unqualified heroine

I have been thinking, if we hadn't grown up, wouldn't we have troubles in the future and alienation now?If I can still pretend that I am an immature child, can I not have to face my increasingly uncontrollable heart.Watching you gradually move away, I feel lost, confused, and sad.

——Excerpt from the letter Yukimura Kiyomura sent to Yukimura Seiichi

Wearing a light blue dress with a bumpy body, and a pair of five-centimeter high-heeled shoes under her feet, her already tall figure looked even more outstanding.Her long, iris-purple hair was permed into wavy curls and draped behind her, highlighting her elegant temperament.The delicate face is painted with light makeup, which is more soft and beautiful under the light.The just right smile on the corner of the mouth is as standard as a textbook.Every time she raised her hand and looked back, there seemed to be attractive spots of light.Facing the people from the industry who came to congratulate him, she nodded slightly in return, but felt disgusted and wanted to leave immediately.

Years of upbringing told her to be calm and rational in everything, and not to do things that are unseemly because of her personality preferences.She just suppressed her anxiety and dealt with it casually.

"Miss Yukimura has a good temperament, and Master Miyamoto is really talented and beautiful." A person raised a goblet to signal, and said congratulatory words by the way.

The father next to her also responded with the same polite words. Yukimura Kiyomi slightly turned her gaze, and at an angle where no one was paying attention, she restrained her smile and became indifferent and expressionless.

She hated every word they said, tired of their polite speech without any sincerity, hated herself even more, in order to escape, she could only walk out of her self-confident world in this way.

This is also her self-indulgence, who made her fall in love with someone she shouldn't love, and she has more affection for her own brother than siblings.

I still remember that the first person she saw when she opened her eyes in this world was a baby who was also in a swaddle lying beside her, with sparse hair and the lanugo that newborn babies had. She was still wrinkled at that time Nose, secretly said the word 'so ugly' in my heart.

Thinking about it now seems like yesterday, time flies, and they have all grown up.

Her older brother is Seiichi Yukimura, head of the tennis club at Rikkai University.

This was the information she received not long after. She was astonished, and kept looking at the baby who was said to be twins with her. She really couldn't see that this child would become a peerless beauty in her memory.

But if you think about it, you can also understand that the children who were born not long ago are all the same. Maybe she is as ugly as a monkey now.

As time went by, she grew up little by little, and her brother became the person she knew in a more and more familiar manner.

When they were young, they were close, laughing and playing together, she cried and someone wiped her tears, she played pranks, and someone accompanied her and took the blame for her.

However, it is impossible for people to live in happiness forever. There will be sorrow and pain, and of course there will be differences.

She and her brother finally walked into Lihai University

She became a student of Lihai University, and she knew that the familiar plot would unfold soon.At the same time, she also found out in panic that she and her brother were not as close as before and became a little strange.

My elder brother had to train and participate in club activities, and she started her life alone in the first grade of junior high school. She was not accompanied by that person on the way from school, and he went out without saying hello on the morning of school. It seemed that they were just distant relatives with blood, strangers can.

There was a big hole in her heart that was broken, and she couldn't fill it up. Only when she saw the person she wanted to see the most, would it get better, and the empty heart was covered with sweetness.

She began to learn everything he knew, tennis, painting, flowers, including his best smile, as if only in this way that talent would never disappear.

Her heart was shocked, what happened to the reaction of a girl in love? !And why does this kind of mood manifest itself in the young man who is his older brother?

She fell in love with him, didn't she?Then she shook her head and wanted to get rid of the thoughts in her mind, loathing herself, this is against moral theory and common sense.

But the more she tried to cover up, the easier it was for her to show her flaws, and he finally found out about her liking that should be cast aside.If it really happened as she imagined, the relationship that was already unfamiliar opened up an insurmountable distance.

Yukimura Kiyomi smiled wryly, knowing that the result would not be what she expected, but she still couldn't look away from him, and was involuntarily drawn by him, every word and every action he said had a huge impact on her attraction.

