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Xu Hui, who was quietly lying on the hospital bed for infusion, received a call. The aunt who was in charge of taking care of him was just putting flowers into a vase, and Xu Hui disappeared when she came out of the bathroom.

A few hours later, Xu Hui appeared in Jing Cheng's restaurant with a pale face.

He randomly grabbed a waiter and asked, "Where's Jing Cheng? Where is he?"

The waiter took him to Jing Cheng's office tremblingly. As soon as he opened the door, he rushed forward and grabbed the man's collar, and asked with a fierce look, "Where is Wu Jing'an?"

Even if Jing Cheng didn't know who this person was at first, but seeing his anxious and angry look, he guessed it pretty well.

Jing Cheng raised his hand and pulled away the man's hand holding his collar, and lightly dropped three words, "I don't know."

Xu Hui was obviously very dissatisfied with the answer. He frowned even tighter and asked in an emphatic tone, "You don't know? Did you think I was a fool for disappearing with him for more than ten days? Where is he?"

Jing Cheng sized up Xu Hui from head to toe. This surly and domineering man was someone Wu Jingan couldn't let go of. He suddenly felt wronged by the loss.

Wearing an expensive outfit, he can be seen as a rich man, but his complexion is very bad, as if he is holding on to his body, like a paper tiger.

From this point of view, he still cared more or less about Wu Jingan.

Focusing on this, Jing Cheng dropped his provocation and said bitterly: "If I knew where he was, I would never come back."

Xu Hui stared intently at the man in front of him, trying to find the truth from his eyes, but after ten seconds he gave up and lowered his eyes.

Regardless of whether the man lied or not, his questioning was meaningless.

He can send someone to continue to monitor the man, or he can continue to suffer while waiting.

But as he said, if he knew, he wouldn't come back.

These days Xu Hui looked through their records over and over again like a demon. The 17-year-old Wu Jingan was young and rebellious. He had a small crew cut and flashed an eye-catching smile. .

The same is true for 17-year-old Jing An.

Two people who are close to each other approach each other with young and innocent hearts.

At the school sports meeting, the two young men with shoulders crossed their backs squinted their eyes with smiles; during the tree planting activity, Wu Jingan pressed mud handprints on Jing Cheng's white shirt; at the welcome party, two young faces looked at each other and smiled.

There are not many photos of them together, but every one of them left a mark on Xu Hui's heart.

Wu Jingan once loved this man.They loved each other with sincerity.

Now, they are together again.

Will you come back?Really, no more coming back?Their old romance rekindled?Wu Jingan completely abandoned Xu Hui?

He started to ruthlessly tear the photos into pieces, but he couldn't stop the heart-wrenching feeling from coming again and again.

After a long time, after he calmed down, he picked up the pieces bit by bit and tried his best to piece together the 17-year-old Wu Jingan.

Looking at that pure smiling face, he asked over and over again, where are you... where are you... come back... come back...

Xu Hui's unhealthy body couldn't bear the stimulation, so he fell down on the chair next to him.

Jing Cheng took a step forward, "Are you okay?"

Xu Hui sat there resting for a long time before slowly opening his eyes and uttering a word weakly, "Did he say when he will come back?"

Jing Cheng: "No."

Xu Hui didn't give up, and continued to ask, "Will he come back?"

Jing Cheng silently stared at the man's haggard and pale face, but finally couldn't bear it, "Maybe, yes!"

The corner of Xu Hui's mouth twitched into an embarrassing wry smile, which might once again knock down the confidence he had accumulated through his efforts to deceive himself.He propped up his body with his hands on the table, and staggered towards the door with heavy steps.

Jing Cheng watched him leave, although he didn't know what happened between them, but seeing how much Jing An cared about this man and how anxious and sad this man was now, it seemed like an inexplicable relationship.

The moment the man opened the door, he said: "If you really still care about him, do something while it's still possible, don't wait until--"

Don't wait until you're like me and can't do anything.

Jing Cheng retracted his words and turned around.

Xu Hui didn't look back, and walked out of the restaurant.

Jing Cheng didn't finish his sentence, but he could understand what he wanted to say from the words.

