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After Lin Jiajia's funeral was settled, Wu Jingan sent Mother Lin back to her hometown.

When seeing them off at the station, Wu Jingan bought Xiao Lin Ke a remote control plane as a gift, raised his hand and rubbed his short hair, "Uncle will still visit you, will you miss Uncle?"

Xiao Linke focused on the new toy, nodded perfunctorily, "I miss Uncle."

Wu Jingan leaned closer, "Kiss uncle."

Xiao Linke smacked Wu Jingan's face sweetly.

After the train left, Wu Jingan realized that he had started to miss this little guy.

In the later days, he and Lin's mother talked on the phone from time to time, and also chatted with Xiao Linke, but the kid always said those few words, "Where are you? Why don't you come back? I miss you. "

At first Wu Jing'an was a little moved, but in the end, he would recite it.

When he thought everything had calmed down, Lin's mother's death caught him by surprise.

The old man was fine the night before, and when chatting with his neighbors, he mentioned that he was going to buy a schoolbag for Xiao Linke the next day, and it would be too late if he didn't go to kindergarten.As a result, in the early morning of the next day, Xiao Linke couldn't wake her up. While crying, he opened the door to find the neighbor's aunt, only to find that the old man was already hard.

Losing her husband when she was young, and losing her daughter when she was old, Mother Lin really couldn't bear such a blow. If it wasn't for her little grandson, she wouldn't be able to survive today.

The neighbor learned about Wu Jingan and his phone number from Xiao Linke. The old man was afraid of any accidents and forced Xiao Linke to memorize his phone number, and it really came in handy in the end.

Wu Jingan came to settle the funeral of the old man. The old man notarized his few properties. The old man had no other children, so the house was left to Xiao Linke, but the deposit of tens of thousands of yuan was given to Wu Jingan, hoping that he could take good care of Xiao Linke.

After sorting everything out, Wu Jingan took the child back to City P.

Xiao Linke couldn't accept the sudden change at the beginning. He had been crying, beating people, and turning upside down day and night for several days. He ran out the door with his feet on his feet.

Wu Jingan was so frightened that he hurriedly chased after him. Fortunately, Xiao Linke would not be able to open the door for a while. Wu Jingan hugged him in his arms and let him kick and beat him but he did not let go, and kept apologizing.

"Uncle is wrong, uncle is not good, uncle will never hit you in the future, Lin Ke, Lin Ke, don't be angry, uncle is wrong, uncle is wrong."

Xiao Linke howled non-stop, and Wu Jingan's tears fell on the child's fist.

In fact, his injury has never healed, and his pain cannot heal.

He will also be tired, bored, and want to let go, let go of all this.

But now, he has become Xiao Lin Ke's only support, and he also wants to rely on this small body.

Wu Jing'an, who had used up his annual leave, took personal leave to cultivate a relationship with Xiao Linke. After a week of continuous company day and night, Xiao Linke gradually relaxed his guard and later became dependent and clingy.

In order to be able to spend more time with the children, Wu Jingan asked to be transferred to the big class, but was rejected.He had no choice but to look for a suitable full-care kindergarten in P City.

But when he thought of Xiao Linke losing his relatives twice in a row, he was afraid that if he went to full-time care, it would cause psychological harm to the child.

In desperation, he called his mother.

Unexpectedly, my mother and Uncle Fang came the next day.

Xiao Linke looks like Lin Jiajia, with big eyes and very beautiful. The mother and Uncle Fang fell in love with the child when they saw it.

When Wu Jingan went to work, the two old people took their children to shop around, buying delicious food and playing fun. When Wu Jingan called, his mother called Xiao Linke to answer him, and he completely broke Wu Jingan's heart by saying "no time".

So ah, children are white-eyed wolves!

A week later, the mother said that she wanted to take Xiao Linke home.

Due to Wu Jingan's work, he really couldn't take Lin Ke by himself, but when he thought of him leaving, he felt very uncomfortable.

The mother called Xiao Linke to the front and asked him whether he wanted to go back to his hometown with his grandparents, where there would be delicious and fun things every day, or if he wanted to stay here with his uncle but he couldn’t see him for several days, and he could only go home on weekends.

Wu Jingan rolled his eyes violently in his heart, Mom, if you ask me this way, even a fool would choose it!

Xiao Linke looked at the two old men, then at Wu Jing'an, and finally bowed his head without saying anything.

Wu Jing'an didn't understand what happened. When he lowered his head to look at him, he found that he was dropping golden beans.

Wu Jingan asked him what was wrong, and he held back for a long time before he whispered, "I, I'm going with grandpa and grandma."

Separation again and again, for such a child, is equal to injury again and again.The name uncle already has the same meaning as "father" in other children's mouths.

In the end, Xiao Linke still left, and Wu Jingan promised to go back to see him once a month, and the little guy smiled.

Before getting into the car, the mother sighed and said, "Anyway, you let me hold my grandson. I have no regrets in my life."

Deep guilt surged in Wu Jingan's heart, and he hugged his mother into his arms, "Mom, I'm sorry."

The roar of the train sounded, and it took his family to the distance.

Wu Jingan stood on the platform until the long train disappeared, then he turned and walked back.

After that, he became a man again.

But no longer a lonely person.

Xu Hui, I have a son, are you envious?

Xu Hui, it's been half a year, and I still can't forget you.

Xu Hui, you...haven't started a new life yet! I'm still single, you have to follow me for half a year, half a year later, later...

He has never dared to go back to S City, he was afraid that when he went back, he would run into Xu Hui, pass him by, feel like a stranger, tear his heart apart, and...be unable to hold on.

Will, desperately, come back to him.

Xu Hui drove the company's car to the community at the foot of the mountain, got out of the car, picked up a bag of rice in the back of the car, and knocked on the door of a house on the first floor.

