kinda straight me

In October, the weather is getting colder, the flowers that bloomed all summer are gradually fading, and the green leaves on the branches are beginning to show signs of yellowing.

Xu Hui did not get the expected assistant position, and even all his efforts were wiped out overnight.

Just a week after Xu Hui was transferred to the fresh food department, someone posted a video of him coming out in the supermarket's internal personnel group.

One stone caused a thousand waves, and the next day everyone in the supermarket knew Xu Hui's identity and his great "feat".

When Xu Hui was at work, he attracted countless attentions. The head of the department called him into the office, and asked extremely harshly if the person in the video was him.

Xu Yang's son, gay.

What was once a life-saving brick is now a stumbling block.Xu Hui clenched his fists and stared at himself in the video.

"Yes."

A sonorous word cut off his chances of promotion.

The people who were kicked out of the office and hid outside the door to watch the joke dispersed, and some people gave him a provocative look with a smile on their lips.

Several people from Fang Wei called him one after another. He frowned tiredly and explained to the person on the other end of the phone, "That's right, that's me, a down-and-out young man, an out-and-out homosexual."

When he got off work, Fang Wei and the others blocked him outside the supermarket, and dragged him to the small restaurant he frequented.

At the wine table, Li Jiawen said indignantly: "It was definitely done by the fresh food department. Everyone knows that you were promoted to assistant. They are all jealous and want to peel your skin off."

After Zhao Chang drank a glass of wine, he slammed the glass on the table, "Xiao Xu, tell me if you want to clean up those people, I will never be lenient."

Wang Qi was relatively calm, and only asked him, "You have been able to work here for so long, it seems that you have really broken with the family. If something like this happens, you probably won't be able to stay in this supermarket."

Fang Wei yelled loudly, "What law did Xiao Xu break, and they can still fire him. Don't be afraid, with the big brother backing you up, I don't believe these bastards can do anything."

Xu Hui really didn't expect that he had only been with these people for a few months, and at this time, they would stand up and speak for him regardless of his despised homosexual status.

While full of disappointment, I also felt a sense of relief.

This world is not as simple as he thought, and it is not possible to make progress every day by studying hard. He has only read this truth in books before, but now he comprehends it through the fact of falling down.

No matter how small a place is, once interests are involved, there will be intrigue and intrigue.

After the wine shop was over, he didn't go home, but walked to Wu Jing'an's unit.

A lonely person walked back and forth at the gate, like a homeless man, kicking the stones on the ground from time to time, and the cold wind blew by, and he curled up in a corner of the wall with his arms folded.

The security guard came out and asked him if he was looking for someone. He smiled and shook his head, "I'm not looking for someone, I'm waiting for someone."

The security guard looked at him in confusion and went back to the house. Wu Jingan came out on a bicycle two hours later.

Wu Jingan was taken aback when Xu Hui stepped forward, "Why are you here?"

Xu Hui smiled, "Waiting for you."

Wu Jingan stared suspiciously at the smile on his face, "Did something happen?"

Xu Hui raised his legs and sat on the back seat of his bicycle, "Is the paranoia so serious? I just miss you. I just finished drinking with them and thought you should get off work soon, so I came to pick you up. Let's go, I'm so sleepy."

Although Wu Jing'an still had some doubts, he didn't ask him when he smelled of alcohol and looked sleepy, so he got on his bicycle and rode home with great effort.

The evening wind in October blew on his body, and the coolness woke Xu Hui from his drowsiness. He nestled on Wu Jingan's back, like an obedient cat, occasionally rubbing his face against his master's thin coat.

"Jingan..."

"Do what?"

"If I was a worthless man all my life, would you despise me?"

"Why did you suddenly lose your nerve?"

"If I can only be an old man living on subsistence allowances when I get old, don't lock me up in a nursing home alone."

"Haha... You have a good idea. Nursing homes also need money. It's just your subsistence allowance. Forget it. Let me go. Don't worry, I will let you eat minced meat once a week."

