marry a weak waist

The warm warbler sings softly, singing Mengyu into the door, wearing a green gown and frost-colored skirt, like a little bit of coolness floating in the hot summer day like flowing gold and stone.

Her own face was reddish from the sun, and beads of sweat floated on her forehead thinly. While soaking it, she went into the right side of the mask and greeted Xiechun, "I almost didn't get sunburned in the middle of the day. Somehow, Jinan is hotter than usual this year!"

Xie Chun hurriedly greeted her to eat Bingsu Mountain, she sat on the couch and waited for a while, secretly looking into the small study over there through the carved screen.Dong Mo was still sitting quietly behind the desk, and did not come to greet her.

She was a little lost, and her head hung down a little, sipping and sipping with a silver spoon in her mouth.The color of this bowl of Sushan is very beautiful, poured with some smashed plum syrup, lightly dyed with rouge, sweet with a hint of sour.

Xie Chun smiled in a low voice, "The political secretary is going to retire and return to his hometown, and the decree will come down in a few days. The errands will fall on the two political candidates below. He has some official documents to look at."

"Zhang Ping is going to be promoted?"

"No, it's just an errand for the time being. I don't know what will happen afterwards." Xie Chun picked up a peach and handed it to her, when she heard the girl come in, she said that her man was calling her.She threw down a embroidered chair and complained with a smile, "I don't know what is calling me, but I have to go there in the hot sun. Girl, sit down first."

After she left, Mengyuan picked up the embroidered cloth and looked at it.A piece of veil was embroidered, and there was still a petal of a small chrysanthemum on it that was not embroidered, so Meng Yao continued to work on it.When closing the stitches, I heard slow, low-pitched steps coming from behind.

It was like a drumstick beating on her heart, thumping, and she was approaching her.Dong Mo took the embroidered cloth in her hand and looked at it for a while, then sat down on the couch, "I was busy just now."

It's fine if you don't tell the difference, but after this distinction, Mengtiao felt that he was deliberately ignoring her, so he didn't look at him, found a sewing basket and stuck a needle on a ball of thread, "I know, Xiechun said you probably I'm going to be promoted."

"She was talking nonsense." Dong Mo smiled nonchalantly, "The imperial court only asked me to act as a director, and did not intend to promote me."

"I don't have that intention, why do you want to take on this errand?"

Dong Mo smiled silently, and slowly leaned back on the high pillow, with his legs wide open, with a very leisurely posture, "I have only been in Jinan for a year, and I don't know much about many things here. The court probably has other ideas, that is Your Futai surnamed Meng."

Mengtiao sorted out the sewing basket and said "oh".

He fixed his eyes and kept a cool smile, "I have seen him before, he is two or three years older than me, and he is also handsome and handsome. I heard that he has no family background. At this age, he can only reach the fourth rank by himself. Futai, even I have some admiration."

Curly threads pass through the dense holes in the window screens, and are buckled on the kang table one by one. In the large celadon porcelain basin, there are broken ice cubes, which gracefully fold those light threads onto the beams, forming a beautiful space between the two. between people.

Mengtiao was still arranging the sewing basket, and made a thread shuttle. She thought it was not well wound, so she pulled out a long piece and re-tie it, but she never raised her head, "Oh. Xiechun called out to her man, do you want some tea? ?”

Well done, why did he talk about Meng Yulai?Meng Tiao was wondering what he had gained insight into, but he didn't want to dwell on it any longer, and went on to other topics, "It's very hot, I don't want to eat hot tea, give me two bites of your bowl of Bingsushan. "

Meng Tiao smiled for a moment, and no longer cared about the sewing basket, put it aside, and pushed the amber bowl in front of him towards him.A small glacier in Carmine has melted a bit, mixed with milk, and the sticky ice slurry slid down and hung down.

There was a small silver spoon in the bowl, Meng Tiao picked it up and put it in his mouth, searching around, "I'll find another spoon."

There were clearly two little girls sitting on the porch outside, but neither of them remembered to shout.Dong Mo squinted at her treasure-hunting eyes, and looked around a few shiny places, then he stepped on a boot on the couch and smiled, "When you find it, I'll be thirsty to death."

Meng Tiao turned around, blushed immediately, took out the spoon in his mouth, scooped up a spoonful of Sushan and ate it himself, then handed the spoon to him.He took it, and scraped the melted slurry from bottom to top, like scraping for fun, but he didn't eat it, scraped it, and took a look at Mengmeng.

