Rebirth's Transformation Scum
41 Kneel down
Ever since Lin Yuan said that sentence that night, Li Jiyuan has taken an indifferent attitude towards him.
The salary and bonus remained the same, and his position was not demoted, but he was regarded as transparent.
Cold violence is more cruel than direct bad words, and because he really cares about him, so recently, Lin Yuan only feels that his days are like years.
Before meeting Li Jiyuan, Lin Yuan always thought that he was rational and sober, thinking that as long as he was cruel enough and abandoned those so-called dignity, he could live a happier life than others.
But until this day, when he found out that his account balance could allow him to live comfortably for several years, he realized that what he wanted was nothing more than someone else's sincerity.
Hush and warm, no matter happy or sad, he will accompany me, and will not let me feel the slightest loneliness.
After thinking this way, he unconsciously thought of Chen Chaoyang who had been so kind to him.
The reality is cruel. Looking back on the past 20 years, Lin Yuan doesn't think he ever felt that kind of real happiness even one day.
Although his father was in a high position when he was young, he was able to get the superficial respect of others, but his parents had quarreled since childhood, and his father fell from the horse later, and he even tasted the so-called warmth and coldness of the world.
There are only a handful of people who really treat him well, except for his parents and grandma, Chen Chaoyang is probably the only one left.
It's easy to feel other people's sincerity or kindness. Even though he now has the salary position he wants, his so-called friend is actually only Chen Chaoyang.
When Lin Yuan was about to go crazy because he gave his sincerity, but Li Jiyuan always turned a blind eye to such thoughts, he could think that it was still Chen Chaoyang.
He never thought of telling anyone what was on his mind, even if Chen Chaoyang kept asking him because of concern, Lin Yuan still had the confidence to talk about him.
It may be because of his inner inferiority complex, or it may be because of his sense of security that has disappeared long ago.
For the rest of his life, he felt that he would probably always be like this.
After seeing Chen Chaoyang, Lin Yuan did have a sore nose for a moment, but when he saw Zhang Zhican who was standing at the door and staring at them coldly, thinking of their sweet feelings, the jealousy in his heart made him hug Chen Chaoyang involuntarily. live.
Zhang Zhican was flamboyant and extremely charming, otherwise Chen Chaoyang would not have turned a blind eye to Li Jiyuan's affection.
Only through the few contacts he had with him, in Lin Yuan's heart, Zhang Zhican was more like a combination of a child and a lunatic.
Just like what he said just now, when the people in the bar turned around with puzzled faces and confirmed that he was a man, they almost couldn't help laughing out loud.
Zhang Zhican had an unmoved chill on his face, seeing his knife-like gaze sweeping across his face, Lin Yuan only felt guilty for a while.
It will always be like this, nothing can be done simply.
When Chen Chaoyang in front of him hurriedly pushed him away and walked towards Zhang Zhican, Lin Yuan lowered his head with a gloomy expression.
It was because it was too late and Chen Chaoyang hadn't come home, so Zhang Zhican thought of coming to pick him up.
There was faint excitement and excitement in my heart, thinking that when Chen Chaoyang saw himself like this, countless emotions would appear on his face, but unfortunately he was not at the company. At this time, Chen Chaoyang's colleague, who was returning to the company to retrieve the documents he had left behind, told him where Chen Chaoyang was going.
There is also Lin Yuan by his side.
As early as when he saw Lin Yuan for the first time, Zhang Zhican already felt that the way he looked at Chen Chaoyang was very strange and complicated, but under that, there was a lot of dependence and nostalgia hidden.
Thinking of the countless suitors around his perfect Chen Chaoyang, when Zhang Zhican went downstairs, his face was already cold.
With messy thoughts in his heart, thinking that he became so inexplicably because he was pregnant with Chen Chaoyang's child, Zhang Zhican suddenly had the urge to cry.
Chen Chaoyang was like an idiot two hundred and five, looking at Chen Chaoyang who was walking towards him in a hurry with a shameless smile on his face, Zhang Zhican didn't even want to take another look at him.
"Zhi Can!"