It is easy to like him and fall in love with him, but it is as difficult as heaven to forget him and abandon love.What's more, her soul is not the real Yukimura Seizo, she occupied his sister's body without guilt.

Of course, this fact is the secret that she can never tell and wants to hide in the deepest part of her heart.

In the afternoon of that day, she finally walked into the hospital where her brother lived again, and had an open and honest conversation.

"Qingran, we are brothers and sisters, we can't change this life, so wake up!"

When her brother said this, she could completely understand it, but she was conflicted and struggling in her heart. If she agreed with him, it would be tantamount to denying her feelings.If she refuted this sentence, she might lose the family affection she valued.

She cried, crying again like a child who hasn't grown up after more than ten years, and sincerely apologized for the first time to this boy whom she fell in love with unluckily: "I'm sorry, brother, for causing you trouble."

Leaving without looking back, she felt that it was time to put away this liking and not cause a burden to anyone. Only if she let go, her brother would still be her brother, and her family would still be her family. She needed A girl needs an opportunity to forget about the love she didn't give.

So when her father put forward the marriage requested by her grandfather in embarrassment, she just thought about it and calmly nodded in agreement.

She knows that her actions are hasty and irresponsible for her future life

, but she really can't help it.Every time I close my eyes, what flashes before my eyes is the face that I have seen for more than ten years, even if I look at it for a lifetime, I will never get tired of it. If there is another man in her life, will she not miss it? so painful?

"Qingran, if you don't like it, you can refuse it. Let's go, brother, go talk to grandpa."

Her hand was held up, the temperature was still the same as when she was a child, she was in a trance, for how many years, he has not held her hand again, looking at the young man leading her in front of him, smiling sincerely, are you still willing? It is enough to recognize me as your sister.

At least, she didn't lose you as a relative because of so many incidents.

"Brother... I, voluntarily."

You know, how much I want to call you by your name, but anyone can call you by your name, except me.

"..."

"I'm glad you still want to be my brother, that's great."

God loves to joke. He gave her life again and gave her the best and closest opportunity to meet you, but she couldn’t stay together forever. It’s a lie to say that she doesn’t complain. If she could start her life again, she would choose to have no blood relationship with you. relationship, so that her love can also be aboveboard.

……

Sipping the red wine in the glass, her mind was not on the banquet at all. In her heart, this engagement banquet was just a process that had to go, not important.The completion of the ceremony is the first step towards her own life that belongs to Yukimura Kiyomura.

The person standing opposite had a face similar to hers. He seemed to sense her gaze while chatting and laughing with his teammates, and followed her gaze.

There was no friendly smile in the four eyes and no thoughts of communication. She couldn't see his heart and couldn't feel it with her heart. She withdrew her attention irritably and tried her best to adapt to the atmosphere here.

After calming down the psychological fluctuations caused by him, she raised her head and looked at the opposite side again, but it was strange to see a girl beside him. The girl said something that surprised everyone in the men's net department.

Wei Wei clenched the goblet tightly, but quickly let go, she doesn't have the right to care about the relationship between the girl next to him and him, does she?She is just his sister.

That girl is called Akatsuki Kazama, and she has met for a few times, but she can't fall in love with her. Even though her voice and smile are so cute, she still rejects her from the bottom of her heart.

"Qingran, go and call Jingshi." Her father told her in a low voice, she had a reason to leave here, of course she obeyed her father's order.

She walked to the place where her brother was, nodded and greeted everyone else in the same way, and winked mischievously in a younger sister's tone: "Father asked my brother to replace me, brother, don't take trouble."

In the end, he sighed helplessly, and rubbed her hair, as if the estrangement had never been so natural,

……

"Jingwu, don't be angry anymore, and you can't blame me entirely, who made you

Always say people are stupid. "

She followed the voice and looked at the little girl whom she hated subconsciously. The little girl had a sly smile on her face, but said sorry in her mouth, which was really a disobedient expression.

The boy standing in front of her had a very ugly face, looking down at the girl who said sorry casually due to his height.