Seeing it, Mengyu felt trembling and anxious, and his face turned red again.She grabbed the spoon and scooped it up to his lips, staring at him, "You ruined all the good things!"

Dong Mo stuttered, and looked at her with wide eyes.In fact, he knew very well in his heart that even if he kissed her and hugged her, she might not refuse.

But on the contrary, he was a bit concerned, not knowing what the real reason was for her not refusing, nor did he know what he really did, and what kind of conspiracy and trap was behind him.Meng Yu would never give his wife to another man for nothing.

He is so rational and self-controlled, but when he thinks back later, he always thinks of Meng Tiao's mouth that was dyed a little red by rouge plums. When he spoke, the soft tip of his tongue was dexterously hidden in his mouth, and it was also a little bright red.

In the pitch-black tent, her body would jump in front of her eyes, thin and thin, but he had hugged her a few times, and he could feel some soft, soft, soft flesh, from waist to arms, hidden in the In the elegant dress, it trembled from time to time.

The softness and flesh of a woman always make the bones of a man hard. He finally understands what a "beautiful whirlpool" is.He also thought of his father, who died of illness in such a whirlpool.In front of him was a trap of soft red gold powder, he was reluctant to step back, and he couldn't fall into it, so he had no choice but to linger carefully around this trap.

The next day, there was a fresh rain, which relieved some of the heat.It only rained for half an hour, and Meng Tiao took advantage of the rain to pick a basket of grapes in Xiaochanhua Lane, carrying it to Qingyu Garden.

A lot of rain fell on her from the grape trellis, and Caiyi was holding a handkerchief to help her play, while asking, "Why doesn't brother Ping come to us these days?"

After a careful examination, Dong Mo has indeed never been to Xiaochanhua Lane since he recovered from his illness.Meng Tiao pursued it at this moment, always felt that he was deliberately avoiding something.

He didn't say anything, and she didn't ask, she cast a pretty glance at Caiyi, "It's better if he doesn't come here, I'll go to his house, whenever I have time, and there's no need to make up lies. Lies." If you talk too much, sooner or later someone will expose you.”

Caiyi nodded with puffy cheeks, "Ma'am, let's change into clothes before going, most of it is wet."

Meng Tiao casually flapped the bun, shaking off a few drops of water, and didn't bother to change it again, and walked out across the basket.The sandalwood-colored pair of skirts she was wearing on top was wet, sticking to her chest, covering her restless heart half damp and half wet.

It's not that she didn't notice Dong Mo's subtle changes, but she didn't want to think about it carefully.It's boring to think about some things, so why should I ask him "What did you guess?" If he guessed everything, how would she react?Could it be that they cut off contact after pale excuses?

Probably Dong Mo was also afraid of this, so he never asked, and she never said anything.Sometimes love needs to be silly.With this thought in mind, I went to Qingyu Garden, the clothes on my chest were completely dry, and at 01:30 Chaoxin, I jumped up and down lightly again.

In the garden, Mingyan swallows catkins lightly, and willow silk is tens of thousands of knots. Mengtiao saw Dong Mo on the zigzag path. He probably just returned home from the Yamen. His straight back was three feet ahead, and the hem of the patched clothes was swaggering backwards. , like a warm and introverted hand, silently inviting Meng Tiao.

Teasing the dream a little bit, she stepped on her feet and ran around from the green shade to under the tea stand in front, ready to surprise him by surprise.She pulled the flower branches to cover her body, and watched Dong Mo approaching through the dense leaves.

The path covered with thick moss was too tortuous, and he couldn't get close to it, so he swung left and right, making Mengyu's heart pounding.She suddenly found that she didn't know when, she loved him a lot.

Because she loved Meng Yu like this before, and because her expectations were always flickering and half-bright, she was half sad, half happy, half sad and half bitter all the year round.Her hands instinctively pulled the flower branches tighter, but she instinctively peeped through the narrower gaps in her heart.Fear and love are both instincts.

The clinker Dong Mo stopped when he walked to the flower stand, lifted the flower branches and dragged her out, "It has just rained, and the branches and leaves are covered with water, what are you doing hiding here?"