The outdoor air was in stark contrast to the warm bar. Feeling that Chen Chaoyang behind him was not chasing after him, Zhang Zhican couldn't help turning his head to take a sneak peek after going out.
Sure enough, he didn't follow!
So he is still entangled with that man just now? !
Zhang Zhican walked towards his sports car with trembling hands and feet. At that moment, he only thought that Chen Chaoyang was the most shameless bastard in the world. Even the sweet love words he said to him before were all lies!
This time, I will never forgive him again!
"Lin Yuan, I'm leaving first, be careful when you go back by yourself."
While speaking, Chen Chaoyang took out several hundred yuan bills from his wallet and threw them on the bar, and then he quickly walked out of the bar with his coat.
I don't know why he likes Zhang Zhican so much.
Lin Yuan looked at the glass full of beer in front of him, with a self-deprecating smile on his face, and drank the glass of wine in one gulp.
"Zhican? Zhican!"
Seeing Zhang Zhican in front of him gradually speeding up his pace, and thinking about his current physical condition, Chen Chaoyang became anxious after all, and hurried over to grab his hand.
"Chen Chaoyang! Get the hell out of here! I don't want to see you now! I don't even want to talk to you!"
The tip of his nose was red from the cold, and the two balls of fluff hanging from his hat would sway from side to side as he moved.
Chen Chaoyang couldn't help but put his arms around his shoulders, and whispered in his ear, "Zhican, you are pregnant now, don't be so excited."
"Get out! I don't want it anymore!"
Seeing the frozen smile on Chen Zhaoyang's face, Zhang Zhican knew that he had said something wrong again. Although he really wanted to explain to him that he didn't mean to say such a thing, but thinking that it was his fault first, Zhang Zhican quickly shut up. Just hurried forward.
His collar was held by Chen Chaoyang who was behind him, Zhang Zhican couldn't move, stood still and struggled for a while, then he simply kicked Chen Chaoyang.
Zhang Zhican had snow boots on his feet, so he didn't feel any pain when he kicked his calf. Although Chen Chaoyang wanted to tell him that you should listen to my explanation first, but thinking that such words were like excuses would arouse his greater dissatisfaction , so he quickly changed his words and said, "Zhican, don't be angry, I was wrong."
Without the slightest sign of repentance on his face, Zhang Zhican became even more angry, and raised his hand to punch Chen Chaoyang in the abdomen.
"Zhi Can..."
His voice was a little weak, Zhang Zhican saw him bending over in pain, and the stern expression on his face finally eased a little.
"It hurts, Zhican."
Just as he was about to turn around, Zhang Zhican saw that Chen Chaoyang had already quietly pulled the corner of his clothes.
With an aggrieved and painful expression on his face, Zhang Zhican sneered and said, "What's wrong?"
"Should go home early."
Seeing the colder smile on Zhang Zhican's face, Chen Chaoyang said, "I should call you to report."
"Chen Chaoyang!"
Zhang Zhican's voice was so loud that the passers-by kept turning their heads.Thinking that not far away is Chen Chaoyang's office building, and the entanglement between the two of them standing here will cause him a lot of inconvenience, Zhang Zhican looked down at Chen Chaoyang who was still bent over, and said, "Go home first."
Zhang Zhican was obviously moved this time. Along the way, no matter how Chen Chaoyang teased him, he kept his face cold and silent. When he saw his mother who was welcoming him warmly, he just went upstairs to the two of them regardless. out of the bedroom.
"what happened."
"I'm sorry, Mom, I made Zhican angry when I did something wrong."
After finishing speaking, Chen Chaoyang left Zhang Zhican's mother with a bewildered expression on his face, and followed Zhang Zhican hurriedly upstairs.
In the room upstairs, Zhang Zhican was furiously dismembering the computer on the desk.
"Zhi Can..."
Just as Chen Chaoyang called him, Zhang Zhican turned around and threw the computer keyboard in his hand on the ground, and said viciously, "Kneel down!"
Chen Chaoyang looked at the keyboard on the floor with some headaches, thinking that you really watched too many TV series, right?