In fact, many people have said similar things. Zhang Yin advised him to understand what he wanted. Hao Shi said that people's hearts are very fragile, and no matter how rich and capable they are, they can't buy a changed heart; Chen Qian said that her love was won by Liao Shengying. Broken, polished, no feeling means no love, no hate.

Jing Cheng said that if you miss it for too long like him, there is really nothing you can do.

Wu Jingan was not with Jing Cheng, but Xu Hui couldn't be happy from the bottom of his heart.

The man who loved him the most, still gave up the happiness that was at his fingertips after being hurt by him so that he disappeared and disappeared.

Wu Jingan is too stupid, Wu Jingan is too idiot, Wu Jingan is too good at torturing him.

Xu Hui strided forward on the deserted streets in the afternoon, the cold wind whistled through his nose, mouth and ears, his throat was burning hot, his brain seemed to be squeezed by someone, the pain made him clench his teeth.

The Wu Jing'an in his memory appeared in front of his blurry eyes again and again.

My name is Wu Jingan, you can just call me Old Wu as you like with your friends.

Anion and cation exchangers, that's just a colloquial name, what they do is... are you kidding me?

I didn't expect you to call. Everyone in the dormitory was asleep, so I ran out to pick it up.

I'm so stupid. I didn't realize until now that you and Lin Jiajia are really a perfect match.I wish you an early marriage and an early baby.

Xu Hui, I talked to the director. I will be transferred after I am off duty. You don’t need to see me again when you come to Lin Jiajia.

Xu Hui, I love you.

Wu Jingan who called him Xu Hui, Wu Jingan who had quarreled with him, Wu Jingan who wanted to live a good life with him, Wu Jingan who was crying.

The last sentence left to him is: You have lost the capital to make me sad.

Xu Hui bumped into a pedestrian. He fell to the ground and was kicked by the angry pedestrian and cursed at him for being crazy.

He fell to the ground exhausted and refused to get up.

Wu Jingan in front of them disappeared little by little, and all their beauty and happiness were crushed by reality.

Xu Youping echoing in his ears became a ridiculous irony, reminding him over and over again how naive he is.

May you be safe, whoever is safe, who promised whom...

Wu Jingan left with his heart that was gradually cooling and freezing.

Throw the worthless Xu You into the sewer safely, and throw the worthless Xu Hui in this cold city.

Put their stories to a clean end.

In the evening, Xu Hui pushed open the door of his house and walked towards Father Xu's study with a firm gaze.

He knew that at this time, his father would prepare a cup of tea in the study and read an hour's book undisturbed.

Jin Meixuan rushed to Xu Hui and asked him where he had been, and his aunt also anxiously blamed him for running away because he was ill.

Jin Meixuan had an ominous premonition in her heart, grabbed his arm, and warned him with her eyes, "Xu Hui!"

Auntie was puzzled, "Xiaohui, don't bother your dad, you don't know that he was quarreled when he was most annoyed by reading."

Xu Hui didn't say anything, raised his hand and pulled his mother's hand away with a little force, and walked to Xu Zhengyang's desk.

He looked up at the bright lights outside the window, his deep eyes fixed on the distance that the lights couldn't reach.

He straightened his spine, clenched his fists, and said, "Dad, I have something to tell you."

Jin Meixuan became anxious, stood in front of Xu Hui, and said in a low voice, "Are you crazy?!"

Xu Zhengyang put down the book in his hand, looked at Xu Hui with a serious face, and ordered his wife to go out first with the majesty of a parent. He wanted to listen to what his son with a rare serious expression had to say.

Jin Meixuan struggled and wanted to dissuade her, but was reprimanded by Xu Zhengyang in a stern tone, so she had no choice but to leave the study room and closed the heavy wooden door worriedly.

She vaguely guessed what would happen behind the door, her heart was beating violently, and her eyes shot at the door countless times. She prayed that her son would not be stupid, and that God would make her worries unnecessary.

A few days later, when Zhang Yin saw Xu Hui again, he said that he acted too impulsively.

Xu Hui smiled with difficulty, because he had to take advantage of the impulse to have the courage to do this.

Zhang Yin said, aren't you afraid of regretting it later?

Xu Hui said that if you regret it, you should regret it.But even more frightening, if you don't do it, you will regret it tens of thousands of times.

