Rebirth's Transformation Scum

"Where are you going?!"

Thinking of the interaction between Chen Chaoyang and Li Jiyuan in the restaurant just now, Zhang Zhican felt that he was about to be blown up. Although he had warned himself countless times before that, as long as he didn't give his heart, he would not be hurt, but in front of Chen Chaoyang, such a Ideas become a bunch of shit.

Many times, Zhang Zhican actually doesn't understand his own thoughts very well. On the one hand, he is afraid of getting hurt, and on the other hand, he longs for someone to notice his subtle emotions.

For example, his irritability, such as his sadness, he always hopes that someone can spoil and love him unconditionally after discovering all his advantages and disadvantages.

In fact, this kind of thinking couldn't be more selfish, and as time gradually prolongs, it really becomes a kind of delusional existence.

Before meeting Chen Chaoyang, Zhang Zhican didn't even think that he had a chance to meet such a person.

Everything about Chen Chaoyang conforms to his imagination of his lover, he is gentle and considerate enough, and he will always only show that charming smile to him that can make people indulge in it.

It's a pity that Zhang Zhican's character is always full of contradictions, thinking about the past and the future, which almost made him miss Chen Chaoyang.

But this time it was also thanks to Li Jiyuan, otherwise, with Zhang Zhican's belated personality, it might take a year for regret or something to slowly ferment in his body, and then make him feel overwhelmed with pain.

The feeling of being close to the hometown made Zhang Zhican feel a little awkward because of his similar feelings towards Chen Chaoyang. After hesitating for a long time, he said, "Chaoyang, I'm sorry."

"Sorry for what?"

Zhang Zhican was a little stunned by Chen Chaoyang's question. He glanced sideways at Chen Chaoyang, and said bravely, "I shouldn't have cut off contact with you all of a sudden."

Zhang Zhican, who lowered his head and twisted his hands while talking, is like a primary school student who was caught by the teacher when he didn't finish his summer homework. Although the waiting process was long and made him feel bad, Zhang Zhican did not let himself down after all. Thinking of this , Chen Chaoyang put one hand on the car window, looked at Zhang Zhican who was still bowing his head in a relaxed posture, and said, "Why didn't you contact me all of a sudden?"

"like……"

After Zhang Zhican whispered such a sentence, Chen Zhaoyang made a surprised expression on purpose and said, "Just because you like it?"

The temperature on his face gradually burned up, and after a long silence, Zhang Zhican said: "Li Jiyuan's younger brother Li Jinian, we have known each other since we were young, and we have been together for many years. At that time, I loved him with all my heart and soul. It's a pity that the ending is not satisfactory, it can even be called cruel."

"So you don't trust everyone involved?"

"Yes."

Zhang Zhican's voice was a little deep, and somehow he felt a sense of sadness when he fell in the quiet carriage. Chen Zhaoyang could not understand this feeling very well, just like him and Lin Yuan, when the other party abandoned him because of his wholehearted devotion. It's like a bag, that's why the ending becomes so unacceptable.

Chen Zhaoyang quietly looked at Zhang Zhican who was always sideways to him, thinking that he might still be stuck in the year he was injured and hadn't come out.Holding a naive idea, thinking that by making a casual appearance that is disgusting, people will not be able to detect his sincerity.

It's just that Chen Chaoyang likes him from the bottom of his heart, and the longer he gets to know him, the deeper he will understand him, so he can't turn a blind eye to others.

Thinking of how Zhang Zhican cried for him on the bank in the last life, Chen Chaoyang couldn't help but put down his hand, and said in a low voice, "What about now?" Seeing Zhang Zhican turning his head, Chen Chaoyang laughed again, and said, "Have you forgotten now?"

Thinking of Li Jinian, Zhang Zhican couldn't help frowning, and said, "I forgot about it a long time ago, and I still feel that I used to be so stupid!"

Knowing that he really didn't care about the indignant expression on his face, Chen Zhaoyang said, "This is the best."

With a sense of relief in his tone, Zhang Zhican stared at him blankly and said, "What about you?"

"What am I?"

Zhang Zhican lowered his head and said, "Do you really like me?" Thinking of kissing others and even losing contact with him, Chen Chaoyang was unmoved, Zhang Zhican became a little depressed again, and said, "Maybe after you In my heart, am I just as dispensable as everyone else?"

This was the first time that Zhang Zhican showed an unconfident expression in front of him, Chen Zhaoyang suppressed a smile and said, "Just a little more."

"But…"

"But what?"

"You never showed that you liked me, even if I kissed someone else, you never cared."

"Why don't you care?" Chen Zhaoyang stretched out his hand to caress Zhang Zhican's fair-skinned face, and said, "I just didn't show it."

"Then why don't you show it?"

Seeing that Zhang Zhican asked himself a question in a daze, Chen Chaoyang just laughed.

He didn't know how to talk to Zhang Zhican about a lot of things, probably because of what happened in his previous life, Chen Chaoyang always felt that he owed him a lot, and when the two met again in the future, he couldn't help but want to be nice to him, Wanting to spoil him, thinking about it this way, I might have been tempted by him early in the morning.

It's just that Zhang Zhican's personality has always been like this, and the only thing he can do seems to be to stand still and wait for him to turn around.