Seeing Zhang Zhican who was staring at him head-on, Chen Chaoyang hurriedly raised a flattering smile and said, "This is the first time I made a mistake, can you give me another chance when I performed well before?"
Zhang Zhican sneered and said, "What kind of opportunity do you want?"
Chen Chaoyang pulled him over to the bed without saying a word, and when Zhang Zhican looked at him suspiciously, Chen Chaoyang had already raised his leg to massage him carefully, and said, "Zhican, you just walked so far , Are you tired?"
Seeing that Zhang Zhican did not speak, Chen Chaoyang said again: "I have rejected Lin Yuan many times on the phone before, and today he is blocking the door of our company..."
"So you've done nothing wrong?"
"No, he and I are just ordinary friends, and he doesn't look bad..."
"So you're going to leave me and run to comfort him?"
There is a relationship between the two?Chen Chaoyang continued to move his hands, but a constipated expression gradually appeared on his face.
"Zhican, I have always only had you in my heart, and because I have no other distractions, I can meet him calmly."
"You know he likes you!"
"How about I never see him again?"
After hesitating for a moment, Chen Chaoyang asked tentatively.
"you can do it?"
Seeing the slightly puzzled expression on Zhang Zhican's face, Chen Chaoyang smiled and said, "For you, I can do anything!"
"shameless!"
He muttered something softly, and when he lowered his head, the temperature on Zhang Zhican's face finally burned up.
The tense atmosphere eased little by little, and Chen Chaoyang was about to lean over to talk to him, when the cell phone in his pocket rang.
Seeing that he kept frowning and did not answer the phone, and when Zhang Zhican saw the caller ID on it clearly, he couldn't help but sneer.
"Chaoyang, I'm sorry just now. I'm drunk." After a pause, Lin Yuan asked carefully, "Is there anything wrong?"
"fine."
"Chaoyang..."
"I'm sorry, Lin Yuan, we still don't want to see each other in the future."
Seeing Chen Chaoyang say this suddenly, Zhang Zhican, who was sitting next to him, couldn't help but look up at him. The surprised expression on his face caused Chen Chaoyang to reach out and scratch his nose.
But his heart was not so relaxed, as if he wanted to make a complete farewell to his previous self, and it might be because of his always gentle personality that he never said such straightforward words.
Sudden discomfort in his heart, thinking about ignoring Li Jiyuan, and now Chen Chaoyang who thinks he is annoying, Lin Yuan clenched the phone in his hand, held back his sobs and asked, "Why?"
"You should know my relationship with Zhican, he doesn't like it." When Lin Yuan was speechless, Chen Chaoyang said sorry again in a low voice, and then quickly hung up the phone.
"what happened?"
Seeing Zhang Zhican who was looking at him motionless, Chen Chaoyang couldn't help asking.
"you you……"
"What am I?"
"You are ruthless!"
"This is not what you expected?" Chen Chaoyang smiled and said, "How is it? Are you relieved now?"
Just when Zhang Zhican was speechless, Chen Chaoyang had already stretched out his arms to hug him, and leaned into his ear and said, "Zhican, my sincerity to you can be learned from the world, and the sun and the moon can show it."
It's time to say goodbye to everything in the past, but it seems that because of that experience, he knows that he can't do anything to hurt Zhang Zhican's feelings when he knows that Zhang Zhican lacks a sense of security.
Just like the self in the previous life, when he gave Lin Yuan his all, and he abandoned his sincerity like a shoe, he felt so painful that he couldn't live without it.
It's not easy to find a person who is sincerely good to him, Chen Chaoyang hugged Zhang Zhican in his arms even tighter, thinking that regardless of his willful impulse, as long as it is reasonable, he will probably find a way to resolve it one by one, so that he will always be so happy go down.
He repays his kindness and loves himself deeply, so he will get more happiness in the future.
Just when Chen Chaoyang was holding Zhang Zhican and smiling silently, he heard Zhang Zhican in his arms asking in a low voice: "Chaoyang, no matter what I say, you will do it?"