If you don't do it, what else can you do to find his peace?

The 20-year-old Wu Jing from the Ministry of Security has experienced things that he didn't even dare to do when he was 30 years old.

Quit your job, go backpacking, live in a different environment.

He realized his life plan step by step.

He has been to many places, but most of them are small towns, and he is looking for a new home suitable for his life.

He didn't find a satisfactory place until the money on his body was almost exhausted.

Years of life have made him used to the dry and cold climate in the north. In a small northern town thousands of miles away from S City, he worked hard to pave the way for his upcoming new life.

Learn the dialect from the locals, ask the elders about the customs, chat with the taxi driver about the market conditions in the town, and discuss people's eating habits with the restaurant staff.

He imagines a new life that is strange but full of expectations, and he should be able to develop in a good direction step by step!

It is not easy to start over in an unfamiliar environment, but for him, it is also the best choice.

When buying a ticket at the train station, he took out his ID card hidden deep in the bottom of his bag.

He never thought of disappearing forever, and it is impossible to disappear forever.

He has a mother and someone to cherish, no matter what, he still wants to go back to Wu Jing'an.

A man who was completely hurt by Xu Hui.

Closing his eyes, he waited for the unavoidable pain to disappear little by little.

At first, he just wanted to say goodbye to Jing Cheng quietly and undisturbed, and his relationship with him for more than ten years. He was really afraid that that naive guy would jump out again and do some irreparable stupid things, so he hid , Ended the pain buried in his heart for ten years with peace.

After separating from Jing Cheng, he avoided it for a while.

Traveling alone, lonely and desolate.

Nibbling dry and hard bread, drinking mineral water, huddled in the cold and damp corner of the hotel, he missed his lover unscrupulously.

Someone said that they would make him dumplings that promise you peace, Lantern Festival that promises you peace, rice dumplings that promise you peace, and that you are safe...

Someone held him tightly in his arms in the cold late night, his lips were pressed together, and the familiar breath was full of warmth and love.

He tried to think of that person's best.

The people he loved, the people he loved so deeply and so deeply, hoped that the memories he left behind would be all beautiful and sad.

He lifted the water bottle into the air, smiled and said to his lover, "Cheers."

Back in City S, standing on the square platform outside the train station, he took a deep breath of the familiar air.

He had stayed in this city for too long, and now that he thought of leaving, he felt a little bit reluctant.

This place that gave birth to him, witnessed his growth, and brought him several failed relationships was his home.

After taking a taxi and reporting the place name, he searched for the subtle changes in the city with his eyes.

The billboards have been changed, and the items with the New Year's atmosphere have been put away. The hot pot restaurant at the intersection of xx Street that he often goes to has closed down.

After getting out of the taxi, Lao Qin, the doorman, greeted him. Where did he go, and he just came back?

Wu Jingan smiled, tightened his shoulder strap, and went on a trip.

As he walked home, he planned what to do next.

I lost my job, but I still have to go through some formalities.In the future, I have to pay for the pension by myself, and the house is temporarily handed over to the intermediary. Uncle Mute must explain it to Uncle Dumb, and then invite Kong Xin and the others to have a breakup meal.

Every day that follows should be a busy one.

Opening the door of the house, the cleanliness he had arranged before leaving was replaced by mess. It seemed that that person really didn't give up easily.

This also reminded him that for a long time in the future, he would have to fight against the person he once loved the most, until both of them were exhausted, until someone let go first.

Wu Jing'an stopped himself from thinking about it any further. He didn't want to admit defeat in this contest of fate, and he didn't want his future life to be at the mercy of others, so he must cheer up from now on.

It doesn't matter if he has power, as long as he lives, as long as he has breath, Xu Hui will never want to be his master.

He took off the backpack on his shoulders, and just as he was about to go into the bathroom, there was the sound of a key being inserted into the hole and turning at the door.

Wu Jingan stopped and turned his head slowly.

Although he knew that there was only one person who had the key to his house, and even though he had made all the mental preparations, but--

He fixed his eyes on the entrance.

After the door opened, there were a few strange noises first, and then Xu Hui's familiar face gradually appeared in front of his eyes.

The backpack fell to the ground, Wu Jingan's eyes widened in disbelief.

This is---Xu Hui?