Thinking of this, Chen Chaoyang looked at Zhang Zhican and said, "Zhican, my love for you may exceed your imagination, I don't like to make any kind of promises, because reality is full of too many changes...the only thing I can guarantee , I will do my best to treat you well in the future, unless one day you don't like me anymore."

"how come……"

The love for Chen Chaoyang has reached a state of overflowing, but Zhang Zhican has not really known Chen Chaoyang very well, although he always looks good in front of others and treats himself very well, but Zhang Zhican always feels that he is A whole body of secrets.

Just like just now, it was obvious that his eyes were on him, but Zhang Zhican felt that he saw a far away place through him.

Seeing Zhang Zhican staring blankly at him, Chen Chaoyang put on a teasing smile and said, "Zhican, didn't you say that you want to do something very important with me? Why don't you leave?"

Zhang Zhican's mind went blank for a moment, and after a few ah-oh, he hurriedly started the car.

After all, they have missed each other for too long, and as soon as their bodies met, they were already in a posture that was about to collapse.

In the darkness, the teeth of the two collided inadvertently, feeling the pain coming from there, and Chen Chaoyang was already pressed against the door by Zhang Zhican who suddenly bumped over and gnawed violently.

Chen Chaoyang originally wanted him to slow down, but when Zhang Zhican pressed closer to him and passively wrapped his hands around his waist, he couldn't help but indulge in it.

There was a sweet taste between the lips and tongue. The skin around Zhang Zhican's waist felt good to the touch. While kissing him seriously, Chen Chaoyang picked up his clothes and put his hands in to feel the skin above. Zhang Zhican wanted to take off his shirt later. Go, Chen Chaoyang held down his hand and said with unsteady breath, "Zhican, go to the bedroom to do it."

Chen Chaoyang always had a way to break his fragile nerve in an instant, but Zhang Zhican couldn't care less about other things. While stubbornly taking off his shirt for Chen Chaoyang, he hugged him and kissed him as he stumbled towards the bedroom. direction to go.

The lights in the room were not turned on, and a ray of moonlight peeked through the slits of the dark curtains, making everything in the room appear a dreamy light white. Chen Chaoyang lay on the bed and let Zhang Zhican take off their clothes.

He straddled his body, his bent back outlined a beautiful arc in the moonlight, Chen Zhaoyang watched him kiss his body with a sincere attitude, and couldn't help calling him in a hoarse voice: "Zhican. "

As soon as Zhang Zhican raised his head, Chen Chaoyang had already hooked his chin and pulled him in front of him to kiss him deeply. Before he knew it, Chen Chaoyang had already leaned over to press him.

He has always been obsessed with the feeling of kissing Chen Chaoyang, and Chen Chaoyang seemed to be teasing him, occasionally raising his upper body and occasionally lowering his head, making Zhang Zhican always follow him involuntarily.

The hot lower body was always pressed together, Chen Chaoyang rubbed against his, and when Zhang Zhican unconsciously wanted to groan, he kissed him deeper as a prank.

It is very difficult to accommodate another person when he is awake, not to mention being truly entered, even if he just stretches his limbs to accept that person, Zhang Zhican will feel a kind of embarrassment.

It's just that Chen Chaoyang is someone he deeply likes. When he hugged Chen Chaoyang tightly, and the two bodies fit together in a fitting posture, Zhang Zhican's heart was only moved.

"Chaoyang, will you only like me from now on?"

At this time, Chen Chaoyang was already expanding for him. After hearing his question, he just nodded with a smile and said, "It's always been just you."

Probably because Chen Chaoyang touched the fatal point, Zhang Zhican's voice quickly became soft, but he hooked Chen Chaoyang's neck like a child who just got a toy, and said: "Will you be with me forever? "

"meeting."

While speaking, Chen Chaoyang had already put Zhang Zhican's earlobe in his mouth, and then his lips moved all the way down, from Zhang Zhican's neck to shoulders.

There was a burning sensation in his body, and he realized that Chen Chaoyang was already supporting his swollen lower body and hovering at the entrance of his back acupoint, Zhang Zhican hurriedly called out again: "Chaoyang, wear a condom!"

What Chen Chaoyang could maintain was superficial calm. Although he didn't understand why Zhang Zhican did this, no matter what he said, he would probably agree.

Both of them were covered with fine sweat, Zhang Zhican seemed a little shy, and when Chen Chaoyang raised his head to call him, he had already buried his head deeper into Chen Chaoyang's arms.

Chen Chaoyang had no choice but to raise his chin to kiss him.

Chen Chaoyang, who put on the condom for himself according to the instructions, finally entered Zhang Zhican's body. Hearing his muffled groan, Chen Chaoyang couldn't help but stop his movements, and said, "What's wrong? Are you uncomfortable?"

Zhang Zhican's bangs were already wet with sweat, drooping in front of his forehead, revealing his fair complexion. When Chen Chaoyang asked him this, Zhang Zhican raised a slightly childish complacent expression, and said, "After meeting you, I will I've never done it with anyone else!"

Do you want your own praise?Chen Chaoyang suppressed a smile, and when Zhang Zhican was obsessed with his smile and couldn't extricate himself, he had already stabbed his lower body deeply into Zhang Zhican's body.

The room was gradually filled with a sound that made people's ears tingle and heartbeat. When Chen Chaoyang gradually accelerated his speed and Zhang Zhican's consciousness became a little blurred, the only thing he remembered was that Chen Chaoyang's endurance was amazing. I like it so much.