When the middle-aged woman who opened the door saw him, she smiled and narrowed her eyes, "Xiao Xu, you are here again."

After Xu Hui greeted her, he entered the room. Uncle Mute came out of the bedroom and chatted with him in sign language with a smile.

I came to visit Uncle Dumb and the others twice a month. Every time I came, I would bring some practical things like rice noodles and oil. When sitting and chatting, they avoided the topic of Wu Jingan.

Although neither Xu Hui nor Wu Jing'an had mentioned the breakup, Uncle Dumb and the others felt it. They were afraid of hurting the two children, so no one mentioned it.

This has become a common secret and a common wound in their hearts.

After returning from the dumb uncle, he received a call from his boss asking him to go to the bar for a drink at night.

Ever since the foreigner incident, Sun Han began to pay attention to him.

Factories, exhibitions, business trips, they get tired of being together almost every day, Sun Han seems to be interested in cultivating him, and even introduces a sentence during the negotiation, this is my assistant, Xu Hui.

Xu Hui felt flattered and took this opportunity to gain more knowledge.

He has grown up so fast that even Sister Wang, who has been in this industry for more than ten years, has to praise him. She is about to catch up with her. After two years of training, he might be able to go out and work alone.

When Xu Hui rushed to the bar, Sun Han sat at the bar and raised his hand at him.

This bar is not far from the company, and when they are not busy, they will meet here to pass the time.

Sun Han is gay. Only Sister Wang, whom he has known since college, knew about this matter, but he did not hide it from Xu Hui. Maybe it was because of his glorious "history", maybe it was because of his selfishness.

Sun Han also had a lover when he was young, and he was also the kind who loved him so much that he swore to be together forever.

But the reality is like this, no matter how deep the relationship is, there are times when it cools down. After being in love for seven years, everything has changed. Coupled with the persecution of family members, it is natural to break up.

After that, Sun Han never fell in love with anyone again. He liked to find young boys in their teens and enjoy the feeling of youthfulness, although a large part of that immaturity was pretended.

He doesn't mind, everyone gets what they need, and no one suffers.

But the arrival of Xu Hui seems to have broken some balance.

The first impression was good, he was a handsome young man, but he didn't think much about it, firstly because he never attacked the company's people, and also because there was no shortage of young boys around him, the 30-year-old Xu Hui was not his type.

But later, after the packing machine incident was resolved, he found that his eyes would always be on this man who was seriously over the age from time to time.

After a business meeting, a friend asked him mysteriously if he knew what his assistant was doing.

Sun Han looked at him in bewilderment, and his friend mentioned that Xu Yang's son came out in a high-profile way a year ago.

Now the videos on the Internet have been cleaned up, and even if someone mentions it, it will be deleted soon. Xu Yang wants to silence the public, but people he knows will still remember this incident clearly, just like a brand. Xu Hui was branded as a prodigal and a homosexual.

Sun Han deliberated for a long time, and finally decided to have a showdown.

He asked Xu Hui to meet at the city gymnasium. The confession this time was not impulsive. He really needed a place where no one was around to do something extremely stupid.

He told Xu Hui that he had a crush on him, and he hoped to develop it. He was very calm on the surface, but he was as excited as a teenager in his heart.

Xu Hui thought for a while, then raised his head and said two words to him: Sorry.

Sun Han was immediately discouraged, but still wanted to grasp the last ray of hope: No need, think about it? You don't have to answer me now.

Xu Hui still repeated the same two words.

Sun Han lowered his eyes and stopped talking.

Xu Hui turned his head to look at the empty and quiet gymnasium, and said to himself and Sun Han: This is the place where I once confessed.

Sun Han raised his head in surprise.

Standing under the deserted moonlight, Xu Hui was dressed in silver light, like a lonely and sad prince, whispering his lost feelings.

He talked about the things with Wu Jingan, including the hurt, humiliation, coming out, and separation.

He didn't underestimate Sun Han's feelings, but he couldn't accept this favor either.

There is always a person named Wu Jingan living in his heart, and he believes that one day, they will meet again and break through all obstacles to be together.

A familiar figure appeared in the stands, and beside him was a smiling and listening man. It seemed that his childish cry sounded in the silent gymnasium: So what about homosexuality, let them laugh and scold you as you want, I am also gay, I am The person I love is you, Wu Jingan.

Wu Jingan, I love you.

From beginning to end.

After that day, he and Sun Han became friends, and they would still meet up for a drink from time to time, but neither of them mentioned their relationship again.

Sun Han said nonsense to him after getting drunk once, "Xu Hui, I have never seen what you were like before. I only know that you are so attractive now."

After sending him into a taxi, Xu Hui walked home alone.

On the way, the corner of his mouth unconsciously curled into a smile.

Jing An, did you hear that I am full of charm now, if you don't come back, you have to be careful about your position.

What if more and more people fall in love with me in the future...

The corner of Xu Hui's mouth widened into a smile.

He has to look for that person, she has to be able to cook, steam buns with various fillings; do housework, and order him to do this and that; Help him go to the supermarket to carry hundreds of bags of rice noodles in the morning when he oversleep; often wait for him late at night just to cook a bowl of noodles for him, but cut the network cable mercilessly when he plays online games all night; will quarrel with him , fight with him, cry with him, laugh with him.

Welcoming the new together, saying goodbye to the old together, every year, every day.

After much deliberation, there is still only that one person!

Xu Hui came out of the bathroom, changed into pajamas, turned off the light, and lay down on the single bed.

Outside the window, there is an endless sea of ​​stars.

He smiled and said to the brightest star in the distance: Good night.

Perhaps, there, there will be a person who also said the same sentence to him.

Xu Hui, good night.