It's not just water, when the tumi flowers withered, Meng Tiao was covered with scattered white petals all over her body, she looked down at her dress, and raised her eyes timidly as if doing something wrong, "Did you see me a long time ago?"

"A shade of sandalwood flashed past, and it's hard not to see it." Dong Mo felt that she was stupid, so he put on a helpless smile and raised his hand to pick the petals on her head, "It made her whole body wet again."

What is "again"?It seemed that ever since she got caught in the rain last time, she had become a daredevil in his heart, washing away her previous impression of being wise and intelligent.

Unconvinced, Mengyu hurriedly shook her skirt, "Who knew that the sun hadn't dried up the rain yet!"

Dong Mo laughed, "I blame the sun again."

"If I don't blame the sun, I will blame you!"

He snorted, "Okay, blame me."

Dreaming as he wished, he raised his chin and walked forward a few steps.The little servant couldn't follow anymore, so he handed the black yarn to Dong Mo, who held it in one hand, and followed behind leisurely.

During this period, Meng Tiao walked two steps fast at one time, slowed down at another time, looked back at him, and when he was two steps away from catching up, she grabbed her skirt and took another two steps.The cicadas and warblers are busy everywhere, but she is busier than them. She wished she could hold the sunny wind in her hand and raise the flying flowers. She wants to dance in the thousands of flower dust.

Dong Mo hadn't followed for a while, but she herself became anxious, and ran back to his side, tugging at his arm and giggling.Dong Mo let her drag down the sinking ground, and glanced at her with a smile, "So happy?"

Meng Yu nodded his head twice, "The weather is good today. It's not like the last two days, it's hot and stuffy."

"I thought I was the one who made you so happy, so it wasn't." Dong Mo sighed lightly, and pulled out his arms to hug her.

Meng Tiao blushed slightly, avoided answering, and raised the basket under his eyelids like offering a treasure, "I picked some grapes and asked Xie Chunsan to be eaten by the girls. They greeted me attentively all day long, no wonder Sorry."

"Thinking about what they are doing." Dong Mosan hesitated lightly, and added casually, "What they should do."

Mentioning the girls reminded Meng Tiao of asking him why these girls were so considerate to her.Now that I think about this question again, my mood is a little different. It seems that a feather that fell on the rock, although it cannot move itself, is looking up to the sky, expecting a wind to blow it away.

Even if you know it's impossible, you can't help but hope.This is the worst thing about love, it only increases hope and troubles.

The breeze is erratic, the quiet path turns thousands of times, and with the heart of thousands of turns, it extends far and wide, twisting the time.

This discount is at the end of the month, and Meng Yu heard the news of Liu Chaoru's going to Nanjing, but he didn't say anything, but Zhang Mi became anxious.This day, Meng Yu was invited to discuss, and when he saw Meng Yu sitting on a chair and drinking tea indifferently, he jumped up in a huff, igniting a fire in his heart.

Seeing that he was a little restless, Meng Yu put down the cup and tried to persuade him, "Master Zhang, don't be in a hurry, it will be a matter of life and death, so it won't happen."

"Not yet?" Zhang Mi turned his head abruptly, stared at him for a moment, and threw up his sleeves angrily, "Do you know that Dong Mo detained Xie Bao in the Nanjing Metropolitan Procuratorate? Talk about a shortfall of 60 to [-] yuan! It’s not like you don’t know the relationship between brother Lingjin and Dong Mo. What is he doing back to Nanjing at this time? I’m afraid that if he comes back again, you and I will send a memorial to Beijing! "

Meng Yu leaned back on her chair and laughed, "How many impeachment reports are there every day from the imperial court? Today you intervene with me, tomorrow I will intervene with you. How much evidence is conclusive and how much is left unresolved. What is there to be afraid of, Mr. Zhang?"

"If the Dong family has no evidence, will Dong Mo be sent to the court? Mr. Dong has been arguing with Lord Chu in the court for a day or two. He will easily let him go if he catches the leak? We are the leak! At that time, Lord Chu may not be sure. It's hard for you and me to tell you something!"

"Lord Zhang calm down first, nothing is going on, you are always panicked. I also know someone in Nanjing, and wait for me to write a book here and come to Nanjing to inquire about it. You should calm down first. Why do you want Xie?" Confession? He is dead if he confesses, he can't do it."