"Jing An..." Xu Hui hugged the man's solid back with both hands.

The cool October evening wind blew away the words in his mind.

Sorry, Jing An, good day, I might be late.

Xu Hui stayed in the fresh food department for another two weeks before he was dismissed with a reason.

Fang Wei, Li Jiawen and the others were so angry that they clamored to reason with the leader. Xu Hui sighed and waved his hands, "Forget it, even if you forcefully stay, there is no future here."

He packed up his things and left them with Daguo who rented the house. He didn't intend to tell Wu Jing'an about his dismissal.

After resting at home for a day, he got up the next day and joined the army looking for a job full of energy.

After getting off the morning shift, Wu Jingan hurriedly packed his things, then got into Li Hang's car with everyone, and went straight to the "Paradise" Hotel.

On the third birthday of Li Hang's daughter, two tables were set up in "Paradise" to entertain relatives and friends.

If you want to say that the most annoying point of a large power plant is here, no matter how big or small, you have to be courteous.

Not to mention getting married, having children, etc., even moving, buying a car, and opening a store have to be paid, which is annoying to death.

The most important thing is that he can't even find a reason for people to return the courtesy, which is the most depressing thing.

After getting out of the car and entering the box, Li Hang was busy entertaining relatives at the table, and Wu Jingan went to the bathroom.

When he came out, he passed a box, and the sound of glass shattering came from inside. Wu Jing'an reflexively took a look inside.

A tall male waiter turned his back to him, and another well-dressed man looked at the waiter playfully with his hands in his pockets.

"Sorry, I'll just clean it up."

Wu Jingan retracted the foot he had just stepped forward, and the voice——

He turned his head and continued to look in, only to see the figure of the waiter bending over to pick up the debris on the ground with his back turned all the time, making him uncertain whether he heard the voice wrongly.

The man facing him looked arrogant and proud, and deliberately stepped on the waiter's hand with his foot, and crushed him twice.

The shards of glass pierced into the palm of his hand, and blood soon oozed out.

The man lowered his head and said with a smile, "Xu Hui, I never thought you would have today."

Xu Hui?!

Wu Jingan's heart clenched tightly, and he leaned forward just about to rush into the house.

The man withdrew his feet and looked down at the waiter, "Sir, the majestic Rising Sun, do you have to do this kind of low-level work to survive? Haha..."

The man's arrogant and presumptuous laugh tore Wu Jingan's nerves.

How much he wanted to rush in and punch that disgusting face, but--

The half-kneeling waiter put away his right hand that was twitching due to pain, and used his intact left hand to pick up large pieces of glass.

The man smiled uncontrollably, and said to his female companion: "Look at how much he looks like a dog. I am so happy. Think about how arrogant he used to be, but he never took me seriously. Do you believe in Feng Shui?" Take turns to say this, anyway, I believe it, haha... Do you think he would have thought that he would have today."

The woman next to the man also laughed, a smile mixed with contempt and resentment.

She got up and walked in front of Xu Hui, the person who picked up the big pieces was about to turn around and go out, she stopped him.

"Don't you resist being teased like this, Xu Hui, what are you afraid of?" After thinking about it, she looked at him with incredulous eyes, "Could it be that you are really afraid of losing this job? Haha... It's so funny. Xu Hui, are you really gay? You hide it so well, I've been foolishly dating a pervert, it's really disgusting to think about it. Hey, pervert, are you really so short of money?"

The woman laughed wildly, and Xu Hui's hanging right hand was dripping with blood. He said calmly, "If there's nothing else, I'll go out first."

"Wait a minute, since this is the case--" the woman stopped him, and the moment Xu Hui turned around, she slapped him loudly on the face.

Wu Jingan clenched his fists and stared fiercely at the men and women in the box.

The woman raised her head with a haughty look on her face, "It shouldn't matter if I slap you! I am a customer, your God, and someone you can't afford to offend now."

