while.

It shouldn't be like this.

He thought that the farce was over.I should wake up refreshed in the morning, run in the community while listening to music, and have breakfast happily at the dining table with my family.Next, go out, go to the company for a walk to report, make appointments with a few good friends, and pass the day.

His days went back to the past, he was still the chic and unrestrained Xu Shao.

That's how it should be, that's how it should be!

But now...

Whether it's playing billiards with friends during the day, or singing K and clubbing at night, Xu Hui can't lift his spirits.

Liao Shengying imitated the action of the male protagonist on TV, put her hand gently on his forehead to test the temperature, and then put it on her own head, and concluded, "It's not burning!"

Xu Hui wasn't in the mood to mess around with him, so he got up and went to the bathroom.

Cold water wet his face, he looked at his haggard and frustrated face in the mirror, and felt a little strange.

After living for 26 years, when had he ever seen himself like this.

He knew he was abnormal, very abnormal.

So he went crazy, playing basketball, tennis, exercising, swimming, until he was so tired that he didn't want to lift a finger.

When I got home, I fell asleep.

Don't think about anything, don't think about anything.

But he forgot that he could control his thoughts when he was awake, but he couldn't control his dreams.

That night, he dreamed about what happened on the man's birthday.

In the narrow and cramped car, he and the man foolishly switched places, and the noise of your words stopped abruptly when their lips accidentally touched each other.

For a moment, there is only a trance, and in a trance, there are only you and me in this world.

Xu Hui opened his lips unconsciously, and called out in a low voice, "Jing An."

The man reached out and pressed his back, turning the short into a long time.

They kiss wildly in the car.

The man reached out, pulled down the zipper of his pants, and boldly reached in, holding his cock and moving up and down.

They did incredible things.

Xu Hui let out an unbearable groan, and the indescribable joy brought him to heaven.

The moment he opened his eyes, he knew he had fallen into hell.

He actually thought of a man and vented.

Running in the morning the next day, when he found out, he was already standing in front of the breakfast shop outside Wu Jingan's community.

As soon as he turned his head, he saw rows of familiar buildings.

After living for 26 years, Xu Hui knew for the first time what it means to be overwhelmed.

He has an inexplicable fear of being unusual these days.

With suspicion and nervousness, he went to the duck shop for the first time.

Liao Shengying, who was traveling with her, came here once with a friend out of curiosity, but she didn't think much of it purely out of the mentality of watching the performance. At that time, she called Xu Hui, but he refused with disgust.

This time Xu Hui suddenly proposed to go, Liao Shengying was so surprised that his jaw almost dropped to the ground.

The door of the private room opened, and four men came in one by one.Either handsome or rough, or weak or resolute, you can choose from different forms.

Picking a more delicate one, Xu Hui chatted with him casually.

Suddenly, the man put his hand on Xu Hui's chest, and he jumped up in shock.

Liao Shengying lay down on the sofa without laughing, "It's so straight that it can be used as a flagpole, and you follow the trend to find ducks, you don't want to suffer!"

After leaving the duck shop, Xu Hui called one of his girlfriends and stayed there that night.

Day by day, night by night, Xu Hui's abnormality almost drove him crazy.

He drove to the resort, stopping at the restaurant where they ate, the road where they switched places, the meadow where they formally kissed.

Everywhere, he seemed to see that man, with an unscrupulous smile on his face, took out a cigarette from his arms and threw one to himself.

He said, "Xu Hui, I love you."

Xu Hui let out a long cry of annoyance. He thought desperately, crazily—forgot about that person!forget!forget! ! !

Wu Jingan, enough is enough!it's over!You should fuck off!Leave far away! ! !

On the way back, the car involuntarily turned to Time, and walked into the 502 private room in a familiar way.

Sitting on the sofa, he was so tired that he didn't want to stand up again.

I closed my eyes, and the words I said that night seemed to ring in my ears again.

"It's popular to be gay now. If you guys are bored, you can find Jing An to pass the time. Men, it's really worth it that you won't get pregnant for anything."

"Or, if you offer an acquaintance price, I don't mind playing with you, didn't you say, love me?"

"Tell me, if I send this short video and your materials to your unit, what more interesting things will happen, I'm looking forward to it!"

"I have a suggestion, you might as well kneel down and beg me, maybe, for the sake of my friends, I will let you go."

"Wu Jing'an, you are really disgusting to say love to a man. Do you remember that I said that people are divided into different classes? Why can't you remember the lesson and dare to expect me? Do you think, what are you doing?" which floor"

From beginning to end, the man only asked why.

Xu Hui laughed wildly, his body trembling from the laughter, and he fell directly on the sofa, still laughing uncontrollably.

Look, what a vicious person he is, he can say such cruel and vicious words.

Knowing that that person loves him, but he is so cruel that he can play with that person's heart like this.

Look, this is Xu Hui, the proud and unrestrained Xu Hui all his life.

Who has he loved?He loves no one.

That's why he can step on others unscrupulously, so he can play with everyone who has offended him as he pleases.

So... so...

He underestimated Wu Jingan.

Underestimated his position in his heart, underestimated his influence on himself.

So, he lifted a rock and smashed his own foot, the pain was so painful, the pain was so painful that there was only regret in his heart and eyes.

He tried, he couldn't accept the slightest touch from other men, but he could do the most excessive things with him over and over again in his dreams.

He tried, and when he was having sex with a woman, he still couldn't get rid of the person deeply planted in his mind.

He tried, desperately suppressed and tried every means to drag that person out of his mind. After 1 minute, 10 minutes, and an hour later, that person came back stubbornly.

He gave up, surrendered.

One day, when Xu Hui was driving aimlessly on the street, he saw a familiar figure walking on the sidewalk in front of the car.

Xu Hui became possessed and followed him all the way until he returned home.

Stopping downstairs at his house, Xu Hui looked up at the house he had been to countless times, and even the key to the door was still hanging on him, too late to throw it away.

No matter how big S city is, they will always meet each other.

It's just that they couldn't do it after they met, and they were ignored by strangers.

As night fell, the lights in the house were turned on, and the man's shadow would flash by the window from time to time, Xu Hui leaned against the car and kept smoking.

My heart, which had been restless for nearly half a month, suddenly calmed down.

Just looking at it like this, looking at it, seems to be able to forget the troubles.

The next day, Xu Hui parked the car in a distant place and waited for something.

The man didn't go out until the afternoon, went to eat a bowl of noodles, and then went to the supermarket.

Someone asked him something in front of the fruit stand, but he ignored it and turned away pushing the shopping cart.

Xu Hui went up to chat with the man, bought two durians and asked them to peel and wrap them. While he was in the video game city, he drove to his house and hung the bag of durian meat on the door.

After that, I went home.

Afterwards, he spent the whole night convincing himself.

Since you can't forget it, don't forget it.

Since there is a real feeling, let this feeling continue.

Afterwards, he called Kong Xin and chatted for a long time before bringing the topic to Wu Jing'an.

Finally got some useful news.

Wu Jingan's vacation ended today, and it is said that he is already in the dormitory, and will definitely be on the night shift at night.

After dinner, Xu Hui took a shower, stood in front of the mirror and looked at his obviously thinner self, and smiled confidently.

Now that he has made up his mind, there is nothing that Xu Hui can't do.

So what about a man, what if he made a mistake, he is confident that he can make it all back again.

After changing into casual clothes, he drove to Wu Jingan's workplace.

After getting out of the car and entering the factory gate, Xu Hui took a deep breath and stepped firmly into the duty room.

It is not easy for him to get out of this step.

What he didn't expect was that after taking this step, he could never turn back.