Zhang Mi thought about this, gradually calmed down a little, and fell back on the chair, "Now that you are in the limelight, don't go to Tai'an Prefecture at the end of the year. When the [-] stone salt arrives in Tai'an Prefecture, stabilize it first, wait Now that the limelight is over, let’s think about the [-] stone deal again.”

Meng Yu smiled and agreed, resigned and returned home. Sure enough, he repaired a book, but it was not sent to Nanjing, but he told the housekeeper: "You go there yourself and send it to Master Chu in Beijing. and send it over.”

The housekeeper took the letter and looked at the words "Chu Shilang's personal letter" on it, and frowned, "Then Nanjing side, just let it go?"

Meng Yu sat behind the case and stared solemnly, "Who is Dong Mo? He is the king of Hades in the Beijing Metropolitan Procuratorate, and none of the criminals under his hands can resist telling the truth, let alone Xie Bao is just a businessman." How big a battle has he seen? Let him recruit, anyway, it is Zhang Mi who is in charge of the Salt Transportation Department, and all the accounts in and out of the salt field over the years have been ordered and signed by him, and it cannot fall on my head."

"The other end of the chapter, sir..."

Meng Yu smiled sullenly, "Zhang Mi is timid and fearful, and he shrinks his head like a tortoise whenever there is a turmoil. What Chu Pei wants is someone who dares to risk his life to make money for him. You just deliver the letter. See you Chu Pei, tell him that next spring, there will be another 50 silver. If he wants to build a palace for the emperor, he doesn't need to take the account from the Ministry of Accounts."

He has an unruffled demeanor in times of crisis, but it is because he firmly believes that the relationship in the world is nothing more than the word "profitable".He was sure that to Chu Pei, his value was much greater than that of Zhang Mi.

But for Meng Yuan, he began to lack confidence.

The self-interest gained in the past, apart from those who dedicated to Beijing, and the old lady and Mei Qing's share, the rest is divided in half with Meng Yuan.

The silver taels collected by Tai'an Prefecture left [-] yuan, and he exchanged [-] yuan for Mengyu.Holding those precious banknotes, Meng Tiao was really overjoyed, and flew around the room with her skirt flying.A gust of wind swirled out, almost blowing out several candles.

Meng Yu leaned on the couch and looked at her smiling, and couldn't help smiling, covering the candle on the kang table with one hand, "Look, the one who used to look like me before, now sees Yinzi, and smiles again."

Perhaps because of the tens of thousands of silver, Mengtiao resumed his usual soft attitude and nodded with a smile.

Since the few words they satirized last time, they haven't spoken steadily for a long time.At this moment, Meng Yuan saw his face covered in candlelight, with a warm yellow and a touch of harmony.

There was sadness in this harmony, she seemed to go out alone for a long way in her heart, and then looked back at him, those unwillingness to love and wish for him gradually turned into regret.It is regrettable that I agree with this irreversible situation from the bottom of my heart, with reluctance and resignation.

She locked the treasure in the cage, and walked to the couch with another post, "I have already drawn up Yulian's dowry, see if there is anything else to add or subtract."

Meng Yu took it and closed it, "It's all up to you."

He saw her with a smile on her lips for several days in a row, and he had a feeling in his heart that she was not just doing it for money.He propped his forehead and smiled with crooked eyes, "Dong Mo's illness is cured?"

"Okay." Mengyu didn't expect him to ask this, and didn't want to get entangled in this matter, so he subtly turned the conversation around, "I heard that Qin Xun is going to return home soon, and the court asked him to work with Mr. Jia Regarding the matter of the chief secretary, no new chief envoy has been appointed, so is your chance here?"

With her head raised, Meng Yu smiled and sighed meaningfully, "It's a chance, and I'm afraid it's also a doom. It's up to you."

Meng Tiao was in a daze when he suddenly turned back his smiling eyes, his eyes darkened, "Don't forget why you approached Dong Mo in the first place."

Forget it or never forget it, it's just that Meng Tiao gradually avoids it deliberately.She lowered her face and touched the scissors on the window sill to cut the lantern flowers, her voice was as low as a gnat, "I haven't forgotten."

In the dim candlelight, Meng Yu smiled half-blindly, "He detained a businessman surnamed Xie in Nanjing, obviously to make him confess to Zhang Mi and I's shortfall in Yanyin. Meng'er, he If the court orders a strict investigation and he finds evidence, our family will have no way out."