The man sitting on the seat applauded, and the woman took out her mobile phone from the limited-edition bag and turned to Xu Hui, "You look so funny, I can't help but want to see the reactions of netizens, don't you like being a Do you feel like a star? Come on, put on some poses."

The woman's phone met his indifferent face, she turned on the camera function, and when she was about to press the camera button, Xu Hui grabbed her phone with a blank expression, and threw it into the soup plate.

Although the woman didn't expect him to do this, she didn't react too much. She smiled at the corner of her mouth and looked at him with her arms folded, "Why, now you want to show your integrity? Then, how much is it worth? I bought it. "

Xu Hui looked away from the woman's face, and repeated what he said just now, "If there's nothing else, I'll go out first." After speaking, he turned and left.

Before he turned around, Wu Jing'an walked into the next box, and he walked out of the box after Xu Hui walked away. Looking at his back, his injured right hand was dripping with blood.

Wu Jingan went back to the box, and his colleague laughed and joked that he was planning to send someone to find him when he fell into the toilet.

The dishes were all served, but Wu Jingan drank half a bottle of white wine without taking a sip.

A colleague asked him what was wrong, and he stood up and said apologetically that he was really uncomfortable today, so he went back to rest first.

After leaving the restaurant, he took a taxi home, bought some medicines and gauze from the pharmacy downstairs in the community, and put them in the medicine box.

He called Xu Hui and asked when he would be back.

"It's still two hours, why, miss me?"

Wu Jingan frowned tightly, bit his lower lip and held back for a while before saying, "Well, I'm thinking about it, come back early after work."

After hanging up the phone, he lay on the sofa thinking about what happened today.

Xu Hui changed jobs, but did not tell him.

Xu Hui was trampled by a man he looked down upon before, and slapped by a woman he had dated with, but he kept silent all the time.

When did Xu Hui change jobs? Why did he change? How many jobs did he change? How many times has he been humiliated like this?

He didn't know anything, because Xu Hui had never told him anything.

The more he thought about it, the sadder he became, and he buried himself in the sofa.

He kept thinking about the man's bleeding right hand, as if the fragments that pierced his palm also pierced his heart.

As soon as Xu Hui entered the house, he yelled that today was so unlucky that he could cut off his hand by peeling an apple. He stretched out his gauze-wrapped hand in front of Wu Jingan, and it was wrapped into rice dumplings.

Wu Jingan glanced at him and asked if it hurts?

Xu Hui had a painful expression on his face, it hurts, why doesn't it hurt, it hurts me to death.

Wu Jingan gently held the gauze-wrapped hand, lowered his head and kissed the bleeding palm hidden under the gauze.

Xu Hui looked at him inexplicably, "Hey, can you stop being so nasty, I can't help it."

With a smile on his face, Wu Jing'an hooked his neck and put his lips on it.

"I love you."

I can't love anyone else in this life except you.

Now you are nameless and worthless, but you are stronger and braver than I imagined. Now you are humble and weak, but you are taller and stronger than ever.

And now, it is the time when I love you the most.

Not because of your outstanding appearance, not because you are sincerely sorry, not because you came out to the world.

Just because you are Xu Hui, from the inside out, the real Xu Hui.

Wu Jing'an has always firmly believed that no matter how great the difficulties are, no one will be overwhelmed. As long as one has firm confidence, no obstacles cannot be overcome.

But it wasn't until that day that he realized that the reason he couldn't be crushed was because he hadn't reached the limit. No matter how confident he was, there were certain hurdles that he was destined to not be able to overcome.

On that day, Xu Hui straightened his bent waist and walked out of his sight without looking back.

On that day, he sent him away with a smile, and with a smile, tears welled up in his eyes.

"Make an agreement, no matter what happens in the future, no matter how difficult it is, even if there is hatred or resentment, Wu Jing'an, you are not allowed to mention breaking up. I don't want to hear these two words from you again in this life."

The promised oath was still ringing in my ears, but I never kept it.

Let's break up!

They have nowhere to go.