"kindness."
"Then you don't want to see Li Jiyuan again, okay?"
The salary and bonus remained the same, and his position was not demoted, but he was regarded as transparent.
Cold violence is more cruel than direct bad words, and because he really cares about him, so recently, Lin Yuan only feels that his days are like years.
Before meeting Li Jiyuan, Lin Yuan always thought that he was rational and sober, thinking that as long as he was cruel enough and abandoned those so-called dignity, he could live a happier life than others.
But until this day, when he found out that his account balance could allow him to live comfortably for several years, he realized that what he wanted was nothing more than someone else's sincerity.
Hush and warm, no matter happy or sad, he will accompany me, and will not let me feel the slightest loneliness.
After thinking this way, he unconsciously thought of Chen Chaoyang who had been so kind to him.
The reality is cruel. Looking back on the past 20 years, Lin Yuan doesn't think he ever felt that kind of real happiness even one day.
Although his father was in a high position when he was young, he was able to get the superficial respect of others, but his parents had quarreled since childhood, and his father fell from the horse later, and he even tasted the so-called warmth and coldness of the world.
There are only a handful of people who really treat him well, except for his parents and grandma, Chen Chaoyang is probably the only one left.
It's easy to feel other people's sincerity or kindness. Even though he now has the salary position he wants, his so-called friend is actually only Chen Chaoyang.
When Lin Yuan was about to go crazy because he gave his sincerity, but Li Jiyuan always turned a blind eye to such thoughts, he could think that it was still Chen Chaoyang.
He never thought of telling anyone what was on his mind, even if Chen Chaoyang kept asking him because of concern, Lin Yuan still had the confidence to talk about him.
It may be because of his inner inferiority complex, or it may be because of his sense of security that has disappeared long ago.
For the rest of his life, he felt that he would probably always be like this.
After seeing Chen Chaoyang, Lin Yuan did have a sore nose for a moment, but when he saw Zhang Zhican who was standing at the door and staring at them coldly, thinking of their sweet feelings, the jealousy in his heart made him hug Chen Chaoyang involuntarily. live.
Zhang Zhican was flamboyant and extremely charming, otherwise Chen Chaoyang would not have turned a blind eye to Li Jiyuan's affection.
Only through the few contacts he had with him, in Lin Yuan's heart, Zhang Zhican was more like a combination of a child and a lunatic.
Just like what he said just now, when the people in the bar turned around with puzzled faces and confirmed that he was a man, they almost couldn't help laughing out loud.
Zhang Zhican had an unmoved chill on his face, seeing his knife-like gaze sweeping across his face, Lin Yuan only felt guilty for a while.
It will always be like this, nothing can be done simply.
When Chen Chaoyang in front of him hurriedly pushed him away and walked towards Zhang Zhican, Lin Yuan lowered his head with a gloomy expression.
It was because it was too late and Chen Chaoyang hadn't come home, so Zhang Zhican thought of coming to pick him up.
There was faint excitement and excitement in my heart, thinking that when Chen Chaoyang saw himself like this, countless emotions would appear on his face, but unfortunately he was not at the company. At this time, Chen Chaoyang's colleague, who was returning to the company to retrieve the documents he had left behind, told him where Chen Chaoyang was going.
There is also Lin Yuan by his side.
As early as when he saw Lin Yuan for the first time, Zhang Zhican already felt that the way he looked at Chen Chaoyang was very strange and complicated, but under that, there was a lot of dependence and nostalgia hidden.
Thinking of the countless suitors around his perfect Chen Chaoyang, when Zhang Zhican went downstairs, his face was already cold.
With messy thoughts in his heart, thinking that he became so inexplicably because he was pregnant with Chen Chaoyang's child, Zhang Zhican suddenly had the urge to cry.
Chen Chaoyang was like an idiot two hundred and five, looking at Chen Chaoyang who was walking towards him in a hurry with a shameless smile on his face, Zhang Zhican didn't even want to take another look at him.
"Zhi Can!"