He is probably the most open-minded man in the world, and he is willing to give up his wife's body. But at the same time, he is also the most stingy man, and he cannot tolerate her having a shadow of others in her heart.

The net cast out will always come back one day. He is tired of the grievance of turning a blind eye and closing his eyes. He twists the candle wick to burn a little bit of heartache, but it feels a little refreshing, "things Once this is over, we will be able to meet the fate. If I can really be promoted to the chief political history, you don't have to deal with these people anymore."

After speaking, he slowly got up from his seat, leaving behind Meng Yuan to weigh.

Meng Tiao spent the whole night thinking on his pillow, tossing and turning, it was for the benefit of the whole family.That was planned early in the morning, and it was also the prerequisite for his relationship with Dong Mo. How could she avoid it?

The moon sank on the window, as if a huge relationship fell on her shoulders alone.She was trapped in this bed of carved peony flowers, and her whole body was entangled by some indistinct vines.The most frightening thing was that just now, she felt she had walked a distance away from Meng Yu, but when she looked forward, she suddenly found Dong Mo standing in the sky. She was destined not to be able to reach him, nor could she touch Meng Yu.

She couldn't find a way out of her difficult breathing, so she simply didn't think about it for the time being.Anyway, it hasn't come to a critical juncture yet, let's procrastinate for a day.

Then dragged Yulian to get married, and with a big wave of his hand, Mengyu gave Yulian a dowry worth one thousand.But she is not a kind person after all, so she naturally has ulterior motives when showing mercy.

This day, Yulian had just left the pavilion, and in the evening, Mengyu went to Yinlian's room.Catching up with Yinlian who sent her sister off to marry, although there were no banquets at the house, it was far less lively than when Mei Qing got married, she was also very happy in her heart, as if she had accomplished some great task, her face was full of gratifying glory.

Seeing the dream at first sight, Yinlian hastily brought out good tea to treat her, personally offered it to the couch, and blessed several lives in a row, "Fortunately, my wife has taken my sister to live at home these days, and found a good house for her. We even arranged a dowry for her. My wife treats us like reborn parents, I really don’t know how to thank me, so I have to serve my good wife as a cow and a horse for the rest of my life.”

Meng Tiao glanced at the two girls in the room, and the two girls retreated knowingly.The room seemed to lose vitality in an instant, and the noisy cicadas seemed to stop for a moment. The silver-red window screens revealed the red setting sun, and fell on the couch, covering the silhouette of a dream, with a kind of desolate beauty. .

She glanced at Yinlian up and down, held her hand and made her sit on the couch facing her, with one arm slung across the kang table, and asked Yinlian with a smile, "I'm really as good as you say?"

Yin Lian shrank her shoulders and nodded, "When I entered the door, my wife would think of me for everything, even my sister, why not? It's just that I don't have anything, so I don't know how to repay my wife." God."

Meng Yu turned her face back, half of her lips were bent on the bottom of the half-up and half-down fan, mysterious and unpredictable, "Then how will the master treat you well?"

"Master..." Yinlian paused, and quickly poured tea for her, "Master treats me well, and it's because of my wife's kindness."

"You can really talk." As he spoke, Meng Tiao lightened his brows and looked around the room with indifferent eyes, "Master, he has always been flirtatious. In the past, it was not uncommon for him to be promiscuous outside. You can bring people home Come, promise her for life, but you are the first one, so it can be seen that he treats you very differently from other women."

What she said made Yinlian's face droop in embarrassment, and her heart was filled with joy.Mengyu looked at her sideways, the corners of her mouth remained unchanged, but her attitude gradually became sharper, "I think you must love him very much in your heart, right? If so, you should share the burden for him. You don't know, He is an official outside, and he is beautiful on the scene, but it is difficult in private."

When Yinlian heard that Meng Yu was not good, she immediately raised her eyes, "Is the master in trouble?"

"Oh, it's not a big problem, just a little bit of worry. Tomorrow's dinner at home is Mr. Luo from the Department of Salt Transportation. This Mr. Luo doesn't like anything else, he prefers to listen to a pipa. You know Well, there is a decree in the imperial court that officials are not allowed to have sex with prostitutes. Naturally, it is not good to invite courtiers outside. I heard that you have learned some pipa recently, so it is time to test your skills. Mr. Luo is a master at tasting pipa. If you can get a few words of advice from him, you can be regarded as having met a good teacher."