"Hmph, it's too beautiful of you to want to get out of your body after stepping on me."

"Then what are you going to do?"

The boy stood up straight, and said maliciously: "I thought you would know, huh?"

The little girl blushed because of these words, and looked at the young man's complacent look sadly, finally stood on tiptoe and gave the waiting young man an intimate kiss on the cheek.

Seeing this, Yukimura Kiyoran's mouth curled into a smile, as if, very sweet, if one day she and her brother could be like them, she didn't know how happy she would be.

Unfortunately, this is an unrealistic fantasy that will never be realized.

……

"Hey, Yukimura-san, this is my favorite vanilla mousse."

The little girl held a tray with a piece of pastry on it, and she was looking at her with expectant eyes.

She said that this was her favorite cake, and it was specially sent because she didn't eat much all night.

She hesitated for a while, and took the food brought to her, but she was puzzled in her heart. Her dislike was so obvious why this girl was still willing to approach her?Shouldn't you feel her rejection and stay away from her?

So, she opened her red lips slightly, and bluntly stated her dislike: "Kazama-san, I hate you."

The little girl was stunned, then shrugged indifferently, and answered her: "Your expression says it all."

"Then why did you..."

"It is impossible to live in this world only to be liked, but also to be hated. I can't hide in my own space and not communicate with others because of others' dislike. Humans live in groups, and I am most afraid of being lonely~"

The little girl smiled cleanly and purely, as if all she remembered was happiness and no sorrow.

And her heart, which has been gloomy for a long time, also shone into a bright line like sunshine, illuminating her long gray road that seemed to have no end in sight.

It seemed incomprehensible, but she accepted this theory naturally. It seemed to be a very simple truth, but she hadn't seen it until now.

"Kazama-san, thank you."

"Hey, I just said what I wanted to say the most."

"...I'm just thanking you for the cake you sent, you're thinking too much."

The little girl's bulging bun face greatly entertained her, eating the delicious cake, the sadness of many days gradually subsided, and her sadness was replaced by an unprecedented good mood.

"Girls really like sweets."

"Sweet food is the biggest help to change mood, will Yukimura-san fall in love with such a taste?

Tao? "

Glancing at the little girl's bright smiling face, she replied awkwardly with duplicity: "No! It's okay to eat once in a while, be careful to get fat, Mr. Atobu doesn't want you."

The little girl exploded instantly as she expected: "No way! Jingwu won't abandon me just because I'm getting fat!"

As she said that, she ran to the boy and pestered him to ask about the result.

The boy who only became gentle in front of little girls laughed and hugged her into his arms, and gave her a suggestion: "Ah, when the time comes, my uncle will supervise you to lose weight!"

"Puchi—" She covered her lips and snorted. She is a very interesting girl with the power to infect people's hearts. I have to admit that the little girl passed happiness to her.

So, when her brother came back, she seriously challenged him for the first time: "Brother, we have never competed before, and I really want to experience your five senses in person."

Use this game to bid farewell to her first love, and then treat another man wholeheartedly, re-evolving her love for her brother into a brother-sister relationship, and caring about everything about him as a relative.

Jingshi, I am very happy, I am your sister, and I will continue to love you in a different way with an irreplaceable identity.

The author has something to say: Yukimura Kiyomura is a baby wearer, and it is understandable that she fell in love with this family member who has a blood relationship with her after more than ten years, but she is the only one who knows that the soul is not a brother and sister.

Her position is rather embarrassing, her liking cannot be aboveboard and can only be hidden. In other words, Brother Cun is a person who is easy to like [For example, I fell into that purple whirlpool almost immediately ==

The setting of this brother and sister is also to satisfy my heart that I have always wanted to write about brother and sister love but have no chance to open it up.

As for many people wondering why Yukimura Seirome hates A Xiao, they can only say this, they are both time-traveling women, the so-called same-sex repulsion, Yukimura Seirome subconsciously wants to stay away, a woman's sixth sense.Not all time-traveling women hope to have a fellow countryman.

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