The outdoor air was in stark contrast to the warm bar. Feeling that Chen Chaoyang behind him was not chasing after him, Zhang Zhican couldn't help turning his head to take a sneak peek after going out.
Sure enough, he didn't follow!
So he is still entangled with that man just now? !
Zhang Zhican walked towards his sports car with trembling hands and feet. At that moment, he only thought that Chen Chaoyang was the most shameless bastard in the world. Even the sweet love words he said to him before were all lies!
This time, I will never forgive him again!
"Lin Yuan, I'm leaving first, be careful when you go back by yourself."
While speaking, Chen Chaoyang took out several hundred yuan bills from his wallet and threw them on the bar, and then he quickly walked out of the bar with his coat.
I don't know why he likes Zhang Zhican so much.
Lin Yuan looked at the glass full of beer in front of him, with a self-deprecating smile on his face, and drank the glass of wine in one gulp.
"Zhican? Zhican!"
Seeing Zhang Zhican in front of him gradually speeding up his pace, and thinking about his current physical condition, Chen Chaoyang became anxious after all, and hurried over to grab his hand.
"Chen Chaoyang! Get the hell out of here! I don't want to see you now! I don't even want to talk to you!"
The tip of his nose was red from the cold, and the two balls of fluff hanging from his hat would sway from side to side as he moved.
Chen Chaoyang couldn't help but put his arms around his shoulders, and whispered in his ear, "Zhican, you are pregnant now, don't be so excited."
"Get out! I don't want it anymore!"
Seeing the frozen smile on Chen Zhaoyang's face, Zhang Zhican knew that he had said something wrong again. Although he really wanted to explain to him that he didn't mean to say such a thing, but thinking that it was his fault first, Zhang Zhican quickly shut up. Just hurried forward.
His collar was held by Chen Chaoyang who was behind him, Zhang Zhican couldn't move, stood still and struggled for a while, then he simply kicked Chen Chaoyang.
Zhang Zhican had snow boots on his feet, so he didn't feel any pain when he kicked his calf. Although Chen Chaoyang wanted to tell him that you should listen to my explanation first, but thinking that such words were like excuses would arouse his greater dissatisfaction , so he quickly changed his words and said, "Zhican, don't be angry, I was wrong."
Without the slightest sign of repentance on his face, Zhang Zhican became even more angry, and raised his hand to punch Chen Chaoyang in the abdomen.
"Zhi Can..."
His voice was a little weak, Zhang Zhican saw him bending over in pain, and the stern expression on his face finally eased a little.
"It hurts, Zhican."
Just as he was about to turn around, Zhang Zhican saw that Chen Chaoyang had already quietly pulled the corner of his clothes.
With an aggrieved and painful expression on his face, Zhang Zhican sneered and said, "What's wrong?"
"Should go home early."
Seeing the colder smile on Zhang Zhican's face, Chen Chaoyang said, "I should call you to report."
"Chen Chaoyang!"
Zhang Zhican's voice was so loud that the passers-by kept turning their heads.Thinking that not far away is Chen Chaoyang's office building, and the entanglement between the two of them standing here will cause him a lot of inconvenience, Zhang Zhican looked down at Chen Chaoyang who was still bent over, and said, "Go home first."
Zhang Zhican was obviously moved this time. Along the way, no matter how Chen Chaoyang teased him, he kept his face cold and silent. When he saw his mother who was welcoming him warmly, he just went upstairs to the two of them regardless. out of the bedroom.
"what happened."
"I'm sorry, Mom, I made Zhican angry when I did something wrong."
After finishing speaking, Chen Chaoyang left Zhang Zhican's mother with a bewildered expression on his face, and followed Zhang Zhican hurriedly upstairs.
In the room upstairs, Zhang Zhican was furiously dismembering the computer on the desk.
"Zhi Can..."
Just as Chen Chaoyang called him, Zhang Zhican turned around and threw the computer keyboard in his hand on the ground, and said viciously, "Kneel down!"
Chen Chaoyang looked at the keyboard on the floor with some headaches, thinking that you really watched too many TV series, right?