These words slowly melted in Yin Lian's mind, chewing each word carefully, she suddenly discovered the meaning of Meng Tiao, her pupils shrank and she stared in disbelief.

Seeing Meng Tiao, he covered his mouth with a fan, leaned back and laughed for a while, his face gradually cooled down, "This is also a thing in other houses, my concubine, when I am happy, there are even people who give it away, why are you so surprised? You just You also said that you want to repay me like a cow or a horse, so you don't admit it again?"

The sky was falling, and the residual red was annihilated, leaving only a dim blue light in the room.Yinlian didn't care about lighting the lamp either, she just sat there blankly, as if she heard some incredible news, her head was dazed and numb.

Meng Yu looked at her coldly, the copper pot was dripping and leaking, she gave her enough time to react.

When Yinlian came to her senses, she knelt down in front of Mengyu with a plop, "I'll accept being a cow or a horse! I'll accept even being a girl for my wife, just beg my wife... don't, don't ask me to do this, I can't do it." I can't speak, and I can't socialize, but I offended the guests when I came to the banquet!"

Behind Meng Tiao, the moon floated up, shining whitely on Yin Lian's face, which was full of tears from fright.

She inadvertently pressed a piece of Meng Tiao's skirt under her knees, Meng Tiao frowned, stood up with a fan, and walked slowly to hold the lamp, "Don't worry, the banquet at home has always been mediated by the old lady. She's an old man, so she won't make a fool of you. Look, even the old lady is not idle at home, and each has her own errands. I also have my own busy place, but don't think that marrying a good man will make you happy all your life. Once and for all. There is nothing once and for all in this world."

She smiled to herself, lit a silver lamp, held it up, and walked close to the base of the wall through the terrified tears of the silver lotus.The candle shone on the huge cabinet, and a lotus flower painted on it looked extraordinarily vivid in the semi-dark candlelight.

"There is no free pie in the sky. I raised you and your sister, and sent her out of the cabinet with a thousand taels of silver. In terms of borrowing money, it is considered a great kindness. Didn't you also say that I am like a second-born parent?"

Yinlian knelt down and turned around, looking at the circle of houses in her hands that could not be illuminated by candles, the dark and prosperous shadows around her suddenly became a trap of luxury.She finally understood why Mengyuan treated her so well.

But if someone took what they had, they would not be able to pay it back, so they would get gold and silver back, and they would not be able to pay back her husband.Her bones softened, she sat crookedly on the ground, and her tears fell like broken beads.

It seems that there is a drop of tears rolling all the way to the feet of Mengyuan, bringing with it a dusty and shriveled memory.

She vaguely remembered that she was being instigated by the old lady to seduce a man for the first time, and she felt a little distressed.But she didn't seem to cry, she was used to it early in the morning, and her tears dried up in those day-to-day situations, leaving a numb sense of loss.

At this time, she turned around suddenly, and saw herself in the mirror of the dressing table again, half of her face was reflected by the candlelight, and half of her face was faintly hidden in the darkness, there was a ghost that even she herself was afraid of.

She thought of Dong Mo in the old yellow rhyme in her hand, thinking that he must not be able to guess her face at this moment.If he saw it, he might be as shocked and disappointed as Yinlian.It should also be the same as Yinlian, if she had known earlier, she would not have stepped into this dirty world that she had never experienced before.

In this vast world, the cold fact is that she and Meng Yu belong to the same country.They are a vortex covered in wind and dust, with a tinge of numb resentment, they just want to involve people who are related and irrelevant.

She walked two steps over, put the silver pot on the kang table, and stood up in front of the couch, "Even if you don't listen to me, think about the master. I can't talk to you, let him come and talk to you."

Yinlian waited for her to go out before getting up from the ground.Sitting on the couch, she reasoned out Meng Yuan's words again.After straightening it out, I was convinced that it was not a misunderstanding or hallucination, she had indeed fallen into a gold and silver cave unprepared.

This gorgeous bedroom suddenly turned into a man-eating beast, opening its huge mouth towards her, laughing at her and devouring her at the same time.

The author says:

Meng Yu: Stop it early, I want my wife to go home.

Dong Mo: There's no turning back when you shoot the bow, so it's not up to you.

My next book is supposed to be "Shouldn't Beloved", but now I say that I may preorder thousands of dollars before opening it.