Step by step routine

"I won't come?" Song Wei pondered the meaning of the words, then raised her eyebrows, and did not respond to Xiao Jue again.

He looked at Cong Cong in his arms, the little guy looked at him with teary eyes, the desire inside was so clear that it made people's heart ache.Song Wei felt aggrieved, but he didn't want to quarrel with Xiao Jue in front of the child, the child shouldn't have to bear this.

So he pinched Xiao Yucong's face, "Congcong, Daddy took Father Emperor to see a doctor, Congcong and sleep well, okay?"

Xiao Yucong sniffed, grasping Song Wei's sleeve with her tender little hands, choked up and said, "Daddy, you won't leave Congcong, right?"

"Well, Daddy promises that Congcong will still see me when he opens his eyes tomorrow. Come on, baby, let's make a hook." Song Wei hooked Xiao Yucong's little finger, and Xiao Yucong lay on the bed obediently. He stared at Song After looking at it for a while, he closed his eyes when the other party nodded to indicate that he would definitely be there.Song Wei sang him a lullaby, and the little guy fell asleep.

Song Wei put down the bed curtain lightly, turned around, Xiao Jue was still standing at the same spot not too far away, when seeing Song Wei looking at him, she slightly drooped her eyelids to avoid seeing her.

It's really not good, Song Wei feels that he can get through with one hand on his already narrow waist...but...it's not something he should worry about...

Song Wei walked a few steps away from Xiao Jue, and saluted, "Please forgive me, the emperor, the grassroots were outside for a while, and forgot the rules for a while, and just talked to the emperor like that."

"..." Xiao Jue's already dim eyes became even more dull. He was feeling uncomfortable all over his body now. Song Wei's attitude made things worse, but...but he didn't know what to do? "You...do you have to talk to me like this?"

"What if I don't? The emperor said before, let me not think highly of myself, and don't bring my despicable style in the arena to the palace."

He said it... But, that was the upbringing he received since he was a child. He is a prince, no one taught him to obey others, only others respect him... "You, remember clearly..."

"If you poke your heart, who can forget it..." Song Wei looked at him turning his face away and forbearance, and felt that she was too bad now. Climb up with the pole, pinch the emperor as a rabbit, right?In this way, what is the difference between him and the former Xiao Jue?

He just thought about not being like this in front of the child, but then lost his mind in a blink of an eye. This is not what he wanted.

Song Wei sighed, and lowered her tone softly, "Aren't you... aren't you sick? Go back and rest."

As soon as Song Wei softened his tone, the sadness and grievance in Xiao Jue's heart came in an instant like a river breaking its embankment, like thousands of troops approaching the wall of the city. He lowered his head, not knowing what he was running away from.

"Don't make trouble with your body, this Feng Lin still needs you, Cong Cong still needs you, you, you have to learn to cherish yourself. I've been suffocated for a long time, and what I say is ugly, don't take it to your heart." It's rare to see This man bowed his head, it seems that he still prefers to be soft rather than hard.Song Wei only wanted to send the poor embarrassed emperor away quickly, so the tenderness in his tone instantly carried the affection of the past.

The army broke the city, the river broke its embankment...

The eyes were too heavy to lift, and there were a few heavy drops of unknown origin hanging from the long eyelash feathers, trembling slightly, rolling down continuously.

The body ravaged by the poison becomes weak, and the will that has suffered from lovesickness has been eaten away to nothing but an empty frame. Therefore, when I miss the wronged person and give me a little warmth, everything becomes vain.

He lowered his head and cried silently, tears falling on the ground drop by drop.

Song Wei who had been observing Xiao Jue was stunned, and cried... No, he didn't say anything... What should I do now?

"You... you... hey, hey, I was wrong, I shouldn't talk to you, everything is my fault, Song Wei, don't cry! Oh, let's go out and talk, the child is here."

"Song Wei..." muffled voice.

"Hey…"

The three words "yes-no-up" were thrown out one by one like huge boulders, which stunned Song Wei on the spot. He opened his eyes slightly and wondered if he was hallucinating for a moment. "Your Majesty, don't scare the grass people..."

But Xiao Jue only felt relieved, some words started, and the rest would no longer be difficult to say.Xiao Jue raised her head, tears were streaming down from the tip of her chin, her vision was misty, through the faint water vapor, Song Wei's face was reflected, in a trance, unrecognizable.

But he knew it was real...

People who can't sleep at night, people who dream in dreams...

"I was wrong, I apologize to you, can you...forgive me...can you?"

"..." Song Wei was speechless.I never expected to get an apology from the other party. Where is the status of the other party? No matter how resentful and unwilling the other party is, the actions of the other party are reasonable...

It's just... the other party is not the same as him.

However, he understood that it was reasonable, but he couldn't understand it.

Song Wei stroked his forehead, the shock was too great and he still couldn't recover.The most urgent task is to get this person out of his sight as soon as possible, so that he can regain his composure.

So Song Wei walked to Xiao Jue's side, grabbed his wrist and walked forward quickly.Xiao Jue's footsteps were flimsy, he staggered and couldn't keep up, but he was a little happy that Song Wei... took his hand.

But the next moment he couldn't laugh anymore, because Song Wei pulled him outside the door, turned back to the room without hesitation, and then closed the door.

He could even hear the latch on the door.

"..." Xiao Jue couldn't react, what's wrong?The night wind made his cheeks feel cold, the palace servants had already been sent away when he came in, and he was alone, facing the closed door.

He finally understands what it feels like to hold your heart forward and others don't want it.It was as if he was being brutally slowed down by a blunt file, and the dense pain was woven into a net to cover him, slowly tightened, strangled into the flesh, and slowly bled out...

There was a whimper in his throat and then he was silent. He didn't have the right to cry loudly.

When Song Wei opened the door in the morning of the second day, the person outside the door was not there, and the maid in the distance came over with a water basin. He laughed at himself, thinking too much, how could His Majesty wait outside all night?

He brought water into the back room to wash Cong Cong. He didn't know that a maid carefully cleaned the dark brown marks on the slate when the rooster crowed, and sprinkled toilet water on it to prevent people from smelling the fishy smell.

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"Father, do you love me the most?" A family of three went shopping today, Shen Xiansi and Rong Chou were sitting in the private room in the attic waiting for the food to be served, Rong Zhiming held Jiaojiao in his arms and took advantage of this gap to go shopping.Seeing that his father was not there, Rong Chou hugged Shen Xiansi's thigh and asked very aggrieved.

"That's right, Daddy loves the clown the most." Shen Xiansi patted his head, "What's wrong?"

"Hmm..." hummed, Rong Chou pulled his sleeves and continued to ask earnestly, "Compared with Daddy? Daddy likes Chouchou or Daddy more?"