Seeing Zhang Zhican who was staring at him head-on, Chen Chaoyang hurriedly raised a flattering smile and said, "This is the first time I made a mistake, can you give me another chance when I performed well before?"
Zhang Zhican sneered and said, "What kind of opportunity do you want?"
Chen Chaoyang pulled him over to the bed without saying a word, and when Zhang Zhican looked at him suspiciously, Chen Chaoyang had already raised his leg to massage him carefully, and said, "Zhican, you just walked so far , Are you tired?"
Seeing that Zhang Zhican did not speak, Chen Chaoyang said again: "I have rejected Lin Yuan many times on the phone before, and today he is blocking the door of our company..."
"So you've done nothing wrong?"
"No, he and I are just ordinary friends, and he doesn't look bad..."
"So you're going to leave me and run to comfort him?"
There is a relationship between the two?Chen Chaoyang continued to move his hands, but a constipated expression gradually appeared on his face.
"Zhican, I have always only had you in my heart, and because I have no other distractions, I can meet him calmly."
"You know he likes you!"
"How about I never see him again?"
After hesitating for a moment, Chen Chaoyang asked tentatively.
"you can do it?"
Seeing the slightly puzzled expression on Zhang Zhican's face, Chen Chaoyang smiled and said, "For you, I can do anything!"
"shameless!"
He muttered something softly, and when he lowered his head, the temperature on Zhang Zhican's face finally burned up.
The tense atmosphere eased little by little, and Chen Chaoyang was about to lean over to talk to him, when the cell phone in his pocket rang.
Seeing that he kept frowning and did not answer the phone, and when Zhang Zhican saw the caller ID on it clearly, he couldn't help but sneer.
"Chaoyang, I'm sorry just now. I'm drunk." After a pause, Lin Yuan asked carefully, "Is there anything wrong?"
"fine."
"Chaoyang..."
"I'm sorry, Lin Yuan, we still don't want to see each other in the future."
Seeing Chen Chaoyang say this suddenly, Zhang Zhican, who was sitting next to him, couldn't help but look up at him. The surprised expression on his face caused Chen Chaoyang to reach out and scratch his nose.
But his heart was not so relaxed, as if he wanted to make a complete farewell to his previous self, and it might be because of his always gentle personality that he never said such straightforward words.
Sudden discomfort in his heart, thinking about ignoring Li Jiyuan, and now Chen Chaoyang who thinks he is annoying, Lin Yuan clenched the phone in his hand, held back his sobs and asked, "Why?"
"You should know my relationship with Zhican, he doesn't like it." When Lin Yuan was speechless, Chen Chaoyang said sorry again in a low voice, and then quickly hung up the phone.
"what happened?"
Seeing Zhang Zhican who was looking at him motionless, Chen Chaoyang couldn't help asking.
"you you……"
"What am I?"
"You are ruthless!"
"This is not what you expected?" Chen Chaoyang smiled and said, "How is it? Are you relieved now?"
Just when Zhang Zhican was speechless, Chen Chaoyang had already stretched out his arms to hug him, and leaned into his ear and said, "Zhican, my sincerity to you can be learned from the world, and the sun and the moon can show it."
It's time to say goodbye to everything in the past, but it seems that because of that experience, he knows that he can't do anything to hurt Zhang Zhican's feelings when he knows that Zhang Zhican lacks a sense of security.
Just like the self in the previous life, when he gave Lin Yuan his all, and he abandoned his sincerity like a shoe, he felt so painful that he couldn't live without it.
It's not easy to find a person who is sincerely good to him, Chen Chaoyang hugged Zhang Zhican in his arms even tighter, thinking that regardless of his willful impulse, as long as it is reasonable, he will probably find a way to resolve it one by one, so that he will always be so happy go down.
He repays his kindness and loves himself deeply, so he will get more happiness in the future.
Just when Chen Chaoyang was holding Zhang Zhican and smiling silently, he heard Zhang Zhican in his arms asking in a low voice: "Chaoyang, no matter what I say, you will do it?"
"kindness."
"Then you don't want to see Li Jiyuan again, okay?"
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